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Defining Delineations

To define is to articulate what lies within
a concept,
a population,
a word,
a paradigm.

To delineate is to articulate what lies beyond
boundaries of a concept,
a population,
a word,
a gestalt.

To extend learning,
and loving,
is to stretch this evolving articulation of boundaries
between what lies within
and without
a concept,
a population,
a tradition,
a still evolving word,
a revolutioning,
multiculturing,
transforming paradigm.

When we become lost in reductive delineations
we can become distracted from expanding
deepening
thickening
capitalizing
heightening polypathic definitions.

For example,
Republicans, and, to a somewhat lesser extent,
Democrats, in the USA,
have begun a new tradition,
and not a healthy one,
of becoming more articulate definers
of what it means to be One
by loudly proclaiming we are not of the Other.
Something similar could be said, unfortunately,
about feminists and patriarchal caste preservationists
as anti-feminists;
which does not really evoke strong hetero family values
in any traditional healthy
wealthy
or wise sense I can think of.

I guess we could call rape a form of intercourse,
but not one that anyone would hope for
in any semblance of sanity,
much less integrity.

Anyway,
when Trumpians try to define the benefits
of their proposed health care legislation,
the first, and often last, phrase I hear is:
It is not ObamaCare.

Perhaps the only difference
will be measured by comparative NonCare,
leaving further delineating boundaries
between Trumpian and Obamian Care
to evolve further at a later excluded time
for continuing to expand healthcare.

But, in today’s polarizing environment,
health affordability and sustenance
and pathology prevention issues
are increasingly above our active political leadership’s pay scale,
beyond our collective rhetorical mission statements,
now becoming who we are constitutionally not,
because too internally divided by kleptocratic v democratic complexities
of who we might have become
together,
in and among a healthier
wealthier
regenerative space/time
body/mind extending religion
appositional word-pair
liberating population
transforming paradigm.

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Deviating Sisters

One of my sisters believes I chose to be queer.

Did you remind her
you had no more choice about chasing guys
than she did?

Yes.
But her favorite televangelist
says I must be mistaken,
or just lying,
because who wouldn’t choose to be hated
by all the hetero homophobes
like televangelists,
and evangelical radio heads,
right?

That makes no sense.
She can’t really believe
you would choose to belong
to any repressed and humiliated minority,
especially during early onset of puberty,
when every girl and boy in any culture
is terrified of becoming different,
or special,
or weeded out of the clickety-clak pack.

Well, as she sees it,
she is in a LoseLose double-bind.
Either I chose to be queer, and am thereby demented,
or God graces all forms of WinWin sexual expression,
which would be contrary to her homophobic enculturation,
so it is easier to believe I am nuts
to choose perversely
than to consider herself nuts
not to choose more graciously,
especially with regard to God’s creative capacity for love,
rather than simplistic judgments
which look and smell and sound like patriarchal sexism
more than radical compassion of God’s healthy pleasure
of regenerative love among all gendered children,
red and yellow,
black and white,
gay and straight
and shades of grey transgendered,
each is precious in our polyamorous
Gaian Hypothesis sight.

What about your other sister?

Oh, she agrees.

With what, or whom?

She agrees we’re all nuts.
Nuts
not to choose healthy love
over pathological hate
and fear
and anger
and greed,
craving to keep all the hot men
for one’s own privileged clan.

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Religious Arts and Science

Art follows ecology
of inductive diametrical synergy

As science leads logos
through deductive dialectical simplicity

As religious culture accompanies mythos
seducing ancient dialogues
in amusing sage symmetry

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Polyamorous Peer Therapy

Best to leave wilderness domestication alone,
we have plenty of environmental climate messes
in our cranial ontological confusion already.

