Present loss.
Loss of presence
while noticing your glance
of hope for fusing future limbs
from endless snubs,
blind ignorance and future loss predicted.
Glancing glimpse of futures fading
into waste of presence,
present loss.
A paradox,
naked being
robbed of hiding
robed with coming,
so full of nothing,
wanting…
succumbing mystery’s peaceful paradox.
To fill this self
crowds companions into bloated ships
of starving slavery,
floating free of friendly destiny unfurling
back toward empty nest’s cremation.
Night’s brightness hints of swollen glands
knuckles
arteries
rheumatic sappy agony,
loss of memory
and sight,
then sound….
Hope sleeps deeper
waiting
no longer wanted
desired
in present blistered elliptical refraction.
Solipsistic elders whisper
“notice me”
beneath life’s covers.
Nonviolent sleep shapes active peace,
purging ego floods EcoSelf resounds
of sights reversing,
negative postscripted progress
finds yesterday’s potential
peacefully imploding tomorrow’s choices.
Presence found in quiet cracks
between each moment’s finished dance…
fusing Forward’s merging song.