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First SunRise Service

My first great faith journey
involved exiting EarthMother’s nighttime womb,
without even a first language
except what RightBrain inherited
from noticing emotive taste and feel
and healthy/pathological touch
memories prehistorically Win/Win
and Win/Lose
and Lose/Lose souled
unsoiled either happy or mad,
learning both/and health-resilient midways.

From such humble nutritional/toxic expectations,
and win/lose annunciations
of EarthTribe’s integral potential,
wealthy yang opportunities and yin-unhealthy risks,
through adolescent win/lose romantic invested engagements

On through my own forty-year corporate adult commodified faith journey
ensuing
pursuing my great white-male privileged American dream;

A win/lose business-as-usual pilgrimage
toward my more recent retiring win/win destiny,
for healthy wise-elder now
unhealthy other-wise then

Not really a chosen win/win destination
freely destined to and as begun
with integrity of ego-me inside sacred eco-Other
co-passion for positive
healthy
rational/nutritional purpose

And perennial meaning
this old pre-cortical WiseElder right brain
we have anciently learned interdependence
does not believe in autonomous ego-mortality,

Right brain emotive intelligence
is not overly invested in left brain ego’s embedded fragmentation
co-arising feelings of righteous predative anger
and leftist prayers conserving lose/lose fears
of YangGod’s universally autonomous climate genocide.

Ego’s de-individuation
away from Earth’s healthy habitat
rejoining MotherEarth’s timeless individulting wombs
reproducing integrity’s conjoined co-passioning potential,

ReBecoming as I began
win/win re-entering memories re- and pre-historically souled
unsoiled
inside EarthMother’s first pre-cortical dark night

Becoming bicameral felt
effectively co-caused/effective
neo-cortical ego’s individuating day

ReComposing my first great healthy transformational
co-arising in/ex-formational
re-journey
re-membering my first great transitional
sunrise developmental
co-passioning light/energy service
courageously multicultural
vulnerably global
and transparently personal.

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Blah Friday

I need a vacation
from vacation unbreaks.

Bad Friday
falls seven days after spring break begins,
Which is a break for some kids
and teachers without kids,
but not for grandpa parent me,
and my sociopathic daughter,
who needs the structure of small
specialized classrooms
to get through her most resilient day.

It feels healing to step outside
into softer breezy voices
green with overly optimistic promise
that Everythin gonna be aright.

Rain threatens
yet wide patches of sky blue
promise western horizon hope,
for now

Faith that tomorrow,
which feels unforgivingly far from Now,
yet stuck in Here,
I will wake to compassionate forgetfulness,
lack of memory
of nearly all black bleak Fridays
transpired,
de-valued by my owned
and negligently managed
lack of parental investment
in larger self/other care;
that old ego/eco-balancing
narrow-way game.

Tomorrow,
just another Saturday/Sunday weekend,
between BadFriday wounds
and rainy Monday
school day blues
and jazz dance in the garden
with a Great Turning shovel.

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I Say You Say

I say black
You say white.
I say day
You say…
night.

I say red
You say green.
I say dead
You say…
unseen
unscene unpathic unpassionate

I say delusional
You say illusional
I say too judgmental
You say…
left-brain regimental
in-between demented and cemented

I sing integrity
You dance…
alacrity.
I hope eternally
You faith…
diurnally
empathically expathologically unpathed
Win/Win Lose/Lose Win/Lose

I march
in Business As Usual
You fly
between Health And WealthUnUsual.

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She Thinks About Fame

She thinks about fear
with quick step of right foot

And thinks about why
as she swings with strong left

Why she can’t think
of a name
When he’s deep in his greed
for more fame.

Should it not be the case
famous greed has a face?
This greed for His fame
should have Her blazed name
for His infamous Self

Hidden
yet naked
green greed of Her ego-less
to be known
and renowned,
pre-nouned
and revered.

She thinks about envy
to be set apart
with slower right steps
toward most famous of all
on His left.

She worries Her right
to collectively fight
to forget her DearLord’s clearly wrong
infamous death,
A long-term event
in autonomous greed
known only in crossing
His terrorizing Left

He longs for omnipotence
She knows as lack
of changing endurance.

He belongs omnipresently right
She feels nowhere left
to polypathically go.