I was hoping to be helpful;
not professional turf sniping.
When I imagine virtuous glial cell networks,
mine primally responds to nature’s music and fragrance therapies,
lusty rhythms
and fractal patterns

With the same 4D structure
as regenerative DNA tissue,
double-bonding octave color wheels and rainbows,
eight-note circles of Upper/Outer Yang and Lower/Inner Yin
biaxial dipolar appositional co-arising equanimity,
like perfect win/win
+Yang = -(-Yin) bipartisan democracy

Like surf and wind sounds,
ebbing Yin and swelling Yang,
as PolyPathic Yang/Yin = Not-Lose/Not-Lose
Win/Win-Therapeutic Deviance

PolyAmorous Squared/Fractal cobinary
remembering ontological neural landscapes
reproducing therapeutic design
with glial-indigenous peak communication climates
of bilateral egoCrown/ecoRoot
polyamorous therapy.

Again, dear,
I appreciate your intent,
but, although Wiccans do have polyculture-enriching intent,
we are not into talk therapy, so much.
We don’t breathe and talk at the same time
all that well,
as compared to primordial nurturing seascapes
surfing
pummeling
whirling
in and out and in again.

I doubt those suffering RightWing-LeftBrain systemic trauma,
both perpetrators and victims,
thrivers and survivors of patriarchal monotheism
and anthropocentrism,
would readily feel surfing spiraling landscapes
without also seeing
and smelling
and hearing
with arousing and deep-resting glial networks

Bi-hemispheric balance
therapeutically biassed toward Win = Not(NotLose)
ecopolitically bipartisan
multiculturally Gaian Hypothetical
polyamorous neural defaults
experience more resiliently green peace.

Glial wiccan glee may feel RightBrained to you dear,
in that phylogenic Crown chakra of yours,
but to me your words and revolving images
both flow and ebb more Yin receptive
reiterating sensory peak-times through Gaia’s nature patterns,
double-fractal binding octaves
sung full-voiced co-operatic

Dancing neurons performing LeftBrain Yang
Win/Win Game Theory
passionate love and pleasure-hopeful therapies
more powerful than Don’t-Lose your head
Don’t Lose your body
mutually destructive denials
of both right now and future climates
reweaving past nondual SacredThoughts/OrganicFeelings,
lasting neurological thoughts prefer lusty feelings.

Well,
at least you’re not snoring yet,
although I do see those bedroom eyelids drooping.
So, if you do drift off,
see if you can find any polyamorous WinCrown/WinRoot resolutions
of long-term degenerative
EitherLiberating/OrConserving
climate trauma triggers
for your LeftBrain penetrating
conductive neurons
and your RightBrain circumferencing
inductive glial cells
seas
surfing, spiraling seasons
of past through present
through future polyamorous Anthro-health/EarthMother-wealth
cooperative cobinary inside/outside-regulation,
co-redemptive neural-glial
categorical thoughts conceptively felt
safety.

Oops, I think I lost them.
Have a well-deserved nap, my dear.
I think I’ll do the same,
maybe our glial scents and tastes will hook up.

Don’t talk dirty, dear.
Unless you mean it.

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The Fourth Principle

The Fourth Principle of Win-humanity/Win-Earth
Permaculture Design (D. Holmgren):
“Apply self-regulation and accept feedback.”
might be understood as an implied corollary
of the Golden Rule.

Why?
The sins and blessings of reactive patriarchy
and responsive matriarchy
are revisited by children
unto the seventh generation.

If we are to develop healthy and robust democratic self-governance
then we must grow cooperative ownership and stewardship of feedback systems,
especially from those whose outcomes are least robust
among our slowly extending global family
of interdependent organisms
and our sacred natural environments.

Feedback comes in two spiraling circles,
virtuously healthy-positive,
which often has some form of symbiotic, synergetic, metamorphic dimension
to love’s transformative evolution,
and viciously pathological-negative
caste-preservative devolution.

Resilient self-regulation requires of us
to anticipate and accept both polarities of feedback.

To welcome both kinds, especially when they are offered together,
within some nondualistic cobinary frame
of appositional dipolar reference,
to neurosystemically experience gratitude for both
painful risk and pleasure opportunity,
organic life’s apparent blessings and curses.

