I think I shall always see
a creative tension
within aesthetic equity
not Earth-focused beauty
but sensory health
of intimately true
integrity

When I feel painfully
non-erotically oppressed
health repressed
wealth suppressed

I can imagine what I could do
more powerfully
differently
enlightened therapeutically
exotically
music resonantly
muse cooperatively
more inclusive, equitably
with positive values relentlessly
curious sacred silent
serenity

Imagining all my ways,
re-imaging all my personal passion days
as if I had been
a sold out
sex starved
activist

Not my own
silently faithful
protagonist,

But unfaithful internal antagonist,
virally self-blaming
shameful
capital patriarchal oppressor
of all those leftwing
neglectfully disabled
behind.

Both virally empowered oppressor
and unenlightened victim,
cosmic interdependent equity

Lacking compassion,
health integrity,
deep learning
balanced Yang inhaling
Yintegral exhaling
cooperative
Both/And balance

Synergy’s co-empathic
multi-sensory potential
for balancing healthy personal
neurally incorporated
individual wealth care

To re-imagine wellbeing
through polyphonic song
and horizontal dance
polyvagal mediation.