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Old Green Deals

When I sense a pathway
in between my mountain of narcissistic need
to control my relationships
and all my anthrosupremacist rivered lessons
cause-effect linear
verbal assumptions
with nonverbal consecutive resolving
and unresolved ambiguous feelings

Veering away from dark trauma
blue loneliness
and toward ego- and eco-therapies
of green abundance,

When I feel polyphonic harmony,
synergy between and within my interior biosystem

Deep listening,
and not digging for control,
even eventually,
settling in for perpetual unconditional co-control
both/and nuancing interdependent co-investment,
enlightened co-empowerment
empowering win/win resolutions
of thoughtful conscious feelings,

Transparently rivered valleys
of neuro-sensory unvoiced
win/win resolving
solvent flowing return choice
soothing past win/lose sensory traumatic
in-between

Decisions for economic
Whole Systemic
pro-ecological
co-relational
multi-lateral solidarity
of animus mundi awe,
holonic nature-enspirited

History encultured
Yang/Yintegral timelessly
unconditionally regarded,
esteemed sacred space

Of balanced
co-relational place

InBetween old and new
internal sensory rivers of feeling
win/lose anxious trauma
and environmental stress

And anticipating health
and felt wealth of ego/eco defensive
yang/yintegral safety
actively co-investing
in shared economic and pro-ecological,
cooperatively reborn,
original prime NonZero Zone,
ego/eco-matriarchal political relationship

Win/win restoring
health/wealth optimizing
new/old green wisdom
nutritional communication deals.

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Liberating Philanthropists

I doubt a benefactor,
philanthropist,
a short-term financial investor,
could optimally provide
protect
prevail with
an ecopolitically healthy therapeutic service

Yet,
intersectionally,
interdependently,
multiculturally,
poly-sensorily
fall far short
of co-investing in cooperative
sacred green ecofeminist
organic empowering
and enlightening communion.

Disempowering
codependent
anthrosupremacist services
in some way(s) Other,
commodifying non-profit and government intention,
subjugating potential enrichment rivals,
marginalizing direct service providers

These, often HealthTrust and WealthBeauty
wise EarthMother’s most sacred multi-sensory recreation
regeneratively throws resonant
and resilient
enlightening
and empowering
bicfameral
bilateral
binomial
bionic
bigenderal opportunities
for and of restoring
CoAttaching Green EcoPolitical Communion,

All co-invested cooperative life systems
are about as likely to have appeared,
as disappeared,
win/win TrueAtomic
and Synergetic WaveLinear

As a Yang/Yintegral polyculturing slut
creolizing his/her/their predative PatriarchOther
needs sacred HerOther
in hearted heat Welcoming-Wombing Self

More than S/He lives to merely
ever-more serve philanthropic benefits
as unfavorably contrasted with
committing to cooperatively lusty solidarity
empowering and enlightening
fertile resilient thriving

Entries and exits
for compassion
passions cooperatively climaxing,
ecopolitically predicting long-term healthy
and safe win/win
global,
universally uniting afterglow.

At least more so
than waking up the next morning
sadly realizing your latest RightWing investment
further jeopardizes health
and safe wealth of all our grandchildren
and their foodchains
and their climate healthcare infrastructures
and their ecopolitical co-investing cooperatives
and their green indigenous wisdom deals.

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Irreversible Passions

Loyalty serves solidarity
as passion fuels integral communion.

Passionate patristic patriotism
does not work
for optimizing resilient healthy intent
nor do partisan loyalties
win/win play for resonant wealth
building collaborative feelings,
when the cart
replaces the horse.

Solidarity with my Home Team
my narrowest nuclear family
only those who look
and sound like Straight White Patriarchal
monotheistic chosen
and grace-privileged wealth
serves loyalty only to further win/lose competitions,

Aspiring champions of small-egominded
and disembodied reductions,
deductions
divisions,
rather than wealthing health co-investments
in Earth-collaborative consciousness.

RightWing loyalty serves
LeftWing multicultural solidarity
as red-blooded patristic passion
fuels ecofeminist green communion.

Similarly,
but more co-arisingly,
safe and resilient cultural wealth
empowers win/win ClimateHealth
or win/lose subclimate supremacy
monoculturally risks fragility
of polycultural green communion
inductive,
integral,
inclusive healthy-wealth opportunities.

