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Reds Against Queens

Although I am a queer white Queen
let me reassure you
I can be just as mean
or as green,
Mr. Clean,
as any fascist
conjured in your wildest
wettest dream.

I can kick my ruby RightWing heels
and hold my green skanky breath
as long as it takes, tis true,
until you eventually agree
to turn less boring white
and unenlightened blue

It’s true,
I can spread my fascist net
get in line with Straight White Men
with penile envy
of dark-skinned vets
you never could acknowledge seeing
in the singing shower
much less slurping
in your homophobic panic
nastiest place to hide
just yet.

Although a queer male Queen
married to the blackest man
you’ve ever seen,

You may rest re-assured
I’ve clearly found it true
as blue:
Once a person
and a nation
has tried black,
There’s a whole lotta happy folk
don’t care to go back
to refight a civil war
against a white flight bully bore

Supremely self-chosen evangelists,
y’all just help me
deeply snore.

You think
and feel,
know
and spiel,
I’m rotten to my core
because, like your sissy sister
it’s men this male adores

But, if men were good enough
for your sainted mother,
and hers too,
and my two,
let me introduce this thought
to you

It wouldn’t really make you
all that blue
to admit just maybe
all that pleasure
could suit a special man just fine
too,

But, don’t worry,
be happy,
I’m not the least bit hot
for white bread
RightWing you.

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Saving Face Campaign

Nonviolent designers
of Public Service Announcements

Like “STOP”
smoking
shooting up
drinking
trashing
burning
ignoring various morbid diseases
sinning
sundry mental/spiritual pathologies
unsafe behavior

And feeling ugly
smelling
bad sexing
eating crap
unsafe touching
declaring vengeful wars
Straight White Male supremacy
ecofeminist confused agendas
greens
reds
whites
blues
browns
blacks

Lust
rust
greed
going to seed

All these STOP campaigns
seem to miss my pointed
loser experience
that aiming for what makes me right now happy
is, perhaps, a long-term disgrace

So, what I aim for
instead
is whatever lies
and hiddenness,
safe camouflage
behind
and beneath respectful society’s
muttered under sour breath
“good riddance”ness,

I aim for saving face

You can campaign
all commercial day
and consummating night
to persuade me that my health
is also our happy
absence of communal fright
and resonant,
perhaps even resilient,
brilliantly enlightened
and empowering wealth.

But,
in my heart
of hurt
addiction
depression
anxiety
remorse for an angry life
at least half dead
from fear
you may uncover me
in ways I can’t pretend
to self-righteously defend.

I need some campaign
even larger than anti-addiction
to thinking either bliss
or blues,

Win/lose
Earth’s evolving
devolving runaway mission,
money exchanging zero-sum remission,

Not for peace,
or win/win health is also wealth,
or whimsically precarious
happy nest.

I want to join
Earth’s Great Return
for self-regenerating
revolving annual campaigns
springing climate forth
summer’s healthy maturation
falling harvest wisdom
wintering indigenous
sacred
nurturing meaning,

Theological enlightenment
ecologically empowering
in-between
co-arising Yang SunGod
and Yintegral
Matriarchal Earth

Tribes consuming public campaigns
green co-passionate
communion
saving Earth’s most happy face.

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Roots and Blossoms

Earth’s organic systems wonder
if both of these could be true:

Poverty and ignorance breed violence.
Capitalism and patriarchalism feed conflict.

If so,
is the first
or the second
history’s enculturing root system?

And is the Other
our competitively threatening
viral blossom of oppression?

And EarthMother wonders
if natural empowering
is also spiritual enlightening
cooperative Wisdom
inviting humane peace,
less dissonant debate praxis
preferring to invest
in more resilient dialogue practice
instead.

In dialogue with Monica Sharma’s “Radical Transformational Leadership: Strategic Action for Change Agents,” p. 13.

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How Many Holidays

How many times have I heard?

The family that prays together
stays together

And, the family that eats together
stays together

I know from personal Holiday
and every day
experience,
neither of these is necessarily true.