So, whether Republican or Democrat,
or something Liberating Green in-between,
an important litmus test for the savvy political consumer
and tax-paying producer
of national and state and local leadership,
is mature stewardship experience of more perfect unions

Which we sometimes ignore
at our own disgruntled peril,
and at further peril “unto seven generations”
of potentially robust
healthy win/win
polyculturally planning
self-governing regenerators

Bodhisattva PeaceWagers and CoInvestors
in Salvific GoodNews CoRedemption:

  1. How has this candidate for public office
    demonstrated and grown mature self-regulation
    in personal and public economic and political empowering life?

Essentially a question to compare cooperative ownership
and compassionate governance
that resists rabidly competitive elitism,
upper-caste preserving
anthropocentrism
nationalism
and narcissism.

  1. How has this candidate demonstrated growth
    in win+win bipartisan capacity
    to co-empathize,
    co-intelligently learn from,
    and become grateful for,
    positive and negative feedback
    in personal and public economic and political life?
    How might this compare
    to your own trauma-informed life,
    both organic body natural
    and sacred mind spiritual?

Perhaps economically kleptocratic
and politically autocratic public persons
we have been electing and hiring
to apply self-regulation and accept feedback
are giving us to-be-expected answers
to the absence of wiser public sector questions,
too pathologically short-term focused
and anthropocentrically narrow-minded

Questions unmindful of Fourth Principle self-governing potential
for more robust Golden Rule healthy democracy outcomes
unto the seventh win/win regeneration.

David Holmgren, Co-Originator of the Permaculture Concept, reflective of the Gaia Hypothesis.

Fourth Principle from “Permaculture: Principles and Pathways Beyond Sustainability”, 2002

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Growing Healthier Humanity

A significant line might be drawn
between long-term permaculture design
and agribusiness,
improved this year production
through better and more expansive chemistry,
soil and water and air and light pollution.

We might draw a parallel contrast
between inclusive Earth-nurturing politics
and elitist anthropocentrism

Between human unnatural dispirited purpose
and Earth-nature’s felt wealth
of healthy co-passionate meaning

Between divine cooperation
inducing continuous Yin-flow
belonging in joy
and human competition
deducing discontinuous Yang-strength
of longing to restore Earth Justice

Between cooperative stewardship
and anti-ecological autonomy of human nature’s
competitive capital-dominant rulership.

From a LeftBrain deductive dominant perspective
this line looks like Old School preservation,
of mutual antipathy.
Yet, from a cooperative Left-Right mindbody perspective
this same line
looks and feels
like a dipolar appositional space
for incubating heuristic co-empathic trust

For significant deep learning Both-And co-empathy,
rather than necessarily always and only Either-Or antipathy,
appositionally benign rather than always
and everywhere bipolar toxic

A nonviolently co-passionate practice
of egoMe/ecoWe
+1/-(-0) cobinary
peace-making perspective.

Just as Either-Us/Or-Them cognition
follows Win v Lose
not health-effective outcomes,
while Both-Us/And-Them follows Win+Win
bipartisan transactional resilience outcomes
for EarthGame Day and Night
compassionate Earth-wealth continuance.

So, suppose,
both UpperCaste and LowerCaste positions,
at the risk of oversimplifying a multiculturally caste situation

Republican nationalistic agri-vating business
merely an appositional uncreative distraction
from Democratic polyculture delighting designs
and multicultural power planning

For CoOperative Earth Ownership
and ReGenerative TransForming Governance,
still including some degenerative-decomposing functions,
yet without recreating a runaway waste stream
nor a runaway personal, family, community,
or national nutritional, financial, or health-assurance deficit.

That’s what’s been up-caste
and down-caste
within my bicameral Yang/Yin mind.
What’s been co-evolving with you
and your unconditional love-extending family?

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Civilizing Savages

I stumbled over Paul Tillich’s reflection
on the Messiah’s other Great Commission.

The Great Commission we learned in Sunday School
was to go out and convert the barbarians
and savages to Christianity.

Yet this other Great Commission feels like a necessary prerequisite,
like requiring Statistics 1
before wandering on into the further abstractions
of long-term probabilities
and improbabilities
that savages could become barbarians
and barbarians become pagans
and pagans become animated civilians
of pantheistic inter-religious wildness,
as recovered by anthropocentric
monotheistic Statistics 2.