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Green Communion Call

Polycultural Communion calls
for win/win gratitude attitudes
communing a poor in spirit
generous WeCosmology
resonating rightbrain interdependent tenderness

BiCameral cosmological
ecological
theological
positive psychological
sensory-neurological
sexological
PolyCultural Communion
integrates leftbrain equity gratitude
and rightbrain multiculturally glad integrity,

A precognition
that StraightWhiteMale omnipotent God
is EarthMother’s loving
sacred
holonic spirit gift,

We are inter-religiously called
to more quietly
sustainably
cooperatively imitate Her leftbrain generosity
in messianic win/win self-enlightenment
and good health-wealthy
eco/theological
secular/sacred
natural/spiritual
deductive/inductive
empowering/enlightening
ego/eco-relational works.

Do not cling to rightwing Patriarchal-Capitalism
knowing and feeling
nonviolent communicated
restorative justice
PolyCulturally Communing
what your cooperative ecosystemic leftwing
green is already doing
with sacred resilient win/win intersectional integrity…
And your EarthMother
will emergently reward WeCosmological
you. (Mt 6:3-4)

PolyCultural Communion
also co-invests in co-passion consciousness
we are win/win connected
with all natural creatures,
joined in a splendid multicultural
global community.

As PolyCultural Communion
pro-healthy life believers
we look
and listen for EarthJustice
from leftbrain, ecologically outside,
but also from rightbrain, spiritually
theologically
panentheistically
polytheistically inside,

Conscious of natural/spirit
bilateral double-binding bonds
with which EarthMother has linked
ligioned
synced us
with all DNA enscriptured sacred beings
throughout eco-matriarchal goddess spiraling
repurposing health-wealth becoming
reborn

By developing our individuating EarhLife
given capacities,
an ecological seasonal 4-developmental perennial conversion
can inspire us to all solar climaxing
greater 4D recreativity
and compassion

Resolving sacred Earth’s
leftbrain dominant problems
by offering our interdependent selves
to MotherGoddess

as a messianic sacrifice,
integral, holy
and win/win nature/spirit
nondualistically acceptable
(Rom 12:1)

WeCosmologists do not understand
our leftbrain verbal superiority
as a reason for supremacist glory
or autocratic Patriarchal-Capitalist dominion,

But, rather as an integral potential
ecofeminist systemic capacity which,
in its rightbrain permanent IntegralCulture
interdependent inter-religious
pro-active therapeutic bicameral
holy
holonic
holistic
Whole Open Systemic win/win
ego-cultural/eco-climatic
health/wealth optimizing
return
revival
regenerativity,

Entails a tragic/comedic co-responsibility
stemming from our indigenous
MotherEarth wisdom
WeCosmological faith.

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Sacred Carnal Custody

Jesus was a patristic carpenter,
a non-nationalistic builder
of goodnews communal structure,
a nonviolent communicating leader,
a multispirit-natural facilitator,
divinely humane bilateral
spiritual health is natural wealth
facilitator of recreative green
and blue
and red-blooded sensory communion.

I am a mere custodian
of messianic intention,
practice,
discipline,
caring for co-empowerment,
vocational integrity,
ecopolitical EarthHealth and Safety
re-enlightenment,

A custodial health care giver
and wealth sensational receiver,
practicing this sacred vocation
of kindness
for improving healthy sensory outcomes,
scouring memories
and green clean freeing imagination
of multiculturally furnished resonance,
harmonically polishing resilient gleaming finishes

Of climaxing compassion
recreating passionate
yet safe
incomes extending polycultural communion
more free of risking segregated collapse
of healthy form
with wealthy functions.

Cooperative custody of wide spatial
and deep tempered
resonant wellbeing,
integral systemic order,
therapeutic win/win cleanliness
for organic peace
through interdependently cooperative custody,

Physical sensory longevity care
for stable healthy spaces
and metaphysically safe mental wealth
neuro-healing traumatic at risk places.

Custodians can integrate daily mindbody life
and EarthMaintenance sensory work
as occupational
sacred vocational
prayer.

