Secret Lives of Shame

We could speak together,
Decry rabid violence of chronically stressed kids
and young adults acting like kids,
apparently regardless of income or race;
perhaps not of enculturation.

Feeling claustrophobic,
anxious about an unpromising competitive future,
drowning in inch-deep and narrow-specialized peer and mentoring relationships,
without therapeutic merit, or even intent;
these are commonly anticipated
in overpopulating species,
whether RNA-regenerate plants
or DNA-endowed with language and memory
about consuming and producing re-investments in people
meeting them at their diverse seasonal stages of development.

In the Secret Life of Trees
we discover MotherTrees nurturing their vulnerable saplings
in ways that balance natural nurturance with ecosystemic culling
to optimize Her ForestTribe’s ecopolitical balance and harmony
of organic thrival function.

Saplings born in poor rocky soil,
where MotherTree must choose optimal light and water for all,
not just through Her sapling’s young adult maturation,
but also their capacity to raise their own healthywealth
grandbaby saplings,
The poorly sited sapling
is ecologically abandoned too soon,
re-joining Earth’s reforesting skin
of Sacred Ecology,
holonic RNA and DNA decompositions,
preparing Time’s regenerative composting entropic mid-way.

in response to ecopolitical feelings of overpopulation
and under-whelming future resource prospects,
bears this resemblance to culling out weak futures,
typical of rabid chronically stressed populations,
especially young adults,
younger MotherTrees,
not yet ready to provide sufficient shade
and light,
water and vitality,
regenerative future potential
for Seven ReGenerations.

abortion here in secret lives of Trees
is not a hidden or shameful loss
and lack of respect for sacred polyculturing
reforesting ecosystemic life vocations,
but more of a neighborhood forest decision,
a loss to MotherTree
and to struggling Sapling
to be reborn as compost
refueling Sacred Earth’s cooperative ecopolitical root systems,
RNA landscapes
for future DNA-sensed,
and spoken,
healthier climate times,
not quite so post-millennially overpopulated
with chronic adolescent and young adult messages,
You are neither economically needed
nor politically wanted
nor ecologically even probable.
Somehow lost in WinLose
cognitive-affective dualdark dissonance
about aborting culling futures of neglect,
and even violent abuse,
and the ultimate eclipse of ego/eco,
Left with Right,
Yang with Yin,
re-alignment of (0)-Soul.

Human nature has uncovered many abortive culling tools.
Some of these engage scalpels and chemicals,
but much more popular
and accessible
are guns and knives
and nationalistic guaranteed and warrantied wars,
paranoid official and unofficial militias of Rifle Associations
and race and culture and nature and spirit Elitisms,
profoundly active distrusts
of Sacred WinWin Ecological Wisdom.

I have no active faith and trust,
that if we each responded to our on-line friends
and followers
and allies
the way we don’t respond to our RealTime families
and neighbors
and people we don’t really know
for whatever distancing reasons,
we would have a better, more cooperative, on-line time
of regenerative laughter and mutual trusting regard.

I would expect instead,
in face of isolating shaming and blaming experience,
our VirtualTime environments would decompose any remaining vulnerabilities
into monoculturing rabid chronic paranoia
of stressed-out-sourced indigestion
into further domestic RealTime chaos,
Business As ClimatePathology Usual.

Abortions by matriarchal benign neglect
may be as old as MotherTrees,
but culling marginal populations through elitist patriarchal abuse
appears to be a more recent shame and blame
DNA-inspired monoculturing decomposition
within uber-elitist inhumane populations,
root systems no longer playing WinWin reforestation.

We could speak and listen together.
We could also sing and dance
and walk and reweave root systemically together
without racing and enslaving and over-competing against
each other person and plant and forest,
to reforest Earth’s WinWin PolyPhonic Paradise.


Resistance Eclipsing Resilience

Before we had the LeftBrain eclipse word,
circa 1200s on back through space and time,
we had great sacred transformational co-arisings,
re-alignment as BlackHole icons
of ancient eco-alignments,
Yang solar resilience
with Yin lunar resistance.