However,
I wonder if the family that sings
and/or dances together,
does stay together,
if only in our dreams.

And how many times have I thought,
and sometimes said?

If not broken,
do not fix.

If Holiday celebrations
are not broken,
then no reason to start singing
and/or dancing
now,
avoiding climatic catastrophe
by creating
and recreating
EarthPeace eucatastrophe.

Only fix fractures
when crumbling climates
are painfully obvious losses

Is a profound example
of LeftBrain Business As Triumphantly Usual
bipolar idealism

Either we are depressingly broken already
Or we are not yet sufficiently flawed
in our current competitive consumer mania

Polarized thinking
predicts selfishly predative feelings,
like marching in vicious squares
rather than choosing
to sing in virtuous circles.

Reduced to merely secular
devolutionary devotion,
Or not yet feeling naked loss enough
for a sacred solstice
revolutionary caroling
song and dance
midnight flashmob
massive howl event.

Fracturing doubts
perilously ignore intuitive warnings:
feeling masked alone,
so not extended family exposed,
never threatening to sing a kind line
or dance risky emotional steps
toward resonant healing

LeftBrain doubts
about losing control
of soberly reasonable celebrations
reminds me that most thought
and felt relationships working now
are threatened by unraveling climate decay,
by natural organic lifetime limitations,
by dysfunctional silence,
by mortal fears
and breaking anger disorders,

By denial of sufficient individual survival
through self-perpetuating love
sufficient for fixing Ever After.

Frequent flyer Left lyrics
devoid of Right rhythmic tone,

Secularized monotheism
not yet open toward sacred panentheistic
song and dance systemic communications
co-arising cognitive/affective resonance
feeling verbalizing thoughts:

If not yet unhealthy broke,
zero-sum bankrupt,
in traumatic competitive
shouting consumptive hate
and all-consuming anger
and consumer fear of crisis,
then what?

Perhaps deep listening
for feelings sung
and needs danced out
with those who do appreciate
individual sacred egos
are win/win made
to become half Other warm
ecosystemic environments
of wellness planning
unbroken,
undivided,
reassociating Trust

Reconsidered in here
healing musical space
through eternal now not hurting,
killing,
hurling time

Win/Win bicameral
dipolar co-arising engagement
ego/eco-systemic
resilient unbroken anthro health
is true resonant holiday
and every day wealth,

Earth environmental deep learning
from win/lose brokenness
toward future win/win reweaving
song and dance

LeftEgo/RightEco therapeutically cooperative
mending mindfulness
of integrity’s potential
for resonant healing
individual isolating events
of felt broken climates,

Pre- and/or Post-traumatic stress
inherited from past falling short,
narrow,
shallow everyday present awareness

Intuitively wanting to fix future
traumatic lose/lose awkward
and malforming breaks
and win/lose competitive risks
threatening long-term consumer malfunction,
and win/win synergetic mondbody integrity
of ego songs
and fire circle eco-dances
recycling cooperative
EarthDay and Night
resilient musical consciousness.
and win/lose risks

With winBody/winMind synergetic integrity
of ego dancing
eco cooperative singing
compassionate NewYear consciousness.

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Sensual Synergy

I think I shall always see
a creative tension
within aesthetic equity
not Earth-focused beauty
but sensory health
of intimately true
integrity

When I feel painfully
non-erotically oppressed
health repressed
wealth suppressed

I can imagine what I could do
more powerfully
differently
enlightened therapeutically
exotically
music resonantly
muse cooperatively
more inclusive, equitably
with positive values relentlessly
curious sacred silent
serenity

Imagining all my ways,
re-imaging all my personal passion days
as if I had been
a sold out
sex starved
activist

Not my own
silently faithful
protagonist,

But unfaithful internal antagonist,
virally self-blaming
shameful
capital patriarchal oppressor
of all those leftwing
neglectfully disabled
behind.

