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Addicted to Suffering Loss

So, she said,
much to everyone’s BusinessAsUsual
StraightWhiteMale
surprise,

Sew,
I run into your aversion
to unpatriarchal Principles of Reversion
whenever I deeply listen
to your dark passions first,
then redial,
notice,
[occasionally speak]
as if I trust what I can win/win hear
in PreVersed
unrehearsed response

To liberal GoldenRule applications
of sacred theological Law
restoring ecological
Synergetic Order

Smelling and tasting,
Touching and feeling
and seeing cooperative reversions
redeeming dipolar sacred co-investments
in ecosystemic reversals
of secularizing bipolar egos inside
repurposing competitive god-like divestment
away from healthy choices
outside

Extractive
uncreating
pathological apart-heiding

Liberally enlightened co-passioning Left
and conservational empowering Right
disassociatively blind

Meaning double-binding repurposing
lose/lose reversion
illicit perversion
of unrehearsed win/win
integrity pre-versed.

Reverting win/lose depressing bipolar answers
into win/win impressive sacred dipolarizing questions
of what might
left and right
more cooperatively bright
resolve resiliently win/win?

Political democratic health
AND economic ecological wealth
co-transubstantiating
positive redoubling binary
reverse transitioning

As I recall domestic unvoiced revolutions,
Freud’s Principle of Reversion
has something patriarchal to do
with sexual perversion bisexuality
ambiguous both/and,
transgenderal sacred EarthMother
foreshadowing Father
non-resolved reverse attachments

Preversions of something extracted
distracting
retracting
Sigmund could not hope to positively experience
in a rapturous neurosensory way,

Even in his wildest polyvagal
non-heterosexual forced
found
bound
and gagged violent communication
kind of reversing sexual humanity
back to beast-animus/sacred anima
distant god/goddess rememory

YangHeaven overpowering
unenlightened EarthYintegrity
of dipolar/bipolar co-reversioned
liberating synergy

Which reverses degenerativity
in LaoTse’s Principle of Reversion
to Yang/Yintegral co-bodhisattva balance
in NonZero sums
of Original WholeEarth ReGenerative
dipolar energy

Supporting and healing
polyvagally egalitarian ego identities
while also interdependently individuating
organic peace and bionic justice ecosystems,
bicamerally communicating,
multilaterally congregating,
networking,
interfaithing,
multiculturing,
creolizing,
transubstantiating,
co-reversioning,
restorying Win/Win hopeful thinking
reverting lose/lose faithless feelings.

Taoist God/Dess integral Reversion
principally
primally reverses LeftBrain spatial subjects,
egocentric and metaphoric,
physical and metaphysical,
with RightBrain temporal interdependent objectives,
ecosystemic and analogically ecological
theologically synergetic

God v Goddess fractious ZeroSum integrity
inside ego-fractal NonZero Wholistic
metaphorically polyphonic Systemic
polynomially polypathic
polyvagally polymathic

NeuroSensory
Not(NotZero) wHoley enSpirited interfaith
polyculturally non-violent principles
of ultra-nonviolet re-communing language
wealthy choices

Peacemaking
the reverse of unhealthy war-building injustice

Reverse polarity
win/win restorying
EarthWealth enlightening peace
empowering justice
Principled Reverse of shouting

Dialogical harmonic singing
and interfaith synergetic dancing
metaphonic restorying
GreenGoddess ecofeminist
global ChristChild performance poets
slowdown listening
for ClimateMessianic healthy voices.

Unsew
what you have reverse reaped
so, S/He will resay,
much to everyone’s BusinessAsUsual
StraightWhiteMale
awesomely healthy unsurprise.

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Life and Death Perspectives

Psychologists,
sociologists,
anthropologists,
and theologians, curiously,
are more likely to confuse the tragic end
of sacred EarthLife’s developmental end of significance.

Environmentalists,
holistic ecologists,
integral biologists,
students of pre-historic religious re-connecting rapture
are less likely
to collapse the sacred value of all life systems
into a monopoly of anthrolife,
both godless and goddessly,
both loveless and lovely,
both lost and found,
both barely tolerated and gracefully esteemed,
both survived today and thriving toward tomorrows.

A wider multicultural awareness
of healthy wealthy ecosystems
is less likely to reduce all wise cultural values
omitting pre-verbal and pre-anthro history
of life and death experiences,

Never alphabetized
or quantified
by retold human history
of anthro-regenerative life
and degenerative biosystemic death narratives.

