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Dear Sue

Dear Sue,

I am remembering our strong negative responses
to the young woman who surreptitiously read
her aunt’s very private diary,
filled with vulnerable statements
of the most intimate nature
and transparently lusty spirit,

Yet, though secretive,
then took a bold black marker
and wrote vulgar, poisonous words
on most every previously locked and hidden page,

And yet, even here
she used her own judgmental inside voices
but wrote in her younger innocent brother’s hand.

We both found her choices highly distressing;
difficult to even read, imagine
squeamish to hear from a young niece perpetrator
or an old aunt victim.

I wonder if this is because we can empathize with both
the obstreperous and egocentric young, disturbed
with adult hidden and disruptively vulnerable agendas,
rebellions,
sometimes hedonistic
sometimes narcissistic,
usually both, back and forth
like yang then yin,
patriarchal power lust, then matriarchal depression
in response to chronic economic and political repression.

Do these actions,
intimate hidden self-disclosures
followed by a too yangishly adolescent monoculture’s mocking inspiration,
venomous uncaring,
toxically rapacious expressions,
aggressive actions and word choices,
with fully uncensored malicious intent,
speak to deep listening
yet camouflaged through deflection,
distraction,
political sleight of hand,
giving off responsibility to some,
most any, Other
our own wounded skeletons of silent memory?

Powers brought to a very exclusive co-arising table of one,
acting as a duplicitous two,
bipolar in passive-aggressive
depressive-manic responses
to surprising disclosures
of older, respected, staid hidden agendas
written by those we have truly loved
and hoped to continue loving
without remainder, reserve,
without this unexpected erupting hidden agenda
to protect ourselves from what feels creepy
too manic or paranoid,
smelling of hidden conspiracies
to express attraction
in ways deviant from our own proper expectations
for our own,
and Other’s, therapeutic integral behavior.

I thought of that wicked niece,
and our responses to her perfidy,
after a dream last night
in which Donald Trump
was writing curse words
with a bold black marker
in his dominant RightWing hand
all over his concrete wall

And then all over the original Jeffersonian Declaration
of Interdependence
away from white narcissistic,
patriarchal,
unenlightened royal privilege

And then Sorcerer’s Apprentice Trump
ruthlessly
blackly wrote dirty jingoisms on,
stabbing at,
our original Adams and Jeffersonian
compromised democratic constitution

Written with compassionate radical trust intention
trying to declare all creatures,
slave and free,
enlightened plants and planet,
equal in everyday enchanting dignity,
assuming great prosperity benefits of polycultural cooperative economies
internationally fertile,
valid,
effective for well-being
of all the people,
plants,
planet,

Still to this Trumpian day falling politically short,
still awaiting fulfillment
by those who can read and write more skillfully,
non-violently
less passive-aggressively,
less conspiratorially
less toxically enraged by WinLose multicultural losses
across the pages of our transparently democratic
yet divine
intent.

Anyway,
it seems we recognize this aversion to hidden narcissism
through empathy, cooperatively empassioned
in each other as a polypathic strength
strongly shared.

Thank you for speaking in solidarity
for a healthier, effluent ecofeminist affluent flow power
as we read across the pages of our own hopeful history books,

Still holding old school faith
found in each other’s passioned eyes and ears
and relentless spiritual-natural senses
of positive and negative and double-negative humors,
tumors benign and cancerous
rumors of magical queendoms
at our open liberal loving left hand,

Where agendas may be hidden
but not from shame or blame weapons
so much as reserved for our own tool-shaping pleasure
to disclose when and as we choose
and as our gifts for compassionate co-empathy
are most multiculturally needed,
exercised,
stretched toward optimally resonant
resilience for all people,
young nieces and old aunts certainly included,
and MotherTrees
and humbler passioned plants
and MotherLanded planet.

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Taoist EcoPassions

In Taoism
as I have experienced it so far
embracing ancient nature/spirit wisdom
of Yang strength gospel anthems,
ecologically singing in all four seasons of color,
theologically dancing,
psychologically balancing,
biologically dominant and recessive reweaving combinations,

All these invite Sabbath memory
co-arising Holonic YinFlow

BiLaterally multiculturing everyday Sundays
in and from and for now
and forward,
and back into original baptism in
cooperatively shared nutritional economies
emerging from SabbathEve’s matriarchal womb,

Interdependently regenerational EarthWomb,
cooperatively-managed,
ego-egg and eco-conceivers,
sacred environmental receivers,
and givers
of health care practice
with WinWin healthy baby/mom co-insurance.