Before we had dualistic separation,
from sunlight’s health,
with moon’s waxing and waneing
planting and harvesting wisdom wealth,
we have had nondual co-arising
mutual cooperative fertile imaginations
about prospects for re-alignment,
or re-acclimation,
for those who may be ecological students
of Gregory Bateson’s double-bind Sacred Ecology,
or Buckminster Fuller’s Eulerian (0) Prime Original Relationship,
geometric fractal-regenerative appointed,
as also spiraling crystal-rainbow double-knotted octaves of eternity
Crazy Holonic Fullerian 8’s.

Before we had the resilient racism and sexism words,
we had elitist patriarchal bigotry
against mistrusted
and actively distrusted people and places and plants and purposes,
reduced to mere commodities,
Win/Lose appropriations
by right of natural alignment
with SunGod.

No individual could ever become redeemed
from living within racism and sexism
any more than any one person could control racism or sexism.

No individual savior or bodhisattva warrior
could be redeemed
or redeem others
from living within LeftBrain-RightWing dominating Either/Or
Win/Lose elitist racism and sexism and violence and oppressions
of anti-ecological reductionism,
any more than any one person
could control global devolutionary violence, etc.

No one person could purge human history
from systems resiliently rooted in inhumanity of LeftBrain hubris
of pretending to own and domesticate human nature
and/or other spirit-nature forms and functions.

any Left with Right individual
could become redeemed from misalignments of eliptically resilient bigotry,
rooted in better and broader multicultural experiences,
commitment to WinWin interpersonal integrity
across races and genders and cultures,
across religions and languages
for faith and nature-spirit development,
persistent grace ecopolitically returned for resilient gratitude,
internal Yin-lunar darkness
redeemed by external Yang-solar light.

Before we had the dualistic solar-nature v. lunar-spirit mind
we shared a co-redeeming nondual co-arising
matriarchal co-aligning womb,
original eco-acclimating habitat
for Earth’s enspiriting nurtured humanity.

Our history of xenophobia and active distrust,
grows pathological systems of racism and sexism,
enforced by natural laws of violence,
as patriarchally-endowed necessary,
more cost-effective,
economically and politically Win/Lose anti-coalignment.

Our overpopulated history of rabid climate denialism
betrays repression of Right with Left bilateral WinWin
opportunities missed
for cooperative re-alignment
toward climates of global health,
internal and externally full-human
re- and pre- and postmillennial populated
landscapes for and of polycultural ecopolitical nutrition
rather than AngerManagement
through mutual assured LeftBrain-RightWing oppressive destruction
of cooperative ownership and management and responsibility
and authority,
planting and harvesting,
hunting and gathering
with the wisdom of a contented child.

Elder matriarchal RightBrain resilience
stretches and flexes and re-acclimates
LeftBrain-RightWing ecopolitical competitions
toward CoRevolutionary Climaxes of ResilientResistance.

Permaculture Designers
and sex therapists
each speak of multiculturally harmonic natural climaxes.

a child,
an infant, even,
is also a nutritional cooperativist
and a natural organic health therapist,
a hunter and gatherer of Earth’s natural grace,
bringing natural climaxes and ebbing yields of gratitude.

We might recall this child emerging resilientLeft with resistantRight,
pre-languaged incapable of distinguishing natural v spiritual climax
of multicultural abundance
from rebirthing realignment into dipolar co-arising
sensory-neural and seasonal health development abundance,
climaxing timeless moments
and dipolar mutual-eclipsing re-alignments
of convexYang
with concave-internal
spirit-flowing Yin (0) Soul
Eden’s ReForesting
Internally ReNewing
ReAcclimating Climates
of multiculturing ecopolitical health,
climax Yang capitalizing peaks
with mutually eclipsing
regenerative revolutionary resilience
balancing Yin-lunar
Climaxing CoResistant Integrity.

