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BodyMinds of Christ

My gay white boyhood
struggled with the theological problem
of personally appreciating heterosexual superiority
sacred stories
and multiply mistranslated word-choices
of Jesus Christ

Within a Christian
monotheistic
evangelically triumphalist doctrine.

This personal mindbody intimacy problem
may be iconic
unveiling my personal distancing of untrusted
homophobic
StraightWhiteMales

Felt to be unsafe predators
unhealthily patriarchal
patristic
politically nationalistic
blind to white upper-class systemic privilege,
sacrilegiously win/lose competitive
Capitalistic LeftBrain dominant
white northern
and anti-polytheistic western
anthrosupremacists.

Rather than embracing more Holy Spirited
green
co-operative ecofeminist
healthy living and safe loving
polycultural communion alternatives

Within JesusChrist’s same iconic EarthTribal
neuro-sensory recognition of a divinely intuitive
panentheistic Spirit for restoring Peace

Encompassing
Winning LeftBrain truth,
healthy life,
wealthy resilient Ways
to also Win
RightBrain yintegral balance,
beauty,
nondualistic flow of iconic intuitions,
positive peak sacramental experience,
everyday co-passioning feelings

Of warm
wet
wombed co-attachment
within our universally polycultural
neuro-sensory
ecofeminist panentheistic sacred networks
of compassionate
polytheistic Self/Other pre-cognition

of ego/ecosystemic balance,
integrity,
polypathic intuitive Win/Wins
BodyEgo-Core/SacredMind
eco-messianic

Bilateral flow
of nonviolent HolySpirit
multiculturally universal communion,
verbal LeftBrain dominant associated communication
from Elder polytheistic RightBrain
re-connected
re-connecting unitarian ego-passion
with ecosystemic personal peak recontextualized
ecological polypathic theology
of nondualistic communion

Humane left-verbal
Divine right-nonverbal
mind/body fullness

Reiterating bicameral healthy
natural/spiritual
body/mind
nondualistic development

Education
experiential formation,
theological enculturation,
historically nonpatriarchal
non-capitalist
ecofeminist nutrition-rooted core ecopolitical
body/mind
nature/spirit RightBrain both holy and segregated

Panentheistic peak co-passioning intentional experience
neuro-sensory (including bilaterally sexual) practiced
Self/Other interdependently co-empathic
co-arising dipolar cognitive/intuitive re-connection.

RightBrain both/and feeling
willing to transubstantiate,
cooperatively incarnate Non-0 Zone
1 eternal Yang/Yintegral body/mind
nature/spirit
thought/feeling of
messianic/bodhisattva Christ

Ego/Ecosystemic co-binary
interdependent Either/Or
Yang AND Yin,
not Yang v Yin,
1 AND 0
western and eastern holy spirited
loving polycultural sacred co-operative experiences
Ego/EcoFeminist MotherEarth interdependently tribal
nutritiously nurturing health/wealth resilient care
green restorative systems
communion peace networks

Rooted in panentheistic intuitive peak experiences
neuro-systemic rooted icons
of Sun’s original enlightenment
giving loving birth
rebirth
reweaving Earth’s interdependent
nutritional
ecopolitical neuro-systemic
win/win co-empowerment

Polycultural becomings
of eco/theological
body/mind value
for healthy life as wealthy love
in tipping point tension with,
and not against,
merely atheistic Beings
of win/lose competitive
StraightWhiteWesternMale
LeftBrain privileged disvalues.

We share Left/Right
1/0
Yang/Yintegral
cognitive/intuitive
informed/exflowing
being/becoming
health/wealth panentheistic intentions
within this One mind/body of JesusChrist’s
WHoly Open Nature/Spirit EarthTribe System

Both/And Elder RightBrain compassion,
not so much Either/Or LeftBrain dominant
Patriarchal-Capitalist predations

Against LGBTQ panentheistic complexities
struggled with the theological problem
of personally experiencing ecofeminist sacred stories
and multiply translated word-choices
of God is Love
Gaian Prince of Health/Wealth Peace
humane/divine
co-passionately bicameral
Jesus/Christ

Within a Christian
monotheistic
monopolistic
monocultural
monochromatic
evangelically triumphalist doctrine
of dualistic anthrosupremacism.

