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Playing PowerWith Intelligence Games

A symbolic, contemplative illustration representing the balance between cooperation and competition, yin and yang, individual and collective.

To the Game Theoreticians:
Games are a subset of strategic systems thinking,
which can be rooted in ecosystemic resilience theory
and in systemic trauma theory
and not not in cobinary both.

To the Systemic Theoreticians:
Groups playing leadership
and choice-making Games
may be differentiated by
win/win
win v lose strategic
and everybody loses tragic outcomes
ego+eco-bilaterally recentering
inter-religious health+wealth

Binomially balancing Systems
of Yang in-caste
outside transparent
and Yin out-caste
inside vulnerable
synergetic
regenerate positives
and
chaotic
degenerate negatives

Restoring win+win cooperatively webbed outcomes
for LovingAnthropoids and LivingEarth ego+ecological
sacred+organic
bicameral intelligence systems

Or repeating Win v Lose
competition justified feelings
in ecopolitical patriarchal systems
like capitalist wealth networks
among straight white male privileged
and kinda snooty
Players
Beach Club
and Golf Club
and Gated Community paid up members
intending to keep out the multicultural ecofeminists
of deeply liberating EarthHealth
matriarchal win+win love
equals not loseEgo nor loseEarth
power analysis intention.

Either Lose sacred capitalist wealth
or lose organic EarthMother health outcomes cannot prevail
or sustain,
as is also true of diminished communication systems,
chronically neglected economic resilience networks,
DivineEgo v HumaneEco systemic
primal 1/0 cobinary mind/body
Yang/Yin dipolar relatioinships

Co-arising
resilient non-violent communion systems
for enlightening minds
and empowering bodies
of GoldenRule democratically committed leaders.

Losing ego-individualistic economists,
and losing ecofeminist green cooperative politicians,
systemic designers,
use both lose and lose scenarios
only as information about what not to xenophobically plan,
anthropocentrically implement,
nihilistically evaluate
to further straight white male
left-brain verbal
and Either-Or limited linear cause-effect thinkers
enjoying dominant scientific method privilege,
which politically disempowers
both wealth and health
win+win Gaia Hypothesis systems

For giving empowering light
of sacred YangRight memory

CoEmpathically knowing+feeling
organic YinLeft CoDemocratic
bipartisan Health+Wealth Panentheistic Prominence

Theories of positive neuropsychologically felt systems
of 1 Universal Divine Zone
are rooted in flourishing

0 Unitarian FutureMind/PastBody Humane Zone
sacred/organic transubstantiations
developing CommonGround groups
for actively intentional creolizations

All marvelously win+win systemic games naturally healthy democratic resiliently and multiculturally and spiritually and polypathically wealthy.

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To Err Is Human

To err is human,
to forgive, divine.

Humanity is made in errored God’s image
is made in forgiving humanity
hanging on the cancerous family Tree
of survival consciousness
and dying sentience.

What human nature ambidextrously
and nondualistically
and paradoxically means
by becoming more divine

As we remake
reform
re-give us permission
to be sacred
and yet not perfectly empowered communicators,
verbally vulnerable
and non-verbally transparent

When we acknowledge
our ego identity suppresses eco-fertility
confined to our own mortally errored
less than fully divine soulful image
of omni-empowered sentience
and enlightened multigenerational consciousness.

A human soul is made in God’s imagelessness
as God reconnects
religions
revives
and reforms my 0-Soul
in imperfectly individuated
humanely communitarian identity.

Organic beings are made
from sentient EarthMother’s interwoven
co-empathic
primal relationships

Gaian God is pre-conscious
in anthropocentric images
of regenerative humane co-acclimation,
polycultural yang/yin
win/win
ethotically self-consciousness
and erotically other-sentient

Creolizing cultural realization
of historically democratizing
non-violently communicating
transforming transubstantiation

Returning humane communion error
into divine self-forgiveness
for egos made in Gaia’s co-acclimating image

As Gaian win+win health empowerment
becomes remade
through rehumanizing
sentient EarthBodhisattva’s
wealthiest 0-zen imagery.

