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Curious UnChosen Gifts

To my StraightWhiteMale
right-wing
left-brain
monoculturally dominating brothers,
and your antifeminist glamorous
amorous womanly allies,

You have not yet heard me,
if you only hear my resistance,
sharing my non-culpable experience
with non-choice of gender attraction
and gender identity.

It’s not only that my queer gender identity
is not my fault,
because not my choice;
but also my gender identity
and sensory-neural attachments, as also true of yours,
are my sacred gift.

CoArising identity and CoGravitating attraction ,
like awareness and consciousness,
are not just heavy social responsibilities,
but also enlightened
and empowering opportunities.

We’re not legitimately known by who
or what
we hate and hurt;
But we can be redeemed by who
and what
we love and heal.

We may have no more choice
about who
and what
and when
and where
and why
and how we love,
than choice to respond with awe and wonder,
or boredom and disdain,
to Earth’s natural enspiriting Beauty

Of dawn
and dusk,
spring
and autumn,
ocean
and mountain
restorative reconnections

Which feel both Healthy
and True,
of the deepest
and highest
and yet safest resilient
and resonantly robust multicolored wealth
of nonchoiced
unfaulted gifting grace.

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Counting Cumulative Costs

What does it cost
to love a degenerating Earth,
home,
habitat?

Where NO TRESPASSING signs
speak out for natural sound
defensive silence,
for spiritually medicinal fragrances
only,
in sacred space and times
forbidding mechanized transport
across Earth’s MotherLands
and feminist HealthCare Oceans.

Degenerating natural landed bodies,
spiritually disconnected minds
cannot divide such universal costs
against ego resilience
too willing to sacrifice ecosystemic environmental health,
transmogrifying into angry
and frightened cosmic players
in toxic EarthMother quicksand

No longer so patrilinear certain
where Earth’s regenerative humane losses began
and EarthMothers’ degenerating ecofeminist gains
become reborn
restored
repaid
redeemed
restoried
reconnected
religioned multicultural health values
indigenously Win/Win
upending Green Common Values,
full nature/spirit
nat/spires
out/in
yang/yintegral revolution

Sacred revival
secular inform/exflow
space/time
1/0 ego/eco-zone
light/power thrival

NonViolent ecological dialogue norms,
speaking logos/mythic restoring EarthJustice
theological values,
listening for integral Whole Wild Earth multicultures
of co-invested compassion

Underlying anthrosupremacist presence
costs transportive health and communication safety,

Whose EarthMatriotic absence
divests of win/win reiterative opportunities
and over-invests in win/lose redundant risks,

While Yang’s Great Universal Capitalized Earth
counts only patrilinear monotheistic costs
charged disproportionately
against NonElite Yintegral EarthMothers
invoking unitarian co-redeeming economies
for our ecologically compatible
co-passionate
co-empathic value development

Weeping with anger
and fear
of anthrosupremacist cost overruns,
Lose/Lose runaway dis-ecological mono-theologies
of jealous StraightWhiteGods
invoking anti-multisexual rage,
missionary greed exceeding messianic grace.

Capital-Colonizing-Caste triumphalic consciousness
left-brain monoculturally dominant
Either/Or reductive patrilinear bias
means not Both/And
inductive matri-multi-poly-thecoistic regenerative

NonViolently evolving dipolarity
recounting
reconnecting what has devolved
into bipolarizing demonic dissonance
infestment
global loss of ego/eco/theological shared values
costing right-brain synergetic sacred suppression
diminution
division
dissociation

Of Multi-generational
matri-cumulative recycling DNA treasures
inside/outside rememories
retelling costs to natural seasonal
spiritual development

And cost-effective dual-redemption ego/eco-nomials
of spring hope investment accounting

And summer faithful regenerative climax
enlightenment

And autumn’s health and safety
robust harvest empowerment

Of winter’s whitenoise wisdom wealth
without compassion emptying costs
of monopolistic right-wing reactionary Walls
against MotherEarth’s Original Prime Communication WorldView,
left/right bicamerally winged,
walked,
sung and danced,
heard then seen,
smelled then tasted,
touched, then felt healthy needs
and cost wealthy wants.

What does it not cost
to support a health-restoring justice EarthTribe,
living home,
green ecosystemic habitat?

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If We Agree In Love

“If we agree in love,
then there is no disagreement that can do us any injury,
but if we do not,
no agreement can do us any good.”
Hosea Ballou

If we,
in good faith communion,
agree
that love is green healthier
and wealthier than hate
and mutual ignorance,
then there is no red climate of disagreement,
depression,
degeneration
that can do us any injury,

But, if we do not,
no sacrificial punishing judgments
can do us any red-blooded restorative good
for resonantly therapeutic peace
and resiliently regenerative justice.