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EcoGovernance Notes

Give as you can co-invest green,
Receive as you need,
Be all we are cooperatively becoming.

A deep root chakra foundation
of healthy polycultural life,
positive/negative mind-embodied
consilient unstrifed life
is far more than pre-death
in win/win whole open systemic
EarthTribe regenerative/degenerative networks
supporting transportively cooperative pedagogy
through mental/physical
spiritual/natural
theo/eco-logically integral
sacred/secular potential
green resilience.

Universally unitarian egos
co-passionately speaking up
and out
for and from
polyculturally polyphonic joy
regenerate sacred celebrations
of interdependent energy
positive/negative
one full and open
zero not empty and not closed
co-binary wu-wei energy
of TaoZen
nonzero zones
for global health-wealth care
kindness
gratitude
compassion
integrity of wide ecological purpose
and deep theological meaning.

Whole Open Systemic CulturaList:
Mono
Poly
PanEntheistic
Womanist-Feminist
Patriarchal
Green
Red
Blue
Turquoise Spiraling Spectral
Color
Black/White Bi
Full/Empty DiPolar
WuWei Trans
Octave-Fractal Holonic
NonZero WinWin
ZeroSum WinLose
Open
Closed
Holonic
Holy
Whole
Health
Multi
Sacred
Secular
Academic
Cognitive
Intuitive
Technology
Information
Organic
Democratic
Autocratic
Kleptocratic
Colonizing
Creolizing
Conservational
Liberal

Patristic traditional choices
for conserving sequestered wealth
through retributive justice
hierarchical systems
may re-member
re-connect with older
womb through tomb
EcoFeminist health liberation
for restoring cooperative peace
and resilient global justice
global ecosystemic governance
networks of co-passionate binomials.

EarthTribe resiliently
and resonantly organizes
around nonviolent communication experiences
of win/win health/wealth optimization
supported by whole open pedagogical
creolizing
multiregenerational systems
bicameral
bipartisan
bilateral polycultural co-remediation.

Pursue ecotherapeutic NEEDS
taking on CHALLENGES of win/lose risks
communicating with nonviolent skill RESOURCES
for win/win OPPORTUNITIES

Win/win open whole resilient criteria
for cost effectively achieving
Health/wealth optimizing systems:
Green REVITALIZING
Ego LeftBrain EFFICIENT
EcoSystemic RightBrain COMPASSIONATE
Health/Wealth nondualistically IMPACTFUL

Whole open revolving EarthTribe
neuro-sensory
visual-audio
smell-taste
touch-feel bilateral systems
seem to prefer outdoor
green STEAM classrooms
for deep learning multicultural
EarthGoverning
work and play
study and meditation
song and dance
plant and harvest
dormant and peak
nondualistic co-present
co-passionate communication

To give as we can co-invest green,
Receive as we red-blooded need,
Be all we are cooperative blues becoming.

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Integrity’s Health Potential

If to be
is to communicate

Perhaps
to be healthy
is to communicate
with deep listening
and nonviolent speaking
regenerative integrity.

Both secular and sacred
natural and spiritual
scientific and inter-religious
universal truths and unitarian trust

Faithful to mind and loving with body
ego and ecosystemic
rational-compassionate
Either/Or-Both/And
bicameral
bipartisan
Taoist
NonDualist

Not-Not Zeroist
strength/flow
space/time balance.

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Blue Tolerating Red Intolerance

To Ecological Greens
concerned about tolerating
evangelical Red intolerance
of monotheistic unstraight
unwhite
unmale
unhealthy
unsafe
panentheistic EarthDays
and dualdark wiki-nights
potentially bicameral
bipartisan
bisexual
binomial
neurosystemic green regenerations
of win/win resonant images.

Any nonbinary person
all growed up
in a homophobic
straight
white
male anthrosupremacist monoculture

Will have trouble tolerating
RightWing fundamentalist
privileged monotheistic survival
of the fittest Chosen Anthros.

Green health and safety intelligence
knows,
and more significantly, feels
profound sacredly interdependent differences
between begrudged
impatient Tolerance
of us sinful
wounded
and suspiciously conspiratorial predations
associated with Evilish UnLawful Other,
oppositionally defying
a jealous and vengeful Jehovah
of retributive justice.

