The Admirable Admirer

I did not understand his visit,
it’s timing
or purpose
nor he mine, I suppose.

I would have asked
but Why?
felt better as a mystery
or magic
or in-between
explored by mythic listening
and passionate watching.

He was tall
muscular without too much diesel Yang,
and ecstatic
to see me again
after all these in-between years.

I was on an urgent mission
to rescue two wounded children
from uncertain surgical government
absence of healing care
but had to stop
as he approached
as if I were the only person
in all of Sacred EarthTribe
he had ever loved,
could love,
would love

But “should love”
that was my question
about why this visit
when I was so otherwise committed,
exhausted really.

Before I could explain
about my perennial rescue mission
he wanted to share with me
how remarkable his friend
who adopted
two complexly hurt children.

His enthusiasm was contagious
and comforting
What I needed to hear
to feel I merited his handsome smile
happy eyes
his intimately frank appraisal
of having been found good,
worthy in more ways than one
if I know what he means.

If he is this excited
about his friend
on a new rescue mission
for climate health of innocence
how enthused might he become
when I tell him
I am a struggling therapeutic parent
of four complex and discarded post-millennials,
inching toward our peaceful revolution,
restoring self with other love

But he was gone
with the morning alarm
before we had time
to consummate this fabulous exchange
of mutual admiration.


Opening Closed Doors

is when my last door closes,
and how,
and why.

He said
before he died.
Until then,
his life had been gratitude for open
and closed doors,
windows of opportunity opening
as windows of risk closed.

I wonder if doors open to further life regeneration,
PositivEnergy Democracy,
further restorations of open door EarthSoul Justice.

Yin’s EarthTribe peace
through polypathic golden rules
cooperative health and compassion
invite me back in

Doors close
for more BusinessAsUsual
Yang-dominant competitions

Too Busyness with WinLose suboptimal
not quite really pro-full-life vocational optimization.
Which reminds me
how grateful I am
for some Other EarthFirst Door
still surely open
inviting love
positive karma without negative waste streams

Left with Right enculturing synergy,
Or I would already be LeftEgo BrainDead.

God always answers best,
most gracefully,
when we invite with authentic curiosity
and respect Gaia’s answer
Doors both Opening and Closing
with theo-eco-logical therapeutic equity
WuWei WinWin pro-life

And not WinLeft deductions
over Lose SacredRight inductions.


Storms in all seasons
of Closing Doors
like NegativEnergy emotions
have dramatic beauty
more divinely inspiring
while watching
from inside Closed Womb insulators,

A matriotically safe and warm
but not too warm,
WinWin cooperative Original Habitat

Sleeping inside someone
who also enjoys discussing
and laughing about
our stormy closed doors
and curious WinWin opening doors,
and windows
becoming part of this just-right
creolizing climate storm
of Wild Us.

My still open doors
and windows for gratefully noticing
PositivEnergy CoOperatives
are my opportunities
to watch beautiful Heavenly Father storms
of alarming retribution
as also Gaia’s WinWin graceful restoration.

This Open Door
my grateful living
loving vocation,
integrity’s ultimate invocation.

is when my last door closes
halfway Yang full throttle
secularizing patriarchal LeftBrain
RightBrain sacred matriarchal resonance,
and wealthy how
and healthy why.


Inordinate Questions

I’m sorry
if my glad questions
make you feel sad

But that
is not my intent
I assure you.

Given zero opportunity,
then zero risk
can become deadening
to those not yet dead

Perhaps I would
not be too intrusive
to ask if we might risk
speaking together.

What do we want
and/or apart?

Then let’s do that
and/or apart.

Then let us speak
and vote
and invest together again
to ask
How best regain cooperation

Now what do we want
and/or WinWin apart?

Then let’s do that…


Night Shift

Last night
I slept
or tried to
despite sharp elbows and knees
and hopelessly dark intrusive shoulders

In concerted effort
to squash me
into a round flat stanley
gingerbread manface

Squarely soft
like a just-right nutritious blanket
of good ginger smells
nurturing his palsied
elbows and lumpy knees,
bumpy shoulders and mind

Sleeping peaceful
innocence unvowed

No seizures allowed.


Raining Love Letters

With Rainer
I would rain love letters
into this Universe
but, once started,
how could such love expressed
ever warmly end
with grateful sufficiency?

Grace unfolding within each well-placed letter
forming welcoming word families
drawn into long healthy and love-filling sentences
recomposing polypathic paragraphs,
regimes of synergizing thought
directed to Other EcoUniversities;
Universalities of which I love EgoPart.

