Wilderness Home

I prefer my home and family buttoned down
rather than too wild and disorderly,
disheveled and irrational.

I prefer natural order
and shades of color
and dialects
and vocations
and sequential rules of nutrition-producing order,
and yet wonder, too.

I have been hurt by too much wild
struggling against my too much gay
with fear that loss of homophobia,
struggling with fear and anger
about my too-wild sexuality,
might self-recruit toward loving bisexuality,
poly and/or meta-sexuality,
a co-arising co-gravitation
without fear and anger boundaries
might open your pen toward boundless love.

Too wild
these fears and angers scare me,
preferring my home and family
more polyculturally transformed
to optimally button down
our polypathic wild.


In My Dipolar Home

In my universal-Left and unitarian-Right bicameral home
“crazy” has two functions,
ballistic weapon Left
aimed Right at Other,
ballastic anchor Right
aimed with EgoSelf co-arising EcoOther.

when that begins with “you are”
dispossesses nutritional powers of functionality
with dire political and economic consequences
of appropriate fear and anger,
even hatred for this Word itself.

“Crazy” ballast
begins with “I am”
and “we all are,
or could be,
or have been;”
a synonym for “Wild.”

“Wildness” hunts a dipolar antonym
for “domesticated”
like difference and sameness
of wild yeast
with domestic yeast.

a Left-dominant economist’s
overly reductive
and enthusiastic synonym
for “commodified,”
even “exegeticalized”
or “orthodoxed”
as true, and good and rational, and just,
found to function
with quantifiable domesticated values
for efficiency and effectiveness,
especially for continuing
our Win-Lose Left-brain dominating cultural game.

But, dear co-economists,
co-domestic politicians,
eco-logists, one and all inclusive
discerning languaged tribe of “crazy”,
what has become domesticated
remains primally as wild as RNA’s encryption,
syntax exegetically balancing regenerative harmonics
Nature’s ecosystemic-logic
will only permaculturally allow,
and polyculturally love,
decompose for future Wild’s balancing regenerational outcomes;
you know, kids, children, offspring,
new eggs from old nests.

Earth’s Tribes are wild crazy universal,
despite DNA’s uniting
and regeneratively cooperative economic understory
of perma-enculturating intent,
deductive/inductive orthopraxis,
Left-Right co-arising hemispheric ecotherapy,
balancing Wild-Rational eco-full bicameral
dipolar [reverse co-relational] consciousness.

If Wild is not Universalist
then our political economics
could not evolve Unitarian.

Earth Rights
include rights to evolve dipolar balancing Wild-consciousness,
form with function,
incarnating ministries,
Zero-Soul timelessly TransParenting
Tree of Life Greets Death
Co-Messianic Exegenetically Rooted,
+/(-,-) [plus OVER bi-laterally negative self-bound logic as positive-inductive co-operating form/function/flow/frequency]
tri-temporal yangspace/not-not linear binomial yintime,.

NotNot (-,- binary balance)
Thermodynamic Prime-Binary Gaming EcoBioSystemic Equivalence.

In My home
“crazy” evolves three functions:
One, to see who is winning (and when and where and hopefully why),
Two, to hear who is losing (when and where and hopefully why),
Three, to decompose this losing wildness
into its imaged dipolar opposite,
to co-mentor eco-wins thru EgoDeath’s
Plan B with A WinWin.

You heard it here
but I heard it first
way back in UU history.
Bilateral Zeroism as prime function
goes back at least to Bucky Fuller,
and One could be no more Plan B Universalist than he;
and he would be offended
if his UU cooperative co-creators
could not hear his “synergy” as Unitarian-istic “love”
and self/other wildly self-optimizing regenerative design
and permaculturally economic cooperative
co-arising Left-Right development.