Life as regenerating love experience,
death as lost and degenerating images
of future inside-only integrally known events;
These two, ecto-life and endo-death,
are much older
hoary
ancient,
more sacred, divine memory
than mere human monopolistic imaging
of Earth’s imagined bio-health value
and future opportunities for resonant
regenerative resilience

Re-imagining life and death
histories of EarthLife
told and untold
evokes verbal thoughts
about feeling ecologically connected,
theologically re-connecting reverberating sacred Words,

Dancing rituals,
sung and whistled and chirped and roared exclamations,
celebrations and eulogies

Of Earth re/de-generative creation
in and through spiral cycles,
power and light re/de-volution
of dying life
and death reviving.

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FaithPower Invests in LoveLight

My healthiest ego-loving master plan
converses in truth and beauty communions
with my wealthiest imagined eco-habitat
mistressingly designed

For co-invested
cooperative master planned
in win/win work distressing play,
mysteriously
mighty curious
BiNomials,
all double-capital eccentric

UnCentric
neither positive
or negative
bipolar
yet both positive
and negative dipolar
to become regeneratively healthy
enlivened
enspirited
enlightened

BiNomial awareness
means ecosystemic flow
streams positive/negative
full win/win through empty lose/lose
double-fractal octave spectral
not quite resolved
for leftbrain deductive-only
closure

Of Both/And hypotheses
for synergetically multicultural
polycultural healthy democratic theories
impressing/depressing cultural values/disvalues

CoAligning,
syncing up and down,
out and inside
safety and health

Organic NeuroSystemic Life
as love’s enraptured energy
and not so much death of sacred grace
secularizing entropy,

More of an ecofeminist
egalitarian restorative order
and interdependent punishing
dissociative patriarchal complex
reductive negative
pathological memories

Shadowy monocultural v polycultural awareness
of chaotic complexity
felt inside voices
touched by darkening outside choices

Except for MultiCultural
GlobalGreen
InterFaith CommunioNations
restoring wellness-sung FaithPower
healthy-wealth invites
LoveLight
binomial dancing Communications.

My healthiest ego-loving master plan
converses in truth and beauty green communions
with my wealthiest imagined inter-faith eco-habitat
mistressingly win/lose competitively designed
in this unfaithful GreatTransitional moment
toward win/win healthy democratic
green peace revolution
of Earth’s HealthJustice

My healthiest ego-loving master plan
invites converging
in truth and beauty green inside communion voices
in my wealthiest imagined
multi-faith ecohabitat informed choices
for healthy leftbrain deductive powers
and wealthy rightbrain inductive light.

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Liberating Addiction

I need to talk about addictions,
about my addiction issues,
and maybe yours.

Addiction gets a deserved bad rap
but that doesn’t mean we have no more
than mean-spirited possibilities.

Our first addiction,
and, for the lucky ones,
the functional extended multigenerational
multicultural families
and liberating tribes,
also the last,
is love.

Love,
hidden or wide unwalled open
for another human,
another species,
another culture,
another part of Earth,
and other, costly
medicinal substitutes,

Drugs and alcohol,
guns and loud danger,
cars and sex,
coffee
and comfort
and convenience,
beauty
and enlightenment
and luxury,
notoriety
and money
and security,
all poor substitutes
for the nurturing feel
and natural touch,
nutritional smell and taste,
native sight and sounds
of love.

I have two issues
with addiction.
One is my obsessive-compulsive need
for my next, even better, fix
what’s broken.

I find it humbling
to be cravenly overpowered
by physical and mental,
natural and spiritual, want,

By my longing to climax
resiliently
resonantly
universally embraced by Earth’s most incarnate
and eternal
esteem,
communion,
co-passion.

But, physical addiction
can be softened,
eased,
healed more readily
and stadily
if not for my shame
and hide in the closet
self-judgment,

If not for my weak
and sinful shadow nature,
My need to hide
my darkest fruit truths
about not being in control
of my own autonomous will power.

And, so it is,
I hide my greatest weakness,
my greatest internalized enemy,
and thereby feed and water feelings
of guilt,
self-blame shame,

A failure to grow vulnerable love for others
I cannot see in naked love
and truth
and transparent beauty
because I fear to meet judging eyes
and minds,
voices
conserving dismissive choices.

Secret addictions
have all my darkest powers
of steadfast
and cyclical disempowerment.

Acknowledged addictions
I can call out courageously,
then curiously explore
with my housemates,
neighbors,
teachers and parents,
children and listeners,
supportive groups of similar addicts,
medicating absence of love’s
spiritual wealth
without natural walls.

