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The DisIncorporating Client

My most troubling client
told me he died last night.

While this did not appear to be his somber case,
nor, sadly,
did my home office silently resound
like this was his actual historical peace,
I did conjure up sufficient energy
to ask why he thought so
or felt so
or hoped so
or feared so
and probably all of the above.

Why not invite
this spectral tsunami
overshadowing life’s reverberating days
and nightmare nights?
I have no prior experience,
no words
for comparison or explanation,
he replied,
I realize I am not naturally dead
but feel spiritually disassociated,
withdrawn diverse inside
And not entirely out enough
as if
in my nocturnal half-life
I wandered lost last night
and failed to fully reassemble.

So this feels like spiritual and unnatural failure?

Failed to fully return
to business as daytime usual,
to orthodox reasonable integrity,
to all insanity of inhumane nature
out of interdependent touch
with outdoor Earth kin,
nature-spirit Elders,
ancient ring-wrinkling trees
witnessing history
already before Nina
Pinta
and Santa Maria,
cut and bound European cousins
arrived on Eastern Atlas shores…

You talk a lot
for one so dead.
Is there a difference
between Eastern Atlas space
and Eastern U.S. Atlantic bounded place?

Maybe this is a failure,
pacific weakness;
certainly a loss.
Each natural species opportunistically suspects
yet cannot risk imagining
what spiritual difference could remain
within what is left of natural Us.

Perhaps we feel drained
strained
de-brained
maimed
blamed
shamed
reamed by Herculean angst,
absence of health developed spiritual curiosity
and courage…

to pull all my self chosen gods and improper goddesses
together again
each morning resurfacing
into yet another cooperatively longing day.

Perhaps.
Although gods and goddesses do not sound sufficiently accurate,
nor historically courageous
resurfacing this discontinuity
before and after my regathering alarm,
bugled and bungled into each foggy day…

I feel, still, my sacred loss of outside presence.

To die our sacred disempowering death
To competing devilish inside challenges,
To belong cooperative EarthGarden awakened
gripped by supreme ego lost
shadow of light’s Source,
outdoor business time’s nature/spirit boundary
threshold of ZeroSum heart
playing organic EarthGame’s finest
green commons Paradise–
outdoor courageous success
behind indoor curious failure
to awaken quite wrongly dead again.

Natural secularizing life,
falling and failing through bilateral integrity
as Earth allied

All over again
this personal
and contractual
and constitutional well-born morning,
not quite competitively reassembled.
What remains
paid less to keep consuming
but more properly reimbursed to keep bothering to breathe
bad inside air.

As they say,
Shop till dead Time drops

dispersed
depersonalized
dissonant
desacramented
autonomous ego
ReAcclimating toward more cooperative eco-resilient
interdependent integrity…
As he continued disassembling
Ancient branched witnesses turned to enter deeper rooted notes,
Our most troubling spiritual student
dismissed us from domestic servitude
as s/he died last night
As if one human had exclusive rights
of nutrition empowering sovereignty.

We winked back
and said ThankYou
And don’t let that over-lumbered door
slap you down
on our way outside and in,
more competitively cooperating again.

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Self Regarding Shame

It would be a shame
to go on and on and then out
longing for grace
of some imagined historically significant life missed,
or simply more entertaining and health wealthy lives
laughingly not chosen,
to instead choose to belong in slow learner loyal grace
of this love life limply lived place

I could have chosen to hurt hurting people
by delightfully deliberately applauding the U.S.
as RedBlooded Earth’s manifest supreme land
of patriarchal self-infested opportunity.

But we might instead agree
this is also a matriarchal land of love liberty,
one of a few scattered seed-invested places,
warm inviting wombs
of opportunity for health incubation
with concomitant risks of nationalistic pathology.

It would be my unpatriotic shame
to exit Matriarchal EarthSoul
without fully belonging in graced opportunities
wealth-lived risks
of predestined integrity.

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Bitter Integrity

Integrity’s EarthSoul
with eyes to see
and ears to hear,
with nose to smell
and mouth to taste,
longs to exclude
spit out
purge local and global awareness
of degenerative Earth’s bitter climate trends.

