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An Amusing Music Muse

I suspect I’m more interested in how Sondheim writes music
than the Beatles,

Although I have no information
to support this paltry hypothesis

Much less could I justify to patient well-versed you
why I also suspect
this tells me something about who I am

And vocationally about who I am meant to be
as a gospel communicating person,
a transporting soul
sharing sung enchantments.

Does linguistic content
inform mystery’s melodic message?

Or do melody and rhythm
reign before shaping
unfolding ecological
psychological
theological lyrics?

Or all of these sacred ingredient voices
speaking with secular integrity
Above?

Deep love learning below

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Dr. Ford and Judge Hide

Why do we feel increasingly difficult conflicts
against creating positive strong-rooted energy?

And depressingly BusinessAsUsual
penetrated by negative runaway toxic chaos?

Yesterday,
on my way to a deep rooted tree and shrub nursery
half-way across Connecticut’s Route 1 pilgrim shoreline
my youngest NativeAmerican RightBrain son,
on the other side of our front seat view,
born without anything like a LeftBrain
uncivil spoken capacity for WinLose dominant review,
or even double-binding mutually recessive disassociation,

And I,
LeftBrain prattling on and on,
Ego focused,

Were listening to the Dr. Ford/Judge Kavanaugh,
wounded Dr. Jeckyll
and Judge Hide the Drunken Hormones,
Great Inquisition.

Guaranteed to produce LoseLose results
primarily for them
but also for their families
and what remains of a creative democratically-energized dream.

I was reminded of a quote from Sharon Blackie’s
“The Enchanted Life:”

You can learn to belong anywhere…
if you choose.
It’s an act of creation,
and like all acts of creation,
it’s also an act of love,
and an enormous leap of faith.

Dr. Ford’s choices were lauded
as not so much creative,
but civic minded,
courageous,
even heroic.
But all these belong under a good faith-rooted umbrella,
for those who choose to find them.

But, as I listened to Judge Kavanaugh
and twittering Mr. Trump
choosing not to belong
but to rule over
anywhere they choose,
this bad faith lack of free choice
felt more like an act of excruciatingly violent penetration,
psychological colonization.

And, like all acts of aggression,
choices to self-hate again later,
deny yesterday’s failures and woundedness,
fracturing today’s acts of fear and anger
cowardice
and uncivil
unsettling absence
of systemically rooted mindfulness.

And a huge leap for them
and their extended historic families
and, to a more dispersed absorption rate
of disempowering arhythmic rheumatic hate,
into further vapidly empty
shocking
terrorizing pain
penetrating bad faith
in this episodic failure of cooperative democracy
to restore peace
more than choose self-punishing injustice
and bad-faith fed and watered
by a culture gamely growing away from WinWin health
and toward toxic penetrating LoseLose
anti-ecological
genocidal un-egological
pathologies.

Why is it so difficult,
for civil-minded Dr. Fords,
to create and thrive positive balancing energy?

And how depressively Business As WinLose UnUsually UnCivil
for Judge Hide,
however Kavanaugh or Trump
or any YangSupremacist
uncivilly misjudging
one and LeftBrain Dominant All,
to pierce with chaotic
runaway
toxic
LoseLose annihilating
raping misconduct
of patriarchal uber-chaotic energy.

My youngest son,
riding next to me
on this gorgeous partly-cloudy
NewEngland early autumn day,
had no creatively rooted way
to say
how he was feeling
RightBrain belonging
to and with each spoken song of choice,
some courageously civil
and vulnerable
and transparent
and some penetratingly harsh
intolerant of their own chaotic weaknesses,
afraid of losing entitled Yang LeftBrain powers
to dominate RightBrain’s cooperative restorations
of today’s shallow-rooted rocky landscapes.

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RightMind Revolution

Left with Right
Allies coarising God’s ecological empowerment,

Indigenous green West with Eastern nature-spirit doors
and sacred flowing windows
rainbows
Seventh toward Eighth full-color prophetic octaves.

Eastern yin prominance
Western yang dominance
creolizing transubstantiation
of holonic sacred/secular collusion
curiosity
predestined prescriptions
for healthy wealth inscriptions
of EarthTribe’s original DNA instructions,
ethology,
sacred integrity meaning

Northern WiseElder
HeartGuide she-wolfs
mentoring international multiultural political opportunities
and monocultural risks,
Southern buffalo adolescent markets,
praying for re-imaged WinWin revolutions
of Truth with Beauty,
despite abundant WinLose
heading toward LoseLose
bad news–
DNA’s nihilistic demise
rather than optimistic destiny

InBetween introspective Bear
sufficiently modest household and corporate economies
of extended family cooperatives.