Fears and angers spoken
and named
thereby weaken
as love swells
for positive addiction,

Which, as long as not risked
stays absent,
even from our healing selves
grasping mercy
for becoming merely mortal
and expecting my birthright
of a health wealthy society
good faith community
family
with multicultural addiction values
and unlovely disvalues

Summarized in GoldenRule behaviors
and positively addicted open
vulnerable
transparent
courageous
actively curious gratitude
attitudes of cooperative disclosure.

This power of my unhealthy addictions
lies more heavily in hiding my self
secret depressions
repressions
suppressions
dark impressions
that true and beautiful,
resonant and resilient love
is too far above
my emotional pay scale,
worthy of our co-redemption,

Too big a reach
to try to open up again,
to share my weak addictions
and strong compulsions
to feel and touch
taste and see
where love was lost
while pursuing lesser
hidden things.

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Indigenous Tree Wisdom

I talk with indigenous treed elders;
Tell them about my distractions
divisions
severance in-between
secular and sacred beings,
between human nature and divine spirit,
between ecological relationship
and theological redemption.

Communing cultures
and structures
return a secularized version
of theological Earth/Heaven
humanely rooted
and divinely radiant
empowering
enlightening relationships

Popularly seeded and matriarchally replacing
top down
with down co-arising up HerStoric sacred revision
of ecological EarthEgo co-relational identities
as also HeavenEcoSystemic compassionate rebirth

Prime NonZero WholeSum Seeds
BiCameral hierarchical branches
reverse-root deep unhierarchically reaching
for metaphonic co-relationships
healthy Yang branching
from wealth rooted Yintegrity.

I expected to not hear much response
to my leftbrain dominant dichotomies
of what rightbrain love
would not segregate,
rooted Earth
from branches co-arising Heaven.

Trees expect quizzical and confused verbal expressions;
Intuitive dipolar co-arisers
expect our intuitive suspicions
that God might be joking
choking
and/or a bit touched
in an unflowering
unfruitful capital head.

For when have we felt HolySpirits
without touching holistic nature,
inside and outside,
above ground voices
deep listening choices
below?

When have we tasted nature’s warmest enrichment
and not smelled sacred communing fragrance?

When have we seen nature’s great outdoor display
and not also heard forest dismay
longing to be part of EarthTribe’s great
green cooperative WeVillage?

Evolving root system networks
and revolving branched sacred stretches
through universal HeavenSpace
and unitarian light
dark timeless recycling
repurposing revolutions of nature/spirit
ego/eco-systemic bilateral healing
secular/sacred Green
and Brown
and Round PeaceTree
Healing the Forest Justice.

My Great Transition Creator’s reasons
indigenously rediscover
celebration of Creation’s nutritionally appropriate seasons

Of seeding
and planting
cooperative community co-investing

In nonviolent communication
with each Other
and within EarthTribe CoEducational Creations
to restore EarthJustice,

A potential NonZero Sum
Win/Win regenerative game
to replace suboptimizing ZeroSum win/lose
extractive human voices
for extending climate degeneration

Depression
inside the bark of egos
and throughout outside eco-rooted
theo-multiculturally branched denominators
secular/sacred bilateral sights
and sounds
and resounding bright

EarthHabitat
contextually felt
bicameral-rooted compassion networks
of forest complex creation information
and co-creative co-investor exflowation

Downstreaming future secular history
upstream multiculturating
polycultural sacred wealth
of Earth’s just organic
holonic
egorooted
ecosystemic health

y/x squarely rooted
in EarthNature’s
HolySpirited co-arising dipolar
co-gravitating non-bipolar
shrinking secular truth
within widening sacred beauty
Therapeutic Trees.

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If We Agree In Love

“If we agree in love,
then there is no disagreement that can do us any injury,
but if we do not,
no agreement can do us any good.”
Hosea Ballou

If we,
in good faith communion,
agree
that love is green healthier
and wealthier than hate
and mutual ignorance,
then there is no red climate of disagreement,
depression,
degeneration
that can do us any injury,

But, if we do not,
no sacrificial punishing judgments
can do us any red-blooded restorative good
for resonantly therapeutic peace
and resiliently regenerative justice.