What is the empowering right
and enlightened loving thing to do
right now
maintains a sensory conversation
between personal conscience
and historical/cultural animated context;

Between my ideal regenerative experience
of cooperative interdependent feelings,
often liturgically captured
and enraptured in shared communion
services, yes,
but also deep and wide rooted feelings
of cooperative emotion-motion empowerment
and emotive-cognitive enlightenment

AND within Earth’s optimal health/wealth seasonal rung
of spiraling laddered DNA constraining/retraining wealth
of healthy co-passionate communication opportunity
accessible in this highest coredemptively enlightened
and deepest empowering
secular/sacred climate
of polycultural/interfaith re-ligious climax

Re-connecting EarthTribe
indigenously preverbal
more ecofeminist holistic
multicultural values

Every EarthDay compassionate
RightHemisphere interdependent
actively networking
global context aware
of our already accessed
eco/theo-logical
restoring healthy EarthJustice
public and climate green wealth
communion communication,

Multiculturally conscious of this contextual moment
for integrity’s great green transitional promise

If we agree
that love is healthier
and wealthier than hate
and ignorance
and greedy sins of leftbrain dominant extraction
dissociation
reductive deduction
narcissistic seclusion,

Then there is no ecofeminist regenerative
disagreement
that can do us any degenerative
patriarchal
straight white capitalist
anthro-supremacist injury.

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Last Apt Rapt Presence

An apt present empowers
as an unanticipated
unearned warning
enlightens apt
rapt presence,

Delighted with discovering,
perhaps rediscovering?
what I would never have been wise enough
to look up for
nor hunt down.

Timing is everywhere,
every when
every what
every why
every how;
and merely some thing
somehow?

Nature trained
sensory engrained
spirit brained

Transforming change in appearance
forms strange
grotesquely competitive
transmogrified monocultures

Transubstantiating change of inside substance
elements as invisible as unpresented polyculturing presents
not yet
not still
not actively accessible to sensory reception,

Unformed except for past internal images
reimagined,
rememories
not yet memed

By secularizing sacred social senses
nonsenses
unsenses
resenses
presensing

Apt presents empower
as unlearned warnings enlighten
coincidentally apt
presence enrapt.

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LifeCulture Eulogy

As climate pathology peaks
toward climax conditions

LeftBrain privileged blindness
and deafness,
tastelessness
replacing savoring,
absence of green
and sea salty blue
fragrance,
bereft of internal robust feelings
and external wellbeing touch
drop unhealthily
unwealthily away
from enabling organic integrity
to know

Empathy is to spiritual consciousness
as sympathy is to sensory awareness

In this second becoming time,
RightBrain legitimately feeling
our life interdependent systems
awaken Earth’s synergetic
climaxing health potential.

LifeCulture’s organic forms
flow
functions of bionic existence
with rights and lefts
ins and outs
downs and ups
exhales and inhales
forward progresses and backward regresses
democracies and kleptocracies
climax gifts and climate warnings
regenerations and degenerations,

Interdependent liberal health
and conserving wealth,

Left and right iconic hands
and changing wings
and restless legs
and minds
and bodies
becoming resilient
resonant ego-recovering
eco-nonsmothering
bilateral balance.

Healthy organic life systems
reclaim dynamic in/ex-formations
gratefully contributing to Earth’s integrity
of DNA
and RNA regenerative spacetime spirals
of multi-enculturing climate history

As our present LifeCulture result,
bicamerally restores
and restories wealthy resilience
of EarthTribe polyculturing health
within our peak eco-systemically conscious
interdependent sensory ego-selves.

We no longer have time
or even dying space
without healthy place
to deny our privileged race
without rhyming reasons
past panic seasons
for win/lose bargaining
with supreme LeftBrain dominant patriarchalism

Anthrosupremacism
capitalism
colonialism
feudalism
dogmatic monoculturing uncatholicism
denying God’s power to bless sin
yet allow millions of created
recreative
uncreated species
to fade beyond Earth’s remembered
extinctions

Unwanted organic castes
rooted and unflowered
in fertile heterosexism
systemic racism
double-binding binary genderism–
against green democratic cooperatism.

Chronic impatience predicts
peak climates of depression
as critical win/win curiosity
projects positive impressions
fast forwarding through open
whole enlightening systems
empowering EarthTribe co-empathic acceptance

Inviting LifeCulture ego/eco-esteem
recovering our wealthiest hospitality songs
and healthiest horse-powered dances
of tall grass seeds
blowing in fecund wind gusts
secular anthems
sacred hymns
Earth liturgies of spiritual
synergetic
simple celebration

Gifts of responsive responsibility
beget warnings against coincidental
overwhelming natural authority

Culturally searched
and researched,
historically signed
and resigned
and designed
global trans-national peaks of integrity’s crisis
feeding win/win organic bilateral awareness

Explicating/implicating potential
emerging global multiculturing health
fulfilling peak democratic climates
of resilient
resonant co-empathic wealth.