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Losses Predicting Gains

I asked the Christian evangelical
proudly wearing his Make America Great Again
red golfing cap:

What day to day spiritual experience
of grace
health
humane relationships
rich in joy
well-being
regenerativity
integrity
would you lose
if God the Father of omnipotent Love

Turns out to also be
Earth,
the Mother of Holy
Holonic
Holistic GreenPeace Spirit?

As Eden on restored Earth
predicted
and iconic redemption experienced
by Jesus of Nazareth’s fertile
polycultural Kingdom already at hand
during and after baptism
by water
in a sluggish,
yet still flowing,
still nurturing,
still transporting Jordan River
of active hope
in faith
for polyamorous
synergetic love.

I’m still waiting for his answer
about what he would thereby lose.

Although I suspect it might have something to do with loss
of caste preserving confidence
in StraightWhiteMale
LeftBrain dominant
competitive miseducation
segregation
individualized freedoms
for earning salvation

From fear of erotic ego’s eternal suffering
in endless lonely Hell
of painful isolation
overpowering potential communion
in immortally polyamorous inclusion,
regenerative social
and cultural health
and neurosensory wealth potential
already at hand

Cooperative
democratic
eco-political
restoring justice to green peace climates
of nonviolence
for WholeEarth global inter-religious
inclusive polycultures,
win+win thrival

Including sacred+organic
conscious+sentient
nurturing+naturing
dialogical
dipolar
depolarizing communication integrity.

When I asked him
what he might gain
from Earth EcoFeminist Gaian principles
of synergetic health compassion,
he was equally silent

But, I saw a glimmer
turn to gleam
restoring internal sense
of saint and sinner reviving solidarity
with endless longing to return
to sacred EarthMother’s ecosystemic
opulently organic
belonging

To eco-politically reweave,
to world-wide-webbed restore,
to revive and thrive
to make Earth’s healthiest nutritional wealth
great co-passion communication

Sacred ecology
of organic inter-religious theology
again

Asking monotheistic evangelists
proudly wearing Make AnthroIntelligence Great Again
red golfing caps

What win/wins could we gain
by losing anthropocentric sins?

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Tao of MetaPhysics

Is also a metaphysics of integration,
which would make an even worse title
for drawing you into
a desegregated land of bicameral consciousness.

A positive philosophy of scientific method
could also become
Philosophy of compassionate consciousness
and sentient pleasure

You never know exactly when
negative bipolar deformation
could turn around
into global dipolar transformation.

Or so it seems
by comparing cause+effect relationships
with co-arising mother+child regeneration
co-gravitating ProgenitorSun+EarthMother
co-passionate resonant synergies
and dispassionate dissonant enervations

Positive correlational dipolarities
right hemisphere Both/And sentient com-parings
and negative correlational bipolarities
of left hemisphere Either v Or conscientious despairing
of any Win+Win accessible outcome
healthy for all peace-making relationships.

Bilateral pairings
begin appositionally connected,
hypothetically speaking,
physical cause preceding metaphysical
co-relational effect,
left hemisphere cognition
effecting right hemisphere intuition
causing future left hemisphere recognition,
co-acclimating oppositional disconnections
becoming win+win creolizations
more than merely win v lose separations.

For example,
sun setting, independent conscious variable,
descending below my western horizon
anticipates darkness,
dependent sentient variable,
so long as we confine our experience
awareness
conscious of personal bilateral experience
of physical, objective left hemisphere cause
and metaphysical right hemisphere felt effects,
including sensory-interdependent optics
of waning light.

Notice,
we recognize,
or at least hypothesize,
true cause precedes effect
as cause wanes
and effect waxes.

As physically conscious object Sun
goes down
metaphysically sentient subjective Dark
rises up.

