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Love Us

When the StraightWhite Patriarchal President
sent out his Praise and Thanks Message
“We love you”
to those who would cathartically enjoy beheading
VicePresident St. Peter’s Pence
hates homophobic St. Paul,

This felt like too much tolerating
an unconstitutional intolerable
absence of basic civil respect,

Inspired by a left-brain dominant
bottom-line economic
and politically fascist preference
for direct militant vengeful
Action

Over endless parliamentary procedurally deadly debate
about who is rightfully in SuperCharged White
Might is Right
supreme patriarchal power.

How does this same Valentine Iconic message sound
directed toward the same Insurgency of Untouchables
when issued by Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr’s ghost
teacher and activist healer
through non-violent communication
only

Perhaps another instance of compassion’s word choices
leading to theologically unreasonable GoldenRule positions
tolerating intolerable
Western Corporate Patriarchal Aggressors,
BusinessAsUsual
rapists of MotherEarth
and other drunken sensory diversions,
depressions,
bipolar oppressions,
chronic stressed out cognitive
v. affective non-verbal dominantly
monoculturally miseducated
lack of true wealth is health
enculturation

What happens if “We Love You”
speaks from brown-skinned Obama Oval Office
to these same We Are Save the Steal Here/Now Messiahs
impassioned insurgents of Intolerable Violence
speaking WhitePower against all Other
and acting outwardly
from our inside fragile Strength!
(in klanish interdependent numbers)

Then what would you,
and what might they
have intolerably concluded
about the wisdom of shunning
long-term left-brain violent
intolerant survivalist ZeroSum
SeizeTheDay behavior,
take no hostages,
or maybe one or two…

Before right-brain
ecofeminist self/other EarthMother
and SacredSource
speaks up like Thunder
and ends with pathological climate Winds
of intolerable fires,
hurricanes,
flooding waves of untouchable thirst
and intolerable starvation,
homelessness and deprivation
of Earth’s Here/Now great
not quite so White privileged
grandchildren

Living together through silent natural springs
of spiritual acceptance,
active empathic “I Love Us”
rather than mere sympathy for your loss
“We Love You”
(even you useless weak losers).

Non-verbally
non-violently pro-active sacred curiosity,
interdependent faithfulness
courage to trust in cooperative integrity,
to compassionately communicate
Win/Win Messages to heartlessly violent
Win/Lose UnTouchables.

All that said
and set Prince Valiantly aside,

“You are doing your patriotic duty
to stop this steal
back to a healthier cooperative solidarity
in uniting EarthDemocratic Trust”

To swim back against evolution’s regenerative
natural/spiritual stream of healthy eco-political consciousness

Co-empathic with all love relationships
once aspiring to cooperatively become
a healthier sacred egalitarian
economic and politically active
(yet not empire-building reactive)
green communion.

Healthy democratic LoveMessages
invite more of a compassionate response

Win/Win thriving communion
of ecosystemically healthy communities
for well-being EarthUnity,
healthy prosperity
of all co-empathic non-predators,
at least not Here
and not RightWing
WestWing
Now

This overpowering “patriotic duty”
to think and feel intolerable
untouchable misunderstanding
of long-term ecofeminist political win/win
nonviolent communication analysis

Of healthcare regenerative memories
of a nation,
a planet,
a person

A few of whom re-emerge from StraightWhite patriarchal
miseducational lack of organic holistic healthy resilient
systems

Education that Enlightens
and invites empowering civics education discussion circles
which might have better served 43 co-dependent Senators

In a recent full-Southern purifying sweep
still hoping for a Revival
of perpetual disunion,
self-Righteous intolerance,
untouchable fear
of white-skinned eco-political Failure
to polyculturally
healthy Thrive

Throughout this polyglot
of Love You messages;
useful to whom
for what empowering/enlightening
disempowering/unenlightened
climatic end?

