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Starting With Not Sure

I’m not sure about this
entertainment
divorced from engagement
issue

But,
consider the following
a hypothesis,
a Thought Experiment
in the Indigenous MotherLand
and SacredWaters
of ecowomanist political theory,

Part of my own experience
betrays a rightwing bias
against superficial entertainment

And, by association, self-promoting entertainers
living out shuttered
and too often unshuttered cluttered
Reality Shows
confusing inside unsafe voices
with healthy outside choices

Most corporate-sponsored
overly mediated events
desecrate cooperative profit motives

And, by popular reassociation,
further corrupt RightMind desecrators
of potential sacred engaging experiences

Peaking in MotherLands
and SacredWaters
in-between what was before Wonder
and after Awe,
deeply felt universal ComPassion
and unitarian Love.

Individualistic entertainments
draw on social skills
no more deeply exercised
than surface skin of monoculturing
white-noise color
perhaps stereotypically supremacist,
racist,
sexist,
patriarchal monotheistic
violent colonizing entertainments

More pornographic and sadistic
than sensual and co-passionate,

More invasive and extractive
than green bio-communion flowing in
from upstream
and ebbing sacred win/win
wellness watered communication out
downstream exhaling nutrition.

Sacred engagement
enlightens upstream givers
and further empowers downstream givers
like bioculturing sacraments
feed and water green multi-political economies,
analogies of cooperative lenders
and metaphysical borrowers
of NonZero Sums
living and planning
in Earth’s Great Transitioning
NonZero Climate FlowZone

Of sacred engaging values,
cooperative hope for healthy democracy investors,
fully engaged faith
in interdependent win/win resilient networks

Fully engaging gospel wellness co-celebrants,
wondrous and awesome polycultural love

For compassionate eco/mytheological engagements
non-violent compassionate bilateral
double (-,-) equals (+) polynomial equity
found in sacred multicultural metaphysics
of win/win engaging experiential co-mediations
committed to restoring EarthJustice.

It is my further polymathic
fully engaged faith
that C-squared = 1+ 3DSpace
= 0-squared BiNomial Tao/Zero-Time,

In universal NonZero EcoWomanist Experience
of PolyNomial
PolyCultural Health = PolyPathicWealth =

Polymathic GreenCommons-squared
experiential organic EcoEmpowerment =
Universal Ego/TheoEnlightenment

Where C=0-squared
is both a metaphysical Constant
BiCameral CoPassion

AND
a physical NonZeroZone Transition,
Translational,
Transubstantiating bilateral/binomial empty(0)
EcoSystemic cooperative synergetic
sacred Full-PolyCultural Integrity

Engaging both natural/spiritual metaphoric
Yang/Yintegral =1Spatial metasystemic
Either/Or Universal LeftBrain Dominant Co-EnLightening Voice

= Synergetic InBetween EntheMEMatic Constant-BiNomial

(-,-)0Squared Temporal Both/And polymathic
double-binding hypothetical
poly-metaphorical
MultiSystemic Integral Empowering
NonZero ProHealth Choice.

And yet,
a still small desolate
dissociating voice,

I’m not sure about this
LeftBrain Yangish prickly entertainment
divorced from Yintegral synergetic engagement
gooey metaphoric
polynomial/not moNo-Nomial
natural-theory/not not spiritual experience
eco-political faith-equity issues
values
neuro-sensory flow functions
of changing

Energetic democratic health
YangLeft EnLightened Entertainment
and co-passionate wealth
YinRight EcoWomanist
Co-EmPowering Engagement.

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Aldo’s Note to Future Generations

Aldo Leopold recommended
to would be ecotherapists
that we deeply learn
to “think like a mountain”

At life summit and death ebbing
silent scales of health
becoming
and polyculturing wealth
being burned
and drowned
and starved
and dried out

For a monotheistic capital harvest Season
of winterish waiting

To see this anxious
and anticipating balance
of natural revolutions

Through forest and meadow and grasslands
recycling
repurposing
revolving
evolving mountainously reliving EarthSpace.

