Aging now.

This house, not home, hums and strains

pitchy tension.

Remnants of clean but dingy laundry,

garments, face clothes

textures remembered against cherished warm skin,

dryer in winter,

more needy of compassion,

aging.

 

Staring in my mirror now

I learn to reach back into black glazed pupils

brewing expanding cultures through their cumulative archives,

four grand parents staring back through my ancient reflecting face

each one looking through these same bicameral

black dense binomial windows

back through their four grandparents.

 

I note this visual DNA looking out and back

and through our mutually cooperative generations,

sometimes more, sometimes less,

but at least on occasion cooperative,

or this face would not stare back,

aging rapidly now back further

toward messiah and sage and shaman times.

 

Where were these DNA pupils

expanding and contracting,

causing hearts to race and calm,

breath to gasp and slowly subsidize evaporating atmospheres

so longing to belong ago.

 

Were they hopeful then,

these ancient mariners

swimming through generations of salty tears,

wet fears and joys

jumps and starts

swelling farts?

 

Listening, noticing for a new millennium,

more permanently encultured

with fertile light and sounds,

rhythm of dancing songs.

 

Speaking, perhaps these pupils spoke

of what they saw reflecting back

through my karma’s cumulative incarnations,

each graced with opportunities for mindful peace and love,

and dissonance, hate, violence, neglect, dismay, heartbroken

to fly and swim together or fall apart

back through plasma flows and folds

of regenerative information learners, pupils

looking, searching, seeding, growing,

guarding, harvesting nutrient compost

through hoary primal roots of RNA’s

positive teleology

to keep evolving forward as possible,

avoid revolving backward into meaningless and mindless

dissonance, competition, violence, and decaying entropy.

 

Ancient now

our eyes reflect

darkly dense regenerating

wispy wet winds and whips

of swiming eco-seas

self-potentiating Prime Love Relationship

of Right and Left

remembering Yin greets Yang

with subsidizing solidarity,

a P=NP as +1 QBit Yang = -(-1) Yin Implicate Disordering

QBit +/(-) Zero souled chi,

binary balanced magnetic revolutionary dynamism

4-root squared holonic-fractal

namaste assumption.

 

Ancient mutually mindful Yang and Yin

looking out and back,

and in and positively forward.

Primal evolutionary self-mirroring regenesis,

ever aging Eternal Moment together,

remembering, recollecting, reconnecting.

 

Aging pupils fading,

holding time’s stream

to close and flow our dreams.