Such thinly disguised
severing No!
Not Healthy!
Greens feel
as not really spiritually
mentally
physically
naturally equal,
healthy,
or resiliently safe
to quietly tolerate
while sacred Earth’s
crust grows climatic
unease.

Mere Tolerance,
rather than warm Curiosity,
democratically healthy Empathy,
doesn’t even meet second-class Sympathy
health and safety standards,
much less first capital co-investment
active hope for feeling
we are safe
within Global Green
MotherEartha Solidarity

For engaging all organic EarthTribes
and every panentheistic EarthDay’s
positive sunshine energy systems
emerging democratic health,
mental
spiritual
physical
natural whole-sum wellbeing,
wealth optimization
through green-healthy
win/win bipartisan engagement
co-passion
co-empathic parties.

Mediating blue win/lose tolerance
may be a short-term strategy
to win individualistic AnthroSafety here
only to inevitably lose global EcoGreen-health now,

To survive this Red EarthDusk
at the Green cost cusp
of non-thriving future panentheistic regenerations
of tomorrow
can never win/win thrive
Jehovah’s individualistic Rapture
today.

More than Tolerance,
LeftWing liberal green EarthLovers
seek healthy co-empathic enlightenment
and safely cherished gratitude
for longterm win/win resonant
EarthTribe thrival
of a globally cathected
panentheistic
ecofeminist Green
cooperatively-owned
and managed
co-governing humanity.

This CoPassion,
between bilateral therapeutic communion
and bicameral non-violent communication

Grows safe-felt resonance
recycling polycultural green nutrition values
which revolve
resolve

ReGenerate
emergently spiraling
positively viral:
Win liberating health
to also Win sacred conservancy
of EarthTribe safety
through bipartisan
co-empathic communication,
rooted in trusted Blue/Green Earth
health/wealth systems.

A big ecosystemic Green Yes!
both Red monotheistic theologians
and Blue panentheistic ecologians
want the promise of anthrosupremacist democracy
to nation-state survive

But,
more than merely tolerating
LeftBrain intolerance
of RightBrain both/and hypothetical ambiguity
in-between secular Green/Blue
polycultural healing ecologians
and sacred Red
mono-theologians
speaking out
acting up
for a harmful judging
blaming and shaming
God made in
RedRight inhumane
punishing
wounding
supremacist images

Our Green-most active hope
lies within what we commonly share:
Polycultural values
for integrity of safe EarthPower
and healthy SunLight,
for developing democratic
forest mountain strength
and river meadow flowing
CoOperative Trust

To health-resonantly,
resiliently-safe Thrive
our Left/Right multiculturally valued wonder
and curiously awesome EarthTribe

Comedic
in our stingy democratic intent
to Tolerate AnthroBlue Laws
as if sufficient for climate health,

And intolerably Tragic
in our sacrilegious
unGreen
militaristic Red demagoguery
as if necessary
for ecopolitical EarthWealth.

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When Resonant

My spiritual vulnerability
to feel persuaded
and powers to persuade
emerge curiously informed
by Others speaking suggestions
and my own inside power digestions
not yet said out loud

Yet co-arising
from life’s multi-generational crowd
cloud
EarthDay choir
singing and dancing every day
for Earth’s integral potential,
green organic health
reproducing Green capitalized wealth,

inside
as outside

above
as below

Suggestions that land
sync
resonate
with percussive persuasion.

Like
“Maybe you need appreciation
for who you are
already?”

Maybe I want
more integrity,
synergy,
positive neurosystemic
organic
healthy
sacred holonic energy?

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THAT Talk

So!
Well…

ummm….

When you are,
someday,
experiencing coitus
of some generic buzzy kind
common to all species
of loving life,

And you are about to have
a peak
polysensory
full mindbodied experience…

Excuse me for interrupting,
but I think you mean a peak
polyphonic engagement
or maybe
a polyvagal peak win/win default moment
in a neurosystemic
kinda pleasant
transportive
enlightening and empowering
serotonin and dopamining way.

