I guess I have these momentary choices,
some days privileged with more
and some more challenged
by un-privileged less experience
with ego/eco-centric bilateral choice,

Do I want to know and love myself more
for how I am different and special
unique and maybe a bit brightly privileged
right now?

Or am I more self-appreciative
for not depreciating
how we are most resiliently the same
rather than mere interdependent flaring fragments
replacing original hopes for win/win synergy
with ultimate fears against win/lose sameness,
remembering both/and unity
with more gravitas than either/or uniformity

Of whole ecosystemic Earth
co-arising win/win
revolutionary radical cooperative choice
to resist those future moments
more One RabidNest felt
through dim ego shadows
of self-perpetuating unchosen loneliness.