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Feeling is Believing

To feel is to believe
without reason.
To realize is to believe
with reason.

To feel is to believe
in a spiritual inside touch,
surprising humor
torrential flood
without conscious reason.

To realize is to believe
in my natural inside reach,
surprising good and bad subconscious humors,
rumors,
tumors,
torrential potential soul flood,
with both ecological-left secular
and theological-right sacred reasons
for healthy v pathological seasons
of life,
love,
lush subclimates of harmonic compassion.

 

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Following Our Rules

In our Sharing Circles
we have a ground rule
to share a one speaker at a time floor
and unitarian silent listening support

And rules to not verbally share uninvited commentary
suggestions
agreements or disagreements
during, and after,
this formalized Circle.

Speakers are invited to share from experience only,
not from someone else’s story,
experiential and/or theoretical,
parental and/or academic,
personal and/or professional.

This is a Closed Circle
of verbal communications,
a rhetorically autonomous inside job
only silently noting our egalitarian
nonjudgmental
side by sideness
of authority
responsibility
compassion;

Help,
Thanks,
Wow!;

Truth,
Beauty,
Silent Passion…

If we are a composition,
we enter an historic symphony of solo voices
implicitly singing our universality
experiencing time’s nurturing
and severing qualities
and relentlessly insufficient quantity,
except when anyone else is speaking
business as too coldly
or too warmly
usual.

In our Reading Circles
our implicit ground rule culture differs
more in favor of the spontaneous spoken word,
this good news,
extemporaneous,
and bad fake news,
distemper-odious,
gospel we scribe together,

Usually one voice leading
a sustained melodic theme,
sometimes harmonic and splendid,
sometimes dissonant and diminished,
inviting in compassionate responses,
major and minor,
listening for counter-melodies,
for analogies
metaphors
curious oxymorons,
outrageous internal pun fun,
rhymes
and maybe the occasional reason,
held with soft determination
and not hard determinism.

Participants are invited to share
harmonic voices of MeToo
and to gently question why
my own dissonantly deviant choice
traps me in feeling detached,
uncertain,
less certain,
more certain we must be missing
some counter-balancing dirge of risk
and full-circle opportunities
for evolving peaceful revolutions.

We sing in Open Circle rounds
of theory meets experience
greets political philosophy
and primal attachment theory
applications to all relationships
ego logical and unlogical and anti-logical
and dis-passionate,
conscious and unconscious and suppressed consciousness
and more dispassion,
and ecological and ecosystemic
and healthy climate logical
for growing reading circles
into speaking and listening communion rounds
of timeless symphonic conversation,
dia-logos about favored/unflavored mythos.

Cooperative conveners
encourage each other
to speak from felt experience
of belief and disbelief
in some published teacher’s expression of experience
with timeless patience and time-heavy impatience,
of joy and sorrow,
courage and curiosity,
compassion and dispassion,
intimacy and repulsion,
about some subject’s story,

Where it does and does not meet our own time
chosen and not chosen
political and personal
economic and ecological
natural and spiritual
secular and sacred
regressive and progressive
inhaled and exhaled
patriarchal and matriarchal
competitive and cooperative
vulnerable and transparent
longing and belonging

New yet old
wealthy when healthy,
democratic when not kleptocratic,
integral when not fragmenting,
unitarian when not too universally closed
to further sacred gospel co-inspirations,
co-passion,
co-presence,

Timeless unity
yet eternal open university,

Secure rounds
yet within freeing surrounds,

Cultural sweet spots
within historic raw plots.

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Heartier Stories

To experience transparent intimate opportunities
requires embracing vulnerable openness risks,
co-investing in support of change
within deeply ingrained
win/lose culturally impassioned
either/or barriers

(racism
sexism
capitalism come immediately to risky mind)

preventing compassionate intimacy
from robustly co-arising,
emerging resiliently interdependent freedom.

We can hear
in unspoken space,
containing natural us
re-opening spiritual we,
inviting our most active secular hopes
for calming reactive cultural fears,

We can 20-20 see
all co-operative enlightened integrity
integrally awake,
conscious of win/lose monoculturing clutter
preventing climate salvation theory
and ecological theology
from re-connecting health with wealth
bicamerally with one sacred living EarthMother

Actively hoping to find
win/win intimacy
becoming more explicitly conscious
of what lives in leftbrain dominant space

So we can move through ourselves
inside/outside co-acclimating climates
to find one left/right harmonic Other
interdependently co-present
within Earth’s natural/spiritual nondualistic
musing and often amusing web
of wellness systems,
ego interior transparency
greeting eco exterior vulnerability,
curiosity
meeting courage,
longing
feeding belonging,
colonization
bleeding creolization.