Yes.
Both/And
All of the Above,
speaking with polycultural compassionate
nonviolent communication intent

And,
more back to the less LeftBrain verbal
original focus,
cooperatively acting,
co-investing
in a poly-lateral
compassion story game
you hope might never need to end,
alone again,
yet waiting for a repeat,
active hope
embodied wealth
whole-sum happiness regained

This sometimes ritualized
regenerative
sensory pleasure praxis
goes back in time
and out to include all Earth’s
regenerative
polyculturally self/other co-governing
Ego/Eco BiCameral Systems

YangLeft/YinRight
positive dialogue
between non-apartisan engagers,
mindbody co-investors.

Yet, to speak of Living Green/Blue Balance
of Earth’s healthiest wealth
as any living body of co-relationships
told and retold throughout
our global history

Now retold without shame
or punishment
assuming Sacred EarthMother’s
regenerative
holonic polyentheistic nature
spirit is to put an all-encompassing
multiculturally regenerative win/win meme
ahead of monoculturing
predative YangBang memory

As to how we win/win co-passionately got here
and feel mutually engaged
when, as global green health allies,
we stay focused on Earth,

Most sacredly pleasurable
Light yintegrity mysteries
and Power yang natural histories

Of our original non-zero polysensory
polymathic bilateral zeroism

PoliCulturally Light Hot!
and subversive Wet Empowering
regenerative
fast and slow-grown
peak resilient experiences

So,
yes,
THAT!
ongoing nonviolent talk

About procreative
health-wealth
mostly pre-verbal care
in pleasantly cooperative
deeply and widely engaging
thriving sensory relationships
of EarthTribe loving
regenerative revolutionaries.

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Sometimes People Share

Sometimes pandemic people share
pieces of our unspeakable personal story

That no health care worker,
sex therapist player,
or green resonant systems organizer
wants to hear,
much less smell,
or touch,
or deeply feel…

I flinch, sometimes.

Wince.

Maybe flirt with longer-term
dissociation,
to protect myself
from suicide
to protect ourselves
from ecocide.

Make sure I’m OK
for now
right left here

And agree with my hurting
therapeutic parenting
wounded child
revisiting this past
and present chronic stress
including emotional panic
premonitions
of darkly changing
monocultures
and corporate monopoly
money decapitated
by compassionate EarthTribe
commitment to green cooperative
integrity

And agree with my hurting adult child
to resist this emotional panic premonition,
inhaled trauma,
physical mental
natural spiritual
shamed and blamed
punished and neglected
disempowered and unenlightened
unless revisited
for further bilateral reflection

To wonder how this bad news
from good people places
is OK to tolerate,
absorb
engage with active curiosity
hope
good humored faith
soon as we can figure
what to do with all those unemployed
and too often unemployable
soldiers

Later,
no rush
about defusing the nuclear bombs,
unrushed by unpatriotic fear
that climate degeneration
isn’t also an awkward
forecast for nationalistic
America First
post-pandemic economic depression

For now,
return to deeply listen
for internal trauma,
loss,
suffering
as yet avoided

Nightmares of Lose/Lose
final
mortal
terror
so far avoided
on our U.S. watch
and witness when Other
karma turns toward Us.

But, again,
no worries,
no knotted panties,
no habitual sad-lined lines

Inconvenient
and unseemly
despite longer-term property
and embodied health concerns
about global economic dysfunction,
disturbingly addictive,
spiritually seductive,
physically superlative
self-entertaining medications

Avoiding deep dark meditations
with even more win/lose despair
that slow-grown suicide
feels interpersonally familiar
walking heavily through
yellowing
drying
burning
flooding
eroding
melting ecocide
remembering,

But,
who is this
remembering witness
who flinches?
And is s/he
the same Yintegral green voice
compassionately speaking
that We are co-empathically OK
for now
left right here

But reserve a StraightWhite Privileged choice
to revisit again
as soon as this wounded ecofeminist child
takes this chance
to speak HiStory’s Trauma

And re-imagine together
how we will,
next global warming climate post-pandemic,
re-support each Other
with compassion
and cooperative corporate co-investment

Knowing we will always do long-term battle
together Flinching
while co-arising
ego-centric hurting Voices
making less than Win/Win
health-wealth therapeutically optimizing
BiLaterally CoIntelligent Choices

Not really accessible
when on the darker side
of physical/spiritual addictive substance empathy
flowing somewhere between
temporary dopamined up serotonin escape,

Flirting with sacred suicide ideas
and afflicted by nihilistic despair
of globally disempowering
and locally unenlightened
ecocide.