Earth’s custodians
mediate regenerative compassion,
meditate in practical
mindful
sensory spiritual/natural
interdependent/equitable custody practice

Custody of healthy natural green mind
and wealthy sensory-spiritual
red-blooded custodial
EarthPatriotic heart.

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Ecological Conversion

“…the ecological crisis is also a summons
to profound [theological] conversion.”
#217, Laudato Si’, Pope Francis

Those who benefit from a StraightWhiteMale privileged,
LeftBrain dominant,
Patriarchal-Capitalist
monotheistic image for God’s anthrosupremacist omnipotence,

May have trouble recognizing
that UnStraight,
UnWhite,
unprivileged ecopolitical victims
try to thrive with win/win Left/Right bicameral intelligence
despite chronic trauma histories
of Patriarchal-Capitalism

Still stubbornly believing in our PolyCultural-Communion
CommonGood
to experience health-wealthy faith,

Trust in our panentheistic
and intersectionally integral benefits,
kindly compassionate relationships
ego-internal/eco-external political,
empowering and enlightening co-empathic experience
of sacred Earth’s restoration
through healthy democratic integrity
of internal local culture and external global climate,
democratic trust and integrally universal beauty

Intersectionally just,
balanced north/south
west/east
ego/eco-therapeutic win/win
blue above and green below
seen from above with full-spectral resonant potential,
organic ego-internal theology of conversion
feeding and fed by
eco-external logical relationships of positively trusted
felt beauty,

Secular or sacred segregation
causing LeftBrain dominant traumatic dissonance;
integral sacred/secular RightBrain interdependent
CommonGood Trust

Kind compassioning
inter-religious
intersectional
polypathic/polymathic
polynomially/polyvagally balanced
NonZero Zone 1/0 double-binary

Positive psycho-ecopolitical trust
Win/Win strategy
is way healthier
and graceful
than Lose/Lose nihilism
of blind faith that patriarchal capitalism
wounds
predict active hope that polycultural communion
invites trusted sacred beauty
of health-wealthy win/win peace,

Past through future best cooperative
ecological/theological
nature/spirit indigenous trust practice
for healthy/wealthy beauty
synergy
integrity

For those who benefit with,
but not under,
healthy straight white males
with left/right bicamerally abundant wealth
as safe health prosperity,
protection

Deeply resonant listening
and widely resilient speaking
through multicultural
nonviolent communicating
anthro-trusted
Earth beautiful regenerations.

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Critical NonViolence Theory

Compassion does not speak in judgment;
at least not before sufficient listening
on the extending edge of gratitude.

Therapeutic sciences now speak
as one with inter-religious mystics,

That kindness
is physically and mentally therapeutic
for those who receive
and especially those who adeptly give,
facilitate,
mediate
mentor,
empower
while cooperatively enlightening.

While we readily see this bilateral correlation
of kind-therapy
and mean-pathology
when counseling couples
and quarreling kids
and mediating sometimes ancient
multigenerational family disputes,

We less often consider historical
and larger present day applications
to things like slavery
colonization
criminalization
patriarchalism
parochialism
evangelism
apartheid
white supremacy
homophobia
sexism
racism

Competitive capitalist drive to win/lose survive
without cooperative communion to win/win thrive

These utillitarian
punishing
competitive issues are all antithetical to kindness
of multiculturing communions,
to the exercise of healthy democratic communion,
to resiliently transgenerational wealthy communities

Where compassion seldom speaks
in win/lose evolving/devolving judgment,
and not before sufficient win/win
deep dynamic
revolutionary listening.

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Sorting Through BiNomials

Where do I draw my bilateral line
in a polycultural sandbox?

In-between a merely personal traumatic
severing
excommunicating
dispassionate
divesting
divorcing
marginalizing
loss and suffering event

And a larger staged
eco-political
critical systemic
potentially multi-generational
traumatic climate event.

Why does it feel important
to distinguish,
and perhaps discriminate
personal from ecopolitical systemic trauma?