Yet, I also hear a further commendation
to would be singing egotherapists

Also deep learn to feel
and dance like a river
of upstream toward downriver time
of Earth’s unraveling
traveling nutrition
tunneling trunk tide recommunication

Flow trends predicting new later recycling
resurrecting
resuscitating opportunities
to empower sacred polyculturing health
of Earth’s enlightened multicultural wealth

For and of
from and yet also before
future regenerating flow,
Earth Health and Justice
to go

Around again
recommending ecotherapists
river deeply feeling
rethinking
like Earth’s spacetime mountain,
true empowering strength
and enlightening beauty
flowing reconnections.

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Survival Through Revival

Mirror, mirror on the wall,
Who’s the fairest of them All?

If you were hoping for InterFaith Power and Light,
what might you need to better empower
and enlighten your community
during Earth’s Great UnRaveling?

Perhaps Earth needs global power and light leaders
who qualify for selection
only if they have received
the sacrament of pregnancy.

At least in the Abrahamic
patrilinear
monotheistic
monoculturing traditions,
a missing sacrament of regenerativity
raises questions of why pregnancy
and not Confirmation,
a rite of fertility passage,
equally accessible to all polycultural genders.

While Western theological reflection
has been historically silent,
or at least reserved,
about sacred experience of pregnancy
as more spiritually maturing
than mere preparation of organic plumbing,

This added empathic grace
invites transubstantiation of regenerative service
into life through death tranfiguring solidarity.

Pregnancy is emotionally commited
to enlighten and empower future generations
of leaders pregnant with healthiest wealth
of EarthMother commitment
to nurturing and nursing
nutritional nonviolent communication
with multicultural people of all wealthy faith traditions,
with deep listening plants,
with this empowering healthy
and enlightened co-investing,
co-empathic
co-operatively pregnant planet
Earth.

We may need an international solidarity
of InterFaith Power and Light leadership
implanted and transplanted through conferences
less like a sacred non-elite version
of United Nations for Resilient Public HealthCare

And more like an emergency revival campground
for eulogizing indigenous Earth’s unraveling Anthropocene,

A revival of win/win survival
for repentance from patrilinear monopolistic
intolerable anthrosupremacist tyranny,
terrorism,
triumphalism,

A survival revival for seeing violated and raped,
extracted and exhausted,
dissociated nature v spirit worldviews
of MotherEarth

Divine Reiterative
violent and desecrating justice
may need
to review ReStoring Justice
with new empowering
and enlightening ego/ecotherapeutic eyes
of active PregnantSystemic hope.

EcoFeminists may need to repent
of past partisan
competitive corporate missionary zeal
by restoring poly-nominational
EarthMessianic/Bodhisattva Thrival Justice;

Not merely tolerating RightWing/LeftBrain
patriarchal
monocultural runaway over-reach,

But also learning,
actively listening,
exercising,
practicing
non-violent compassion with
and for the indigenous innocents of All
currently extinguishing species.

Mirror, mirror enlightening Earth’s sacred body,
Who’s empowering All united fairness
of pregnant universal hearts,
dancing through revolving spirit space,
nature singing in unraveling time.

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Solitude’s Solidarity Option

In solitude
I listen for open solidarity
of grand holistic questions
advising profound habitat significance
resonant to
and for
and with all sensory-systemic EarthTribe

In solidarity
Earth responds
with sacred energetic civility

Where dark stained colors
warn danger passions
and remixed pastels
predict spring health rise again

In bold sprays
of communal solitude flowing
out coming solidarity flowers
profound significance to
and for
and with co-encultured sense systems

Health rooted
to rebirth across EarthTribe networks,
climates
of mechanically loud
and organically silent
cultures,

Anger vulnerable
and fear transparent
inside color voices
outside EarthSong
co-passions cost choices.

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Indigenous Tree Wisdom

I talk with indigenous treed elders;
Tell them about my distractions
divisions
severance in-between
secular and sacred beings,
between human nature and divine spirit,
between ecological relationship
and theological redemption.

Communing cultures
and structures
return a secularized version
of theological Earth/Heaven
humanely rooted
and divinely radiant
empowering
enlightening relationships

Popularly seeded and matriarchally replacing
top down
with down co-arising up HerStoric sacred revision
of ecological EarthEgo co-relational identities
as also HeavenEcoSystemic compassionate rebirth

Prime NonZero WholeSum Seeds
BiCameral hierarchical branches
reverse-root deep unhierarchically reaching
for metaphonic co-relationships
healthy Yang branching
from wealth rooted Yintegrity.