Before we had the LeftBrain eclipse word,
circa 1200s on back through spaciated 4D time,
we had great sacred transformational co-arisings,
re-alignment revolutions with BlackHole icons
of ancient eco-alignments,
Yang solar revolutionary Resilient peaks
with Yin lunar slow-growing and ebbing
evolutionary ecological Resistance.

Good intentions
are root systems for re-aligning resilient relationships of vulnerability,
but no eclipsing substitute
for your entire re-acclimating climax
of integrity’s timeless re-aligning potential.


Surviving Chronic Eclipses

I was on my ambivalent fence
about who to watch watch the solar eclipse,
my alcoholic allies
or the designer THC corporate investors.

Wherever it was,
we read excerpts from two permaculture designers,
to get our minds ready for this great transitional event.

Robin Wall Kimmerer,
a matriarchal Elder Native American
permaculture designer and teacher
of ecofeminist political matriarchal cooperative ownership,
if there ever were such an actual RealTime person,
tells a story of two ways to harvest sweetgrass.

One eco-centered way plays WinWin
in cooperation with each grass clump’s root system,
cutting and pinching harvests
from the base of each individual sacred stalk,
while more WhiteMan-centered investors,
buyers and sellers,
play WinSome-LoseSome capital-extraction
in competition with uprooted and thrown away,
culled and harvested and wasted root systems,
ego-convex/eco-concave bilateral D/RNA-encrypted.

Here, root systems are devoured in pursuit of entitled rights
of ownership over individual nutritional-potentiated sacred systems,
including economic rights of commercial capital rapacious growth
through normative mutual Win/Lose legal political standards,

Using strictly LeftBrain dominant secular ecopolitical values,
for natural-spiritual dipolar dignity,
(0) Soul bilateral truth,
(0) Sum cooperative RightBrain trust/competitive Either/Or mistrust Left,
(0) Core root-systemic synergy co-invested,
co-gravitating WinWin
nutritional Left/Right
Yang/Yin wu-wei
Tipping Point
Deep Learning

David Holmgren,
possibly a LeftBrain dominant ecopolitical PermaCulture Designer
and Teacher,
and Family-Householder (0)-Zone EcoRooted Mentor,
reminds us
the Turtle Island Garden of Eden,
whether as consumer or harvester
or LeftBrain dominant co-investor
seeks a proactive Left with RightBrain correlational
WinWin primal relationship,
too often LeftBrain dismissed,
and misinterpreted to mean
your egocentric right to harvest
any alternative WinLose way
you passively and consumer-market oriented feel
is your natural-spiritual right
for Mother Earth
as SkyWoman
to breastfeed you.

Some of us parents
and teachers,
mental health professionals
and public health ecological cooperators,
preachers and politicians,
theorists and practitioners of health giving and receiving
as slow-growing non-pathological climates
and reweaving multicultures,
need LeftBrain reminders
we are always better off and on
to let ecosystems,
reforesting root systems,
take their ecological (0)Soul
bilaterally revolving
slow-grown course.

Others prefer invitations to RightBrain ecocentering harvests,
where root systems are all cooperatively sacred potential partners,
and only competitively merely secular opportunities
for WinLose divestment,
a natural-spiritual kick in the ass
by the fear of a vengeful Patriarchal God of EgoMongering,
and/or by our natural-spiritual love of co-investing
with cooperative Matriarchal Earth,
to wake us Left with RightBrain up
to act to save our bicameral sighted selves.

These two responses to WinWin empowering ecopolitics,
over Yanged LeftBrain Prickly (A. Watts)
and our under-Yinned RightBrain Gooey (also Watts)
come to Left with Right CoLateral CoPresence
in most of us
in different times and development seasons
of our youthful spring
through mature adult harvest times,
back toward (0)Soul bilateral origins of Design.