Tillich’s version of St Matthew (5:48) reads
“You must be all-inclusive as your heavenly Father is all-inclusive.”

Jesus has been exegeting perfect love
as favorably contrasted against not-so-perfect love,
and Their conclusion summarizes with
YHWH is Earth’s perfection of all-inclusive love

So this is also our humane divining destiny,
this profound all-inclusiveness,
which would seem to necessarily include
nature worshipping wildness
and MightMakesRight barbarians
within us all.

But, what I wonder,
from my flawed redemptive perspective,
is how could becoming all-inclusive perfection of love
progress anything less than taught by God the enlightening Father
and engaged by Gaia the co-empowering Mother?

These two faces
co-arising nondual all-inclusive love
of hunters and gatherers,
the competitive Patriarchal
and the cooperative Matriarchal
barbarians

Universal-Yang/unitarian-Yin
win/win
bicamerally civilizing Left cognitive minds
inside Right intuitive wilderness bodies.

To perceive oneself as one of the holy civilized
rather than barbaric unwashed
seems to deny indigenous adaptation,
pantheistic adoption,
co-opting cooperative co-passion
extracting from what was polyculturally peaceful
all-inclusively before anthropocentric civilization.

To comprehend myself as civilizing
speaks first to maturing all-inclusive love,
including all the YangNature and YinSpirit
of my wilderness heritage

Embracing my own TerribleTwos savagery,
remembering adolescent hormonal waves
of public supremacy v private intimacy.

To this day,
I must eat when I am hunger,
drink when I am thirst,
sleep when I feel tired
of all disintegrating opportunities.

This healthy development of all-inclusive love
includes the first clue
how to share good co-redeeming news
to be found within every organic tradition,
every rhythmed transition
of which we are each a necessary muse,
but never emotionally sufficient
apart,
in our savage through civil maturation,
co-passionately extending acclimation.

Holistic spirited, growing pantheistically inclusive,
holonic co-redemption excludes prejudicial partiality

A process
in which every interdependent sequence
(stage, frame, network, co-acclimating set)
and inter-relational sample
re-presents the organic whole
of all-inclusive sacred holiness.

A synergetic progress
toward 100% domesticated Yang non-zero probability
that any dynamic state (stage, frame, paradigm) will recur
AND
zero-sum improbabiity
that any co-acclimating organic state
will recur empty of Yintegrity.

Perfectly all-inclusive bilateral passion
like YHWH’s win/win
Gaia Hypothesis

Holy co-acclimation,
from RightElder brain stem savage
Either LeftYang wealth
or RightYin health

Out-caste or in-caste
dissociative identity disformation,
through barbaric LeftBrain verbal monotheistic dominance
versus Elder RightBrain nonverbal pantheistic prominence
of adolescent coming of bicamerally intelligent age

Open to belonging
in longing
for more redemptive cooperations,
all-inclusive polyamorous acclimations

Organically responsive animists
long before
reactive irreligious monotheists

Maturing toward more all-inclusive Left/Right
co-arising Sage/Muse nonduality
of profoundly integral Win/Win love,
within as without,
ego-ethotic as eco-erotic.

Reuniting wilderness-loving civilians
with universally divine inspirations,
organically indigenous acclimations
becoming even healthier democratic news
about both private and public co-passion trends
and co-investment probabilities.

From this view,
it seems curious that culture influencers,
like Popes,
would look back through vast histories of spirited experience
and recover only platonic memories
of God’s priestly invisible hand
and mind
within peak experience Sage passioned heads
but not Muse pleasured bodies

Especially within our long co-acclimating history
of mother-wombs nurturing perfect all-inclusive love,
maturing indigenous infants into savage two year olds

Then letting maturation go
through barbarically wild
hormone-drenched adolescence
pregnantly predicating co-redemptive adulthood
of all-inclusive genders
and polyamorous gender preferences.

What could be more priestly stewardship,
and yet also prophetic promise,
than redeeming blood-baptism’s wilderness birth?