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GoodHumor Issues

I’ve felt it said
here
time and again

That a personal issue
is also about political tissue
reconnecting economic responsibilities
risks
opportunities fiscal
annual
perennial

Centers of felt pleasure
and good humor
are Passions,
not only small
and great transitional
but resonantly
resiliently multi-anecdotal,

Excluding all DisPassions
DeGenerations
and humorless passions
actively resisting future dispassions,
loss
suffering
mortality
and all that dualistically dark stuff,
sensory tissue memories
of sacred issue images

My peculiar ecosystem
co-empathically admiring Ultra NonViolet
rainbow
spectrally ionic Heaven
multiculturing emergent organic Paradise

And personal political insider trading
in Gospel EmPowering Passions
co-emerge eco-Paradise here
with ego-Pleasure now,
sacred place
with historically enculturing
triangulated
bilateral
tipping pointed hierarchical
and reverse root systemic revolutionary
upside-down

EarthHealth PleasurePower
anticipating more HeavenWealth ParadiseLight
win/win peace-viral
evolutionary PanSensory
bicamerally enlightened
eco/ego double-binary
unboundaried co-empowerment.

And so I try to co-discern
discuss
cooperatively dialogue
about whom I am supporting,
investing in,
and why
I might reasonably expect
mutual win/win health/wealth outcomes.

And, on the other hand,
when such mutual intention becomes
and belongs within anti-losePleasure/loseHumor
transparently shared limits,
then it is time to set chronic stressed
win/lose compromises
anticipations
evolutionary theories
existential angst
depressions
negative impressions aside

To grab hold
of cooperative
systemic revolutions
toward enlightening
empowering
re-ligioned win/win
SecularLeftMinded/SacredRightHearted
ego-impassioned EarthHealth Justice
resolutions

Embracing Pleasure
and Paradise,
Power
and Light,
Earth
and Heaven,
Secular
and Sacred,
Deductive
and Inductive
cooperative GoodHumor,
with NonZero-Soul remainder.

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Healthy Aside Benefits

Social distancing,
including global apartheid,
brings us to Zoom
into each Other, virtually,

More virtuously win/win
or uncivilly win/lose?

For remote educational,
advocacy,
organizing and planning
social communication
reading
and exercise
and meditation
prayer
and therapeutic circles,

Religious
and secular humanitarian
win/win physical
mental
economic
political health systems
for ecological/theological
democratic wealthcare receiving
and co-giving
remote green-therapeutic
non-violent communication
Services

Delivered with fewer carbon fuel-rooted risks
while increasing green cooperative
interfaith opportunities
for multiculturally compassionate communication,

Local win/win gaming
and other eco-systemic
remote green STEAM skill-set sharing
re-storing
re-storying Earth’s ClimateJustice
Revolutions

Educational,
compassionately communicated opportunities
to therapeutically experience
healthy green wealth,
to economically
and politically
practice empowering
and enlightened democratic healthy
ChoiceMaking

On green Zoom polycultural platforms
co-investing in restoring EarthJustice
more than Retributions against EarthViolators,
for, in such a war,
who is innocent enough
to throw Earth’s last DeathCulture
Stone?

LifeSource Issues safely
and appropriately accessible
to win/win preverbal infants
still left-hemisphere Yang emergent
anthro-child
Development

Of Left/Right non-binary exceptional ability
what can we say out loud
rather than merely feel inside
that could not already reinforce
LeftHemispheric MonoCultural
Dominance?

Without counter-privileged
EcoFeminist polycultural prominence
of light and power Wisdom
Circles

With exceptional cooperative image-ability
with win/lose v win/win opposing lose/lose
obsessed young fragile adults
and GoldenYear nostalgia re-memberings
and prominent ecofeminists
of all political left-hemisphere empowering
and right-hemisphere enlightening
Ages

I am aware of
now more social distantly
because my son and daughter
receive cerebral palsy
and blindness
and behavioral
counter-cultural not not left-hemisphere verbal
and right hemisphere hyperactively challenging
feelings about educational/therapeutic non-green
Ambivalent Don’t Touch! Services

Have pandemically benefitted from remote learning
opportunities to visit lush,
brightly colored gardens
and exotic animal habitations,
bird song forests,
surfing oceans,
Taoist sacred mountains
and southwest red
and green-flash sunsets,
Rock laughing rivers

To join in with seasoned
surfing mentors
facilitators
audio-visual nondisk jockeys,
mediators,
team win/win players,
nonviolent verbal coaches,
green new and old hemisphere
EarthHealth

Is also AnthroMental/Physical Health
and Democratic Health
and Ecological
Wealth

Of theological interfaith discussion circles,
cooperative tours
and community gardens
and local food resilience systems,
home and car and tool-sharing
Cooperatives