I expected to not hear much response
to my leftbrain dominant dichotomies
of what rightbrain love
would not segregate,
rooted Earth
from branches co-arising Heaven.

Trees expect quizzical and confused verbal expressions;
Intuitive dipolar co-arisers
expect our intuitive suspicions
that God might be joking
choking
and/or a bit touched
in an unflowering
unfruitful capital head.

For when have we felt HolySpirits
without touching holistic nature,
inside and outside,
above ground voices
deep listening choices
below?

When have we tasted nature’s warmest enrichment
and not smelled sacred communing fragrance?

When have we seen nature’s great outdoor display
and not also heard forest dismay
longing to be part of EarthTribe’s great
green cooperative WeVillage?

Evolving root system networks
and revolving branched sacred stretches
through universal HeavenSpace
and unitarian light
dark timeless recycling
repurposing revolutions of nature/spirit
ego/eco-systemic bilateral healing
secular/sacred Green
and Brown
and Round PeaceTree
Healing the Forest Justice.

My Great Transition Creator’s reasons
indigenously rediscover
celebration of Creation’s nutritionally appropriate seasons

Of seeding
and planting
cooperative community co-investing

In nonviolent communication
with each Other
and within EarthTribe CoEducational Creations
to restore EarthJustice,

A potential NonZero Sum
Win/Win regenerative game
to replace suboptimizing ZeroSum win/lose
extractive human voices
for extending climate degeneration

Depression
inside the bark of egos
and throughout outside eco-rooted
theo-multiculturally branched denominators
secular/sacred bilateral sights
and sounds
and resounding bright

EarthHabitat
contextually felt
bicameral-rooted compassion networks
of forest complex creation information
and co-creative co-investor exflowation

Downstreaming future secular history
upstream multiculturating
polycultural sacred wealth
of Earth’s just organic
holonic
egorooted
ecosystemic health

y/x squarely rooted
in EarthNature’s
HolySpirited co-arising dipolar
co-gravitating non-bipolar
shrinking secular truth
within widening sacred beauty
Therapeutic Trees.

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If We Agree In Love

“If we agree in love,
then there is no disagreement that can do us any injury,
but if we do not,
no agreement can do us any good.”
Hosea Ballou

If we,
in good faith communion,
agree
that love is green healthier
and wealthier than hate
and mutual ignorance,
then there is no red climate of disagreement,
depression,
degeneration
that can do us any injury,

But, if we do not,
no sacrificial punishing judgments
can do us any red-blooded restorative good
for resonantly therapeutic peace
and resiliently regenerative justice.

What is the empowering right
and enlightened loving thing to do
right now
maintains a sensory conversation
between personal conscience
and historical/cultural animated context;

Between my ideal regenerative experience
of cooperative interdependent feelings,
often liturgically captured
and enraptured in shared communion
services, yes,
but also deep and wide rooted feelings
of cooperative emotion-motion empowerment
and emotive-cognitive enlightenment

AND within Earth’s optimal health/wealth seasonal rung
of spiraling laddered DNA constraining/retraining wealth
of healthy co-passionate communication opportunity
accessible in this highest coredemptively enlightened
and deepest empowering
secular/sacred climate
of polycultural/interfaith re-ligious climax

Re-connecting EarthTribe
indigenously preverbal
more ecofeminist holistic
multicultural values

Every EarthDay compassionate
RightHemisphere interdependent
actively networking
global context aware
of our already accessed
eco/theo-logical
restoring healthy EarthJustice
public and climate green wealth
communion communication,

Multiculturally conscious of this contextual moment
for integrity’s great green transitional promise

If we agree
that love is healthier
and wealthier than hate
and ignorance
and greedy sins of leftbrain dominant extraction
dissociation
reductive deduction
narcissistic seclusion,

Then there is no ecofeminist regenerative
disagreement
that can do us any degenerative
patriarchal
straight white capitalist
anthro-supremacist injury.