Our proof of a true
cause separated from effect
yang v yin relationship
is derived by a bipolar
oppositional YangFall before YinRise
negative co-relationship:
SunLight v AnthroDark
as independent variable Yang [1, not polynomial]
v Yin [0, not not polynomial].

Otherwise,
dipolar appositional
co-arising positive relationships
may ensue
pursue our scientific-ethotic consciousness
and aesthetic-erotic sentience

Our licit
and moral cognitions,
logically reasoned
and
Our implicit
and felt intuitions,
ecologically seasoned
through bicameral
deep cause/effect listening:

Systemic trauma
does not wane
as patriarchalism waxes.

Patriarchalism
does not wane
as capitalism waxes.

Capitalism
does not wane
as anthropocentric narcissism waxes.

Anthropocentrism
has not waned
as prefrontal cortex
Conscious Self v NonSentient Other
evolutionary dominance theory
has waxed.

Win v Lose anthropocentric separation
has not consciously waned
when and where
Win+Win caste transformation
has not yet whole ecosystemically waxed.

These are bilaterally co-arising
dipolarities,
polynomially
and polyamorously appositional
positive+positive
and negative wane v not negative wax
co-gravitating
bicamerally intelligent correlations.

As sentient co-empathic intelligence
bicamerally waxes,
dispassionate anthropocentrism wanes
and compassionate communication
does not

Expanding organically out
through unconditional sacred love
to compassionately fuel global non-violent
polyamorous
caste transformative
restorative peace-making
bodhisattva communicators.

Including, possibly,
I mean, why not not polynomially polypathic?
communication about this Gaia Hypothesis
of panentheistic expanding

Anthropologically healthy consciousness
and ecologically safe sentience
of mutually beneficial symbiosis.

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Natural Intelligence

Powerful sexual energy,
longing for healthy
deeply resonant experience
of requited compassion,
naturally spiritual,
metaphysically left-brain conscious
and elder right brain sensuous,
reconnecting bicameral presence
of holistic sentience

Combined
with disciplined adult,
and yet not fully mature,
religious passion for polyamorous fulfillment,
still grasps for ego-transcendent climax,
sensationally satiating,
yet not sustained,
transformational experience

Coitus composes
a highly volatile power.
Dangerous natural ground.
Spiritually treacherous.
Filled with yellow and red striped
CAUTION signs,

1+0 polynomial prime relationship
Pole/Hole polyamorous primal iconology
of rich potential blessing
through resonant
co-passionate consilience,
vulnerably transparent
consciously communicating integrity

Which potentially transubstantiates,
yet is not the probable outcome of,
sharing with today’s
multi-sensory caring relations
of the typically one-on-one intimate moment
what you have persuaded yourself
the engorged
engaged Other needs
and wants to hear
then see,
to feel
then touch,
to smell
then taste,
to transparently invest
in becoming more vulnerable
with sacredly organic Other.

Great, sensitive partnering
does not begin
with good marketing communication skills,
talk without synergetic action

And, great communion experiences
do begin and end
with resonantly
richly
robustly balanced
compassionate listening,
feeling,
smelling skills
explicitly communicating
your values and disvalues
for resilient co-empathic sensory experience

Including sexually committed
cooperatively co-empathic
naturally spiritual
actively resonant compassions
in solidarity with all EarthTribes
in felt, heard, fragrant compelling climates
of unsettling ecstatic copulation

As soon as our unsexy wars
and aggressions end in timeless peace
overcoming both internal theological
body-nature v mind-spirit ambivalence,
and external ecological
organic-physical v sacred-metaphysical indifference.

Sexual integrity
is not a mainstream path
toward bodhisattva compassion
or messianic salvation,
nor polyamorous completion.

It is not a shortcut,
although long-term ecstatic belonging
with Earth and all Her passionately sentient Tribes
may become an outcome of mature
ecofeminist synergy.