Hosting ZoomIn health
wealth conversations
steeped in richly multicultural active
interfaith discovering
Hope

And cooperative resistance
and fully embodied prayer
and bicameral meditation
Sensory experiences

In win/win compassionate
restructuring Ego/Earth systemic co-investment
in global EarthMother’s Green
Peace

Reminding each Other
wearing a protective mask
is what we reverse-transparently do
to actively protect our wealthiest health
of global belonging
to EarthMother

As She would not have us speak
and do
against compassionately robust Her
on our best remote Zoom learning
EarthMother Day

Filled with win/win educational opportunities
at our best green therapeutic change chance
to cut back on Business As LeftHemisphere
Usual

Win/Lose dominantly monoculturing
miseducating
untherapeutic RedDragon
Mouths

Overpowering
unenlightened risks
to disempower democratic
multicultural climate-enhancing health
Remote opportunities

For ecopolitical compassion
among Green EarthTribe
cooperative win/win communion
NonViolent Health/Wealth Events
Restoring Ego/Eco-Resilient Justice.

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ReCounting Wounding Costs

I know what it costs
to parent a tyrant
24/7
52 weeks/year
and yet avoid judging,
feeling guilty,
self-blaming shame
for all I am not sufficient,
yet.

I remember learning curious distinctions
between genuine remorse
given, when LeftBrain verbally requested,
yet without RightBrain capacity
to feel even the least caring difference
between natural brown girl
and spiritual white light shame

Self blame
for why that dinnerplate
smashed so frighteningly
against my dining wall
as if my fault
my adopted child’s sense
of dad-adapting ownership,
or even complexly confusing
bipolar mixed
temporal-historical management messages
about imaginary aggressive causes
predicting unprecedented economic
and political family “out of the blue behavior,”
random effects,
effectively nurturing attention,
non-neglect,
more brown person privileged

Lack of win/win communication
not always transparently verbalize-disabled
and vulnerably, verbally examined
much less non-violently communionated.

Not until I 24/7 learned
such great sociopathic lose/lose
unfortunate chronic mental health events
are non-violently but impatiently stressed,
restrained perhaps
with short-term shunning
and close the safe-space door
temporarily dissociating–
no win/win co-adoptions
of dad-adapting co-empathic nonverbal behavior
accessible right leftbrain autonomously here
and rightbrain interdependent win/win now

Sending myself to my own private room
to re-imagine win/win multicultural remediations,
and positive psychology
ecology
neurological system restoring dreams
of Paradise Not
NonZero Souled Green
new deal rapturously global Peace
climaxing during my own aging green health inhaled
and re-inhaled
exhaling peronal EarthWealth
for feeding more resilient green summer leaves

Restoring
as Recommitting solidarity
as rebreathing solitude
reweaving

Recreating
redeeming
regenerating
re-ligioning
re-connecting
re-storing
re-integrating EarthGreenPeace
organically healthy medication
meditations
win/win Earth compassion practices
of good faith health system restorations

A little lighter thought
and more empowering feeling
active movement practicing
and even miming felt co-empathic needs
eco-politically green cooperative polypathic
EarthTribe Justice,
multiculturally polyphonic
non-verbal Language
not not double-positive co-binary

By pretending I am sociopathic her
10-year-old gay white male EarthMother
doing the best s/he patriarchally privileged can
campily dipolar Both/And re-enacting
what it might feel like
for the not so gayly old white mashed
patriarchally provisioned potatoes
to hit the battered ungrateful wall
clearly devoid of proper heterosexual
aggressively dominant appreciation
for warm buttery white unskinned

Smash! against the senseless floor,
wounded
mashed
bashed
smashed in a fetal curled up defensive mess,
writhing
and theatrically moaning,
one eye on the microphonic
monopolistic Voice of NonChoice
and the other on the bicameral rediscernment

Until she smiles.

