Internal conversions of consciousness,
like external revolutions in cultural awareness,
emerge from understanding Ego’s embodied death as unmitigated 100% loss
and too often suffering and pain,
toward comprehending mindbody death of Self
as also re-investment opportunity
in timeless co-present Self/Other co-arising regenerative gift.
This potential for gifting each generation of WinWin-cooperative/often-competitive WinLose,
yet overall regenerative creolization forward
across multi-enculturing time,
is difference that makes a cooperatively meaningful difference
between a LeftBrain monopoly of EitherLeft/OrRight ecopolitical ontology
and co-arising Left-Right ecosystemic balancing phylogeny
of WinWin matriarchal-embryonic-nurturing history,
creolizing our co-nurturing empowerment
further toward both internal/external revolutions of ego/eco-conscious regenerative trends,
over degenerative 100% losses and ego-suffering and ecological dissonant pain.
This came to mind
as I have gradually, perhaps too relentlessly, become aware
that most of my family and few remaining friends,
are most likely to sing my songs
and read these thoughts about our ego/eco-conscious creolizing development,
after I die,
perhaps immediately after,
as my ashes are also creolizing,
compost for future healthy soils and plants and people and planet.
And, I hope this reading, research, discovery,
is primarily motivated by wanting to learn
why I have been so generous
with regenerative love,
and so abstemiously against degenerative-competitive hates and distrusts,
to win just one more day of breath
regardless of disinvestment costs to be paid by other,
positive over-powering double-binding negative collateral regenerators.
To return to this Earth womb
from which we have so co-operatively
humane root systemic nature nurturers,
deep healthy co-arising nondual
ego/eco-roots of eternally revolutionary consciousness.