Or,
having a really bad
toxic
pathological
entropic
degenerative moment,
or day,
or week,
maybe a month or more
of chronic anxiety
about climate changes uninvited,
internally
and/or externally felt too-pregnant.

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Advent of Climate Depression

After required Thanksgiving Day
and depressing night
I awoke surprised
by release into ego-homelessness.

What could sad night despairs mean?
Reiterating loss of identity
mysteriously appearing on this habitat’s coldly absent roof
of sacred grace
space.

Why would capital depression,
RightBrain suppression
and historic patriarchal suppression
suddenly gang up more gracefully,
less threateningly,
on ZeroZone ego-homelessness
freely chosen
before rudely thrown out
for lack of paternal place.

RightBrain fullness of soul
remains ZeroZen timeless re-identification
one empty homeless side without exterior shelter.
But, for how long could eternity reweave
temporary housed DNA souls
becoming Earth’s healthy resilient lifeline?

Advent invites homeless nurturing adventures
into matriarchal kindness, silent advances
into wildly blind blizzards
binding sun’s enchanting rainbow promise
of watery return to Earth’s temporary spring sanctuary
refueling DNA’s homeless
yet robust
absence of living boundaries

Toward, rather than against, Earth’s healthy wealth
future identity transgenerating
transubstantiating temporary sanctuary
in humane health-identity space,
Earth’s co-arising sacred time
of ego’s secular summer
for ecology’s climate climax.

Mutually homeless failing falling theology pilgrims,
EgoYang and EcoYin polypathic souls
overshadowed
by Earth’s great green sanctuary assigned
to re-study timeless regenetic root systems
playing WinWin ZeroSoul revolutionary games
for homeless trusted identity, sheltering
from wildly wounded wandering
within chronic asylum anxiety,

Lost in lonely inside forests
quaking,
outside breaking,
patriarchal fake-sanctuary voices
inside cooperative matriarchal wombing choices.

A lot of cold windy Dad talk
trumped
in each infant WinWin womb
by Mom’s resolute inside nutritional walk.

Homeless ego child
re-connecting this eco-womb,
preparing to journey home again
each sacred light of wintry advent’s dawn

After thanksgiving days
and depressing night
re-awakening surprise
of ego’s wandering
health-rooted
adventurous soul
revolution dawning in darkest brights.

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Cultural Pathology

Nationalism,
nation supremacy,
rooted in competing patriarchal capital rivalries,
is entirely incompatible with EarthPatriotism
rooted in loyalty to cooperatively healthy matriotism

Wherever MotherEarth may yet be healthy climate rediscovered
in sensory input and outputs of a child
unbound breathing in enculturing good humor

Still fully awake
meaning much more than not yet dead,

Embracing Earth’s Paradise found
still means far more than ending homelessness,
bareness,
hopelessness,

For cooperative peace
more than competing retributive-avoidance models
for justice as fee and loss of freedom punishments
while preaching skills in anger and depression management.

Competition in nationalism,
whether white
against pink,
royalist
against feminist,
even green
against black and brown prejudice,
each autonomously anti-ecological
when we simmer down
into non-violent communication
of spatial Here
with temporal Now,

Competing nation-states
miss golden global opportunities
to embrace healthier polycultural outcomes
of multicultural cooperative grace,
polypathic WinWin karma,
polyphonic musing face
in AnimaMundi well-timed expansive souls
revolving space

A healthy organic way to speak
and think
and feel as a child
is to embrace WinWin co-redeeming ecopolitics.

Violent competitions,
mutual abuse and neglect,
between ZeroZone sacred nations
are antithetical to cooperative conversations,
planning and development,
in EarthTribe non-violent WinWin communication

CoArising nighttime dreamscape melodies,
non-conspiring feeling peacefully immunized
against conspiracy theories
playing WinLose roles
embracing evolutionary predative jihad anxieties,
risks to bully or become bullied by chaotic capital climates
and internal bicameral storms,
nightmare feelings nauseously disassociating inside from outside,
ego against eco,
concave overbearing convex,
ZeroZone soul ignoring OneZone body’s primal needs and feelings,
Right bipolar conflicting Left,
AnimaMundi HealthIntegrity
dipolar co-reflecting 4-SpaceTime Revolutionary Universe–
opaquely expanding splendor.