Whether true or not
I remain cautiously aware
I am not yet mature enough
to curiously
and courageously
know,
explore,
systemically and resonantly design

Compassionately and multi-sensually pleasing,
polypathically and polyamorously
ecologically and anthropologically reconnecting
global integrity,
EarthTribe synergy,
sensory conscious
and sexually sentient
perpetual regenerativity.

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Reweaving Peace

Now that Restorative Justice
has raised her Gaian ecological purpose,
to restore polyamorous peace
in polyphonic
polypathic Turquoise Eden,
how do you continue to justify
a win v lose Retributive Justice evolutionary philosophy
of law and moral order
as contributing to healthy
win+win
regeneratively revolutionary democracy?

Asked the social systemic trauma Judge
of UnitingNations jurisdiction.

Restorative Justice
was never intended to be effective
when either victims or predators
are unwilling,
often incapable,
of re-engaging in cooperative
interdependent
every body wins dialogue,
egalitarian discernment
in-between Trust
and MisTrust
and hostile DisTrust
and restorative ReTrust.

So you argue
win+win regenerative assumptions
of self-conscious+other-sentient creatures
are not safely,
and not realistically, accessible
for all the healing dreams
and therapeutic purposes
endemic to our Gaian muse of peace?

An insufficiency
of experience
with healthy democratic revival;
yes.

And, where victims and a healthy society
are presumed Winners
by punishing scofflaw Losers,
how will continuing to primally rely on win v lose retribution
lead us toward this noble,
and unconditional loving goal
to achieve healthy democratic peace
for all Earth’s regenerative creatures?

Retributive Justice
is the State’s weapon
to protect the Common Good
from further injustice,
a deterring threat;
not a tool
or medicine
toward an effectively remediated peace,
domestic
or international,
private
or public resilient health.

How do you respond
to therapeutic win+win possibilities
of multiculturally mediated dialogue
to bring together victim compassion
with wrongdoer remorse,
without corporeal threat of criminalization?

Retributive Justice outcomes threaten further
release and parole caseloads,
recidivism,
imprisoned and exploited populations
of marginally surviving misfits,
disproportionately poor
and dark-skinned

Traditional patriarchal systems
do not over-invest
in democratic health
or economic opportunities
of our predative
and victimized,
traumatized
and terrified,
despised
and marginalized,
raped
and pillaged citizens,
as these are not well-established
in win+win cooperative investments.

I’m not sure
arguing against further patriarchal
competitive 0-sum capital investments
helps your justice through matriarchal cooperative
cause.

You invite the World Court to question
whether anyone is capable of sufficient trust
in resonantly democratic peace,
internal and external,
anthropological and ecological,
to actively communicate egalitarian
restorative
healthy democratic choice-making

Facing toward compassion,
facilitating co-empathic communication disciplines,
expanding EarthFirst nonviolence
to therapeutically mediate Gaian Hypotheses.

Well, actually I invite the Court
to recognize
Gaia has already recreated
and regenerated thriving
bicameral balancing minds+bodies
crowns+roots
capital+physical
ethos+eros
compassion+pleasure
cognition+intuitrion
consciousness+sentience

So unconditional love
doesn’t really notice
if I would prefer to debate
against some ultimately punishing
win v lose diminishing
dissonantly patriarchal
distantly monotheistic
and anthropocentric
DisUniting Nationalistic Judge

Left hemisphere verbally dominant
outspoken ex cathedra
prejudiciously judgmental god
imprisoned in StraightWhiteMan’s image.