Such unholy pathology
threatens too persistently heavy
regardless of personal culpability
and lack of political clout
to ecotherapeutically act,
restoratively heal
what my own AnthroSapient justice generation
further military-industrialized,
automatedly colonized,
monoculturally missioned,
bought and sold and rented and enslaved generations
increasingly reduced to self-disabling Win/Lose competitive consciousness
more than WinWin productive self-aware domestic cooperatives
as matriarchal WiseElders before
this actively distrusting lack of good and healthy
and beautiful integrity.

Integrity’s soul
longs to restore healing
patiently ecotherapeutic
yet actively ego-resonant revolutionary
eyes
ears
nose
throat wholeness
for inviting fragrant
tasty
beautiful
polyphonic co-operative green co-ownership
of healthy wealth original through extant
polypathic love.

Within whom we fractured are
ReForesters becoming
cooperative landed and oceanic Trusting
ego/eco-health investors.

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Cascading Windows

The first of Earth’s life support systems
to go
was crude oil
Then natural-spiritual gas
Then easily accessible commercial-grade
and scale
coal.

Then wood
for crude construction.

Then electric grid energy
MiddleEastern
then Western
then Eastern colonizing infrastructures
pathologically cascaded
down
into local-cooperative democracy scale.

While internally cooperative infrastructures
of active love
beauty and grace of
and gratitude for
PositivEnergy Democracy
expanded exponentially,
driven by both Positive cooperative investments
and Negative loss divestments
of WinNow to LoseLater
long-term self disempowering deficit,
rather than WinWin co-redeeming,
options.

Then clean drinking water
pathologically cascaded
away from where it was needed
and toward where seaside communities
entire coast lines
were redrawn,
and boundary issues
of dry nations
and barren refugee states
faded away
from multi-mediated view.

While internally WinWin
cooperative infrastructures
swept revolutionarily in,
like a grateful sacred tsunami,
economic and political cascade,
social and psychological and historical reweaving,
theological and ecological co-regenerative,
reaching toward livable climate needs
within
as without

For health
as abundant multicultural EarthWealth

With Permaculture Design
ego-ecotherapeutic ZeroZone centering practices,
Psychological PositiveENergy ReStorations,
GoldenRule Therapeutic Justice,
NonViolent, local through global, Peace

WinLose LeftBrain Either/Or
Nature/Spirit dualistic fundamentalism
cascading toward WinWin Both/And eco/theological gratitude,
Positive LeftRight ProLife GreenEnergy STEAM Systems,
gratitude for trust and beauty attitudes.

BadNews closed doors chosen first
are GoodNews open doors
cooperatively chosen WinWin last
yet healthy best.

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Metamorphosis

Innocence of new birth
Such a sacred thing.
I could not recall its distant unreborn pleasures.

Too worn away
A mundane day after relentless
smoothed-over passive day.
I can only take my fading remainder measures.

Between innocence and torn elder
A midway ride tripping through sacred sighs
and secular screams.
I would seize such natural spirited treasures.

Complexity of integrity
Such a mundane past birth
yet sacred future rebirth.
I have not yet reached for daring resonant fissures.

Innocence of reborn birth
this grey stormed winter reassures.

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Revolution of 2020

The 2020 Revolution
outed Bad Anthropogentric Energy Paradigms
associating these with toxic symptoms;
LeftBrain Desecrating Rabidity
preceded by Chronic Stressed Paranoia
preceded by Cognitive-Affective Dissonance
about being born into a WinLose devolving EarthSoul
that originally intended WinWin polypathic outcomes.

Energy, like nutrition,
said 2020 Revolutionaries,
is essential to organized activity
and disorganizing chaos.

Energy is essential to producing the promise
of sacred WinWin
outlasting secular WinLose life.

Energy is essential to intentional movement,
development,
transportation.

Energy, like nutrition,
is essential to continuing communication
and artistic expression.

Energy is essential to memory
as Words are essential to learn shared labels
for fluid-flowing energy,
attention to emerging-subsiding systems,
consciousness of energies co-arising,
co-gravitating.

Sadly,
our pre-2020 evolution
turned toward post-millennial LeftBrain dominating ecopolitical paradigms,
yet even these could not survive without enough SecularEnergy,
and without sufficient SacredNutrition.