Both virally empowered oppressor
and unenlightened victim,
cosmic interdependent equity

Lacking compassion,
health integrity,
deep learning
balanced Yang inhaling
Yintegral exhaling
cooperative
Both/And balance

Synergy’s co-empathic
multi-sensory potential
for balancing healthy personal
neurally incorporated
individual wealth care

To re-imagine wellbeing
through polyphonic song
and horizontal dance
polyvagal mediation.

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Diplomatic Mystics

Where Earth’s international diplomats
might hope for multiculturally appropriate
justice

Radical theologians aspire
to restore sacred EarthGreen Peace

And EarthBeauty mystics,
those reculsive nature is not not spiritual
indigenously serene
and spacious mystics
nondualistic
nonviolent
non-zerosum ecological economists

Actively hope
the rest of us unenlightened
and disempowered victims
of degenerative stressful traumas
find some cooperatively co-invested
serenity

In our sacred EarthTribal
co-empathic
co-arising justice
co-passioning peace restoring
peak experience
long-term multi-regenerational memories
of preferably bilateral
synergetic
co-neurosystemic
passionately peaking
co-identity

Right here at home
in family
and local ecopolitical community
Where Earth’s multicultural diplomats
might hope for democratic healthy wealth
restoring integrally cooperative justice.

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Nurturing PolyEmPathic Digestion

It feels sadly ironic,
and unwise,
to focus healthcare
on digestive system deliveries
to feed and water our bodies

And underinvest,
too rarely applaud
and enrich
nurturing nutrition communications
made through our neural-sensory systems
natural/spiritual health care deliveries
and wealth care receptions
from abundantly compassionate
panentheistic worldviews

In contrast
to nihilistically narcissistic
survivalist
monotheistically supremacist
supporting monoculturing
monopoizing LeftBrain dominance

Me v We ZeroSum
closed degenerating
segregating views

Of Earth’s health-fading
feeding bilateral watering systems,

Absorbing, then expunging
inhaled then inhaled
informing then exflowing
YangTruth in Yintegral co-arising Beauty

Universal/Unitarian
bicameral
Health/Wealth
integral TaoBalancing
inside sacred womb thru tomb
secular indigenously panentheistic
wisdom

To focus health/wealth care
on digest to co-invest system deliveries
to feed and water
our mindbody
spirit/natured EarthTribe
bicameral identities.

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RightBrained Peace

He could not find
GreenBrained Peace
midst all his RedBrained
trained season
with Prince of Peace
reasons
to incorporate,
commodify,
market,
marginalize,
criminalize,
competitively profit
from punishing
self-medication,
feminist self-elevation,
queer self-revelation
white privilege remediation
civil right-brained peace
appreciation.

So
s/he applied her RightBrain environmental intelligence
toward co-empathic red-punishing/green-healing values
found in viscerally
and liberally connected trauma/therapy relationships
in this Here/Now
Space/Time
of short-term seasonal health
and long-term peace is wealth
safety

Redemptively co-investing
in compassionate multigenerational
information
both Left and Right accessible,
bilaterally bipartisan
beyond reasonable peace
reformulation
win/win strategic revolution
health optimizing red/green
warm/cool
strong/flowing
resilience

Right when his ego bullies
LeftBrain disabilities
within win/lose
and lose/lose traumatized
RightBrain feeling
un-eased dark Other

S/he hits a high-anxiety
LeftBrain Oppresses Peace
trigger

Within full-spectral
Left touched – Right felt environment
Left tasted – Right smelled environment
Left bilaterally seen – Right heard bicameral

Both/And dipolar co-arising
co-relationships of Peace

Inside their dialectical
Either/Or Left deductions
and Both/And Right inductions
co-producing more peaceful information,
interdependently integral

Polyvagal communication in polyphonic sensory systems
polypathic in polymathic paradigms
polyculturally incorporated LeftBrain therapeutic Voice

Speaking only after
deep learning listening
for win/win actively cooperative
RightBrain felt resonant Choice

For multicultural sacred peace
RightBrained remediation
restoration toward wealthy
health climaxing compassionate
WholeEarth polysystemic
panentheistic
holonic communication