What is the empowering right
and enlightened loving thing to do
right now
maintains a sensory conversation
between personal conscience
and historical/cultural animated context;

Between my ideal regenerative experience
of cooperative interdependent feelings,
often liturgically captured
and enraptured in shared communion
services, yes,
but also deep and wide rooted feelings
of cooperative emotion-motion empowerment
and emotive-cognitive enlightenment

AND within Earth’s optimal health/wealth seasonal rung
of spiraling laddered DNA constraining/retraining wealth
of healthy co-passionate communication opportunity
accessible in this highest coredemptively enlightened
and deepest empowering
secular/sacred climate
of polycultural/interfaith re-ligious climax

Re-connecting EarthTribe
indigenously preverbal
more ecofeminist holistic
multicultural values

Every EarthDay compassionate
RightHemisphere interdependent
actively networking
global context aware
of our already accessed
eco/theo-logical
restoring healthy EarthJustice
public and climate green wealth
communion communication,

Multiculturally conscious of this contextual moment
for integrity’s great green transitional promise

If we agree
that love is healthier
and wealthier than hate
and ignorance
and greedy sins of leftbrain dominant extraction
dissociation
reductive deduction
narcissistic seclusion,

Then there is no ecofeminist regenerative
disagreement
that can do us any degenerative
patriarchal
straight white capitalist
anthro-supremacist injury.

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EcoLogical Paths

EcoPolyPaths:

Avenues for restoring Earth
VillageCulture
and
Regenerative Justice

Usually inspired by asking

What would I/We look
sound
taste
smell
touch
feel like
making win/win healthy and safe love
with this
room
yard
forest
desert
body of water
state of soil
mountain
river
home
family
tribe
species
relationship?

With this severed win/lose,
yet potential win/win,
integral
inviting
next situation?

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Risking Love

I knew I was getting old
when I no longer always got up
from the floor
on my first try.

I remember I am old
because I no longer assume
I will always get up
off my contemplative couch
on my first try.

To choose life
on the first through last try
may be as simple
and as complex
as to not choose death,

To choose to trust enough to take
one more,
perhaps final,
inhale.

To choose life
also includes risking love,
another gasp toward compassion,
even a shaky clasp on forgiveness,
indigenously wise mercy,
relentless curiosity,
ancient hope,

However fragile
wounded
insufficient for more grand standing
than one more bold inhale
of Earth’s organic sufficiency
simplicity
solidarity.

It feels as wrong
to define my mourning self
by my failures to love us
on my worst arising days

I feel aright
to creatively redefine our meaning
with unearned compassions for riding along
on Earth’s most grace-filled
timeless
co-arising
SabbathPlace,

My daily liturgical experience
rises and lies
each day and night
recycling in-between
sufficiency of one last grateful inhale
predicting one more first graceful gift
exhaled

Exhilarating
exciting
exiting and entering
small sufficiencies
empowering love’s enlightening
curious co-arising wealth
of loving healthy passions.

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Avoiding Daddy Voiding Contests

You might assume
the only way to effectively resist patriarchalism
is to fight.

Turns out,
fighting may be the surest way
to already have lost the battle,
and to continue losing
an ecofeminist war.

You might think the only possible way to win
is if all other players lose,
but what, then,
have we the OnePercent gained
toward healthy resilience
and safe peace on Earth?

You might assume the only way to gain power
is to compete
with surpassing strength
for economic and political victory.
I might guess another way to empower
is to cooperate
for healthier
sustainable flow-with
empowering enlightenment
more resonant in compassionate relationships
than suspiciously lacking robust
interdependent communication networks.

As for patriarchalism,
probably far more erectile dysfunction
is the result of intentional economic neglect
than vindictive political abuse
and threats of war-mongering.

Experiential peace and beauty
and truth and trust messages
trying to break through LeftHemispheres
fascinated,
sometimes mystified,
by enigmatic
elliptical
sacred words,
scriptures,
messages
deep pre-historic passion feelings

Preferring win/win climate health Paradise
over win/lose ego/ecologically pathological risks,
chronically dissonant cognitive minds
at war with affective body issue
nerve tissues
bipolar stressed

As processed by Either/Or LeftHemisphere
dominantly StraightWhite monocultural
patriarchal not-listening
jumping to deduction
reductions
not able to hear inductive WholeEarth
interdependent EarthMother ReCreation,
over the sound and constant lights
of fossil-fueled degenerating
militantly industrialized
colonizing
bad karma energy

Instead,
our co-investments
in cooperative wealth systems
restore multicultural EarthJustice
AND
restory Earth’s green peace
ecofeminist narrative

In which
we too often assume
the only way to effectively resist patriarchalism
is to fight.

