Listening to a bus driver mom
speak about her bipolar son
withdrawing from meds,
hoping to qualify
for traumatizing military service

Praising her graduating son’s strong Christian school,
invested in sweaty anger management technologies,
learning to tolerate what and whom
he will not learn to love.

How to respond?
Must we choose only behavioral tolerance stretching
or centering and deep breathing meditations?

She readily acknowledges hearing about centering-breathing
compassion stretching meditation,
but has had no embodied experience,
drawn toward neurosystemic
compassion nurture
and pleasure nature.

Hearing
while not breathing Yang in
to breathe Yin out
probably won’t mean too much to her

Much less breathing in interdependent love
and breathing out isolating fear

Maybe
inhale enlightening God the Father
to exhale peace empowering Holy Spirit

And, with his hyperactivity,
probably easier for him to begin doing this while walking
at some comfortable pace
outdoors,
away from sounds of too much Yang
industrial sounds
and sights
and smells of machines.

He and she might experientially learn,
over extending passion time,
to bring re-centering focus
into indoor sitting and standing,
listening and speaking, voices

Maturing
more Left-Right ego/eco-balanced
interdependent relationships
of cooperative SacredMind/OrganicBody
gratitude

For indigenous wisdom,
Left deductive and Right inductive.

It was past time for her to pull away.
As I watched her diesel exhaust follow her down laurel hill road,
I wondered about why Western monotheistic minds
seem so stuck on seeing “organic” and “sacred”
as if two distinctively different and incompatible worlds.

Why theological beliefs cannot also be teleological faith
and vice versa,
and one need not be more poignant
without the other.

Why human biological nature
cannot also be
sacred-divine ecological nurture,
the still speaking and listening sensory voices
of cobinary transgendered Elders past

Running through rivers of veins and arteries,
through our bones and marrow,
through our brained neuro-streams
engaging in formation
and disengaging out spiration

Sight and sound cognizing minds
with touch and feel intuiting bodies,
absorbing healthy compassionate pleasures
and toxic dispassionate displeasures,
sacred living Earth’s cobinary appositions.

Why must we have such a transcendent divide
between our Creator God of regenerative processes
and our re-creative human natural indigenous mind
evolved from healthy organisms
engaging sacred EarthMother preservation
conservation
Peace Warrior defense?

I can see where a theologically all-powerful God
emerges through monoculturing monopolistic
anthropocentric teleology
anticipating positive health
and monotheistic nurturance.

And,
I can also feel deep teleological meaning
climaxing in a beloved communication experience
of inside/outside co-relationship
inspiring Bodhisattva Warriors
for Gaia Hypothesis polycultural
panentheistic sacred peace
and EarthTribal organic justice

Why is nondual co-arising pantheism
and polycultural teleology
roadblocked by LeftBrain dominant minds?

This dominance over Western monotheism
and teleological anthropocentrism
was historically and culturally,
physically and metaphysically,
bootstrapping a cooperative cobinary lifeline more
and a competitive irreligious deadline less

Toward bicameral Left/Right
Win/Win co-intelligence

OrganicBody/SacredMind co-arising nonduality
of Eastern bilateral karmic RootYin/CrownYang
depolarizing strength
of abundant flow
for Western PeaceWarrior
personal health and public safety
grace

LeftCrown liberating
and
ElderRight Root conserving
West and East
North and South
CerebralCortex and BrainStemmed Body
co-interdependently nurtured/natured
rebalancing win/win bilaterals

Risk aversive hearts
resisting too much Yang diesel-fueled politics,
not enough Win/Win CoOperative Anthro/Eco Logical Economics.

Too much privileged breathing in
God the monotheistic enlightened Father,
not enough exercising out
Gaia the panentheistic HolySpirit empowering Mother

Nurturing theological
and naturing teleological
transforming neuro/eco-systemic
compassionate pleasures more,
dispassionate displeasures less

One sacredly singing
and organically dancing
win/win step
in anthropological
EarthMothered time.