My love letters,
sentences in and to all universal regimes
fill with questions
often ending in my own hoped answers.
“How are you, handsome?”
“When are you not, beautiful?”

Earth’s beauty has Her own internal purposes,
secular idolatries and sacred loves,
from lust and greed
through WinWin Wonder
and collateral Awe,
ecstasy in EarthSoul Paradise,
neighborhood sit sites,
day through dualdark unregimented nights.


Refugees for Growing Wisdom

I’m listening to my least favorite inside voice
still reminding me in inconsistent Yang denial
of his own internal Yin belonging
to non-violently long for resolutions
toward a more PositivEnergy CoOperation.

This time
“I don’t believe in No Gun Zones.”

It does echo his bad bully boy
not believing in Climate Pathology,
not believing in universal health care giving
and receiving,
not believing in Christmas
as a time of divine-humane coincidental rebirth,
creolization on a revolutionary restorative scale,
or is that Easter Promise?

Not believing in the importance
or even comparative strength of integrity
over weaker mendacity,
LockerRoom Talk
and BackRoom Assault,
not believing in power and revolutionary peaceful pace
of pertinent PositivEnergy Democracy,
Active Love and Hope
over evolving competitive impertinence
of NegativEnergy Elitism.

Not believing in music,
or rainbows,
or multi-colored deep dualdark yin-listening,
not believing Truths
could have integrity of in/exformation
flowing bilateral co-arising symmetry,
regenerative spiral DNA health and nutrition structure,
Sacred Beauty.

Beauty and Peace
and love for mused integrity
do not pretend to care in slightest twitter
if we believe in them or not;
and probably more notnot double-binding cognitive-affective

Like mistrust
between economic trust
and political anti-trust assault.

These are not orthodox or even heterodox creeds
and public multicultural service contracts
to be read and believed and trusted
or not,
although perhaps more divine inspiration
of polypathic messages
in polyphonic media.

Yang PolyNomial Positive Strings and Rings
Cycles and Recycles and Organic Resilient Revolving Systems
bipolar not yet quite believing,
daring to dipolar Pos-PosEnergy hope,
in equitable democracy
with notLose-notLose
equals Win-Win commitment
to DNA with RNA
resiliently buoyant
Permacultural Resonance.

Either you can hear
EarthSoul within
and SolarSpirit without
as nondual appositions
of Earth’s PermaCulturing Core ZeroZone
without guns, and with seeds and plants to share,
and without other Yang-Too-Dominant
ballistic climate pathologies,

Or, I do not yet have
WiseElder WinWin ZeroZone saturation maps
to see and hear your bicamerally resonant yin-territory,
polycultural landscape hopes
and prime relational ZeroZone health wealth dreams.

Perhaps if I learn to better sing and dance
more and less bitter love songs
and restorative gospel anthems,
this inside voice I least appreciate
could see how denying Earth’s long operatic history
as a No Gun BioRegional Zone
sounds to yin ears
like denying co-responsibility
for an epic muiltigenerational holocaust

Denying hope for matriotic peace.
Denying commitment to future healthy climates.

Denying inside democratic voices
for healthier restorations.
Denying outside democratic voiced songs and rhythms,
narrative landscapes of healthy wealth
redolent with karmic grace integrity
of each Here as Now potential
Eco/Ego holonic nested
therapeutic resonating moment.


Urbane History MathLessons

I have a hardbound copy of
“The City of Hartford 1784-1984”
although most of this coffee table story
of unfortunate events
takes place between 1850 and 1950s,
before and after the UnCivil War,
like the U.S. Catholic Church
and many MainLine Protestant WiseElder headcounts,
reaching peak population
during the 1950s,
followed by a slow declining landscape
of pathological degenerativity.

Numbers stand out.

The still published Hartford Courant
began as a weekly Connecticut Courant
in 1764.

In 1938
a hurricane brought us 7.4 million dollars in damages
and 4,000 homeless human lives,
not necessarily in that reported order
of moral priority.

This was the first hurricane in 123 years.
But, our history book back in 1815 records,
nor rewards,
no damages or homeless or lost lives
from hurricanes or otherwise.
No lives that mattered
on this timeline.

Between 1850 and 1900
“Fires and Catastrophes”
result in loss of 53 lives,
about ten per decade,
one per year,
and $1,190,000 in lost property values;
about $220,000 per decade.

These same numbers during the subsequent fifty years,
from 1900 through 1950,
are 216 dead,
a 400% increase in the wrong direction,
primarily due to a Ringling Brothers Circus Fire,
which does not report
any loss of elephants
or lions
and tigers
and bears,
much less wicked monkeys.