Nurturing healthy animistic support
through all our holy all-inclusive
neurodiverse stages
within WinLeft-WinRight

Bicamerally co-arising
barbarically savage peak experiences
extending all-inclusive love,
transforming the Bodhisattva’s non-othering
Great Inclusive Commission.

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Baby Boomers and Bummers

Most Baby Boomers started out hoping to leave life
having continued our Great ReGenerativity,
progressively recycling boundless growth
of optimal Win-Wealth is also Win-Health.

We are the last human generation
with confidence we could leave more than we have taken in.
To give back,
to pay forward
investment in Earth’s cooperative health and safety insurance,
re-assurance.

In this early post-millennial era,
we have a great transitional dissonance
between those who continue believing it is merely realistic,
rationally nihilistic,
to give up on this hopelessly disconnected
non-renewable
non-inheritable dream,
already not accessible to human nature’s consciousness
of internal and external climate disruptions.

And, on the other hand,
there remain those of relentless active faith
that we are here at this time,
invested in this transitional moment,
increasing Win/Win potential
transforming short- and long-term
evolving compassionate lifetimes

To learn from Father Sun’s warming voice of Wind
to balance healthy consumption
with wealthy production
of perennial renewables

To listen
for life’s relentlessly springing up reinvestment
opportunities,
not lifetime for ignoring Win v Lose waste,
risking positive neuro-energy’s potential peacetime resources.

As we turn from seeking regenerative integrity
for the span of one humanely natural generation,
toward the span of one humane-divine
MotherEarth FatherSun prime co-relational life span,
old monotheistic WinWe v LoseThey issues,
flying under banners of nationalistic narcissism,
fade into the waste stream of survival of the bullyist

More synergetically renewed by a new EarthTribal cooperative ownership,
a self-with-other Win/Win democratizing
inter-religious identity
nurturing caregiving Light
and receiving Power

Healthy compassion
with all organisms not pathologically hoarding wealth
of divisive nations,
of dissociated egos,
as this new Left with Right
double-binding
ego/eco-intelligence
for evolving renewable lifetime opportunities
and compassionately deniable risks of addiction
to anthropocentric narcissism.

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TwiceTold Tales

Listening to a bus driver mom
speak about her bipolar son
withdrawing from meds,
hoping to qualify
for traumatizing military service

Praising her graduating son’s strong Christian school,
invested in sweaty anger management technologies,
learning to tolerate what and whom
he will not learn to love.

How to respond?
Must we choose only behavioral tolerance stretching
or centering and deep breathing meditations?

She readily acknowledges hearing about centering-breathing
compassion stretching meditation,
but has had no embodied experience,
drawn toward neurosystemic
compassion nurture
and pleasure nature.

Hearing
while not breathing Yang in
to breathe Yin out
probably won’t mean too much to her

Much less breathing in interdependent love
and breathing out isolating fear

Maybe
inhale enlightening God the Father
to exhale peace empowering Holy Spirit

And, with his hyperactivity,
probably easier for him to begin doing this while walking
at some comfortable pace
outdoors,
away from sounds of too much Yang
industrial sounds
and sights
and smells of machines.

He and she might experientially learn,
over extending passion time,
to bring re-centering focus
into indoor sitting and standing,
listening and speaking, voices

Maturing
more Left-Right ego/eco-balanced
interdependent relationships
of cooperative SacredMind/OrganicBody
gratitude

For indigenous wisdom,
Left deductive and Right inductive.

It was past time for her to pull away.
As I watched her diesel exhaust follow her down laurel hill road,
I wondered about why Western monotheistic minds
seem so stuck on seeing “organic” and “sacred”
as if two distinctively different and incompatible worlds.

Why theological beliefs cannot also be teleological faith
and vice versa,
and one need not be more poignant
without the other.