He wants righteous omniscience
She fears nothing left to learn

Where greed envy colonies
greet Her past sullen deeds
and furious inflamations
wrestling with fear
stepped out and in right
of fame’s polyphonic refining destinations
steeped left

Marching and arching
preening while gleaning
knitting while needing
sleeping while slurping
faming while lurking
blaming in shaming
disgusting and lusting
crusting while rusting
lacking more lucking

Infamous need
to find absence of greed
in original silent green
win/win ultra-nonviolet
Her passioning seeds
His humbling tombed greeds.

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Narrow Paths Less Taken

A narrow way
between left-brain dominant history
of commodified visual health-frames
in wealthy solidarity
with right-brain prominent yin-flow
felt heart-touched and eco-tasted
multi-generationally tested
both/and cooperative health
with either/or competing against
stretching
creatively/uncreatively fragmenting ego-integrity potential
for win/win left here/now
with win/lose health/pathology remembering right,
cautioning,
tip-pointing both/and heuristic
holistic
holonic timeless fertile right
EarthSoul centered becoming
whole re-open ego/eco-systemic.

Changing climates of Earth double-bound
dipolar feelings
invoked by ecopathic RightBrain nature
causal spirit-effective songs,
dirges and thunders
great and small enlightenings,
and by stressed left-brain ego-systemic inside soul-voices
finding sacred iconic-value metaphors

Inflowing implicit wealth
of re-woven feeling health
timelessly right-brain true multi-regenerational ZeroSoul memories
trusted, without ZeroSum irrational remainder,
ennobling aging rhetorical/non-rhetorical communal events,
resilient phenomenological/ecological co-relational experiences,
compassionate left/right mutual integrity,

Left-brain unnoticed wealth-formed thought
with Right-brain implicating healthy feelings heart-touched
liberal loving taste for heart-strong
health resilience

Democratic solidarity,
yet fluid,
well-digested
re-digesting ego/eco-integrity,
breathing in Earth-natural scents and tastes and motions and sounds,
out dipolar nature/spirit
exhalations ego/eco-therapeutic communions
cooperatively-owned and self/other managed

Of and for iconic thought with ironic feeling
good opportunities
with least unhealthy risk
of breathing in
more than timeless future healthy systems could breath
time’s patience out

For unrelational loneliness
and synaptic/aptic co-relational bicameral bliss/fullness
and pathologic/emptiness,
breathing in natural-felt causes
to breath out spirit-health/wealth effects
resiliently refueling ego/eco-holistic interdependent effect/cause

Both/And with Either/Or
Win/Win landscapes,
narrow dipolar wu-wei
not not zero-soul centering
destinies of healthy Wise Elders
aging into right-brain timeless
absence of infant ego-fragmentation

Remembering win/win innocence
ego/eco-womb re-becoming
timeless health/wealth
narrow dipolar ways
for truth
and light/dual-dark
transparent/therapeutic
motion/emotions.

Never pray alone for cognitive/affective nondualistic wisdom.
You may autonomously/interdependently receive
what you asked for
but cannot clearly speak of feeling
integrity’s timeless transformative
radically democratic
energetic potential

Reverently following
narrow dipolar secular/sacred paths
less left-brain
more right-brain intuitively re-taken
re-visited
wealth re-membering
health re-weaving
small and great ego-effect/eco-cause re-turnings
unto timeless win/win opportunity

Integrity’s local/global potential.

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Informed Integrity

Silent empathy,
whether majority or extremely lonely minority,
without active integrity
is unvoiced noticing
without informed feedback looping
understanding resilient communication
mentoring

Who we call each other to become
in courageous solidarity,
curious about our remaining future fertile non-uniformity

Catalyzing co-acclimating communions
of perpetual becoming
co-empathically active
and more polypathically informed.

Sung empathy,
especially if simultaneously danced
in harmonic rhythms
and causal-effective rhymes
with reason
fertile seasons,
if polypathic integrity,
grows most resonantly polyphonic
effluent,

Multi-laterally rooted
in ZeroCommon
prime bilateral
polynomial affluent communion,
healthy-wealth abundance
of not monoculturing disinformation.

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From Where We Stand

If only men could give birth to a child,
do you think and feel
early-term abortions
for healthy sustainable financial reasons
would continue to catalyze RightWing resistance?

If the Second Amendment was only for women
to own guns for hunting
and self-protection
primarily from men,
do you think and feel
banning military automated weaponry
and even the elegant hand gun
for domestic use
would rally patriotic protectors
of uncompromised and unregulated gun sales?

Why yes?
And why not so much?

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