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Privileged Choice ValentineVoice

My problems
include discomfort
with Money overwhelmingly talks
and talks
and talks political privilege

When not monopolistically
monotheistically
monoculturally screaming
about short-term survival issues,
international violation
of national resource systemic tissues,
long root ego-systemic win/lose fissures.

My Here/Now bigger
eco-empowering global system
concern,
our patriarchally uncivil
red-winged capitalist
runaway extractionist
EarthMother-rapist
climatic issue,

Suffering,
sense of epic historical
left and right winged cooperative loss,

Money’s monopolistic verbing Voice
thereby unilaterally revaluing
safe EarthSurvival choice
in Her claustrophobic
polluted
soul starved
dehydrating
degenerating sacred Chamber
of my own monotheistic wombed
LeftBrain-ranting mind,

Thinking about safe short-term survival
when we would be more prudent
to cooperatively feel reassured
about our long-term global win/win
thrival of love-life on Earth–
including my own EgoIdentity

Which would not silence money’s multi-polyenculturing
co-invested Voice,
empowering healthy democratizing influence
on health and safety EarthChange Choice,

Better
in a lower
and more resonant tone of resource key
for worshiping all EarthTribe Lives
copresent Here with Now

Also with those sacredly curious compassions before
and those naturally recycling nonviolent communions
yet to offer sufficient silence

So I might more actively hope to hear
our more cooperative
globally unmonetized thrival Voice
for restoring health wealthy climates
of green
HereNow
peace-graced Choice
through EarthTribe joyful justice.

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Ironic Revolving History

Interesting
is it not?

Not so GrandChildren of immigrants from Europe,
seeking religious freedom
and economic advantage
and almost certainly of self-examined HAVE-NOT status,

Because, if not of personally
and economically
persecuted persuasion
and unenlightened neglect
and politically disempowering abuse.
then why would these wise GrandElders
have immigrated
toward this more cooperatively enlightened health
and empowering democratic safety
promised MotherLand?

Interesting that some of their NotSoGrandChildren
are now feeling Elitely entitled
to StraightWhiteMale libertarian privilege,
are evangelically entitled,
chosen children and then adults
for wild red rapture DeathCulture fantasies,

Dark conspiracy theories
to explain chronic HAVE-Not economic
or political
or even right-mind personal status

Supporting ego redemptive nihilistic insurrections,
ecofeminist rape,
and pillage,
and strange black guerrila mob lynching theater
defensively justified anthro-supremacist extraction rights
without exploiting left elitist government officials
snobbishly intellectual
know-nothing betrayers
of those left neglects,
leaving under-privileged behind
without academic elitist learning

Not to trust
green clerical ecofeminists
storming mainstream privileged liberals

In love,
preaching EarthDay promises
of win/win co-redemption,
restoring divine natural EarthJustice,
healing the win/lose sick
and tired
and already retired,
and low self-esteemed,
wounded and broken

Without LeftBrain relevant
interdependent natural compassion creation stories,
recreation development narratives
severed from RightBrain spiritually interdependent
sensory impassioned memories

Of RightWing judging wounds,
steeped in red-blooded American StraighWhiteMale
blaming and shaming,
revengefully right reactionary
against intolerable and ungrateful GrandChildren
too multiculturally alien

Immigrants,
underemployed spiritual pilgrims
seeking new EarthVisions

ReVisions of Old Testament hospitality
GoldenRules of polycultural religious light
of freedom,
economic cooperative powers
of resilient ego-health
and EarthDay safety

Win/Win cooperative Paradise,
green democratic delivery of Heaven
away from self-proclaimed HAVE-NOT Hell
monoculturing
Not So Grandchildren daily ZeroSum lack

Of liberally civil love,
civic status,
multiculturally re-connecting,
religioning NonZero Souls
found interesting,
are we white systemic privileged not?

NotSo GrandChildren of poor and tired immigrants
from Europe,
too often weak and broken and tired,
suffering losers and sometimes
too heterodox sinners,
seeking multicultural religious freedom
and more cooperative economic advantage
and almost certainly hoping for integral green compassion
in ego-as-ecoOther re-examined
HAVE-NOT sufficient green cooperative
healthy democratic
win/win bicamerally empowering
enlightening interdependent status,

Because, if not interesting,
then continue spinning
win/lose patriarchal
LeftBrain dominant history
instead of win/win matriarchal
co-enlightening mystery
of green ecofeminist win/win powers.