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Timely Death of a Muse

My muse died today.
Although how could I lose
abuse
or amuse
what was never mine to use
as I see fit,
hear fitness,
feel fitfully?

This muse dies tonight
not from old age
as I had long predicted
must be my sad and unread case,
but for a new voice
or vice,
for deeper lyrics
and wider melodies
and globally local choreography
perhaps a ridiculous younger person’s game.

They say
not to write, unless you must;
Not to paint
or sing
or dance
or become a prostitute
unless you would otherwise eco-bust
ego-lust away this lifeline.

If you can live with something,
most anything, else
to occupy your time
and pay the rent,
then do
and be those more civil relationships instead.

It never occurred to me
perhaps because They didn’t say so,
I might do most everything else
so I could retire into writing
and reading
and singing
and dancing

But not prostitution
because no one would pay
for what I can not give away
with integrity intact.

I miss this muse already
but doubt she even remembers me,
a right hand
useful
responding to her labored demands
too ponderously telling,
psychic yelling,
when I longed to show in grace
integrity’s newest face
rhythm pattern pace
divinely humane race
robustly timeless space
without dissonant disgrace

Showing
not telling,
Belonging
not longing,
Dancing
not marching,
Singing
not shouting
to and with and for
tomorrow’s mute muses,
today’s deaf listeners,
amusing to move on
with overflowing emotions
not mere museless motions.

Now I have broken
my only two rules of unself-conscious writing.

1. Never mention the muse aloud
or dead
for She abhors a nonvacuum
of light,
and

2. Never write
about writing,
For the same non-reason
that optimal sexual
sensual
neural experience
cannot happen
if my sole
and sold-out purpose
is this Great Orgasm.
of we-consciousness.

My more retiring amusement died today.
Although how could I lose
abuse
or ever timelessly muse
what was never mine to use?

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Bank in Trust CoInvestors

In cooperative detective work,
including Earth scientific research,
we are told to follow the money
much more often
than feeling invited
to follow the nutritional health investors
and the toxic pathology attackers

Whether our trail is a criminal
or political
economic impassioned journey
of discovery.

In healing arts and role play,
we are more often invited
to find nutritional root systems
consuming nutrients
to support an organic win/win ego-system
within Earth’s ecosystemic web
of original polyculturing health intention.

Either our technological win/lose economy
or an alternative ecological win/win evolutionary model
begins with all consuming positive creation values
to recreate healthy vocations
and climax each season of co-arising attachment
each co-acclimating day
and each market quarterly report

Earth’s internal holistic win/win production pattern
and our corresponding nutrition nurturing rhythms
are framed as positive co-relationship,
ego/eco-systemic co-acclimation
of long-term health/wealth trends

Within Earth’s external multiculturing ages
of slow-grown
cyclical
and re-cyclical
spiraling open systemic
polyculturing wealth development
designed to serve future consumer/producer balancers
of optimal nutrient-harmonic values,

From consumer wealth
of Earth-centric cravings
through producer health
of bilaterally informed
cooperative ego-centric conservation conversations

Win/Win dipolar co-arising positive value communication networks,
garden spaces for sacred vocations,
organic family farms,
eco-villages,
global multicultural communities
enjoy cultures of win/win ThereThen/HereNow health intention,
cooperatively owned
and eco/ego-managed.

To cynically choose, instead,
to worship our Western white male privileged
leftbrain dominant
military-industrial
anti-democratic capital monopoly,

To prefer, instead,
win/lose anti-revolutionary market games
of war
and Attachment Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder
and Lazy-X Either/Or thinking
and win/lose feeling fundamentalistic
anti-mystic undetectived rage,
feels increasingly climate threatening
for wealthy win/win nutritional extended-family values.

Legal win/lose punishing governing structures
and capital-win/lose investment networks
together reinforce deconstruction
of organically cooperative networks
recomposing traditional win/win evolutionary values
not inviting overpowering ecopolitical monocultures
of climate pathology denialism,
industrial over-consumer-induced blindness,
dispirited senselessness,
neurologically disconnected genocide

In a technological
industrial monoculturing patriarchal system,
root democratic consumers
become replaceable tools
disposable win/lose-acclimated under-achievers
in what might have been a positive value-rooted
secular consumer/sacred producer
ego/eco-passionate win/win cooperative
both healthy and wealthy
nurturing
empowering
ecological
economic root organic nutritional systems
of polyculturing wellness researched
slow-grown
just right activity

Left/Right harmonically bilateral
bicameral
binomial networking ego/eco-systemic detective work
living win/win within a universal geosystemic spacetime
of four-season cosmic spiraling co-induced/deduced reality.