Why human biological nature
cannot also be
sacred-divine ecological nurture,
the still speaking and listening sensory voices
of cobinary transgendered Elders past

Running through rivers of veins and arteries,
through our bones and marrow,
through our brained neuro-streams
engaging in formation
and disengaging out spiration

Sight and sound cognizing minds
with touch and feel intuiting bodies,
absorbing healthy compassionate pleasures
and toxic dispassionate displeasures,
sacred living Earth’s cobinary appositions.

Why must we have such a transcendent divide
between our Creator God of regenerative processes
and our re-creative human natural indigenous mind
evolved from healthy organisms
engaging sacred EarthMother preservation
conservation
Peace Warrior defense?

I can see where a theologically all-powerful God
emerges through monoculturing monopolistic
anthropocentric teleology
anticipating positive health
and monotheistic nurturance.

And,
I can also feel deep teleological meaning
climaxing in a beloved communication experience
of inside/outside co-relationship
inspiring Bodhisattva Warriors
for Gaia Hypothesis polycultural
panentheistic sacred peace
and EarthTribal organic justice

Why is nondual co-arising pantheism
and polycultural teleology
roadblocked by LeftBrain dominant minds?

This dominance over Western monotheism
and teleological anthropocentrism
was historically and culturally,
physically and metaphysically,
bootstrapping a cooperative cobinary lifeline more
and a competitive irreligious deadline less

Toward bicameral Left/Right
Win/Win co-intelligence

OrganicBody/SacredMind co-arising nonduality
of Eastern bilateral karmic RootYin/CrownYang
depolarizing strength
of abundant flow
for Western PeaceWarrior
personal health and public safety
grace

LeftCrown liberating
and
ElderRight Root conserving
West and East
North and South
CerebralCortex and BrainStemmed Body
co-interdependently nurtured/natured
rebalancing win/win bilaterals

Risk aversive hearts
resisting too much Yang diesel-fueled politics,
not enough Win/Win CoOperative Anthro/Eco Logical Economics.

Too much privileged breathing in
God the monotheistic enlightened Father,
not enough exercising out
Gaia the panentheistic HolySpirit empowering Mother

Nurturing theological
and naturing teleological
transforming neuro/eco-systemic
compassionate pleasures more,
dispassionate displeasures less

One sacredly singing
and organically dancing
win/win step
in anthropological
EarthMothered time.

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Who’s DisAbled Now?

I have an Elder RightBrain prominent son
to watch and listen to,
to feel confluent and resonant with,
to love
as any parent with silent old-soul child

Yet this is more of a mutual mentoring of
not sad
not bad
not mad thalamus
begets resiliently glad
within a vocally limited
compassion nurturing
sensory environment.

My speechless,
yet often charming as also charmed, son
has no thought of how tomorrow could
or would
or should be any different than today.

This today
he is expecting
to become as resonantly
not unpleasant.
not dispassionate.

Now, if I understand A. Damasio correctly,
this BrainStem with Thalamus primal RightBrain relationship
is a polypathic oneness we all have,
regardless of genetics or gender.
Here we find central communication and locomotion relay networks
between the WinMe+WinWe polyamorous cerebral cortex

LeftHemisphere verbally dominant cognitions
and RightHemisphere nonverbally felt intuitions,
synaptic (+,+) cobinary
and aptic (-,-} reverse double-bind

That is,
RightBrain intuitive intelligence
is not only historically-culturally older memory function,
but also what Gregory Bateson students might recognize as
double-bind dipolar
co-arising mutual ‘generate’-‘generate’
Left Ego + Right EcoHistorical messages
of bilateral
CerebralCortex (+,+) = Root-BrainStem (+,(-,-))
bicameral ego+eco confluent
Me+We.dialectical balance
anticipation
expectation
acclimation.

Healthy ego and wealthy eco logically felt
aptic-bliss neurosensory default
for my cherished son and charmed me
vicariously co-empathic We
strolling through the park
not talking, but holistically together
when not fragmented apart

(0)-Root BrainStem + = (-,-)
peaceful polynomial default
felt healthy-wealth inside
responsively fluid,
and safety outside
confluently stable.