Too often from above administered
professionally marketed
so too infrequently
from within
therapeutically optimized

RightBrained environmental peace
intelligence seeks co-empathic values
viscerally
and liberally stretching integrity

Win/win therapeutic relationships
in this Here/Now
Space/Time

Healthy green EarthJustice
and long-term safety
from RedWar
StraightWhiteMale privileged
win/lose degenerating monocultures
of militarized corporate competitions

Against compassionate
multiregenerational
peacetime
red/green bicameral space
information/expiration

UniversalJustice/UnitarianPeace
on back toward
Yang/Yintegral
bilaterally balancing
resonantly resilient
peace.

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Dancing Psalms

Dancing our epic song
inside images
dreams
narratives
ritual motions
rhythmic changes
disembodied

Can become dissonantly self-predative
depressing
exhausting
compressing

Claustrophobic mean remains
of darkly disabling
demonic Othering;
nothing left
for win/win choice,
wellbeing voice.

Dancing our song
dividing MeWe healthy humanity
in unhealthy ways

Sometimes therapeutically remediated
by better
silent outside
sacred listening,
for healing humane justice
in divinely green peace
forest Cathedrals,
desert sand drifting Paradise,
oceanic blue Heavens,
mountainous purple sunset Passions,
silent flowing rivers
of transparent Power
chasing
following vulnerable
wounding Light

Cooperatively active
inside/outside copassion
recklessly curious love
restoring EarthPeace
one dance at a time

For cooperatively revolutionary
mediations
resonantly YangSun sung
YintegralEarth danced

In and Out
Self and Other
therapeutically empathic
sacred muses
dancing our co-arising Psalms.

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Sublime Oppressions

When “oppressive”
becomes synonymous with “government”
and when “government”
becomes synonymous with “bureaucracy”

Then “oppressive government bureaucracy”
sounds like a redundant bad-boy platitude,
ungrateful anthro-
elitist attitude,
absence of relationships
for which I might feel
non-egged on
and non-eggheaded
regular
everyday
humane/divine
peace mindfull
gratitude.

While “enlightened government bureaucracy”
now sounds like a sarcastic oxymoron
spreading virally
from Red
to Blue
to wondering about Green

Cooperatives–
more empowering?
kinda ecofeminist,
instead of
patrilinearly
win v lose
predative capital-headed
commodifications
judgments
financial evaluations,
deductive causes
v. inductive affectiveness,

Which brings us back to RedMeat
reactionary
RightWing
White Nationalistic Supreme MonoTheistic
rumored sanctuaries from geoclimatically catostrophic absence of health
or wealth
or bipartisan wisdom

And bicameral dialectical win/win
strategically cooperative EarthJustice
empowerment EarthPeace
through ReGenerative EarthDesign

Which seems to inconveniently
include some traumatically epic purpose
for heavy-handed
RightWing
StraightWhite Privileged
Patriarchal-Capitalist
MonoCulturally Predative,
Cancel PolyPhonically Healthy
EcoWomanist Wealthy Multiculturalists

Are winning inner/inter-peace battles
weighed conscientiously
against our own grandchildren’s universal sacred health
and unitarian safe
compassionately resonant wealth

Of wellness sung
and danced
muse amusing
integral experience

Within compassionately indigenous,
wise systemic
co-governance
win/winningly ubiquitous

Ever since
SunMuse wealth
has radiantly co-governed
with EarthMusic
eco-humming
co-governing
health wealthy
resonantly resilient
green cooperative systems
sacred/secular
theo/eco-logical,

Where every mind/body organism,
sainted/sinner organization
spiritually/natured society
Yintegrally-Yanged co-passion
win-wins
through cooperative co-investments
in health care
power giving
and light receiving

A tradition much older
than when “oppressive”
becomes dissociated from “healthy democratic governments”
when inner/inter “trust co-government”
becomes bicamerally reunited with
“nonviolent healthcare systems.”

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