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Aging in a Curious Age

As I age in place
into awareness of replaceability
I bow to humbling curiosity,

Whether more anxious
or anticipating,
I remain conflicted

About predicting
a win/win global healthy climate
sustainable outcome

In which my own anthroprivileged species
grows in ecological curiosity
and theological humility

Enough for winning healthy Earth
restoring justice,

A peaceful paradise of curious promise
for resiliently wealthy
multicultural ecofeminists

AND our leftbrain dominant
StraightWhiteMale capital growing fragile
and increasingly suicidal Allies

Or will this Great Green Transition
end and recycle back again
a healthier peace and justice Earth
devoid of inhumane
predative
overpopulated rabid hetero-unsapient pests?

While this winEarth/loseAnthros
heart-stopping vision fails to mention
all the further kinship species
we have already helped exterminate
and will continue to take out with us,

Still
stunned
shunned
I remain quietly hopeful
that a seventh great extinction
might never come to be
before Second Comings

Of Edenic Civility
bereft of straight either/or lined
leftbrain dominant distractions

Extractions
from right interdependent circling
spiraling feeling
lack of historical multicultural traction
for healthy democratic energy
empowering flow
and enlightened nature/spirit MultiSpecies

Worshipping
polyculturing sensory resonant pleasures
of resilient health wealthy climate paradise

Recovering
old aging wonder,
humbling
and still actively curious
how EarthMother healthy ends

And rebegins
re-ligions wealthily ever after
with Yang empowering
Yintegral enlightening balance,

Either both/and way,
humane-divine hybrid consciousness
of
merely sublime natural
sensory aware spirits,

Breaths of incoming
outgoing life
as love
regeneratively prevails.

And yet
I cannot resist some attachment,
as I limp toward my own ego-recentering
ultra-nonviolet
compassioning horizon,

Rooting for this new global age
of Green Cooperative EcoFeminists
already leading our nonviolent communion
toward a resiliently restorative EarthJustice Way,

A curious winning for AnthroTribe
also winning Earth GreenPeace
to health/wealth Thrive.

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Last Apt Rapt Presence

An apt present empowers
as an unanticipated
unearned warning
enlightens apt
rapt presence,

Delighted with discovering,
perhaps rediscovering?
what I would never have been wise enough
to look up for
nor hunt down.

Timing is everywhere,
every when
every what
every why
every how;
and merely some thing
somehow?

Nature trained
sensory engrained
spirit brained

Transforming change in appearance
forms strange
grotesquely competitive
transmogrified monocultures

Transubstantiating change of inside substance
elements as invisible as unpresented polyculturing presents
not yet
not still
not actively accessible to sensory reception,

Unformed except for past internal images
reimagined,
rememories
not yet memed

By secularizing sacred social senses
nonsenses
unsenses
resenses
presensing

Apt presents empower
as unlearned warnings enlighten
coincidentally apt
presence enrapt.

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Sacrificial Altars

When did business ethics
find roots in science
rather than re-connecting
humane re-ligion?

Thereby exempting,
divorcing,
earning a merely fair
and acceptable free economic pass
to continue extraction
exploitation
to build corporate empires
divorced from religion’s incorporated
GoldenRule win/win ethics,

Including
family fair play
of sacrificially co-redemptive moral values
on altars of messianic
bodhisattva sacred smoke
and self/other co-reflective mirrors

Miming little everyday issue stuff,
like don’t neglect our long-term health care planet,

Like take care of our homes
and local communities
so we, together,
can continue keeping each Other
healthy and safe.

How alarmingly Old Indigenous School
it feels to belong
to green matriarchal
DNA regenerative systemic roots
of habitual healthy instincts

Sensory and sexual
re-connecting
re-ligioning
vocational sacred employments

In cooperative wise gratitude
for MotherEarth’s naturally enspirited
enlightened
empowering regenerative
ecofeminist
green graced attitude

Positive
and cooperative
nonzero-emergent
polycultural
WinEgo to Win EcoSystemic
health/wealth climates
of resilient integrity

Rooted in sacred Right hemispheres
and cooperatively regifted
in co-empathic secular co-arisings

Heaven’s Light brings
and rebrings,
turns
and returns day
and night
Earth’s health-powered
ReSalvific ClimateJustice

Which, to my left hemisphere,
is all about careful autonomous control
and scrupulously quantitative best
NonZeroSum cooperatively owned emergence
toward inclusive multicultural planning
for WholeEarth health/wealth
optimization

To which my right hemisphere responds
looking for better lyrics
and something with some hope of a miraculous beat,
comfortable with seasonal seasoned rhythms
not quite so hopelessly white patterns
male unprivileged

Busyness roots in monetized science
thereby left hemisphere exempting
everyday eco-political experience
from GoldenRule
Win/Win re-connecting
re-ligioning EarthDay
natural/spiritual cooperative
co-invested multiculturing ethics.