My speechless son
remains entirely unconflicted
about control:
of sounds and sights,
smells and tastes,
digestive/nuture feelings
within his touch-embodied
and non-touch disembodied
days and nights
free to roam

BrainStem intergenerational memories
of familial culture
and landscape climate
communication and locomotion,
chemistry and hormones,
only occasional acute pain,
night seizures,
disrupting pleasure’s peaceful norm.

He knows,
without capacity of climate change awareness,
that he lives in a lavishly Win+Win
co-arising +1 Ego = -(-0) Eco-logical
bicamerally intelligent abundance
of Gaia’s Hypothesis

Here-perceptive + Now-receptive,
which is where he always feels SafeHome,
until it isn’t

When he becomes someone else again
with some capacity to respond
with ecstatic belly laughs
to what LeftBrain dominants
hear as Win v Lose competition
reproducing acute vicious anxiety,
not predicting a return
to chronic virtuous anticipation

He cannot imagine negative-intended communication,
he is not capable of feeling
engrossed in present peace,
good-humored resonant anticipation.

At his Win v Lose strongest pain/threat moments
he expects suffering together,
not apart,
because neurosystemic trauma
has not significantly disrupted his interpersonal supports,
allies,
compassionate caregivers
to whom he offers angelic pleasures
of sharing perfect grace.

Not for one moment is he capable of choosing
to see and hear that other LeftBrain Dominant possibility,
that he might live amongst Win v Lose cheaters
sad and mad Anthropocene deniers,
anti-empathic distrusters,
paranoid homophobic anti-pleasure rapturists,
nihilistic Lose-SacredLove + Lose-OrganicLife
players in EarthTribe’s sandbox of despair.

My son has no nightmares
without warm company of day-stallions
running through his Left+Right re-balancing thalamus,
laughing eco-messianic,
humaneMind/diviningBody bodhisattva angelic,
amongst others sharing our Beloved Democratizing Win/Win Unity.

So, this is why my speechless son
is the happy and warm nurturing center
of each room and outside space we enter.

Where he is,
that is also my best anticipated here/now center,
as his is mine.
And this is why
I try to also see his Win/Win-Only RightBrain PolyAmorous WorldView,
through his positively resonant thalamus
inducing co-arising nondualistic peace
within empathic feeling me,
mirroring my own joy with his glad not sad
NewLeft +,+ aspirations with OldRight +,(-,-) BrainStem
Crown/Root
Yang/Yin spiraling passion’s pleasure flow.

It’s not hard, really,
this polyamorous bodhisattva
democratizing grace.

In fact, I find his vulnerable trust
in unblemished interpersonal transparency
therapeutic.

He reminds me
to review those moments when I have felt healthiest and happiest,
safest and most comfortable,
compassionate and please

Some blissful form
and nurturing function
of regenerative +1 ego-performance
and -(-0) depolarized felt outcomes
of EarthTribe’s Crown/Root celebration

Remembering full climax experiences,
full boom and bloom,
agapic/erotic co-incidentally co-arising
nondual eternally resilient ecstasy
of neuro-sexsensory memory.

Whose faces and what songs and dances and romances
can I remember?
with richly nurtured anticipation?

Which tastes and smells
sounds and sights
touches and feelings
most resonant and poignant,
fill my WinCrown/WinRoot polyamory?

I may be alone
but never feel lonely
in these moments.

With these warm memories
of greatest polypathic climax,

The only resonant thalamus way
solitary memories can be imaginatively enhanced,
is if these compassionate experiences
extended family and friends

Fellow sojourners through organically impassioned life
and degenerative death,
fellow bicameral heart-beaters,
fellow breathers,
in-Yang and out-Yin,
back through nurturing time
and mutually nutritional species

United in Mind/Body
Crown/Root healthy democratic
Yang/Yin bodhisattva polyamorous engagement

Climate Health and Safety
sung and danced
with crown and root
thalamatic peace-making integrity

Following Elder RightBrain’s
Win/Win co-empathic golden rule
with all warm organic breathers,
compassionate pleasure
and dispassionately displeasured
transparent
and vulnerably democratic communicators

Polyamorous panentheists,
like my cherished perfect
bodhisattva son.

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