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Integrity’s Completion

What we believe
is our neurological humane nature,
growing up
and cooperatively out
from LoserMe+LoserWe caste depressions
about our survivalist selves
failing past multiculturally dynamic environments,
defending WinMe v LoseWe capitalistic patriarchalism,
while spiritually transitioning toward WinMe+WinWe
nurturing co-passionate communication

Feels natural,
teleologically indigenous,
red-blooded spiritual
flowing up
and cooperatively out
ecological green/blue energy
growing away from retributive injustice,
harmful guilt and shame

And growing toward WinEgo+WinEco absorbing compassion,
ego+eco-political restorative peace
sacred EarthSentient
matriarchal nurturing
healthy nature of wealthy spirituality

What I believe
is our positive v negative multi-regenerational
neuropsychological
internal nature

Has grown from
our ecological prime EarthMother Attachment,
flowing out divine individuating energy
growing from discontinuous
detached
ultimately disempowering WinMe v LoseWe
post-partum rabidity
toward Win+Win democratically healthy
green indigenous nondualistic relationships
for humane internal+external
natural consciousness

Of wealthy holistic healing
multicultural health
multigenerational
multi-pathic
polyphonic
polyamorous caste transformation
meta-euphoric experience

Of universal love
without anthropocentric conditions.

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Radically Religious Love

We are surrounded,
sometimes aversively beset,
upset,
by diverse too hot v too cold
felt attributes of love.

We have each known and felt candidates for resonance,
waiting for our more precise,
yet also generous,
articulation.

Those remaining who believe unfettered capitalism
must grow for sake of appropriate and necessary civil liberties,
secured and maintained
even with military industrialized precision of commodified violence
and at least threat of strong and superlatively armed offenses,
abuse and systematic nutritional neglect,
within our own corporal and capital punishing tribes,
wherein defensive strategies have grown dissociated from conserving organically resonant health
in our local and state armed militias
contractually ready to represent us through arrest and fines
for crimes of poverty
and self-medication,
addiction and absent self-esteem
and lack of behavioral health and safety assurance,
and in our well-capitalized politicians,
not necessarily experienced with judicious win/win diplomacy
even within their own extended family lives,
living in lack of love-leadership cities;
this BusinessAsUsual remaining ungrateful portion
of Earth’s self v other defensive citizens
must be invited by and through mentors
refining attributes of sacred compassion
and organic pleasure.

We need to cool down strong words for sacred outrage.

It has been said
God’s love, like humane love,
can be ruthless against injustice.
Better: relentlessly for peace.

It has been said
Love sometimes requires us to behave savagely.
Better words encourage us to behave wildly and radically
and profoundly forgiving
with gratitude to GaiaEarth
for this anthropocentrically held
extravagant and elegant
co-operative vocation.

It has been said
Sacred love is committed to destroying illusions
born of anger and fear and hatred’s nightmares,
mistrust growing active distrust
of this Win v Lose devolving
descending
species of would-be and self-proclaimed anthro-supremacists.

Yet it is more accurate and precise
to see
and smell
and taste
and hear
and grow love’s full yang/yin
win/win commitment
to cognitive/intuitive double-bound
thought/felt illusions,
born of monotheistic monopolistic idolatry
of and to and for Ego’s greatest Autocratic Caste Preservation Project
and Elder RightBrain’s rabid paranoid-bipolar resistance
to LeftBrain deductive dissociative dominance

No nondualistic co-binary inductivists invited
to play with dualistic binary reductivists,
self-proclaimed both feet on floor realists,
segregating Left-MetaPhysical thoughts
from dipolar Right-Physical feelings

LeftBrain cognitive capital dominance,
overshoot of sacred Love’s
Left+Right polypathic harmonics,
refining word choices and concomitant feelings
of and for sacred+organic multiculturing love.

Seeking ecopolitically conjoined advocacy
for PeaceWarriors restoring JusticeMentors,
more judicious diplomats of love’s vast integrity,
inclusive of double-binding dualistic illusions,
born from fear
to redeem dispassion’s dualdark
co-gravitating displeasure.

We evolve and revolve diversifying attributes
of and for sacred ecology,
poignant and fertile love
of Nature’s Health–Spirit’s Wealth,
YangLeft struggling with and never against YinRight,
indigenously wild Win+Win
sacred-mind/organic-body integrities.