Against an InsideEgo post-traumatic stress disordered
biosystem
And against an Outside EcoClimate post-traumatic stress
Patriarchal/Capitalist disordered
monoculturally fragile
non-universal health
and non-unitarian education
eco-political delivery system

Contrasting EgoIn/EcoOut-gravitating polymathic deductions
rationally concluding wealth optimizing bias
for GoldenRule WinWin health communications

Both/And non-linear nuancing
EitherCause/OrEffect LeftBrain dominant
debate boundaries,
dualistic
deductively labeled
and crisply verbalized
words as pointed weapons
when more compassionate tools
feel too abstract
and post-traumatic win/lose
chronically stressed,
unavailable
inaccessible
not articulate,
polarizingly defined

Dipolar co-arising RightMind inductions
invite non-linear Both/And feelings
double-binding cognitive compassion
win/win internal communications

X v Y LeftBrain
RightWing
Either capitalist economic Space
Or patriarchal political Time
constant zero-sum variables

On our best non-traumatic thriving days
also X/Y-exponential NonZero Zones
exponentially expanding
RightBrain unsuppressed
co-arising resilient health/wealth systemic
binomial dipolarities

Taoist YangSpace valued Matters
equal bilateral in/out
Yintegral Earth health/wealth
restorative justice Time

Bilateral dynamic spiraling,
ecofeminist integral,
bicameral infusion
of resonant serotonin
and resilient dopamine
critical well-being waving back

To and through deep
and wide Post Traumatic StraightWhiteMale Disordered
rememories
of indigenously felt nature/spirit
science/religioning
secular/sacred reconnecting
Either/Or = Both/And resilient inter-religioning
polycultural communion
bicameral harmonics.

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Employment Trauma

My protagonist today,
a Gay Black Religious Mature Male,
not quite ready for silver-grey Obama temples

Is off this morning
to a new full-time job,
8 to 5,
Monday through Friday.

He has been out of his calming,
regular custodial collared routine,
for over two years,

And has long been anticipating just this kind
of post-traumatic economic morning.

Up with the sun,
shower,
shave,
dressing just showman right–
not shaman flashy
but not beatdown polyester–
lunch in his red and white pristine cooler
generously filled with fresh
wholesome food

He is not feeling
like he will be able
to eat.

His stomach is Post Traumatic Employment Stress
churning.

He looks into his refrigerator
while telling me
he is in knots
and at least half a mind wishing to not show up,

To tell them he doesn’t think right.
Doesn’t feel he can get through his uncontrolled fear
and self-loathing for not manning up
while They background check
his suffering character references.
He doesn’t think or feel he can survive this day
even though he has no doubt he can do this job
better without Them.

He wants to give up,
walk away if he can’t freeze
in his more health and safety habitat place.

I am stunned into silence.
This is hard to hear,
to link up with how excited he was
to apply
and to get a call
from his would-be “nice guy” supervisor,
after meeting suspicious him.
He told me how surprised he was
to feel like this Straight White Male
was one of the good,
reasonable,
non-toxic guys.

Eventually,
after our anxious potential hero heads out
with heavy feet
and knotted stomach,
I recall how he might have felt
when he left his last full-time employment day,
dismissed
without notice.

His employment record reads “tardiness.”
But, off his common knowledge record
is a victim of systemic racism,
a supervisor’s personal superiority prejudice,
global heterosexist homophobia.

Victimized by StraightWhiteMales
for being who he is,
and not getting support from brown-skinned guys
he thought were potential allies
because he has no proper heterosexual credentials.

Talk therapy may be widely used
to prepare his LeftBrain to reconstruct
past traumatic experiences.
The therapeutic goal,
to resolve through better contextual understanding
in a LeftBrain verbal
rational way.

This can be helpful, I suppose,
but PostTrauma disordered victims
need PreAbundant nurturing anticipations
fading frozen fears
of further victimization,
economic and/or political trauma
due to personal identity rejections
that have historically been cause for criminalization,
colonization,
enslavement,
sending out evangelical missionaries,
in nationalistic Patriarchal/Capitalist
drunken salvific supremacist history.

Dissociative experience of eco-political trauma
is as deep margins felt
in our RightHemispheres
interdependent serotonin/dopamine fading flight
outside our BusinessAsCompetitionUsual,
patriarchal-capitalist,
Either in
Or out,
deductive verbal labeling LeftHemispheres

Capable of calmly,
curiously,
courageously distinguishing thought-out purposes
for our win/lose past behaviors
within an overwhelming evolutionary
Fight Makes Patriarchal/Capitalist Right
competitive manly worldviews
justifying punishing severances.