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ReCounting Wounding Costs

I know what it costs
to parent a tyrant
24/7
52 weeks/year
and yet avoid judging,
feeling guilty,
self-blaming shame
for all I am not sufficient,
yet.

I remember learning curious distinctions
between genuine remorse
given, when LeftBrain verbally requested,
yet without RightBrain capacity
to feel even the least caring difference
between natural brown girl
and spiritual white light shame

Self blame
for why that dinnerplate
smashed so frighteningly
against my dining wall
as if my fault
my adopted child’s sense
of dad-adapting ownership,
or even complexly confusing
bipolar mixed
temporal-historical management messages
about imaginary aggressive causes
predicting unprecedented economic
and political family “out of the blue behavior,”
random effects,
effectively nurturing attention,
non-neglect,
more brown person privileged

Lack of win/win communication
not always transparently verbalize-disabled
and vulnerably, verbally examined
much less non-violently communionated.

Not until I 24/7 learned
such great sociopathic lose/lose
unfortunate chronic mental health events
are non-violently but impatiently stressed,
restrained perhaps
with short-term shunning
and close the safe-space door
temporarily dissociating–
no win/win co-adoptions
of dad-adapting co-empathic nonverbal behavior
accessible right leftbrain autonomously here
and rightbrain interdependent win/win now

Sending myself to my own private room
to re-imagine win/win multicultural remediations,
and positive psychology
ecology
neurological system restoring dreams
of Paradise Not
NonZero Souled Green
new deal rapturously global Peace
climaxing during my own aging green health inhaled
and re-inhaled
exhaling peronal EarthWealth
for feeding more resilient green summer leaves

Restoring
as Recommitting solidarity
as rebreathing solitude
reweaving

Recreating
redeeming
regenerating
re-ligioning
re-connecting
re-storing
re-integrating EarthGreenPeace
organically healthy medication
meditations
win/win Earth compassion practices
of good faith health system restorations

A little lighter thought
and more empowering feeling
active movement practicing
and even miming felt co-empathic needs
eco-politically green cooperative polypathic
EarthTribe Justice,
multiculturally polyphonic
non-verbal Language
not not double-positive co-binary

By pretending I am sociopathic her
10-year-old gay white male EarthMother
doing the best s/he patriarchally privileged can
campily dipolar Both/And re-enacting
what it might feel like
for the not so gayly old white mashed
patriarchally provisioned potatoes
to hit the battered ungrateful wall
clearly devoid of proper heterosexual
aggressively dominant appreciation
for warm buttery white unskinned

Smash! against the senseless floor,
wounded
mashed
bashed
smashed in a fetal curled up defensive mess,
writhing
and theatrically moaning,
one eye on the microphonic
monopolistic Voice of NonChoice
and the other on the bicameral rediscernment

Until she smiles.

Demands I rise again,
right here,
left together co-present now
ZeroSum terrified morally unsafe
reverse transitioned
so she can hug my steady white grand dad neck,
kiss my hope in “side with me, too”
and smarm my win/win resiliently hopeful forehead,
leaving her actively curious mark
on her brown-skin unmasked safe
and healthy communal territory,

Organic ego-gardening green deeding dad,
cooperative as win/win healthy
wealthy democratic Paradise

Which comes out leftbrain verbally,
“Can I maul your head?”
also might mean,
post critical non-cooperative climate event,
“Could we together head
toward the mall,
and co-invest in accessories?
Maybe makeup, soon? not soon enough?
which could only be rightHere/leftNow

A hair salon?
Something actually important
to a real brown-skinned bipolar egofeminist first person
sometimes critically living
in a reversed effects before narcissistic causes
world win/lose
zero-sum bottoms up
redhot
angry trapped wounded child view.

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