Permacultural development of forests and families
with Eden-WinWin ecopoliticians and parents,
planters and harvesters,
invest in small and great revolutionary transitions
as both interdependent ecopolitical consumers
and co-responsible and eco-authoritative
therapeutic producers of polycultural health outcomes.

This is our LeftBrain dominant Yang energy
revisioning RightBrain repressed sides
trying to more confluently,
less cognitive-affective dissonantly,
and co-design re-investments with Earth
evolving our deep learning root system
of our currently eclipsing
sacred ecological
global environmental
climate of competitive ecopolitical pathology,
absence of EarthCentric (0)Soul
bilateral ego/ecosystemic mindfulness,
D/RNA ecosystemic fractal design rooted
WinWin (0)Core Sacred EcoLogical.

Too energetic Yang
against too slothful Yin
taking two double-binding cooperative breaks
while hypnotized by an oncoming chronic solar eclipse,
seeringly ultra-violent sun
perpetually embracing GrandMother Moon’s
serenely ultra-violet
brights and dualdark
(0)-Soul polypathic sums
and cores
and climates
and cultures
of bilateral Yang/Yin ecosystemic politics,
dipolar co-arising
moon over sun revolutions
by day,
while Elder Right dualdark
ReNewingMoon good breastfeeding night
of beauty
bilateral non-verbal,
dipolar notnot inductive,
bilaterally eclipsing-arising truths.


Wind Whispering Water

So, here’s my wind with water thing.

What thing, dear?

My Yang winding theory.

I’m more interested in our
YinWater feeds YangWinds revolving
seeds YinWater

OK, then.
So, here’s our windy water thing
I’m proposing to discuss
this morning.

More inviting.
And that would be….

Take a theory,
any theory,
about anything
or anyone
or any time now
or past
or future.

So some kind of a RealTime Theory.

let’s try a theory about learning theory.

Is our Deep Learning Theory
using a WinLose (0)Sum decomposing flight assumption,
or a WinWin (0)Core slow-growth bilateral swimming assumption,
or perhaps both-and,
Left with Right?

Couldn’t our Deep Learning Theory
hypothesize WinWin ecopolitical winds of change
as ecological waters of flowing sacred grace?
Together, WinWin OVER WinLose cultural dominance,
yielding statistically significant
short-term through multigenerational
polyphonic health outcomes
as compared and contrasted with LoseLose antithesis,
or even WinLose deductive-reductive competing evolutions
and incorporations,
somewhere hopelessly lost in Confusing Business As Usual?

I’m not sure I have anything wind or flowing water
to add,
although maybe it would be easier for some
to abstract down
into a more metric binary summary,
YangLeft (+,+) 1-binomial convex Polynomials
are WinWin equivalent
to notnot (-,-) YinSquared-Fractal DNA-RNA Polypathic (0)-Sum dipolar,
co-arising nonduality,
(0) Soul, bilateral ecological,
and double-binary bionic balancing.

with all due respect,
I’m not sure that is shorter, or more fluid,
or any more or less WinWin accessible
for RightBrained inductive me.

Perhaps we could weave them back and forth,
in and out together
to make an ecopolitical prime wind/water relationship
just and peaceful us?

Are we still talking about our Deep and Wide Learning Theory?

More of an Open Systemic proposal, really.

I thought you would never revolutionary ask
to conjoin our WinWin
Left with Right
Yang with YinYin
P with N(NP)
+1 with -(-0)
Deep Learning (0) Soul Sacred Ecology Theories.

I didn’t know you were waiting
for me to ask.

Well, if I have to tell you I’m waiting
it sort of defeats your WinLose patriarchal domination proposal
doesn’t it?

No, that’s OK,
I like us Deep Learning better
when asking and inviting,
nurturing and challenging,
discovering and uncovering,
flying and swimming,
works both WinWin sensory equivalent trusting ways,
moving together
Theories of (0) Soul ReGenerative octaves
delineating double-bound bilateral fractals,
like hydrogen and oxygen,
like uracil and cytosine
like form and flow function,
like space and time,
like convex expanding as also concave recessing,
like co-arising and co-gravitating,
wind with water.