But, again,
who is this governing witness voice?
this supremely indigenous
EarthTribal choice?

Who sings a full resonant hope
for future healthcare
choosing blue/green resilient
revolving EarthDay
for, and from,
a full whole systemic
nonzero-sum
ecofeminist Win/Win choice

For more YangStrong
Yintegral Flow balance,
polyphonic harmonies of light,
synergetic equities for cooperative power.

Sometimes people share
winter hibernating gardens
of dualdark
not-not despair
double-binding
ego/eco-cidal.

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Growing Green Integrity

What grows integral
shows up cooperative,
not competitive,

Like communion
transcends capitalism.

Earth knows cooperative co-investment
expands informed sacred vestments
stretching co-empathic communication

Mother Eartha
verbal WestHemisphere dominant communion
and nonverbal EastHemisphere intuitive
self/other reunions
seeking Me/We bilateral resonance
for 7 regenerations
potentiating full and whole-sum octaves
of green resilience.

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School Bored Theories

Twenty-two
and our School Boards
are hoppin

Madly divided
’bout race
and white saving face
in-between fashion shoppin.

Dear Red and Blue
School Board Candidates,

Regarding Critical Race Theory
that ignores our own lack
of multiculturing experience,

Perhaps a primally significant reason
we have issues
discussing racial divisions
throughout historical seasons
of revision

Textbooking Straight White Patriarchal treasons
against EarthTribe’s polycultural humanity,

Sacred celebrating multicultural divinity
once felt as synergetic
universal Beauty,

Continues to divide
and conquer
our best LeftBrain schooled dominions
is because rich violent red
patriotic bloodshed
is difficult to own
within our own fascist
unmatriarchal histories

Of capitalized ownership
and encultured Earth corrupting
supremely anthro-worshiping
lack of healthy eco/theological
green stewardship
through co-empathically felt
relationship.

Red candidates predict
Critical Race Theory
becomes a cynical prescription
for an inevitable future
of win/lose
zero-sum unfolding

Continuing Business As Usual
White versus Black
reverses White,

While Blue candidates refocus
on Critical Race personal experiences
of historical individuals
investing in divested
separated
divided communities,
privileged versus unprivileged
polarized nations,
degenerate climates
of active distrust
in our apartheid studied past,

Not to prescribe an inevitable future
of rightwing supported hate,
but to describe our win/lose racist past

To inform a therapeutic win/win potential future
humanely balanced,
multiculturally healthy
for our democratic
planetary future.

Twenty-two
and our School Boards
are hoppin

Mad
divided ’bout race
and white saving face
in-between fashion shoppin.

Well, your Mama Eartha’s rich
and your Papa’s Sun
shines bright enlightenin,

So, hush co-despisin,
don’t you,
won’t you try?

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Sensual Synergy

I think I shall always see
a creative tension
within aesthetic equity
not Earth-focused beauty
but sensory health
of intimately true
integrity

When I feel painfully
non-erotically oppressed
health repressed
wealth suppressed

I can imagine what I could do
more powerfully
differently
enlightened therapeutically
exotically
music resonantly
muse cooperatively
more inclusive, equitably
with positive values relentlessly
curious sacred silent
serenity

Imagining all my ways,
re-imaging all my personal passion days
as if I had been
a sold out
sex starved
activist

Not my own
silently faithful
protagonist,

But unfaithful internal antagonist,
virally self-blaming
shameful
capital patriarchal oppressor
of all those leftwing
neglectfully disabled
behind.

Both virally empowered oppressor
and unenlightened victim,
cosmic interdependent equity

Lacking compassion,
health integrity,
deep learning
balanced Yang inhaling
Yintegral exhaling
cooperative
Both/And balance

Synergy’s co-empathic
multi-sensory potential
for balancing healthy personal
neurally incorporated
individual wealth care

To re-imagine wellbeing
through polyphonic song
and horizontal dance
polyvagal mediation.

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