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Resilient HealthSystems Predict EcoSafety

In some primordial
wandering birth-canal way,
I imagine we all experience traumatic excommunication

An internal climate PanDemonic
cerebral yet narrowly competitive
win/lose health today or safety tomorrow survivalist
life or death revivalist

Yang EcoFeminist GrandMother Warriors for GreenPeace
or Yintegrity DeGenerative LoseLose Experiential Theories
reasons to believe, in good multicultural
polyculturing regenerative green Faith

Is not AGAINST DisLoyal AntiPatriotic Patricide
so much as for the restorative justice potential
for openly discussing
the economic and political hypocrisy
of preaching Anthro-GoodFaith-Health
systemic democratic Constititutional MultiCultural Wealth

While LeftBrain dominant win/lose wanderings
wonder why the late Great Transitioning
toward DeathMonoCulture
produces yet another patriarchal
unchanging
unchangeable
unthinkably not necessarily Win/Lose
against eco-political assumptions
of YangDominant counter-culturally courageous
and curious communication strengths

Predicted to climatically head down a dark
struggling
pushing and pulling
aggressive and perhaps even violent
rebirthing tunnel,

Great PostMillennial Transitioning
toward Earth’s vast new green
and blue WholeEarth ReGenerative EcoSystem
Win/Win NonZeroSum co-imagination
wanderings rewinding
reweaving
rebuilding in reverse past

Toward even more predative
occassional pandemic flashes
of dark blood red thirst,
and to warm yellow
and rainbow light,
and star-burst climaxing nights,
cold grey misty winds,
white privileged above
accumulative clouds

Wandering peaceful pilgrims
already enlightened,
life unfrightened
feeling safe
and divinely happy,
perhaps wondering
while buoyant health floating

Robust internal spirts
with distinctly transcendent
benign
co-operating natural outside compassion
wandering win/win Yin/Yang East

And not Yang/Yin dominating Western
red at night
sailor’s delight
EarthDay’s late EasterSpring thaw rites
of passing Lose/Lose pathology

Ethological green commitment,
sacred vocations in emergent Humanities,
including the Great Transition Wanderings
in God the SunFather’s Imagination

But now,
with pre-climaxing EarthPathology climates
what are our ecofeminist odds
of reconceiving EarthReStoring Justice,
Health is the new truest safe
LeftBrain dominant Wealth?

More holistic Win/Win wanderings
wondering through win/lose StraightWhiteMale
privileged environmental EarthHealth stressors
against regenerative democratic win/win
WholeEarth Systemic resilience

Green/Blue
Red/True
EarthPatriotic
ecosystemic healthcare wanderings
in coredemptive green spring rebirth
back
and back
and right mind/body back
through matriarchally multi-regenerative
DNA-fertile cooperative development seasons

And back
toward original matriarchal EarthWomb
Climaxing BlackHoles Matter!
remembered Great ReTransitional Birth
need not cost MotherEarth
LeftBrain embodied
dominant individualism

Need not beget matriarchal
collective suicide,
a leftbrain dominant
ego red-blooded
supremacist self-fulfilling suicide

LeftBrain monoculturing wanderings
into conspiracy theories
and pandemic Lose/Lose fearful survivalist
forebiding dreams,
cognitive/affective terrorism,

RedSquare Marching Prophecy
of LateGreat Earth’s DisRapturous
PostMillennial EndTime Voices

A tragedy
without right mind reasoning
seasoning
comedic
actively curious
ecofeminist
green cooperative
healthy democratic
restorative EarthJustice
non-violent communication Choices

In some primordial green wandering way
I suppose we all experience
as multiculturally GoldenRule preferred
over traumatic self-extermination,
mutually ass-sured destruction

Exactly the wrong end
of a Big BlackHole erasure
of history
and even the last surviving
DeathCulture.

