I would feel our way
toward green restoring justice Earth
Designing integral peace
through Default Mediating Networks
remediating LeftBrain dominant
sniffing toward retribution
before settling into stagnant
substituting for cooperatively restoring peace.
My resolution opportunities
are as HUGE as my cognitive dissonance stuckness,
What competitive difference could I possibly not make,
perennially fight for
Bicameral Taoists assume
and both/and moral commitment,
thought, yet felt,
natural, yet spiritual,
ecological, yet theological,
polypathic, yet polyphonically robust,
most viralish resilient, when also virtuously resonant.
My deep twinned
inter-regenerational natural spirit
demands win/win modeled responses
profoundly left/right bilaterally intersectional.
I find myself
a retributive justice victim
while planning to become
a restorative peace advocate.
My ego has problems
our ecosystem has pathology;
My egosystem finds warm wet wombed resolutions
our economic re-creations would win/win resolve.
My litany of personal care
grows longer than
all my competing days
and cooperatively-held nights.
My rainbow communion
has a deliberate monocultural divestment cause,
shaped by centuries of left-brain patriarchal extraction
benefiting producers with greatest capital resources
for purchasing further empowerment.
This is ego-centrism
nihilism defined by alienated Other,
and capitalism refined by supremacist We.
My litany of dying places,
formerly sacred spaces,
now objectively and subjectively less healthy wealthed,
more win/lose evolving
toward lose/lose devolution,
combine to predict climate failure,
I travel deeply within
uncovering my own complicit
explicit win/lose structures
of left-brain over-power,
and degeneratively fragmenting EarthSoul
and more cooperative conviction
and commitment to interdependent dignity
I remain invincibly invisible
Energy’s vast universal democracy.