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Advent of Climate Depression

After required Thanksgiving Day
and depressing night
I awoke surprised
by release into ego-homelessness.

What could sad night despairs mean?
Reiterating loss of identity
mysteriously appearing on this habitat’s coldly absent roof
of sacred grace
space.

Why would capital depression,
RightBrain suppression
and historic patriarchal suppression
suddenly gang up more gracefully,
less threateningly,
on ZeroZone ego-homelessness
freely chosen
before rudely thrown out
for lack of paternal place.

RightBrain fullness of soul
remains ZeroZen timeless re-identification
one empty homeless side without exterior shelter.
But, for how long could eternity reweave
temporary housed DNA souls
becoming Earth’s healthy resilient lifeline?

Advent invites homeless nurturing adventures
into matriarchal kindness, silent advances
into wildly blind blizzards
binding sun’s enchanting rainbow promise
of watery return to Earth’s temporary spring sanctuary
refueling DNA’s homeless
yet robust
absence of living boundaries

Toward, rather than against, Earth’s healthy wealth
future identity transgenerating
transubstantiating temporary sanctuary
in humane health-identity space,
Earth’s co-arising sacred time
of ego’s secular summer
for ecology’s climate climax.

Mutually homeless failing falling theology pilgrims,
EgoYang and EcoYin polypathic souls
overshadowed
by Earth’s great green sanctuary assigned
to re-study timeless regenetic root systems
playing WinWin ZeroSoul revolutionary games
for homeless trusted identity, sheltering
from wildly wounded wandering
within chronic asylum anxiety,

Lost in lonely inside forests
quaking,
outside breaking,
patriarchal fake-sanctuary voices
inside cooperative matriarchal wombing choices.

A lot of cold windy Dad talk
trumped
in each infant WinWin womb
by Mom’s resolute inside nutritional walk.

Homeless ego child
re-connecting this eco-womb,
preparing to journey home again
each sacred light of wintry advent’s dawn

After thanksgiving days
and depressing night
re-awakening surprise
of ego’s wandering
health-rooted
adventurous soul
revolution dawning in darkest brights.

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ThanksGiving Investments

LeftBrain benefits of WinWin cooperative exchange
for competitive capitalist BusinessAsUsual:

Less expensive LoseLeft/LoseRight conservational health emergencies,
mutual Left/Right marginalization,
absence of mutual health care giving and receiving,
local and global anti-climatic Fail messages,
absence of holistic eco-vocation/ego-vacation
lack of ecological and theological health humane/divine consciousness;

Growing capacity to gratefully receive public cooperative investment services
rather than settling for shadowy dark competing conspiracy theories
Paranoid, narcissistic, bipolar
heading toward schizophrenic Left MightyYang
against Right YinSight
secular v sacred
angry Outside v. Inside Voices
seeking retribution v restoration of and for sacred herstory

What we WinWin say, holistically healing,
is who we give authority to help heal
Left with Right bicameral solidarity
becoming eco-responsible harvesters
of truth AND beauty–
unwilling to settle for LeftBrain reductive OR.

Case for, and against, WinLose BusinessAsUsual:

Reduced awareness of RightBrain ecofeminist Arts and Crafts oppression,

Reduced LeftBrain awareness of LoseLose anti-ecological systems
and anti-theologically mature networks
nihilistic
fascist
dualistic
disassociated climate risks,

Increased narcissistic ego-swelling nationalistic RightWing beliefs
we longterm win EarthTribe patriarchal mighty WinLose healthy strength
by stealing from future Left/Right Balancing generations
suffering without sufficient mature forest health resource,
thirsty without sufficient water for washing dishes,
never LeftBrain terrorist mind
about those viral mismanaged forest fires,

Viral download of unsustainable lack
of funding and followers
for healing BusinessAsUsual
Win/Lose capitalist climate devolutions,

Viral upload for Win/Win cooperative green
labor-intensive Arts and Crafts
healthy
organic mental/physical
creative/integrative change
multiculturing

Costs of not WinWin cooperatively changing:

LeftBrain over-investment costs deductively continue
to pathologically shallow-learn
conspiracies of secularizing
punishing Win/Lose
headed toward LoseHumanity/LoseDivinity
terrorist theory monocultural escalations

Lack of sufficient investment in failing rainbow organic climate health care
systems to meet EarthTribe nutritional
LeftBrain SpaceTime = RightBrain Sacred HereNow
nutritional requirements

Lower quality of Left-with-RightBrain life
leading to both economic
and ecological
co-operatively resonant regeneration.