Polynomial systems become polyphonic detective operations
regenerating polypathic win/win value memories,
co-passionate ego/eco feminist
at least heuristically equivalent
to not not patriarchal either/or hypotheses
in-between Yang strength
root systemic
full-flow Yin
liberal lavish loving
transparency uncovering
vulnerability
curiosity overwhelming impatience
with intolerantly thick opaque walls to both/and
thinking/feeling
absence of monoculturing dissonance

Growing in long-term interdependent detective work,
including Earth scientific/artistic
truth/beauty integral research,

Despite being win/lose culturally malformed
to follow the money
much more often
than feeling invited
to follow our win/win nutritional health investor
instincts
inductions
into Earth’s win/win refueling
HealthCare Land
and Air
and Water
and EmPowerment
Democracy Bank in Trust.

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Demon Dominance

My LeftBrain dominant voice
has been almost Either/Or
Win/Lose persuaded

To think accurately,
robustly,
resiliently
requires tuning out RightBrain dissonant feelings
intuitions
flow of conflicting emotions
must not over-rule logical flow of thought,
or effective win/lose communication
will give way to affective lose/lose non-communication
of what is monoculturally significant
useful
valued
healthy
egocentrically wise.

Whereas, my RightBrain recessive integral-spiritual consciousness
prefers transparent flow powers
as more traditionally We-spirited
and immediately health-bound
with bilaterally informed emotive/cognitive resonant wealth.

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Climates of Despairing Rapture

Imagine you
and I
are rightbrain impressed
with each Other
as also integrally
spiritually shared emoting parts
of One noetically graced BicameralHeart
together,
pumping in and out,
left and right,
nutritional lifeblood.

Suddenly, or was it gradually?
we become aware,

“I have lost my leftbrain objective
to share with you
something I had just felt passionately about
and I so hoped you would too”
If we could only cooperatively explain it just right,
in a healthy, noncompetitive
way.

Perhaps I vocalize my cognitive/emotive dissonance
at this impasse
in our verbal communication,

“I think one of us,
(so both of us)
has forgotten what I hoped
we might enlighten together
through some sacred communal verbal experience
of leftbrain curiosity
and rigfhtbrain courage to vulnerably risk
to win/win cooperatively commit

To both deduction and induction values
to passion and integrity cultures
of health and not not regenerate wealth
to history and future multiculturing renaissance,
to health-bound thoughts
and non-pathologically hidden feelings
of cooperatively passionate integrity freedom
learned from Earth’s ecofeminist prominence
for long-term nutritional security
and not past win/lose devolutionary mendacity,
felt as Earth’s final egocentric
cynical
lose/lose nihilistic unfree market captivity,

As deep learned
in liberal re-creational win/win compassionate arts
and Earth producer/consumer health-sciences
eco before ego-class on systemic value networks
for polycultural/polyphonic DNA
nutritional intelligence redevelopment
of Win/Win cooperatively-managed networks
communicating in communal dialogue, not competing debate,
Yang/Yin
Secular/Sacred
Ecological/Theological Regenerative HealthTrends.

We have to stop meeting like this.

I know. Exhausting, right?

And left.

Harmonic.

Integrity.

Bilateral.

Bicameral.

Polypathic.

Polyphonic.

Polynomial walls.

Also regeneratively bi-nomial/lateral interdependent web.

AtomicEnergy Democracy.

WaveLinear.

Spatial boundary colonized structures.

Temporal flow-streams, creolizingly emergent.

Inform-ation patriarchal

Exflow-recreation matriarchally bilateral flowing sacred energy trust-trends

Positive and not not negative equality of geometric co-relational balance

Spatial 4D Vision/BiLateral-WaveLinear Zero ZenZone
Time-Iconic Harmonic Balance Symbols and Integral-Enculturing Language

Universal/Unitarian

Conservational/Libertarian

PolyCulturing Systemic Integrity/MultiSpiritualWisdom

Egalitarian/Interdependent CoPassion…

Imagine you
and I
are rightbrain impressed
with each Other
as also integrally
spiritually shared emoting dialogical parts
of One noetically graced
Bicameral EarthHeart Communicating Nutritional System
together,
pumping in and out,
left and right,
nutritional lifeblood
for and against
health optimizing future regenerations
polyculturally
nutritionally redeveloping
EgoLeft and EcoRight co-relations

Compassionately
voraciously
robustly
resiliently
ecologically
theologically
analogically
geologically
anthropologically
historically
her-creation understoried
recreationally
ego/eco-therapeutically win/win
nutritious co-energy democracy
of health/wealth poly-in/ex-culturation
transubstantiating co-experience,

Understanding,
communication,
realization,
consciousness,
bicameral awareness
of internal/external climates
for future DNA-health trend development
from robust universal/unitarian
secular/sacred redevelopment conversations
polyculturally inclusive;
not so monoculturally pervasive,
more multicultural listening eco-intelligence,
less narcissistic paranoid ego-dementia.

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