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Curiosity OutPlays Patience

Whether LeftBrain dominant
or RightBrain feminist prominent,

Whether outty
or insy,

fast
or slow,

stop
or go,

yes
or no,

decline
or grow,

inhale
or blow,

hide
or show,

strength
or flow,

sun
or snow,

cry
or crow,

Yang’s cognitive power pleasure needs
are also Yin’s emotive enlightened paradise feelings

On an octave spiraling communication
double-binding DNA spectrum

For positive blue/green spirituality
redeeming from negative overpriced
sliced
and diced red
through blah beige
naturally privileged secularity

Equity,
dignity,
beauty
trusty truth
is never NotZeroZone Wholeness
ecological Wholesomeness
theological Holiness

Whole/Hole
Eco/EgoSystemic
original democratic intent
of BiCameral Balance

Across the great dissociative
object/subject apartheid
becoming impatient
with our late
great nature/spirit
transitional polypathic divide

Of LeftBrain restorative Law
And RightBrain win/win ReOrdering
resilient
reweaving healthcare systems
for individual wealth spiraling fabric
intrinsic strings reconnecting
holistic EarthPeace safety cloth

As nonviolent nonverbal
green communion
predicts yet more curious compassioned
verbally impassioned
bicameral communication.

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If We Could

Should I stay
or could I go?

Would you stay
if you could?

Must ego stay as healthy planted
or is it compassionate safety time
to yet again
Great Transition onward?

Not necessarily upward

Would wild indigenous Wisdom stay
if s/he logos/mythos interdependently could?

Yang yintegrating
Truth beautifying
Win winning
Ego eco-therapeutic
indigenously natural spirits
spiraling

Should I healthy stay
and could we safely go?

Would you resiliently stay
if we could choose
our most resonant day?

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Bottoms Up

Earth’s green/blue healthy healing climate

Some LeftBrain emergent verbal singers
and dancers
felt as resonant Gaian EarthMother health
for rebirth re-connection
reweaving

Reconceived
empowered and bilaterally enlightened
benign winds of ecofeminist
local EarthMatriotic
community domestic
democratic
typically extra-familial fertile polycultural

Regenerative health global-systemic
benignly viral GoldenRule revolutions
inseminating
TrueWealth Win/Win NonViolent EarthCommunications

InBetween Both/And nuanced thought/felt dialogue
for win/win co-emergent
dipolar co-arising choices

Preferably not quite so unawesomely
sacred/sensory Either/Or bipolar
affective anxiety preconceptions
overpowering eco/ego-logically indigenous
green polytheistic cooperative reconceiving
re-birthing
reverse solidarity outside time re-membering
re-connecting
re-ligioning Truth/Beauty Ancient Gaian HealingMercy
We’re All On This Sacred Green/Blue Earth
Interdependent MultiCultural Wisdom

Yang+Yin = 1 Universal PolyNomial Intuitive-Indigenous
NonZero-CoEfficient CoPassionate LeftBrain EcoLogos
for Unitarian Yin/Yang = (-,-) PreConception not
not also Yang/Yin = Original 1/0 Inception-BiNomialThicket

AnthroCentric LeftHemisphere relearning win/win
compassionate Both/And Ego/EarthHealth
restorative justice polycultural reset
reversing retributive monoculturing win/lose dissociation

Reincarnating local inter-healthfaith community’s
most long-term resilient green economic
and ecological
healthy democracy
healthy climate
healthy anthro-public
wealthy all YintegralBeauty/YangTrust
CoPassionate Communing Healthy EarthTribe
protecting
providing for
polyculturally co-investing in
eco-politically green/blue healing
matriotic co-empowering
ecohealth-enlightening
self/other-copassioned lives

Sacredly committed
to at least the next seven regenerations
of a California RedWood Fertile Forest
and a Chinese Bamboo Resiliently Integral
Complexly Cooperative WinWin
Deep MultiCulturally Rooted Thicket.

Note:

Taoism is a Way as Zeroism is an EgoEmpty/EcoResilient political co-empathic experience exercised and practiced most trustingly by healthy left hemisphere thoughts and wealthy right hemisphere sacred EarthWomb reconnections between light and power, sacred enlightenment and green economically and globally localized cooperatively self/other-reorganizing resilient empowerment.  

As Thomas Merton called, “le point vierge….Perhaps I have an obligaion to preserve the stillness, the silence, the poverty, the virginal point of pure nothingness which is at the center of all other loves.”

Still, and more silently, this piece owes its original inception to the I Ching, The Book of Change, especially the fourth icon before/after HeavenLight, EarthPower, BirthThroeThroughThrow, “Inception-Thicket,” as translated by David Hinton.

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