Or maybe well-watered wind.

Do you prefer your understory function on top?

Variety is the spice of regenerating life, dear.


Winning MultiCultural Health

Encultured vision sees things as they are
and were,
as they are not and were not.
Positive revision sees things as we could become,

Culture is an extremely large word,
with ubiquitous cooperate v compete economic implications,
means toward autonomous v interdependent discovery,
spoken all the way from atomic
through universal systems,
root systems,
language and numeric systems,
as is climate,
as is beauty,
as is trust,
as is health huge
where wealth is not yet pathologically rabid,
feeding off the poor in nature-spirit dipolar equivalence.

Multicultures speak in diverse voices,
internal and external,
Left and Right,
dark and light,
and which we are able to see as us
an which are “them”
depends on not just who or what is speaking
but who and when we listen
and look at out and in,
sniff and lick and feel trusting drawn toward
and those who do not feel right to us,
not because they are not as good,
or even better,
but because we find resonant diversity across our cultures,
within shared subclimates of mutual solidarity
in healthy difference
and not so much overly competitive pathology.


PermaCultural Research and Design

PermaCultural InFormation/ExFormation Research and Design

Zero SpaceYang gratefully greets YinBiLateral Time,
after several science and math collateral cooperations,
over and through and beyond metaphysical and special case physical centuries,
appear to favor cooperative dipollar appositional health
over ecopolitically competitive bipolar oppositional pathologies.

Literature Review:
See Creation Stories.
Especially those originating Sun’s dawning DivineYang Light
spreading across mists of revolving spirals,
yinFlow sacred double-boundary waters,
seas within seasons
of CommonSquared speeds
for multicultural racing light
embracing wet octaves,
spectral ergodic,
ionic and bionic-fractal prisms,
thermodynamic balancing Creation Stories
of equivalent Patriarchy-Matriarchy
transregenerative pre- through post-history,
Original Hypostatic Unions,
ongoing more cooperatively than not.

EcoPolitical cooperative regenerativity
emerges from
and re-invests toward
Positive BiLateral Balancing Psychology.

PermaCulture Design
with Yang polycultural sustainability
through Yin-harmonic decompositional resonant diversity.

Deep and Sacred Ecology Learning Design
and bicameral practice of co-operativity,
EcoPolitically Incorporated,
divine-humane incarnated,
reincarnating co-arising dipolar convex
as co-gravitation dualdark concave,
WinWin CoOperative Game
and ReGenerative Systems Theory
of EcoPolitical Best Practice Methods
toward reweaving,
cultures of short- through long-term healthy wealth.

PolyCultural up and out, convexly informational co-intelligence.
MonoCultural in and down concave root-systemic exformational
toward downright anti-ecologically dissonant anti-empathic decay.

Is more internally and externally productive
of both short- and long-term healthy outcome optimization
over LeftBrain dominating bipolarizing bicameral Debate.
Debate requires competitive skill sets
used and refined toward WinLose ZeroSum monoculturing outcomes,
Discussion invites listening before speaking
non-violent skills for further delineating
potential WinWin integrity
of NotNot Zero polycultural
YangEquiValence = NotNot YinAmbiValence incoming consumption
toward EitherOr with BothAnd harmonic outcome production.

Yang 3D space polynomial static geometrics
octave double-bind Zero-PrimeCore Fractal-DialectalDynamic Relationship
with Yin 1-BiLateral notnot polylinear wu-wei path
of wave-spiraling EcoPolitical Tipping Points
and Waves,
Bull and BearCub Embryonic Markets,
LeftPatriarchal and Right ElderMatriarchal EcoNormics,
Deep Learning EcoPolitics of Gaian Systems.