Costs of WinWin opportunities
for healing Left/Right bipolar non-co-arising:

CoInvestment in safe,
permacultural,
accessible,
conservational,
liberal love ecovillage democratic governments
for cooperative-owner housing residents
and community organic gardens
and communion composting ecosystems,

Repurposing military infrastructure of violence
for cooperatively healing missions
restoring forests,
and water/land boundary shores,
wild regions,
sweetgrass meadows,
outdoor classroom schools
for empowering nutrition’s deep-learning healing cycles

Confronting LeftBrain dominant fears
of ordinary Left v Right unhealthy anti-holistic competitive irresolutions

Confronting LeftBrain fears of RightBrain EcoCentered peaceful nesting
ego’s homelessness
HereNow ZeroZone
Left/Right EarthSoul rest…

Eternally migrating our LeftBrain CoOperative Case
for RightBrain sacred theological
ego/eco-systems
co-developing healthy change
for wealthier ego-homeless Yang/Yin balancing
democratic equity
positive energy ego/eco-system trans-health substantiation
WinWin games and restorative EarthJustice cooperative theories
of ZeroZone PrimalRelationship–
original multicultural democratic IntegrityIntent:

Case for WinWin CoOperative Governing Integrity
like a TurkeySoup ThanksGiving CoOperative Dinner
with HomelessEgo Stew.

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EarthMother Gets Riled

I fear Earth Goddess has something rather unkind to say
about RightWing patriarchal
pretensions oligarchical,

Which begins with N,
and ends with R,
and in-between fills out with Eve

Never attracted to bipolar conflicting reductive rabid climates,
deductively isolated singularities,
autonomous RightWing atom-ants,
of relentless
supremacy over-ambitious
labels covering orthodox experience
with mindless god/slave fantasies
about sluts
and codependent escorts
to and for eternal jihad paradise
distinguishing only One truly sacred thing, Ego,
from all other things
more secular,
merely natural,
unredeemed,
not yet needed
so of no immediate use,
appropriate to throw away
as more or less
collateral life-love damage.

EarthMother feels and flows positive integrity
yet silent correlationally related
between RightWing multiculturally nutrition-balanced wealth budgets
and LeftWing ecofeminist health-nuts,
WinWin damaged and threatened,
yet still cooperating with mutual dipolar nature/spirit co-arisings
of inducted ultra-violet integrity intuitions,
natural ecological relationship is not not spiritually theological
double-binding green invitations to ultra non-violent integrity
of octaved waves
of full-spectrum enlightenment
dual-dark bicameral
surfing natural/spiritual
internal/external dichotomous health climates
transubstantiating correlational secular tables with sacred trends

Distinguishing One ZeroZone Becoming Out
with all other internally natural eco-humane revolutions before
HereNow SpaceTime
evolving Zeroistic future Universal WinWin
EarthTribe nurturing eco-consciousness,

GreenGoddess within EarthMother Systems
ultra-violet wombs
as warm Uracil networking
wet with absorbing bilateral Cytosine,

Mountains
in-between Valleys,

Rhythms
between co-relational Patterns,

Beats
between silent NotYets,

Ones
between dipolar ZeroZones,

Slashes
between empty Circles,

Forward
between notnot BackwardNow,

Convex
between notnot Concaving

HereNow
dipolar TaoTime

BiLateral Relationship
primal ZeroZones
in-between Not and Yet

I still think EarthGoddess
has something to say,
sorta mean,
about RightWing patriarchal supremacy
like LeftBrain historical/cultural dominance,
bullying by stealing from vulnerable future generations
before they even have opportunity
to become healthy matriarchal born
into wealthy cooperative health and climate-care
transubstantiating EnergyDemocracy networks,
as of orthodoxically Olde Nature/Spirit Enchantments

EarthGoddess
absorbing just-right
sometimes romantic
sometimes erotic
usually agapic,
never counter-revolutionary disruptive,
SunGod.

