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Choosing Happy Health

My round white anti-depressants
were trying their faithful best
to listen to my ecofeminist
wise old woman
gardening neighbor,
pulling aggressive weeds

Sharing with me
her morning meditation reflection
immediately after entering dawning eyes
and before exiting her dreamy
comforting
fertile bed

Her opening
and excavating self-invitation
to choose body health nutrition
and mind happiness nurturing
which are snugly associated
for her
like peas and carrots
remembering well-versed voice
intention

But,
not so much for me,
now able to choose health
almost every dawning day
and dusky night
but still struggling
for post-traumatic omnipotence
to thrive toward happiness
by empowered choice,
even if not enlightened voice
articulating all the many thankful ways
remembering well-cultivated rejoice.

What my gardening neighbor
and I speak of
feels like my dull
and darkly present
spatial stuck unchanging place

Which she
unlike me
can also remember
as having evolved through time
from current EarthTribe regenerating days
becoming nurturing seasons
within each annual surviving incarnation

Reversing back toward warm
welcoming first dawn light’s
empowering sacred
thriving invitation.

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Don’t Shut Me Out

Please don’t be mean to me
Don’t shut me out.

Please be kind to me
Don’t blame me
for all this pain about

Please give me a chance
to dance
to different drums
in dialects dissonant,
unknown.

Bless me with a hug
and not a sharpened shout.

Look me in the eye
and tell me
I am worth your time
in sacred space
here free of fear
in night’s angry doubt-filled place.

Please embrace this dignity,
don’t be mean to me,
Take love’s fearsome risk
in vast integrity;

Please, please don’t shut me out…
Invite me in.

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Voices Doubting Sacred Choice

LeftBrain ponderous
Dominant Voice:

When did fear
of Straight White God’s traumatic punishment
for our sins
and for the Patriarchal/Capitalist sins
of our soiled soul Fathers;

RightBrain Felt as
Positive Health EcoChoice:

Overwhelm our love
for therapeutically restoring
sacred Earth Peace
and humane/divine
cooperative
co-invested Green Win/Win
Eco/Theo-Logical Justice?

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BiCameral ChoiceMaking

It’s not my choices
I regret,

But,
sometimes what I didn’t choose
to do
or join
or say
or at least not forget

About not hatching up
or mashing down
some healthier choices
in a wealthier nontraumatic time
for restoring EarthTribe Justice
kismet.

And,
most of all,
I regret

My apparent inability
to make choices univocally
when my only ecological deadline ability,
now moored upon my biological disability
to independently grow less traumatic degenerativity,
post-healthy inside climate stress disorderly

Cosmological personal death of me,
dirth of humane resilient We,
despair of MotherEarth’s just right cold/warmly
revolving light and dark climate power
regenerativity

More explicitly integral
yang yintegrity
of bicameral resonance regrowing wealth
of fairness cosmologically healthy

Heavenly Peace
rebirths Just EarthWomb warm Cosmology
blue/greenly co-investing
in strongly resilient
yet flexibly resonant,
empowering
and harmonically enlightening
life choice inter-connecting systems.

Powers to choose,
like all power,
can be more or less than ZeroSum,

Power,
like light v dark,
includes passion,
dispassion,
compassion,

Favoring regenerative life systems,
and disfavoring degenerative dark death
monotheistic
monocultures of chaotic hate
revenge
punishment,
retributive choice voices
of fear-filled anger
win/lose
heading toward lose/lose

Nonsystemic
nonlife
nonchoices,
dualdark felt
nihilistic voices

Speaking up
and out,
It’s not my pro-healthy life choices
I regret.

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Curious UnChosen Gifts

To my StraightWhiteMale
right-wing
left-brain
monoculturally dominating brothers,
and your antifeminist glamorous
amorous womanly allies,

You have not yet heard me,
if you only hear my resistance,
sharing my non-culpable experience
with non-choice of gender attraction
and gender identity.

It’s not only that my queer gender identity
is not my fault,
because not my choice;
but also my gender identity
and sensory-neural attachments, as also true of yours,
are my sacred gift.

CoArising identity and CoGravitating attraction ,
like awareness and consciousness,
are not just heavy social responsibilities,
but also enlightened
and empowering opportunities.

We’re not legitimately known by who
or what
we hate and hurt;
But we can be redeemed by who
and what
we love and heal.