Trauma,
to ecological
and psychological
and economic
and political relationships,
deeply retains fear and/or anger
neuro-sensory systemic
terrifying memories

Post-Loser re-victimized
by re-experiencing active distrust,
dissociation
as the opposite of Attachment’s sacred experiential promise
of cooperative peace,
Win/Win behavioral and verbal communing safety,
personal health prosperity
on a planet growing in eco-wealth anticipating provisions.

In my protagonist’s developmental
special employment case,
I also hear theological trauma–
deeply felt shame
and blame,
and White-righteous Straight Capitalist/Patriarchal
judgment.

Such deep trauma responds most resonantly
to having a positive gain experience today,
this morning,
while filling out pre-employment paperwork,
feeling those he meets are divinely delighted
and delightful.
Then he may feel already a bit relieved.

He may, thereby, rediscover sufficient environmental resonance
therapeutic courage
to continue showing up with a positive,
let’s get it cooperatively done,
nonviolent gratitude attitude

To open sufficient hope
for potential healthy and safe team players,
we all need respect
for human and civilizing rights,
but we are transformed
by downright resiliently appreciative
multiculturally experienced values.

Each day, at work and play,
can invite affirmation
for polypathic transparency

The gospel’s “Poor in Spirit”
are our vulnerable person-ego identities,
expecting merely reasonable
eco-therapeutic compassion
and actively hoping
for polyculturally intelligent communication.

Best therapeutic practice
for anger
fear
hate
greed
exploitation
enslavement
criminalization
colonization
predation experiences
ruminating traumatic employment narratives
are new compassionate work and play environments
of cooperative courage
to get through our shared sacred vocations
in this another EarthBeauty
and SacredTruth
re-education day.

All Mattering Employment’s vocationally Great Again
meaning is found in our economically felt
politically experienced solidarity,
our cooperative win/win generosity,
our co-investment
in pro-active peace
and co-passion;

Not our traumatic enslavement,
repressive employment,
and past discrimination
by retributive Patriarchal/Capitalist
straight white gatekeepers
who have also had traumatic losses.

Perhaps our collective traumatic experiences
are more systemically acute
for those with more difficult personal
and political
and economic births
into a Straight White Patriarchal/Capitalist religion
where one’s own dark and queer embodied experience
may be unjust
unhealthy cause
for a traumatic can’t win Loser
Life is a slow
unfair death sentence

Uttered by LeftBrain dominant
Patriarchal/Capitalist
anti-peace communications.

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Thriving with Integrity

Synergy
feels Earth is flat
two-dimensional
monolinear to me

While my life time line
inevitably moves from original eternity
through magical creation
from empty
toward monotheistic bright
completion light
exhaustion
and back again
into entropic dualdark chaos

By way of enlightening
and empowering bicameral contrast

Integrity
speaks four fractally
half-octave
dimensionally

Robust and elegant integrity
includes polymathic binomials
like polytheistic Heaven and monoculturing Hell,
Sacred Cooperatives and Desecrating Competitions
reconnecting wealthy re-ligions and health restorative sciences
above and below, and bilocational Theo/EcoLogic
inside and outside, and bilateral nonviolent communication systemic
pleasure and pain, and balancing in-between health/wealth justice
found and lost, and democratic EarthPeace won
full and empty, and omnisciently enlightening empowerment
left deductive thoughts and right inductive feelings, and bicameral balance

Rational space and irrational multiculturing time,
and span-rationally developing spacetime fractals,
individual and relational, and correlational revolving events
cause and effect, and survival causally effecting win/win thrival
black and white, and full-spectral
wheels and octaves, and dynamic spiraling multicolors
of red war and green peace mystery,
and polyculturally unfolding octaves
of dynamic health/wealth history

male and female, and bisensory-neural system story
regenerative and degenerative, and polyregender mystically
yes and no, and not not integral energy

Politically enlightening
local cooperative wealth narratives,
And also economically empowering
global intersectional health stories
of GoldenRules
internationally win/win applied

Restoring dynamic
four-dimensional synergy systems
preferring cooperative co-investment
perennial healthy wealth nurturing
nature/spirit compassionate integrity.

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