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Viciously Virtuous Cycles

Like cooperatives explicitly known
and felt,
most virtuous circle systems
love meaningful ecological theology,
a WinWin reiteratively continuous choice
grows political democratic
tit=tat resilience into multicultural perpetuity,
whether virtuous ego inside
and/or eco-habitat therapeutic outside.

Like implicit competitions,
not not corollaries make most vicious
LoseLose degenerative non-choices toward WinWin,
prejudicial leaning toward
inside ego-economic priority
over outside green theological opportunity,
continues stuck in pathological violent nihilism,
dissonant absence of resilience,
ego-inside rabid
as climate pathological revenge,
for anti-ecological LoseLose reactionary ecopolitical choices
militaristic
growing short-tempered mendaciously rabid
LeftBrain dominant expedience

Secular vicious cycles
pursue wealthy growth
to autonomously achieve fleeting desperate health,
before deficit played-out absence
of further future expiration dates
predicting Earth’s pulselessness–
attenuated rootlessness

Sacred virtuous long-rooted recyclers
pursue ecotherapeutic healthy memories
of more nutritiously wealthy forests,
wild undomesticated RightBrain sacred spaces

To cooperatively achieve resiliently balanced
multicultural theology of meaning
ego-green wealth
pursuing ultra-nonviolent Tit health
for ultra-violet Tattling wealth…

Long-term cooperative virtues
absorbing short-term viciousness

EcoTherapy
absorbing EgoRabid Virality

Integrity
absorbing Dementia

Yin
absorbing Yang

Like cooperative cytosine
absorbing autonomous uracil.

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Opposite Day

It’s Opposite Game day
says JayJay
to on-screen enthusiastic friends.

I have no adult time or patience
to see or hear
right as not not opposition wrong

Right, like left,
only appositionally spaced
like I have timeless time
for western this nor eastern that.

If God or Goddess is inside everywhere
with us on our voyage stuckness outside nowhere,
both here and there
then yet not just there
nor merely here.

Just as the opposite of empty secular time
is no sacred time and, yes, eternal timelessness

I wonder why white black
appears greyscale to daytime me
while black white feels ultra-violet bright
at night.

Something could not be right
about left experience of love as life
inexperienced
as dusty death.

All Earth feels full with resonant music
and sky voided silent empty resilience
brittle as a frozen drum
without a ballistic stick
of thunder opposing lightning

It might be true
opposites of dance
are static non-moments
for sterile decay
stagnant non-being
remaining lifeless,
abandoned by courageous hope
to dance once more

And yet I wonder
why opposite of no yes
says “not yet”
while tension between yes no
waits for a double-binding second “no”
to also produce relentless ambiguity
of not not yet.

The opposite of yet
what and whom and why could past become
if we could just get
not not yet
as a sure bet
for outside climate health
and not inside bitter weathered pathology?

From left against right
day recovering night
not not wrong
silence predicting not not adventurous theme songs
oppositionally inappropriate
for Jay Jay’s dancing apposition daze.

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Notes from a Unitarian Child

Once upon a time,
an eight year old
Black and Green and Brown and Red and Blue Lives Matter
ultra-nonviolent kid
wrote an ultra-violet note to him/herself
about stuff s/he needed to full-rainbow recall
if and when s/he ever became
a worn out
stressed out
depressed
workaholic
self-defeated parent:

I wish my dad
and my mom,
like Mother Earth
and GrandMother Moon,
had spent more story time
talking about gravity
and enlightenment tales
and depression fables
and repression epics
and suppression mysteries
of basic fairy flying
like what goes fluttering up
must come mortally down
what goes forward in time
must have come from backward in mythic imagination.

I wish my spiritual mom and natural dad
had thought out loud
more about pictures reducing four-directional wilderness imaginations
as the reverse
of time-organic memories
seducing and securing Earth’s original health intentions.