B Fuller
Golden Rule
Golden Ratio
Golden MultiCultural Elixir of Mother Earth
multiculturing sha-wo/men and gospel wizardish witches,
mothers and GrandMother Moon
feeding in and out
prime relationships
between and among light c-fractal
and dualdark dreamscape RightBrain
timeless ultra-violet (0)Sum nights.

References Cited:
LeftBrain SpaceTime Taoism
RightBrain RealTime Zeroism
bionically secular/sacred ZeroSoul co-arising,
nondual ZenTao
of EmptyEgo
revolving fractal spirals
for Interdependent ThermoDynamic
Earth DoubleBoundaried
Special Case
CoOperative CoLateral Balance.


What You Pack In…

If and when you pack investments into our wilderness of CommonHeld-Futures,
and feel committed to sustain for the longest healthy haul possible,
then, please, cooperatively re-invest back out
before our shared Win to Lose reaches an unfortunately shared
global viral end.

If you didn’t cooperatively pack in most of your current baggage,
then, please, do not competitively walk yourself back out
enslaved to mass paranoia and Win to Lose egocentric fear and terror,
away from self- and other-coinvestments,
co-arising as co-gravitating.

Taking each other to the church,
our whatever community of polyculturing faith
and active love,
rather than the more competitive,
overly-commodified and patriarchally over-infested
bicameral eco-political direction.

Take only what you need to invest in Healthy Commons Futures,
by cooperatively paying-forward everything you have received by grace,
and taken with gratitude,
positive attitude psychology
and trusting WinWin ecopolitics.

Make it your long-term zero-sum goal,
your bucket list from Attitude through Zoning for EcoHealthy Wealth,
to grow cooperatively into only what you nutritionally need
to WinWin re-invest with gratitude
every graced ecopolitical
and psychological
and ecological resource you have received
through Elders’ paid-it-forward
throughout your cooperatively positive-oriented lifetime
of regenerative WinWin strategic optimization
toward polyculturally global healthy outcomes,
multicultures re-investing everything received
from and for and of Earth’s 4D Zero-Core SpaceTime,
binomial-bilateral-fractal-octaved-4Sacred Seasoned RealTime,

As represented by Bayes
and Euler
with Fuller
and Perelman,
with Lovelock before him,
and Margolis,
then back toward LaoTse
and Buddha, et. al.
shamanic matriarchal bodhisattvas
with cooperative ecomessianic growing DNA complexities,
with PolyPathic-PolyPhonic Fragrant Resonance of Colors.

CoOperatively co-invest in every grace Earth habitation offers
and, please, GoldenRules need to receive and give care appropriately,
to re-invest each cooperative intention
with WinWin co-redeeming confidence
in powers of sacred regenerativity, ecology,
over overly reductive-secularized LoseLose ecological decompositions,
anti-polyphonic nomials as also unbalanced binomial waves of dissonance,
notnot Zero-Core polynomial,
not dipolar co-arising with great transitional abundance,
where CommonsSquared time of bilateral Yang light,
meets and greets Eulerian-Fuller fractal-spiral thermodynamic functions,
flowing matriarchally enlightened WisdomYin
Prime Relational Zero-Sum Gaian WinWin Hypothesis,
as also
Original HypoStatic Union,
Sacred Elder Right
with Secular-Dominant Deductive Left
multiculturally nutritional language
as polynomial health numeral bilateral iconic,
ironic simplicity of Yang as dipolar appositional YinSquared-Fractal,
as simple as negotiating genderal health and safety relations
with a lesbian male-to-female transgender Bodhisattva EcoFeminist Warrior;
EgoFunction Left BodyMind
as also EcoFlow RightBiLateralTime Zero-Sum
WinWin MindfulMatriarchal EarthMomma Body.

What we Zero-Sum cooperatively pack in,
let us, please, also Zero-Core re-invest Ego/Eco Systemic WinWin
on your way back out of our global reforesting health and safety project
into our Zero-Soul Commons Wilderness
of WinWin Fertile SpaceTime 4D RealTime EcoPolitical Promise.