Demands I rise again,
right here,
left together co-present now
ZeroSum terrified morally unsafe
reverse transitioned
so she can hug my steady white grand dad neck,
kiss my hope in “side with me, too”
and smarm my win/win resiliently hopeful forehead,
leaving her actively curious mark
on her brown-skin unmasked safe
and healthy communal territory,

Organic ego-gardening green deeding dad,
cooperative as win/win healthy
wealthy democratic Paradise

Which comes out leftbrain verbally,
“Can I maul your head?”
also might mean,
post critical non-cooperative climate event,
“Could we together head
toward the mall,
and co-invest in accessories?
Maybe makeup, soon? not soon enough?
which could only be rightHere/leftNow

A hair salon?
Something actually important
to a real brown-skinned bipolar egofeminist first person
sometimes critically living
in a reversed effects before narcissistic causes
world win/lose
zero-sum bottoms up
redhot
angry trapped wounded child view.

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Anxious Anticipation Edges

In Permaculture Design,
it is thought that all the richest stuff
is in Earth’s experiential/existential
Boundary Zones of nutrition
communicating
communally felt
appreciated
nourished
fed and watered ego/eco-value

Anticipating,
somewhat more than more anxious boundaries,
this last depressing and humiliating darker hour
before our sacred revolutionary green cooperative
health/wealth anticipating
co-redeeming GoldenRule
expands beyond all imagined boundaries
of global space
and this right now
restorative green justice place
in timeless time
bilaterally felt double-boundaries

Declaring resilient win/win
health/safety-care interdependence

This co-arising boundary
a multicultural solidarity story
of integrity’s vast EarthTribe
enlightening potential

We would restore polycultural resilience
to
and with
and for all Earth’s great pandemic
wounding boundaries

Noticing overt rejection of established win/lose
competitive
debating
kleptocratic
compromised moral/legal authority

Shifts and turns
in unpredicted evolving ways
as such red autonomous authority
competes unsuccessfully
to avoid green co-relational
co-responsibility
for present and future freedom
through heart-felt multiculturally inclusive
interdependent boundary experiences
co-passionately advocating

To shrink growing red/green divides
in eco-politically cooperative
solidarity dialogues
and healing discernments
through bicamerally narrow co-emerging
co-passionate
non-violent communicating ways
polypathic win/win
polyculturing neuro-systems

Both ego/eco systemic wealth
of cooperatively-held
green democratic health history
cooperatively unboundaried.

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Grown In To Be CowBoys

Please don’t speak his name.

Like ValdeMore
and more
and more,
history echoes such dark memories
fettered, now and then
by death’s final reincarnation

Because some will claim
he was a name
for Wild CowBoy Lost,
a martyr for washed out
useless
stupidly competitive lives
following red’s latest overpowering authority
shifting and shifty
while barely surviving Followers
deny, or even rapturously celebrate
Earth’s final redhot climate death

And others will take up his StraightWhiteMale
miseried tune
and persistently
resistantly speak his name
as if its true
red white and blue,

He was wild;
A cowboy who could buy your ranch
and you
and all your neglected and abused riches
for tomorrow,
and all Earth treasures
borrowed from health manifest,
destiny of win/win Wild Democratic Bounty,
beautiful green Us

Who barely remember
his weaponized
violent
CowBoy name.

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SunLight SolAttitude

When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through windows dawning bright,

A sharp shadow line
vertically cuts across my bridge
and brow of smell and seeing senses,

InBetween left within shadow
and right without radiance,
narrow sides of double-bonded Truth,
curious and hidden Beauty.

Right eye clearly articulating
bright prominent sight
dominantly lit up height
for best resonant enlightenment

Is blinded by bright
to not fight
automatic rays deflecting night,

While shadow Left,
not yet overpowered
with Right red-eyes blinded punishment,
benighted verbal authority,

BiLaterally
yet integrally knows he she sees
seas
and seasons dipolar co-arising contrast
best as starkest
never darkest
win/win economic dawning options
of BothLeft/AndRight gold radiating rain
in droughts known
through beatified non-pain,
bicameral light regained,
empowered feelings unslain

Again
full bicameral stereo polyphonic,
Radiantly healthy thoughts
not verbally sustained
without dark ultra winnings
winging out and in reimaged, full
golden silent solidarity
mountain-rivered,
ego-system eco-quivered,

Belonging to Earth committed bright
compassion soul
ZeroZone of full
new partial shadows
in light rememory,
undelivered solitude
for health safe night

When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through this window just now dawning bright.