Not what I expected
when I got to Genesis 1:1
“In the beginning
God/Dess created”

I guess the rest
is leftbrain miseducated
U.S. nationalistic
survivalist
straight white male privileged
lack of health-wealthy
restoratively just
yet nonviolently green/blue

Sometimes yang/yin,
sometimes yintegral yang
both wondering and wandering
EarthCommunication History

Of primordial
wandering birth-canal Ways,
I imagine we all multiculturally experience
as the win/win global
GoldenRule opposite
of deliberatively intending
EarthHabitat’s traumatic
terrifying excommunication
evacuation
explosion
implosion
exhaustion
respiratory death

For lack of fresh water,
for too much salt water,
for unhealthy topsoil,
for lack of a reasonably cooperative,
democratically protective,
globally defensive,
just-right healthy,
wealthy balanced
resiliently communicating atmosphere
of and for green/blue/red
indigenous climate health.

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LoveWar of WorldViews

YangLeft: Those still capable of right thinking,
as our more civil
humane reflections
on bilateral political
and economic investment experience,
sometimes cooperative
and democratically co-invested,
but usually just BusinessAsUsual
life remains a win/lose dis-integrity
compromising
ZeroSum political disempowering game
competition.

YintegrityRight: Sweety,
thanks for honorable mention
of integrity, green democratic felt
internal health
actively hoping and acting
activists and not soully pacifists
for, and not just against, its opposite,
external ungated free
for interdependent future
health and safety regenerations…

…EcoFeminist green health/wealth
systemically flowing out
this last minute rambling mention,
in your amusing
by the biway highway
bipolarizing way…

…but you cannot expect win/win conversion
using win/lose dissociative verbal structures
when what we all multiculturally hope for
is just some everyday…

…Green CommonSense;
a LiveGod
is not an EvilDog…

…Dawn becoming LightPower
is not Dusk becoming DualDark
in our ZeroSum MonoPathing Zone

YangLeft: Sorry, I lost my linear rational place.
What were we not actually conversing about?…

Oh yes, neurological
analogical health wealth
cooperative, not competitively dueling, systems,
trans-communicating

Yintegrally Right Behind: Ecological wealth networks
of interdependent green sacred communion
co-investment.

Autonomous Yang: No, I can’t be
bipolarizing RightWing
full-frontal attack
anxiously anticipating…

This is a topic much too big
for mere Yang beginners,
hoping to understand
why we are not yet win/lose winners…

The problem of Live-Evil bitheism
among lonely Loser sinners
in my monotheistic
patriarchal
polynomial world
rational view
Left neurologically well endowed…

With overwhelming individualistic
verbal dominance,
often obsessed with defending
retributive blame and shame
capitally entitled patriarchal systems…

Either defensive RightWing safety
or wrong
my Great NotTransitioning ReActionary Way
or highway,
among enlightened monotheistic
capitalistic
retributive nonmercy
evolving win/lose secular world-view minds
developing without WholeView Earth souls.

Yintegrity Psalms: Too big or small,
too short-term or tall
this way you think to call
our Great MonoTheistic Fall
as I recall
has nothing to do at all
with my polytheistic ecofeminists…

…are seldom found
worshiping at an inside Mall…

…When outside rages red
with wild multiculturing colors
0-range Fall.

Yang: I remain steadfastly against
your polytheistic integrity
of PanTheistic Green/Blue Goddess

Yin: As I recall
our past dipolar co-arising
co-invested consensus
for binomial
bipolar both/and nuanced in/exformation flow
of EvilDog powers,
reversing double-bind beauty flowers
for LiveGod’s bicameral ecofeminist Light…

…sounds and sight
beyond disparities
of light and night,
flight and fright,
fight and might,
rite and bite,
wrong and right

Yang: I suppose propose
what feels polynomially multicultural to you
could also appear binomially cathected,
mutually oppositional trends
and bilateral structures
merging into polarizing reductive obstructions
to monotheistic
capitalistic
patriarchal
cognitive v emotive monopolizing
Ego/Eco disassociated Me.