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Sick SubClimates

Systems,
ecosystems,
and ego body-systems,
patriotic systems
and feminist systems
mutually improve,
grow more robust,
resilient,
resonant,
remembering when WinWin relationships
between diversely paradigmatic elements
improve,
grow more healthy wealth together
well-greased co-operative channels
and web-structures
WinWin overwhelming WinLose
competing ego-centered investments.

Self promotion tends to over-reward historical success
to those born already elite.

Most evangelistic systems
raised by faith in boot-strap bearish punishing
and sacred bullish rewarding meritocracies
favor monoculturally exclusive statically unspiritual absence
of interdependence
over multiculturally co-relational healthy ways and means
developing more robust relationships
in any system
slow-growing resilient interdependent elements
composed of internally resonant developing paradigms,
robust nutritious remembering,
remarkable narrative reweaving
steady-state creation story history
LeftBrain dominant,
sometimes violent, colonization
usually racist,
and sexist,
and elitist,
and fascist
and sundry other monoculturing degenerations
of once healthy bilateral systems.

Who would improve their and our own healthy systemic outcomes
but turning back toward more inclusive
cooperative
organic relationships
within currently deteriorating theological climates
trending against long-term ecosystemic Earth resilience,
also lacking short-term goals
for ego-cooperative robust bicameral relationship development.

Because, as any rainbow could tell you,
and show you,
the non-violent
ultra-violet summary system
becomes bolder,
more richly translucent,
healthier,
more robust,
resilient,
more inside and outside resonant
co-relational power correlations
when each interdependent element
moves toward cooperative WinWin relationships
with those closest
and with those more appositionally apart.

Life systems
are like story structures.
Both become more universally resonant
when integrity and transparency enlighten
curiosity and non-judgmental courage,
healing touch and mutual feeling
are not confined
to remain echoing inside imaginary issues
reiteratively toxic imprisoned strings
of cognitive degeneration
where once lived more robust
systemic integrity.

Grief about past anti-health systemic choices
can provoke anger and fear
co-arising bargaining short-term WinLose ego risks
against long-term WinWin eco-opportunity
either fundamentally healthy right
or sickly wrong
relationships
competing against liberal ego-renunciations
co-arising longer-term BothEgo-AndEco-restorations.

EarthSystems can choose to continue degenerating
formerly healthier regenerate climates.
We can also choose to invoke non-violent acceptance
of past repressive
negative communicating losses
of opportuinities to Win
more robust systemic multicultural interdependent relationships
of Now ultra-violet temporal realities
with Here full-spectral holonic systemc structures.

Acceptance of grief, loss, suffering,
anti-ecological genocide,
matriarchal oppression
co-arises redemptive love and grace and positive karma
co-arise cooperative ego/eco-therapeutic design and development
with new slow-growing green systemic eyes
co-arise full-system ecstasy of interdependent relationships
co-arises enchantment with Yang EgoHere and Yin EcoNow

Wu-wei in-between cooperation [Both/And–RightBrain]
co-lateral feeling
co-arising LeftBrain competitive EitherInside/OrOutside reasoning
co-arising double-bonding +1 Both/And = (-,-)0Sum Either/Or
divine/humane systemic experiential game theology

Where Either secular or sacred = Both
and nature Or spirit = And
and LeftEgo = Right Ecological Systemic Theology
and global EgoSystemic WestPatriarchy = EarthSystemic EastMatriarchy

And Yang loves Yin loves Yang, etc…

PolyNomial Yang systems
can grow equivalently robust
not not reiteratively enthymematic ZeroZone PolyNomial Souls

Living in self/other regenerative
preferably non-violent climates
of ego/eco-justice.

While Democratic
Republican
Libertarian
Green
Independent
Extended Interdependent Family Religious Parties,
discernments,
sacred celebrations
EcoFeminist and
EgoSupremacist Platforms
within one national and international organic system
turn from continually re-engaging our co-relational losses
and robust suffering
and historical red meat disagreements.

To acknowledge violent cycles within
invites therapeutic love and grace and positive karma.

We each and all hope to grow robust
cooperatively interdependent
green
healthy systemic outcomes
with both egosystemic, universal
and eco-networking, uniting
eco-theo-logical integrity
growing most resilient EarthSystems
inside yin healthy
outside yang wealthy
yin loving yang loving yin…etc.
etc.
I think that’s the end of this ThoughtSystem.
Was it good for you
with me?
Oh yes! Ecstasy inside
such everyday Enchanting outside co-relationships
hearing secular Left deductions
while feeling sacred RightInstructions.