Damages grow from the previous century’s total
just over one million,
to over $11 million
between 1900-1950;
about $2,200,000 per decade–
a ten-fold mean depression in prosperity.

In 1956
the burning of St. Joseph Cathedral
and St. Patrick’s Church
quickly add another $5,250,000,
bringing us to about $16.5 million burned
and otherwise catastrophied away.

With growing human population values
and investment in our healthy infrastructure
technology and buildings,
transportation and entertainments,
comes greater risks and costs
for sustaining healthy educated lives,
quickly escalating challenges for resilient goals
of healthy-wealthy loves,
theological grace
and ecological karma.

Lives authentically and universally pro-sacred life,
not merely secularized anthropogentric
and extractively commodified
and deductively reduced to a less demanding moral standard
of merely tolerating LoseLose abortions,
totalitarian sociopathologies,
retributive punishments
of divinely inhumane climate pathology.

To grow in pro-life extending communities
is to develop restorative healing
born matriotic of
and for
resilient health
and resonantly distributed WinWin buoyant wealth,
sustainability of nutritious
nurturing Yang with Yin co-arising climates,
both healthy interior
and exterior wealth-regenerate landscapes.

Restoring resilient peace
is hampered by punishing
and suppressing symptoms,
eliminating histories of social anti-life wounds,
aborting darker NegativEnergy subpersonalities.

Healing lack of wholeness,
horizontal ego restoration
bred and fed across extending family regenerations of leveling time,
And vertical economic-above
and ecological-within
WinWin wholeness
reweaving ZeroZone Prime Relationships
within Matriotic Earth DeepSoul,
with Patriotic SunGod NatureWest-SpiritEast Yang
bilaterally resilient daily
annually perennial compassion.

Resiliently, resonantly loving
synergetic grace-karma
in-between ego wholeness journeys
and rebuilding pro-life environmental
family enhancements,
eco-sacred WiseElder supportive listening
learning to speak in polycultures,
polyphonically meta-paradigmatic–
like colored facets of a rainbow.

Polyculturing resilient outcomes
for individuals,
and neighborhoods fading without healthy
WiseElder multicultural resonance,
yin-Earthshade away
without wealthy YangLeft-SunLight
resonantly healing communities.

Reducing climate fires and catastrophies
asks more than communities
with passively cooperative co-invested theo/ecoLogical Education
for resonant secular/sacred politics
advocating cooperatively-owned democratic economics,
spiritually-naturally healthy dipolar cultures,
featuring nutritious food production and local organic consumption,
energy democracy regeneration,
absorbing more pro-life wealth resilience protection.

We also need family and
neighborhood-embedded mentors
teaching-listening ego-health development
through our movement and song,
not mere words lacking experiential depth
through humaneLeft-divineElderRight
WiseElder wealth resilience.

Resonant universal pro-life communities
emerge RightBrain cooperative protection,
nurturing vital multicultures
felt as healthy polycultural learning environments.

Resilient community histories
seek resonant family futures
active Left-Right balancing adults,
WiseElder potentials
for WinWin nurture,
cooperatively secular/sacred nondually re-educating
initiate listening with next deep learning generations
eager to revitalize
sacred, yet also deductively secular,
polycultural nutrition practices.

Healthy children still seek other PositivEnergy democratic mentors,
allies economically Left
and aesthetically Right
sociopolitically Left with Right,
Left naturally embodied
Right spiritually WiseElder
PermaCultural mind consciousness.

Resilient communities and cultures
grow resonant individual mindbodies,
bilaterally conscious co-investors,
ZeroZone self-identified WinWin persons,
whether individual or incorporated conglomerations,
WinWin EarthGaia Souls
understory songs and dances
revolving resonant WinWin SunGod Yang
Revolutioning Spirits
therapeutic WinWin resonance.

Resiliently self-organizing communities
compost WinWin organic subsystems
capable of local cooperative responses
to sometimes catastrophic Tipping Point changes,
universal ego-in and eco-out systemic environments,
notLose in and notLose out
bilaterally cooperative commitments.


Resilient bilateral creolization,
opposing competitive colonization,
presents a ZeroZen polynomial set
of non-violent cooperative ideas
to WinWin re-engage
with dipolar consciousness complexity,
reweaving resilient resonant cooperatives,
YinIn and YangOut,
ingredients giving health-wealth wise rise
to Yang with Yin, and not against,
bilaterally revolving healthy resonance loving outside
bicamerally revolutionary
wealthy resonant resilience inside

With glinted eye
toward 700 future regenerations,
whether in urbane GoldenRule Hartford,
or EarthTribe ZeroZones elsewhere.