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Ecclesia

An old Greek word, ecclesia,
is often translated as church,
but could also be thought of as a civilization
acting civilly,
as a citizenry
acting as if responsible citizens
[not irresponsible children].

The noun side of Ecclesia
casts residents as consumers
of democratic and cooperative economic systems,
while the verb side
organizes residents as producers of sacred democracy
and economically compassionate relationships,
win+win communications,
fair market transactions,
financial and temporal investments
with each other
(and never against each other,
and not in spite of another).

We stretch EarthMother’s Original Intent
to believe that anthropocentric constitutions
derived from and for becoming a democratic citizenry
would not also have this consumer+producer
co-binary meaning
when speaking
and singing of ,
and dancing
and walking
and sitting
and listening with
Earth’s organic DNA cousins
and distant RNA relatives

Invoking humane rights and responsibilities
of integrity’s individual
and civil pleasures
co-empowering Ecclesial authorities.

A democracy’s citizen
is a consumer of each state’s cooperative ecopolitical networks
but this is not sufficient to grasp both sides
of pre- and post-revolutionary organic intent
when legislating of, by, and for us cooperatively acting organisms,
producing neurosystemic decisions and choices to restore peace,
upgrade healing deliberations
and bring active curiosity
and a sense of humor
to ecosystemic communion debates

Internally appositional, and sometimes contentious
more than curious to understand differences,
but never defiant
against our underlying healthy democracy project

Loyal bicameral producers of compassionate pleasure,
benign religion [not traumatizing religiosity]
available to have our minds picked
but not available for body predation,
or rabid competitions,
or emotional and irreligious assault.

Physical and verbal
and financial and anti-ecological violence
inflicting retributive terror
are not natural to our democratic ecclesia of citizenship,
acting as an organic body of sacred citizens,
engaging socially productive bodies
obviously made for sacred pleasure norms
and not so much for desecrating displeasure storms.

“A well regulated militia
being necessary to the security of the state,
the right of the people [ecclesia]
to keep and bear arms
shall not be infringed.”

In U.S. history,
this language, penned by James Madison,
was in the context of protecting and asserting State Rights
to preserve healthy democratic purpose
responsive to sacred mind’s wants
and organically felt meaning
to redeem embodied healthy and safety needs,
losses,
pains,
dispassions.

In earlier sign-language history,
this right of armed self-defense
roots back toward ancient cultures
of individual pantheistic limited rights
to respond to predators
intruding on personal/familial tribal space
with rapacious intent
to kill or maim,
to inflict pain,
sometimes sexual, sometimes not

To capture and directly enslave
or capture and sell othered organisms
not recognized
not redeemed
not esteemed as ecclesia,
so these immoral immigrants could be sold
and purchased as a cash crop

With way back neighbors captured
and stored
as a labor-producing edible,
to respond to nutritionally starving family needs,
but perhaps not first preference
for organic pleasure
and sacred peace-making.

Armaments, during these originating roots of natural rights
for ecclesial defense,
probably began with sticks and stones,
then knives and spears,
then boomerangs and bows with arrows.

All fascinating original compassionate intent history,
yet most, if not all, of this anthropocentric pain narrative
of local and state militias preserving armed rights
to protect against individual predators,
and organized royal caste preservationists,
acting in a radically aggressive and greedy way,
omits EarthMother’s original ecclesial intent

Mutual ecopolitical compassion
suggests MAGA’s legislative agenda
is anything less or more than hate-mongering,
disorganizing crimes against a strong healthy
natural-spiritual
body-mind right
of robustly pleasing and pleasured democratic citizens
to defend our compassionate selves
against those who would act against,
compete against
organic consumers of sacred process,
compassionate producers
of resiliently peaceful ecclesia

Compassionate political co-loyalists,
co-deliberators,
ecotherapeutic citizens of Earth,
allied with
cooperatively self-regulating gardens
aligned with
interdependent anthropocentric states,
and democratizing
re-connecting trust
re-ligioning polyamorous nations.