We may have no more choice
about who
and what
and when
and where
and why
and how we love,
than choice to respond with awe and wonder,
or boredom and disdain,
to Earth’s natural enspiriting Beauty

Of dawn
and dusk,
spring
and autumn,
ocean
and mountain
restorative reconnections

Which feel both Healthy
and True,
of the deepest
and highest
and yet safest resilient
and resonantly robust multicolored wealth
of nonchoiced
unfaulted gifting grace.

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EcoLogical Paths

EcoPolyPaths:

Avenues for restoring Earth
VillageCulture
and
Regenerative Justice

Usually inspired by asking

What would I/We look
sound
taste
smell
touch
feel like
making win/win healthy and safe love
with this
room
yard
forest
desert
body of water
state of soil
mountain
river
home
family
tribe
species
relationship?

With this severed win/lose,
yet potential win/win,
integral
inviting
next situation?

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WellHearted Minds

I suppose my worldview life of mind
and witnessing view of few
deep well
hearted Earth
Bodies

Would both feel easier
healthier
lighter
safer
more powerfully co-inviting
without chronic win/lose stressors
popping up
downstream sundry, multiculturally
diverse

Technologically
Digitally
and yet Organically EcoGreen
possible

Future prophets
without ecologically probable
health

Potential for organically integral
panentheistic
polyenthymematic
multiparadigmatic
polypathmathic
prophecies

Shunning Mutually Assured Destruction
MADness prospects for further losing
degenerating

Earth losing wealthy cooperating Ego AnthroPolyCulture
Healthy

Sensory-centered sacred EarthStar Bodies
without sexual secularized
Win/Lose bipolarizing not/not passions
reverse dipolar
co-pathological
anti-theological
un-ecological

CoPassionately reverse unstressed
already vaccinated for win/lose
that

Passive/Aggressive Judging voice:
Thanks so much for bringing this AntiEarth Issue
to my EarthMother sacred worldview Mind
entranced with Earth’s EcoFeminist Ultra NonViolet
Organic Green/Blue/Brown
wide/deep felt
Paradise

Body ecosystems
with biosystemic global view
leftbrain
voices

Choices in these Here/Now at Hand
times of potential nuclear holocaust,
WholeEarth climate disorganic
disorganizing
Degeneration,

This viral anthro-pandemic
of ZeroSum monocultural
Win/Lose lacking
Ego/Eco-Systemic
Game

Of cooperative
Win/Win globally bicameral
natural egohealth/spiritual ecowealth
green organic/currency energy democratic
consensus

Profitably predicting
apparently inevitable:
If you Lose your healthy EarthView
then you also Lose our EgoAnthro-Communication
Center

Of health
wealthy resilient
resonant EarthTribe
Older RightBrain “Safe-Conservational”
CoIdentity

Yet individuating our still small
green
rightbrain interdependent
eco-matriarchal
win/win womb
paradigmatic

Thought/Felt Voice
profitably fresh
deep wellbeing brilliant

Light
empowering cooperatively wide
integrity

Of co-binary Heaven/Earth
Yang verbal Voiced
and Yintegral non-violent
Choiced

EgoWin to EcoSystemically Win
organically knowable
scientific LeftBrain
corporate Capitalized
research

Exploring Either/Or deductively
rational win/lose polarized
conclusions

AND
binomial double-binary
both/and
tolerance/intolerance
chronic stress
and cognitive/affective dissonance
boundaries

Reconnecting secularized Thought
from indigenously sacred Felt

Heaven’s inductive
conductive heartbody
EarthChild feelings
healthy and
safe
CoPositive

Interior spiritual nervetissue
of verbalized issues,
stressed thoughts
about longing for healing
feelings

Of Original HealthSource belonging
cooperative ReSource
investing

In an ancient pre-millennial
indigenous
wisdom
revolution

Where Earth’s root systemic breath
pleasure issues,
empower re-maining
re-ligioning
re-connecting
Paradise

HeavenSource
of sensory spiritually nervous tissues
enlightening

Our anthro-designed habitat:

Does it feel more like a fortress
against Earth’s invasive
overpowering green gospel Nature?

Or more like an invitation
for Earth’s expansive grace,
co-empowering spiritual Paradise
Place?