I hope my future teacher vocation
invests more class time
explaining LeftBrain’s obsession
with starting at the elite top of any logic tree,
then going down the systemic stem and opening/closing branches
to define and redefine Top’s administrative purposes
and subTop uber-branches
over their essentially cooperative,
more than competing, parts,
and resiliently reiterative parts parts,

While spending more future outdoor class time
exercising intuition emerging reverse-time images with organic feelings
starting in ancient WiseElder DNA democratic universal atomic memory
to travel back up a reverse historical health/wealth hierarchy
into this ego-embodied integrity day

More outside classrooms
for nurturing cooperatively-held co-relationships
to be sure all our interdependent parts and climate feelings
throughout our neural network biosystems
are regeneratively communicating
more then degenerating more pathological dissonance,
and unconscious disenchantment with competing ego-healers,
and depression,
and repression,
and suppression of intuitive RightBrain ecological/theological prime relational,
natural/spiritual
patriarchal/matriarchal co-intelligence.

I hope my fellow story-tellers
will remember to talk and listen to kids,
to sing and dance as kids,
to design and develop with hurt kids,
to lead and follow with suffering at-risk kids
will teach and study
breathing in Yang’s patriarchal deductions
to breathe out Yin’s uniting intuitive primal relationships
between what LeftBrain sees too often
as Either/Or oppositional Truths
as RightBrain feels not enough Both/And appositional Trust
that dawn will continue to follow spectral dusk
has followed dusty dawn of sacred ZeroZone enlightenment

As light follows darkness within egos
and darkness without ecologically conscious
theological experience
of uniting love
as grace
and healthy karma

As uracil’s wisdom loyally follows cytosine’s flow
co-arises Yang’s universal monotheistic
RightWing patriarchy has forgotten
LeftWing matriarchal cooperatively-owned prehistory
of unitarian polycultural cytosine evolutions,
birthing appositional twins
Adenine and Guanine,
Zeus and Diana,
Yang and Yin,
testosterone and estrogen…

I long to remember
co-arising polypathic opportunities
for green peace
restoring Yang/Yin egocenters
rebuilding and feeding and watering
matriarchal ecopolitical justice
growing Earth’s healthiest wealth of DNA
sacred story-shaping ecology strings of co-regenerate Tao.

As a WiseElder,
the formerly eight year old Unitarian added,
at long last,

I hope I can retain hope for everyone,
for all future generations,
all species of loving life,
all incorporated constitutions of and for democratic happiness and welfare,
all healthy ecopolitical love climates
and theological grace frames
and ecological karma stories
for cooperatively owning extended family international integrity
within every polynomial x/y-squared egosystem,
every EarthTribe u/c-squared epic string of co-regenerating Time,
every HereNow Yang/Yin-squared polypathic moment
ever after

ZeroZone Universal ReGenesis
begat an eight year old unitarian child
Black and Brown and Green and Red and Blue
polypathic multiculturing lives
for healthier hoping ultra-nonviolent futures.

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Choosing Diverse PolyPaths

Freya Mathews
speaks for panpsychic consciousness
as our destiny for WinWin cooperative healthy wealth

Where Mr. D Holmgren
might landscape with growing permacultural consciousness,
also for achieving revolutionary healthy seasons
slow-growing unprecedented green wealth optimization
in some ZeroZone
under reforesting reconstruction

I can hear no difference
between Mathew’s panpsychic
and Holmgren’s permacultural
Consciousness,
awareness,
noticing everyday nutrition v toxin health trends
in season
out of season
across great transitioning seasons
with global changing subclimate reasons.

Just as I fail to find
scriptural distinction
between a God of creative Love
and a Holy Matriarchal Spirit
of and for Graced Democratic Energy.

Whenever I read agape
or even eros
I also hear sacred GreenGoddess
of EarthTribe Grace.

As I grow deep in curious ancient roots
exploring dawn’s beauty and dusk’s dark truths,

I fail to remember courageous adolescent discerned differences
between predestined WinLife/LoseDeath theology
for reviving sacred EarthPlace
and a cooperatively-held ecology
of faith in health-inducing sanctuary space
unfolding eternal HereNow Time
of great transitioning Grace.

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