Winning with LeftYang against loser RightYin
co-arises Tipping NonDual Pointing out
LoseLose
is dead
static
entropic,
becoming the Late Great Gaian EarthSoul,

Collective LeftBrain rabidly growing paranoia
loses evolving momentum like a flaming wave farewell
to our witnessing horror,
Sacred Nurturing Awe,
Secular Energetic Wonder
at what has been lost already
prior to 2020 ReVisioning opportunity.

A renewing LeftEnergy and RightNutrition PermaCultural Democracy
is what Left-Right equivalence,
refining as Yang-Yin ecopolitical cooperation,
might have polypathically projected,
co-empathically forecast as positively active Hope,
prayed for as AnimaMundi’s perennial continuing Grace
of Secular Karmic Energy,
Sacred Nurturing Wisdom
as Original notnot(0) DNA Intent.

This new Energy Democracy Paradigm
speaks to our mutual relationships with systems,
cooperative-competitive co-arising environments,

ReVolutions of Energy
listen for WinWins
of Ego,
Eco,
SocioEconomic restoration-nurturing justice.

NewEnergy notices prior to 2020
cooperative dominant Left-Right
Win-Win polycultural health-wealth outcomes
predicted and prayed for
among PermaCultural Designers,
CoOperative EcoPolitical Planners,
ReStorative JustEnergy EarthPeace Advocates,
both secularLeft and sacredRight,
working more harmonically,
optimally resonant

Rather than continuing to rabidly distract our Egos
from devolutionary LeftBrain overshoot,
way past our own DNATribes
solidarity with RNATribes
sharing phylogenic history
of all that is Orthodox-Ergodic Energy
and Sacred-Ionic/Bionic Nutrition,

AnimaMundi DoubleBinding WiseElders,
MotherTrees of Life and Death ReForesting
Gaian Graceful Energy
with Karmically Positive Nutrition.

John Duns Scotus writes
“God remains in immediate sustaining attentiveness
to everything that exists,
precisely in its [our co-relational] “thisness.”

Our Energy Animas,
Our cooperative nutritional Life.

Our dynamism of Yang
understoried by Yin’s entropic
notnot Zero Emptiness,
notnot Systemic Integrity of Enthymematic Promise.

The eternal LeftBrain Word of EnergyGod
speaks through RightBrain EarthTribe Memories
of Nurturing Gaia
WiseElders.

All remain 2020 Revolution invited
to Ego-Eco systemic good
and healthy
and permacultural
and perennial
integrity of Words
known
felt polypathic philosophia perennis,

Holy Matriarhal-Patriarchal Balancing Spirit-Nature,

SecularEnergy co-arising Sacred Nurturing Revolutions
of health-wealth DNA-RNA Solidarity
ergodic
ionic
bionic
co-intelligent experience,
noticing,
listening,
speaking,
acting
revolutions of laughter
at our LeftBrain dominant
patriarchal colonizing history
of secular Yang sciences
over sacred matriarchal creolizing YinYin-
WinWin Grace
of ReVolutioning 2020 SpaceTime
4D RealTime.

EnergyYangSpace as also NurturingYin DiPolar Time,
inhaling Left
exhaling Right
co-operatively revolving
2020 EnLightenment.

 

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Soul Music

Today
let’s discuss Bill Plotkin’s
exposition on “soul”

Would that be
as in soul music?

Absolutely.
If you did your reading,
you may have noticed
he believes all relationships
have souls
and share an EarthSoul,
animus mundi.

And what could be more interrelated than music?

Sex?

Or is dance and sensory ritual
part of liturgical music?

Why would I care
how Plotkin
or anyone else
explains soul?

It sounds like an answer
without a preceding question
from which it could have better co-arose.

Like a death
without a preceding life
to have belonged.

I care about soul
because I believe the U.S.
and our geopolitical allies
and enemies,
our immigrants
an our expatriates,
currently engage a bilateral revolution
over who will control
secular and sacred meanings
and Original Constitutional Intent
of Earth’s Soul.