Gather yin’s patience
with, and not against,
Resilient brilliant yang self-esteem
Dreaming Left toward Right prevailing Lizards,
West secular deductions
favoring East sacred dipolar nature/spirits
conjuring full-octave inductions

Timely slow-grown revolutions

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EgoExperience v EcoTheory

Experience v Theory,
like Either/Or deductions v Both/And inducted feelings,
like Internal Information v External ReConstructions,
like Memory v ReImaging,
like Cause/Effect v DNA of causal-effective nest of resilient
Golden WinWin Theory

Like LeftEgo with Right Green EcoTheory,
like patriarchal Win/Lose experience
trumps
matriarchal Win/Win reverse-hierarchical
Both/And
nondualist-cooperative
healing-redemptive
EcoFeminist Theory

Experience teaching Theory
Is all about comparing here
with now and back then,
both/and immediate inductively reorganizing experience,
feeling,
regenerative and degenerative
and too often pathologically stuck
in-between experiential trust
and theoretical anti-distrust advocacy
against EarthGreen good ecological-theological
prime relational WinWin faith.

Experiential MisTrust
empowers theoretical mis-judgment,
where TrustExperience restores peace
between WinWin victims and WinLose perps.

Theory descended through
More Old Testament narratives
about retribution for sins against
LoseLose nihilistic Angry SunGod’s
infinite lack of patience for TheoreticalCause with ExperientialEffect
denialism of NaturalCause/SpiritualEffect nondualism
and WinLose fading degenerative causal trends
toward entropic LoseLose timelessly inevitable
nature v spirit Source.

Left EitherOr EgoCenter
is all about contrasting deductive cause/effect Theories
to explain why and how what has regeneratively healed
has ecologically restored
our theoretical/dialectical constructs.

I’m not sure what that could inductively GreenFelt mean
about repurposing resilient cooperative green
causes past effecting now
causing future health wealthing secular/sacred causes

Left EgoCenters theoretically explaining and predicting
Right EcoCentering limbic and temporal brainstems
DNA-transcribed
scripturally sacred regenerative
resilient secular health/wealth
flowing cause/effect repurposing WinWin dynamic theories
healing LoseLose climates of stale and overgrown pathology

As contrasted with RightBrain cooperative experience
hope
faith
green DNA love giving begrudging secular way
to reductive behavioral dualistic theories
of Yang as regenerative cause
against Yin reduced
to despotic degenerative matriarchal understory
anti-historical cause of evil profligate affectations,
dead ends,
curious irresolution,
pangender quagmires of ambiguous passions,
aptic chaos,
experiential/theoretical dissonance,
chronic stress,
silent and hidden sleep deprived RightBrain unwellness
causing/effecting paranoid over-populated rabid viral unwellness,
pathologies of internal experience and external theoretical climates.

Whether healthy climate Theory is more necessary
reflection on universal felt Experience,
Or unitarian Experience exegetically felt
wisdom about what is cooperative love health
and what fuels competitive hate pathology

WinWin experience
is sufficient without LeftEgo deductive
reductive totalitarian universal Theory
of Left v Right perpetually degenerative quandary
side-stepping sufficient effectiveness
of bilateral ExperientialTHeory
and PrimeRelationship theoretically redacting
transcribing cultures both

HereYang/NowYin
spatial/temporal
experiential/bilaterally theoretical temporal
body/mind
nature/spirit
secular memory/ZeroZone HolonicSoul TheoryMap

BothLeft/AndRight
experiential information
exflowation
inhalation
exhale-cooperative nation/tribe
internal/external
concave/convex
re-creational conscious
WinWin imaged experience
restoring theoretical Egohealth/Ecowealth balance

InBetween matriarchal ecological experience
healing patriarchal LoseLose monocultures
redialing dualistic nature v spirit
theological-antiecological elite self-justified redemptive AnthroTheory
of Paradise lost
and Yang without Yin reforesting WinWin Earth.

And the WinWin people said
Matriarchal womb-experience WinWin Amen
trumps WinLose patriarchal uniformity Theory.

Earth’s resonant theoretical wealthiest polypathic goals
are cooperatively co-relational
co-passioned
with each Ego AnthroCentric green golden rule and ratio
theoretically anticipating equivalent healthy co-resilience,
potentially revolutionary
timeless Paradise polynomial experience
green gracefully greets
notnot polynomially restorative theory.

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ReLearning Manifest Destiny

What did you learn to play
in school today?
Hedging future winning bets
against lost devolving yesterday

I learned religious history
of manifest colonizing destiny,
Responsibility to over-rule healthy integrity,
Authority to addictively enslave
our lesser prey
without duplicity.

How is such sad destiny most powerfully manifest?

Destiny unfolds boldly
in each Here with Now committed BodyMind moment,
Yang with Yin
Out with In
Integrity’s love-power sacrament.

How does spatial and temporal dipolar grace present
in one-way strings
manifest historic memory?
How does secular-sacred co-presence
move from intensely present
to predict future light’s preferred destiny?

Personal presenting hearts
disconnected from EarthSoul’s sacred Presence,
learn to win more today
by segregating yesterday’s inevitable losses.
We bicamerally learn to contrast and compare
today’s summation of all Earth’s yesterdays,
regenerative and degenerative,
with and against tomorrow’s integrity potentiating love,
secularly LeftBody dominant as Either/Or oppositional
Yet sacredly RightMind prominant as Both/And appositional
multicultural,
resonant,
polyphonic,
harmonic,
holonic nature-spirit of polypathic EarthSoul.