The Religious Right’s monotheistic agenda
is not religiously informed by the U.S. Bill of Rights,
including Original Intent
of the First and Second Amendment.

It has everything to do with growing anti-ecclesia,
anti-American
anti-social
anti-panentheistic pathologies,
rather than robust natural+spiritual rights
of compassion producing sacred bodies
producing and consuming
cooperative pleasure meaning,
rather than mutual threat
and systemic trauma intimidation.

If the Second Amendment had originally said:

A well-regulated slave market
being necessary to the security of the capitalist state,
the right of the people

[especially slave owners–and explicitly not including slaves themselves]

to keep and bear arms
should not be infringed
[except for non-ecclesia, wild indians and black/brown/red slaves].

Does this look and sound and smell
much closer to the straight white King’s legislative agenda
of self-preserving supremacy
and support for uncontrolled ballistics profiteering,
than the historical articulation
penned by James Madison?

We do infringe the rights of individual citizens
to fire ballistics at each other,
and do not infringe uncivil rights
to support those who have grown rich
through anti-democratic corruption,
that is a violation of our First Amendment rights
to act as religious producers of active polytheistic democracy

The absence of ecclesial control
over antisocial producers of hatred,
including first and front and center
the MAGA-magnet of North v South American organized crimes
against healthy mental wants
and wealthy body needs
of nature+spirit indigenous democratizers.

Uncivil and irreligious rights to bear arms
against other organisms,
as compared to natural rights to eat, to hunt,
are compassionately pleased,
rather than dispassionately displeased,
especially within a democratic-intending polity.

Arms, in this historical context,
are tools for self-defense
which, in a democracy,
as codified in the US First Amendment,
begin with the right to practice compassionately communicating
to speak and listen with and among the people [ecclesia],
without need to fear being fired upon.

These natural+spiritual roots to ecclesial defense
and citizenry optimization
are pre-linguistic,
so all the more pre-ballistic dis-associations
of any ecosystemic trauma.

Our First Amendment,
of and for whom we are becoming
as a healthy democracy-producing ecclesia
with natural rights
of co-empathic self-regeneration,
to normally speak and listen together
for Win+Win consilience,
and abnormally compete against each other
Win v Lose,
non-indigenously provoked
through acts of violence,
armed fear-mongering.

We are a Win+Win polyamorous people
disarmed by candor and curiosity
for Original Ecclesial Trust.

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Deviating Sisters

One of my sisters believes I chose to be queer.

Did you remind her
you had no more choice about chasing guys
than she did?

Yes.
But her favorite televangelist
says I must be mistaken,
or just lying,
because who wouldn’t choose to be hated
by all the hetero homophobes
like televangelists,
and evangelical radio heads,
right?

That makes no sense.
She can’t really believe
you would choose to belong
to any repressed and humiliated minority,
especially during early onset of puberty,
when every girl and boy in any culture
is terrified of becoming different,
or special,
or weeded out of the clickety-clak pack.

Well, as she sees it,
she is in a LoseLose double-bind.
Either I chose to be queer, and am thereby demented,
or God graces all forms of WinWin sexual expression,
which would be contrary to her homophobic enculturation,
so it is easier to believe I am nuts
to choose perversely
than to consider herself nuts
not to choose more graciously,
especially with regard to God’s creative capacity for love,
rather than simplistic judgments
which look and smell and sound like patriarchal sexism
more than radical compassion of God’s healthy pleasure
of regenerative love among all gendered children,
red and yellow,
black and white,
gay and straight
and shades of grey transgendered,
each is precious in our polyamorous
Gaian Hypothesis sight.

What about your other sister?

Oh, she agrees.

With what, or whom?

She agrees we’re all nuts.
Nuts
not to choose healthy love
over pathological hate
and fear
and anger
and greed,
craving to keep all the hot men
for one’s own privileged clan.

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