Yin: Worshiping a positive Goddess of Blue/Green AquaLight
and terrified of equivalent binomial dark red powers
of Evil EcoFeminists not…

…not equals not
lose to lose
double-negative
so equitably positive health/wealth bicameral
win/win multiculturing
poly-entheistic We

YangLeft: Speaking and listening
nonviolently poly-pathic
co-passionate GoldenRules
egopatriarchal-ecofeminist ways
and biways
systemic left-right yintegral…

…rivers of mountainous Tao strength
Yang

Yintegrity: positive LiveD
is not unhealthy negative DeviL…

…right brained God
would not act like
a left-brain dominating Dog…

As polytheistic cooperative dipolar health systems
do not grow more monoculturing competitive wealth.

Yin: OK, much better Yang, dear.
I feel not only recognized
and heard,
but positively anticipated
and economically appreciated…

…co-enlightened
and co-empowered,
co-redeemed
co-arising
co-revolutionary…

…co-operative

Yang: Those still capable of thinking
co-responsibly
could be feeling eco-feminist favored
by cameral merging polynomials
are equally enlightened by
not not creolizing polynomials
bilateral neurological
win to both/and win
healthier
structurally resilient systems
and safer ego/eco-systemic
conjoined compassioning wealth

Yintegrity: There we go…

…patriarchally competitive verbalizing
consecutively linear again
always needing to speak last
profoundly and summatively
and “from above” transcendently lost
like the young voice
of a benign but lonely isolating God

Yang: We love us together
more than sever those other people
apart?

Yin: Yes,
this question mark helps…

…how about ego-privileged
pathologically angry down and inside…

…potentially speaks out flowingly
up for ecosystemic healthy communication?

Yang: We are so brilliantly divine together

Yintegral Summation: …and so dully inhumane
bipolaring appositionally apart from…

Yang: Having the last summation verb.

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ReCounting Wounding Costs

I know what it costs
to parent a tyrant
24/7
52 weeks/year
and yet avoid judging,
feeling guilty,
self-blaming shame
for all I am not sufficient,
yet.

I remember learning curious distinctions
between genuine remorse
given, when LeftBrain verbally requested,
yet without RightBrain capacity
to feel even the least caring difference
between natural brown girl
and spiritual white light shame

Self blame
for why that dinnerplate
smashed so frighteningly
against my dining wall
as if my fault
my adopted child’s sense
of dad-adapting ownership,
or even complexly confusing
bipolar mixed
temporal-historical management messages
about imaginary aggressive causes
predicting unprecedented economic
and political family “out of the blue behavior,”
random effects,
effectively nurturing attention,
non-neglect,
more brown person privileged

Lack of win/win communication
not always transparently verbalize-disabled
and vulnerably, verbally examined
much less non-violently communionated.

Not until I 24/7 learned
such great sociopathic lose/lose
unfortunate chronic mental health events
are non-violently but impatiently stressed,
restrained perhaps
with short-term shunning
and close the safe-space door
temporarily dissociating–
no win/win co-adoptions
of dad-adapting co-empathic nonverbal behavior
accessible right leftbrain autonomously here
and rightbrain interdependent win/win now

Sending myself to my own private room
to re-imagine win/win multicultural remediations,
and positive psychology
ecology
neurological system restoring dreams
of Paradise Not
NonZero Souled Green
new deal rapturously global Peace
climaxing during my own aging green health inhaled
and re-inhaled
exhaling peronal EarthWealth
for feeding more resilient green summer leaves

Restoring
as Recommitting solidarity
as rebreathing solitude
reweaving

Recreating
redeeming
regenerating
re-ligioning
re-connecting
re-storing
re-integrating EarthGreenPeace
organically healthy medication
meditations
win/win Earth compassion practices
of good faith health system restorations

A little lighter thought
and more empowering feeling
active movement practicing
and even miming felt co-empathic needs
eco-politically green cooperative polypathic
EarthTribe Justice,
multiculturally polyphonic
non-verbal Language
not not double-positive co-binary

By pretending I am sociopathic her
10-year-old gay white male EarthMother
doing the best s/he patriarchally privileged can
campily dipolar Both/And re-enacting
what it might feel like
for the not so gayly old white mashed
patriarchally provisioned potatoes
to hit the battered ungrateful wall
clearly devoid of proper heterosexual
aggressively dominant appreciation
for warm buttery white unskinned

Smash! against the senseless floor,
wounded
mashed
bashed
smashed in a fetal curled up defensive mess,
writhing
and theatrically moaning,
one eye on the microphonic
monopolistic Voice of NonChoice
and the other on the bicameral rediscernment

Until she smiles.