This dynamic EarthSpace spiritual Time
internal

Conversation between Earth’s CoOperative Green Nature
and capitalist humane straight white patriarchal behavior
reasonable win/lose historic mono-hetero-elitist colonizing
nature

Inside competitive polarizing
stressed-out
increasingly militantly-industrialized
mega-corporate
meta-ecopolitical
big bully anthro-supremacist voices
post-millennial identity

Crisis of Nature’s climate risk
becomes more bilaterally engaging
when Earth asks the leftbrain anthrohealth questions
and HumbleEgos cooperatively respond
with co-invested
wealth

Of EcoSystemic prime-rooted NonZero Sum answers
responsible for sacred gratitude
for Beauty
Elegance

More than individually authoritative
Intricate

Holistic yet secular
divisive attitudes
more than multiplying gratitudes
anticipating with therapeutic sleepiness,
perhaps eco-political democratic health hypnosis,
before more AnthroEgos Win so EarthEcoSystemic Science
Wins

20/20 overcoming AnthroCentric privileged
means cooperatively
multiculturally empowered
and ongoing interdependently enlightening
Dogma

Standing in
and out
and upstream history
and downstream polycultural
health

For Nature/Spirit
double-bicameral
EarthWorld
ReView
ReSet
ReVolve

Widely
multiculturally downstream
healthy future
children

Already deeply
monoculturally wounded
unwealthy past
upstream Voices

ReTurning into Secular
Sacred silent Choices.

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Privileged Choice ValentineVoice

My problems
include discomfort
with Money overwhelmingly talks
and talks
and talks political privilege

When not monopolistically
monotheistically
monoculturally screaming
about short-term survival issues,
international violation
of national resource systemic tissues,
long root ego-systemic win/lose fissures.

My Here/Now bigger
eco-empowering global system
concern,
our patriarchally uncivil
red-winged capitalist
runaway extractionist
EarthMother-rapist
climatic issue,

Suffering,
sense of epic historical
left and right winged cooperative loss,

Money’s monopolistic verbing Voice
thereby unilaterally revaluing
safe EarthSurvival choice
in Her claustrophobic
polluted
soul starved
dehydrating
degenerating sacred Chamber
of my own monotheistic wombed
LeftBrain-ranting mind,

Thinking about safe short-term survival
when we would be more prudent
to cooperatively feel reassured
about our long-term global win/win
thrival of love-life on Earth–
including my own EgoIdentity

Which would not silence money’s multi-polyenculturing
co-invested Voice,
empowering healthy democratizing influence
on health and safety EarthChange Choice,

Better
in a lower
and more resonant tone of resource key
for worshiping all EarthTribe Lives
copresent Here with Now

Also with those sacredly curious compassions before
and those naturally recycling nonviolent communions
yet to offer sufficient silence

So I might more actively hope to hear
our more cooperative
globally unmonetized thrival Voice
for restoring health wealthy climates
of green
HereNow
peace-graced Choice
through EarthTribe joyful justice.

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If We Could

Should I stay
or could I go?

Would you stay
if you could?

Must ego stay as healthy planted
or is it compassionate safety time
to yet again
Great Transition onward?

Not necessarily upward

Would wild indigenous Wisdom stay
if s/he logos/mythos interdependently could?

Yang yintegrating
Truth beautifying
Win winning
Ego eco-therapeutic
indigenously natural spirits
spiraling

Should I healthy stay
and could we safely go?

Would you resiliently stay
if we could choose
our most resonant day?

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Wounded Integrity

Inspired, in part, by the neurological insights of Iain McGilchrist and the polycultural outcomes of Permaculture Design for a healthier-wealthier Earth, and the polyphonic healing potential of restorative justice systems, and the peace potential for non-violent communication, internal and external.

To totally trust Earth invites
no one perfectly correct health path

Suggests we will find no wealth path
totally corrupt.

To commit to our best way
for healthy now
in this quasi-wealthy place
and this RealTime,
with resources accessible
may be irredeemably wrong
only in our potential
for egotistic excesses,
ego-mania
non eco-woman Earthy enough.

Polypathic balance,
polyphonic harmony,
polynomial integrity,
polymorphic bilateral intelligence;
these are the love
and faith
and hope
and wisdom
of revolutionary compassion
for ourselves
as part of EarthOther

Forgiven climate trespassers
as we forgive
our inhumane ecological debts

Empowering further ego-recentering
in curious pathway nonjudgment
by patiently enlightening,
choice enlivening–

Past Yang left-brain autonomous,
Future Yin right-hearted interdependent–

Ego/Eco-systemic experience,
bilateral balancing memory,
healing compassion’s doubled
yet untroubled image.

 

Summary note from deepest and most repressed chakra voice:  Some of us are penises, homo and hetero, some of us are vaginas, cooperative and competitive, but all of us are equal in being assholes, with potential for pollution and for fertilization.

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