Will this revolution include
options to buy and sell souls, lives,
or rent lives out,
or pay souls forward,
or retributively punish lives
for unsoulful behavior and choices,
or restoratively heal them
for more soulful resonance,
good sacred news
of nutritionally positive health?

How does Plotkin define soul?

Both the originating nurturing womb
and ultimate place
of all minds,
bodies,
nomials and binomials,
all primal relationships
of nature-spirit nonduality.

And how would Trumpians
probably respond to this understanding
of Earth’s anima mundi
of Gaian Hypothesis
of Holy Matriarchal Spirit?

As not supported
by our dualistic JudeoChristian patriarchal Tradition,
or even matriarchs,
possibly.

Yet these matriarchal foremother voices
seldom speak powerfully
through ZeroSoul’s mainstream narrative relationships,
where cooperative healthcare nurturers
remain substory and subclimate minor economic keys
as compared to majestic mountains
of cancerous WinEgo-LoseEco deductive competitions.

Does our multicultural Win-Win Soul
of Gaia
speak through YinFlowing cooperative eco-politics?

Or call us to further Yang nationalistic retributions.

Eco-illogical.

And economic genocide.

And political biocide
of Fuck You Mother Earth!
as if such strong language
could honestly reflect
Original Constitutional Intent
for any Democracy
veering away from historical Plutocracy,
royal hubris
of some with more animus mundi dignity
than not quite so sacred nonelite others.

Our Enlightenment Age Original Intent,
if truly divine inspiration and expiration,
then multicultural-embracing
disciples and disciplines
of democratizing sacred Light of TrustLife.

Light sensed and incensed
through deep LivingLearning Waters,
animus mundi baptism
through matriarchal wombs,
Holonic Originating Spirit.

Incarnating sacraments
singing DNA-RNA EarthTribe Solidarity,
creolization dominant keys of WinWin
reserving monoculturing colonizations
takings
encroachment
push-back
for surviving WinLose climate crises
revolutionarily more together,
and less evolutionarily apart.

Plotkin believes
each flame
each atom
each ego
river valley
mountain
stone
society
community
species
creature
universe
planet
home
economy
biological system
ecological system
educational system
political system
relationship
has soul
within an originating womb EarthSoul
and ultimate destination
destiny
place
within
and without
Earth’s animus mundi
ZenSoul.

An incarnated
and reincarnating Soul’s place,
home,
habitat,
oikos,
eco,
tells LeftBrain languages
how and
where and
when and
why this soul’s identity fits
in and
on and
before and
after secular earth
as out and
under and
not after and
not before Sacred Heaven.

How do you respond
to Plotkin’s invitation
to see history as a conscious celebration
of Earth and Her Heaven’s
universal WinWin grandeur?

As does he,
I think.
Embracing this creolizing soul of democracy
would define our most regenerative potential truth
as a globally organic biocracy.

Re-affirming and extending constitutional protections
to all cooperative species
and habitats,
mountains and valleys,
rivers and thunderous lightnings,
dawns and dusks
educating souls toward growing love,
mentoring souls of Bodhisattva
Empty SecularLeft with, never against,
Interdependent SacredRight
in equivalent detachment-attachment
Yang-Yin Tipping Point Balance.

Balance
equipoised
self-other reiteratively coincidental
nondual dipolar appositional sensory experience,
polyphonic and
polypathic and
polynomially octave coloring
and notblack notwhite
YangYin
WinWin c-squared
positronic

Histrionic bilateral enlightenments

BiLateral
Bicameral
animus mundi
space-time
notnot doublebound
ZeroSoul.

What happened to soul music?

I think we veered off
toward Country-Western chaos
when we lost our GoodNews
health restoring message
and meaning,
purpose of and for Earth’s WellSung Soul.

This context for Earth’s Soul
is a contest between climate health
or continuing anti-ecological subclimates
and landscapes
of competing against Earth

Competing against our own collective animus mundi
sacred vocation,
encrypted health defining beauty
of DNA co-refines with RNA
reasons for Souls
with seasons
noticing OriginalWomb Intent
harvesting Ultimate Nutritional Meaning.

I think Plotkin’s ecological soulful sing
needs a little more powerful ecopolitical ring.

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