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Love’s Vulnerable Pedestrian

Taoists recognize
all outside exposed inside egos
feel watched
when walking through
a new or, some stressed times,
even a long familiar
housed human eco-habitat

But some of us feel marginal,
suspected,
anxious about being judged
and shamed
and blamed
for assumed insufficiencies
at aggressively playing monoculturing win/lose
Straight
WesternWhite
Patriarchal
eco-political games

And sometimes we feel anticipation,
privileged multicultural excitement
and active hope

That the multigenerational family
moving in next door
will have kids our win/win needy age

Still health/wealth co-empathic
feeling ego/ecosystemic healing memories

Of past
RedYang/GreenYintegrity walking
waking small revolutionary
repurposing
transportive
transcendent communion experiences

ReStorying Earth’s polyculturing just Ways,
PolyPathic Means,
CoMediations of health-felt cooperative experience

In Ego/Eco-Pedestrian NonZero Zones
of active co-mediation,
win/win strategic and healing game designers
bilaterally co-passioned,
walking along 1/0 binomial
double-binary
boundaries

Anticipating ego/eco-systemic
compassionately progressing
communions.

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UnShelved EarthPassions

If I were to step into
and onto
and around
and through,
in and out of WholeEarth
as one ecosystemic
interdependent
unitarian
integral
holistic
holy nature-spirited ZeroZone

Of ego-sheltering identity,
embodiment,
multiculturally emergent incarnation,
polycultural individuation process,

For just one timeless polypathic moment,
I might hear
and feel RightWing religiously-held bad faith,
envy,
chronic win/lose patriarchal anxiety,
straight white male privileged anger,
ego-systemic xenophobic fear

As a ZeroZone therapeutic problem
neglecting win/win polypathic,
polycultural virtues

Of also experiencing LeftWing scientifically-held good faith,
appreciation,
critical joy climaxing win/win matriarchal anticipation,
non-binary multicultural feminist democratic compassion,
ecosystemically polytheistic,
polypathic,
polyphonic,
polyvagal neurological win/win,

Unsheltered,
transparent,
vulnerable,
eternally curious
compassionate Fruits of EarthSpirit communication,

Internally ego-centered
when also timelessly EarthImpassioned

In our personal
and interpersonal
and transpersonal experiential learning ways,

RightWing,
LeftBrain,
Either/Or,
fundamental capitalistic deductive Win/Lose
sometimes overpoweringly violent Red Dominance

Is also premature green
Left/Right bicameral,
double-binary,
balancing
ecopolitical win/win promise
through compassionate Earth-systemic communication

Of curiously courageous Light/Power,
Heaven/Earth,
Scientific/Religious,
ego/eco-revolutionary win/win passions
unsheltered

CoEnlightening
Ego/Eco-empowering
if we were to step in and out
of WholeEarth ecosystemic
integral nature-1/spirit-0 Zone
of ego/eco-cooperatively unsheltered identity,
polypathic co-investment process

Interdependently held
for just one timeless eco-political moment,

We might hear and speak,
experience and know
left and right cooperative,
deductive thought and inductively felt bicameral
health and safety,
compassionate
EarthPeace communication.

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Mercy’s UnBlind Justice

I suspect mercy may be more resiliently empowering
for optimizing multicultural health
as compared to uniform law
and ordered, cookie-cutter, justice
unresponsive to ubiquitous mitigating circumstances
of unique spaces
and relentlessly changing times.

Mercy recognizes society’s environmental
historical contributions to loss,
to absence of equitable justice
more aware of each individual perpetrator’s responsibility
to society
to family,
to local community

Society’s justice,
without nurturing
restorative mercy,
speaks decontextualized
un-nuanced authority of capital-measured economic systems
including reasonable and fair expectations
of retributive law,
imprisoning neglect
and sometimes violently punishing order.

I wonder if both justice and mercy
improve therapeutic co-arising potency
restoring merciful justice
AND
revising metaphysically just
equitable
reuniting mercy,
co-redemptively resolving
what Earth has positively conjoined
in thoughtful truth
and felt beauty

Breathing,
re-animating,
enspiriting
inspiring nature’s in and out climates
of seasonal development,
undevelopment,
redevelopment,
anti-development,
pro-development,
fractal phases of leftbrain space
mercifully greeting,
halfway meeting,
bilateral rightbrain TaoTime

With merciful multicultural anticipation,
so less competitive room
for monoculturing white justice anxiety.

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