Could manifest destiny of a Species,
or a NationState,
or a Religion,
or even an individual NatureBody-MindSpirit,
a Lover of integrity Our Selves,
ever justify aggressive colonization politics?

Or addiction to competitive hoarding
Win to not Lose values
of patriarchal economics?

Or merely punishing injustice?
While potential destinies of long-term rewarding Win Self
to Win Other justice
wait in not-quite-manifest destiny
inviting sustained slow-grown cooperative restoration
of right nature-spirit co-relational love relationship

Do nature’s manifest destinies
normally predict creolizing (blending)
multicultural healthy healing passions?

Transubstantiating spiritual internal manifestations,
integrating mindbody rhetorical events
inside outside EarthSoul

Inside today’s EcoSchool green space
developing local loyal hearts
and global safe places
for polycultural EarthSoul Consciousness

Outside SchoolTime’s unimaged health destiny
manifestly poured out Here with Now
timelessly patient co-presence
Listening to manifest still small questions
of and for epic-seeding Integrity.

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Rivers of Change

What if we see
and then hear,
think
and then feel,
smell this World of EarthHealth
not only as a good-natured Globe
but also as a cooperatively enspirited
Womb of WaterFlow?

What if we learn cooperative deductive WinWin ChangeGames
away from WinLose evolutionary
capitalistic assumptions of patriarchal history?
Revolutionarily induced by PositivEnergy
over NegativEntropic
MetaPhysical Ecology ZeroZone Balance.

Symmetry
where cooperative Wins
feed positive and healthy resilience
and Lose feels negative, even paranoid,
about Loss–
Both physically GlobalHere
And metaphysical 4-Interdependent Dimensional
0-PrimeRelational
Wombed/ing Temporal-BiLateral Now.

What if enthymematic pre-languaged yin-squareds
were more WinWin RightBrain prominent
for inviting future WaterWomb Webs
consumed/produced by globally interdependent WiseElders?

What if pre-languaged xy’s
were more WinLose Global-Universal
LeftBrain
Either/Or
deductive dominant?
Yet best nurtured
in both economic cooperative health
and ecologically sacred wealth
WinWin truths and choices
refueling cooperating natural/spiritual bi-cameras
stereophonically focused on health/wealth Life
And water-wombed bilateral democratic
PositivEnergy 4Dimensional Prime-Zero Ways?

What if WinWin-Sacred
over Secular-WinLose
co-invite Revolutionary CoTherapeutic Praise
through a well-played Attraction Theory of HealthCare
Giving and Receiving
deep learning ecological/theological co-habitating wealth
Left-deductive/Right-inductive

+,+Yang/(-,-)Yin-Zero
conjoining GroupMetric WinWin BiNomial/BiLateral Games

What if WinWin Games
were bilaterally fractal/holonic structured
like DNA’s best resilient resonant flow?
Polypathic/polyphonic
health/wealth care regenerating vocations
defeating unnecessary Win/Lose cultural stuckness
in fake dichotomy ego-constipating assumptions:
economic gain v. ecological loss
secular gain v. sacred loss
theological rapture gain v. ecological diversity loss
health gain v. wealth loss
wealth loss v. health gain

How could such polarizing cognitive/affective dissonance
ultimately lead toward anything other than paranoia,
patriarchal Win/Lose short-term compromises
invested at expense of long-term Life
cooperative Truth
healthy-wealthy multiculturing Ways
inside this global WaterWomb
of Sacred MatriarchalEarth
Revolving WinWin HealthyWealth
Evolving DNA WaterWombed/ing Life
with PatriarchalSun.

What if we have seen
and then heard,
thought
and then felt,
breathed in
and then out,
this LeftBrain Word for Earth
not only as a health-consuming InterDependent Globe
but also a wealth-producing matriarchal-spirited
WaterFlowing Womb of Life
CoOperating Truth
CoInvesting WinWin PolyPathic Ways,
FlowingWaves and NotSoAutomatic WinLose Meanies–
not truly Attractive
even to our egocentric SunWorshiping selves.

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The FeelGood Rally

A difference between co-dependent feel-good rallies
and interdependent revolutions
is also the difference
between Negative LoseLose bipolarity
and Positive WinWin Energy,
dipolar co-arising.

CoDependency is a double-binding
tolerance of addictive mendacity
sharing common grounds of fear and anger and hate
with corresponding lack of freedom’s non-violent gratitude
further imprisoning future LoseLose lack of love relationship,
co-listening
co-empathy
eco-listening
golden rule hearing
golden invitation speaking
WinWin fullness of integrity,
multicultural interdependency,
our own secular and sacred Original Intent
as we each continue to emerge
from healthy-wealth
of matriarchal co-operative incubating wombs
mentoring interdependent democratic maturity.

A codependent rally
is not the advertised interdependent revolution.

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