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WellHearted Minds

I suppose my worldview life of mind
and witnessing view of few
deep well
hearted Earth
Bodies

Would both feel easier
healthier
lighter
safer
more powerfully co-inviting
without chronic win/lose stressors
popping up
downstream sundry, multiculturally
diverse

Technologically
Digitally
and yet Organically EcoGreen
possible

Future prophets
without ecologically probable
health

Potential for organically integral
panentheistic
polyenthymematic
multiparadigmatic
polypathmathic
prophecies

Shunning Mutually Assured Destruction
MADness prospects for further losing
degenerating

Earth losing wealthy cooperating Ego AnthroPolyCulture
Healthy

Sensory-centered sacred EarthStar Bodies
without sexual secularized
Win/Lose bipolarizing not/not passions
reverse dipolar
co-pathological
anti-theological
un-ecological

CoPassionately reverse unstressed
already vaccinated for win/lose
that

Passive/Aggressive Judging voice:
Thanks so much for bringing this AntiEarth Issue
to my EarthMother sacred worldview Mind
entranced with Earth’s EcoFeminist Ultra NonViolet
Organic Green/Blue/Brown
wide/deep felt
Paradise

Body ecosystems
with biosystemic global view
leftbrain
voices

Choices in these Here/Now at Hand
times of potential nuclear holocaust,
WholeEarth climate disorganic
disorganizing
Degeneration,

This viral anthro-pandemic
of ZeroSum monocultural
Win/Lose lacking
Ego/Eco-Systemic
Game

Of cooperative
Win/Win globally bicameral
natural egohealth/spiritual ecowealth
green organic/currency energy democratic
consensus

Profitably predicting
apparently inevitable:
If you Lose your healthy EarthView
then you also Lose our EgoAnthro-Communication
Center

Of health
wealthy resilient
resonant EarthTribe
Older RightBrain “Safe-Conservational”
CoIdentity

Yet individuating our still small
green
rightbrain interdependent
eco-matriarchal
win/win womb
paradigmatic

Thought/Felt Voice
profitably fresh
deep wellbeing brilliant

Light
empowering cooperatively wide
integrity

Of co-binary Heaven/Earth
Yang verbal Voiced
and Yintegral non-violent
Choiced

EgoWin to EcoSystemically Win
organically knowable
scientific LeftBrain
corporate Capitalized
research

Exploring Either/Or deductively
rational win/lose polarized
conclusions

AND
binomial double-binary
both/and
tolerance/intolerance
chronic stress
and cognitive/affective dissonance
boundaries

Reconnecting secularized Thought
from indigenously sacred Felt

Heaven’s inductive
conductive heartbody
EarthChild feelings
healthy and
safe
CoPositive

Interior spiritual nervetissue
of verbalized issues,
stressed thoughts
about longing for healing
feelings

Of Original HealthSource belonging
cooperative ReSource
investing

In an ancient pre-millennial
indigenous
wisdom
revolution

Where Earth’s root systemic breath
pleasure issues,
empower re-maining
re-ligioning
re-connecting
Paradise

HeavenSource
of sensory spiritually nervous tissues
enlightening

Our anthro-designed habitat:

Does it feel more like a fortress
against Earth’s invasive
overpowering green gospel Nature?

Or more like an invitation
for Earth’s expansive grace,
co-empowering spiritual Paradise
Place?

This dynamic EarthSpace spiritual Time
internal

Conversation between Earth’s CoOperative Green Nature
and capitalist humane straight white patriarchal behavior
reasonable win/lose historic mono-hetero-elitist colonizing
nature

Inside competitive polarizing
stressed-out
increasingly militantly-industrialized
mega-corporate
meta-ecopolitical
big bully anthro-supremacist voices
post-millennial identity

Crisis of Nature’s climate risk
becomes more bilaterally engaging
when Earth asks the leftbrain anthrohealth questions
and HumbleEgos cooperatively respond
with co-invested
wealth

Of EcoSystemic prime-rooted NonZero Sum answers
responsible for sacred gratitude
for Beauty
Elegance

More than individually authoritative
Intricate

Holistic yet secular
divisive attitudes
more than multiplying gratitudes
anticipating with therapeutic sleepiness,
perhaps eco-political democratic health hypnosis,
before more AnthroEgos Win so EarthEcoSystemic Science
Wins

20/20 overcoming AnthroCentric privileged
means cooperatively
multiculturally empowered
and ongoing interdependently enlightening
Dogma

Standing in
and out
and upstream history
and downstream polycultural
health

For Nature/Spirit
double-bicameral
EarthWorld
ReView
ReSet
ReVolve

Widely
multiculturally downstream
healthy future
children

Already deeply
monoculturally wounded
unwealthy past
upstream Voices

ReTurning into Secular
Sacred silent Choices.

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