DNA systems call out longing
belonging within RNA long-term ecosystems,
like loyalty systems
within feminist nutritional systems
mutually improve,
grow more robust,
resilient,
resonant,
remembering when WinWin relationships
shed light between diverse paradigmatic elements
to improve therapeutic climates
more than demonize climatic absence of robust
capital-infested leader systems

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Enchanting Mother Fish

To find enchanting integrity,
She transparently confronts her disenchantments
with present and past toxic flow,
disempowering absences of synergetic experience,
like rape and enslavement and aggressive commodification,
disharmonic songs
without time and space
for proper therapeutic dance,
desecrating liturgies of everyday.

Disenchantment
unveils what and where
and when and why
newborn
we belong within enchantment,
ecstatic and just plain ornery
ordinary static.

And yet,
we focus on this polarity
as if any one day and night
were all positive ecstasy
or negative static
while darker disenchanting days
of rain and pain
can bring ecotherapeutic memories
of sunny gains
through past regenerations
more than mere degeneration.

As EarthMothers often say
among our own schooling selves
and to our spawning young:

Bad days and nights,
We will know these,
climate health and pathology,
as we also hope for delights.

Choose battles,
Pick poisons,
don’t gulp them all.
Some are more disenchanting nights
with longer darker terms,
more seductively yet reductively
unveiling memory’s disenchanting dust
through past enchantments.

Unorthodox disenchanting rust
unveils potential
for integrity’s more enchanting return
to grace of well-sung cooperative place
and beauty’s eternally relentless face,
pace,
absence of disenchanting disgrace.

Disenchantment with personal
and familial
and community
and state
and school
and religious
and national
and global disabilities
on our worst chaotic dismal days
haunting through our relentlessly stuck nightmares
unveil potential therapeutic integrity
as enchanting special abilities
for multiculturing therapeutic wealth
of cooperatively-held health
through timeless solidarity
of Oceanic Ownership mentality.

As other people’s creation stories,
then other species’ narratives
turn from mere entertaining escapes
from our daily addiction
to a disenchanting society
of Ego’s inside epic endless tale,
and turn toward surprising eco-invitations
to see and hear mutually owned integrity of grace
and mendacity playing with disgrace,

Disenchantment,
motivating escape,
slowly unveils cooperative enchanting potentials
for growing ZeroZone mutual WinWin integrity,
inside out toward light’s everyday enchantment
with EgoHere greets EcoNow,

Integrity’s residential flow
enchantingly co-present

As transparently enchanting
water streams
within and without
a dancing mother fish.

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Listen to Hear Nasty

Listen my older children
and you shall again hear
a nasty story
frightening and queer.

There once were Trumpian Cathars,
a conflicted plutocratic sect
who would revive America
from all her EarthMother cooperativist
ecofeminist
unorthodox sins.

These Cathars taught their children,
and monoculturing RightWing students,
Great Trumpian Patriarchal Spirit
must competitively reject worshiping
great transitional Matriarchal Souls.

The best followers of FullSun Truth
grow fundamentally hostile
to natural feminists
turned cooperatively evangelical.

Transcendental FatherSpirits
reject denatured sexless Earth

Paradise must remain far removed
from natural corruption
of ecofeminist plumbing.

Secular EarthMother
is evil
wicked
created by a seductive Matriarchal DemiUrge
Win/Lose malevolent
violently seductive
threats against One ViralGod.

We each must choose,
said Spirit good against soiled evil Cathers,
between Creators
Patriarchal good Trumpian God
and Matriarchal WinWin CoOperative Evil,
Satanic EarthMother’s sin seduction
or RadiantLight Fathers
for LeftBrain secular reductions

MotherWitch
created Earth
wantonly seduced by nature’s Evil
Wicked ZeroZen Goddess
reproducing patriarchs against matriarchs
by doing
and dancing
and singing
and left-winging the Nasty.

Such scorching tales of EarthMothers
are better saved for adolescence,
and even and oddly non-redeeming then,
not so great Creation Stories
RightWing sedation told
just and unjust and anti-just and readjust
truth and trust and untrust and anti-trust
before Trumpian nightmares
about doing and
telling and
spanking the RightWing Nasty.

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