Demands I rise again,
right here,
left together co-present now
ZeroSum terrified morally unsafe
reverse transitioned
so she can hug my steady white grand dad neck,
kiss my hope in “side with me, too”
and smarm my win/win resiliently hopeful forehead,
leaving her actively curious mark
on her brown-skin unmasked safe
and healthy communal territory,

Organic ego-gardening green deeding dad,
cooperative as win/win healthy
wealthy democratic Paradise

Which comes out leftbrain verbally,
“Can I maul your head?”
also might mean,
post critical non-cooperative climate event,
“Could we together head
toward the mall,
and co-invest in accessories?
Maybe makeup, soon? not soon enough?
which could only be rightHere/leftNow

A hair salon?
Something actually important
to a real brown-skinned bipolar egofeminist first person
sometimes critically living
in a reversed effects before narcissistic causes
world win/lose
zero-sum bottoms up
redhot
angry trapped wounded child view.

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Anxious Anticipation Edges

In Permaculture Design,
it is thought that all the richest stuff
is in Earth’s experiential/existential
Boundary Zones of nutrition
communicating
communally felt
appreciated
nourished
fed and watered ego/eco-value

Anticipating,
somewhat more than more anxious boundaries,
this last depressing and humiliating darker hour
before our sacred revolutionary green cooperative
health/wealth anticipating
co-redeeming GoldenRule
expands beyond all imagined boundaries
of global space
and this right now
restorative green justice place
in timeless time
bilaterally felt double-boundaries

Declaring resilient win/win
health/safety-care interdependence

This co-arising boundary
a multicultural solidarity story
of integrity’s vast EarthTribe
enlightening potential

We would restore polycultural resilience
to
and with
and for all Earth’s great pandemic
wounding boundaries

Noticing overt rejection of established win/lose
competitive
debating
kleptocratic
compromised moral/legal authority

Shifts and turns
in unpredicted evolving ways
as such red autonomous authority
competes unsuccessfully
to avoid green co-relational
co-responsibility
for present and future freedom
through heart-felt multiculturally inclusive
interdependent boundary experiences
co-passionately advocating

To shrink growing red/green divides
in eco-politically cooperative
solidarity dialogues
and healing discernments
through bicamerally narrow co-emerging
co-passionate
non-violent communicating ways
polypathic win/win
polyculturing neuro-systems

Both ego/eco systemic wealth
of cooperatively-held
green democratic health history
cooperatively unboundaried.

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SunLight SolAttitude

When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through windows dawning bright,

A sharp shadow line
vertically cuts across my bridge
and brow of smell and seeing senses,

InBetween left within shadow
and right without radiance,
narrow sides of double-bonded Truth,
curious and hidden Beauty.

Right eye clearly articulating
bright prominent sight
dominantly lit up height
for best resonant enlightenment

Is blinded by bright
to not fight
automatic rays deflecting night,

While shadow Left,
not yet overpowered
with Right red-eyes blinded punishment,
benighted verbal authority,

BiLaterally
yet integrally knows he she sees
seas
and seasons dipolar co-arising contrast
best as starkest
never darkest
win/win economic dawning options
of BothLeft/AndRight gold radiating rain
in droughts known
through beatified non-pain,
bicameral light regained,
empowered feelings unslain

Again
full bicameral stereo polyphonic,
Radiantly healthy thoughts
not verbally sustained
without dark ultra winnings
winging out and in reimaged, full
golden silent solidarity
mountain-rivered,
ego-system eco-quivered,

Belonging to Earth committed bright
compassion soul
ZeroZone of full
new partial shadows
in light rememory,
undelivered solitude
for health safe night

When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through this window just now dawning bright.

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Violence Separates Us

My senior minister just now
pointed out and in toward Washington
aware of this extraordinary Time.

Violence separates us
from the ordinary
every time,
she speaks from her own experience.

I quickly agree.

Then, notice ways I do not agree
if violence denotes
feelings of violation.

Violence does not separate military time
from ordinary civilian time;
we call that chronic stress disorder,
mental problems,
spiritual issues,
weaponized opposition.

Violence does not separate
poor people
marginalized people
ignored, neglected, and abused species,
animals,
trees,
rivers,
oceans,
soil,
air,
Earth,
from ordinary
Business As Usual Time.

This statement reminds me
of two opposing experiences
in my own life,
white privilege,
where violence is what happens to other people,
and gay male child,
all growed up in a homo-hate environment,
where ordinary violence was about what I deserved
if I were caught
being me.

We want violence to be the exception
to cooperative economics,
nonviolent communication,
restorative EarthJustice politics,
empowerment,
enlightenment experiences
of multicultural healthy wealth,
for all EarthCreatures
and living ecosystems.

Still,
on this dark night
it feels hard to painfully remember
that violence is more exceptional
to ordinary experience
for some Haves
as compared to HaveNots.

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Reweaving NonViolent SpaceTime

My RightBrain analogical mind
becomes frustrated with my digital
binary either 1 or 0
monocultural dominance,
privilege,
ego-supremacy
of YangOne over YinZero,

Which reacts to all health issues,
personal and political,
economic and environmental,
neurological and psychological,
sociological and globally polycultural,
as if they are bipolar win/lose inevitable,
assuming competitive evolutionary capitalistic models
of regenerative healthy nutrition market reality,

Rather than also dipolar nuanced win/win
analogical
ecological
theologically co-redemptive
holistic nurturing both/and opportunities

For multiculturally
non-violently mediating health-wealthing communication
with restorative peace and justice outcome resilience,

Robust dipolar co-arising resonant markets
bicameral global Taoist
NonZeroSum integral nurturing
cosmic co-gravitating communion mapping
of Yang LeftSpace
in 4D Yin RightTime
seasonally revolving
spiraling
BiLateral ReWeaving
of continuously win/win SpaceTime

Which looks
and feels
like polyphonic waves
of DNA ultra-nonviolent
multiculturing regenerativity
to me.

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Zero Sourced Humane ReSource

If we come from ZeroSource,
secularly known as OneSource secularly Light,
and sacredly as DivineEnergy,
we still may not conclude
we are interchangeable ReSources.

Life forms interdependent
are not simply interchangeable,
exchangeable
like loose change,
habitual everyday whatevers;
unlike guns and violence
because we have emergent
development,
because we are regenerate organisms;
not gradually deteriorating machines.

We inherit from Source
and we inhabit relationships
further evolving ego’s heartened warmth
toward light
and divested shunning of disheartened cold
away from DivineEnergy.

This trail of tears
in joy and sadness
begins with EarthSource,
and ends with EcoCentering
compassionate ReSourcing
ReConnecting
ReCommunicating
ReStorative ReGenerators.

Some aware of ReLigioning,
and perhaps the better half
not so much.

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A NonViolent Glory Prayer

Share with me
this day,
this night,
what will feed my neighbors
as my hungry self.

Forgive me
my theocratic excesses
as I forgive my ancestors
for arguing anthro-hubrisisms.

Lead me
into Earth’s compassion.

Deliver me
into full bicameral consciousness.

For our wealthy bodies
are our healthy minds
eco-political power
as neuro-psychological grace.

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Why Are We Here?

Why are we here?
my oppositional daughter
defiantly asks.

Because we’re not over there?
her appositional dad
too often
and frustratingly
responds.

Sogyal Rinpoche writes
“To embody the transcendent
is why we are here.”
I doubt my daughter
would find this more satisfactory,
sounds like more patriarchal malfactory.

Echeopnir Laygos has another impression,
To embody economic empowerment
and political enlightenment
is why liturgy,
communion
and transcendent meditation
are here.

So,
embodying Earth’s transcendent unity
is also how we are here;
but this too
would not satisfy my daughter’s constant questions
about why and how,
I fear.

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