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Conversion Experiences

I am familiar
with evangelical conversions
understood as moving away from sinner,
unredeemed heathen,
unenlightened attraction to evil,
demonically disempowered
reprobate status
moving toward regenerative winner status
saved by the blood of the Lamb.

This traditional way of processing
progressive
therapeutic conversion
is a predative,
colonizing change
attracted to one orthodox monotheistic template
superior to all polytheistically incorrect defects.

To the contrary,
notice the Conversion Experience
of bioregions,
of ecosystems,
of polyculturally robust v monoculturally deteriorating
subclimates of resilience
rather than degenerative conflict

These systemic Conversions
are more akin to,
part of,
cooperative economies
and power-with relationships

Win/win creolization of
two or more complex cultures,
transubstantiating integrity,
polypathic metamorphosis
of win v lose competitive diversions
through predation

Ecologically co-redeemed
through compassion,
symbiotic appreciation,
interdependent synergetic
co-empathic relationship

Less debate about differences,
dogmatic caste defenses,
however consciously
rationally important
to distinguish

More open to multicultural comparisons,
healthy symbiotic trust

Less win v lose 0-sum suboptimizing assumptions
actively distrusting disvalue
of assuming victorious predation
monopolizes possible conversion opportunities

More HolySpirit-Messianic-Bodhisattva
healthy behavioral and intentional fruit
of interreligious integrity,
polyamorous compassion
polyculturally intelligent
win/win intricate and intimate discussion

Discerning cooperative wisdom
of democratically healthy win/win criteria
for spiritually healthy conversion experiences
of interdependent individuals

Ego-systems
thinking win/win
ecosystemically feeling
organic wisdom of a MotherTree
regeneratively redistributing MotherEarth’s
co-passionate bounty

Longing for humane species commitment
to climate health,
public body/mind nondualistic health,
personal win/win reconversion
empowering healthiest
enlightening
polyamorous community wealth.

Conversion can mean win v lose caste preservation
and evangelizing missions of monocultural predation.

But,
we find little Gospel support
for capitalist
anthropocentric
and LeftBrain cognitive dominance

Unnecessarily risks power-sharing corruption,
less resilient and resonant
than loving through the living HolySpirit
polyamorous process
into win/win regenerating AnthroMind/EarthBody
spirit+nature
bilateral
bicameral
Right+Left
ongoing co-binary conversions.

Healthy and Peaceful Earth mediates,
facilitates,
organically witnesses,
mentors co-passionate polycultural conversions
away from sectarian straight white caste preferred lives

Capital competitive win v lose
anthropomorphically privileged
misanthropic loseAnthro+loseEarth despair
away from win+win healthy ecosystemic
panentheistic
Gaia Hypothesis
win/win interreligious trust
in Earth Restorative Justice and Peace

Through reviving
personally polyamorous
politically polycultural
conversion experiences.

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ReLigious Memories

As I age into merely spiritual memories
of those sadly/gladly left behind
in more/less egocentrically embodied forms

Dispassionate/compassionate functions
feel more like contrasting/constrained flows
of bipolar/dipolar
complex neurosystemic energy,
cobinary communication systems,
exhaustion/ingestion networks
of degenerating/regenerating
irreligious/religious memory.

It does seem
our spiritual advisors
lesson-givers
teachers
scripture narratives
stories
preachers
communities
economies
directors
democracies
theocracies
leaders feature
pathologies of heart
and mind
and body

Far more than how to positively mentor
healthily mediate
faithfully facilitate
co-gravitation toward spiritual wealth
of wide polycultural resonance

EcoPolitical creolization,
deep multicultural resilience,
healthy democratic
win/win
GoldenRule
co-governing
compassionate communication systems

Some legally incorporated,
others more naturally
physically
anthropocentrically corporal
organic
organismic
holistically sacred
interdependent organizations

Not quite lapsed and lacked
into merely emergent spiritual wisdom
of spirit-mind/nature-body bilateral
left/right-hemisphere bicameral
yang/yin binomial
healthy AnthroMind/EarthBody balance
re-consideration
re-membering
re-generational co-passions

Co-arising ancient dipolar co-acclimations
with and for and to
those suffering not wins as loss
and/or pain
co-relationally around,
and now within, polyculturing us
this emergently integral
eco-organic
spiritual Me+We-empowering
nondualistic
nonviolent
verbal+nonverbal Wisdom.

I blame disorganized
apartheid,
caste separatist,
elitist,
supremely dissonant
wounded dissociative
lost
painful irreligious and anti-pantheistic
inside v outside caste
polarizing fundamentalism,
patriarchalism
capitalism
left-brain denominationalism,
nationalism
dogmatism
racism
sexism
systemic trauma

LeftBrain monopolistic thinking,
severing All from Nothing,
Conservative thoughts repressing Liberal feelings,
mental Win depressing physical Lose
disconnecting re-ligious Win with Win,
Both spiritual And natural memories

Contrast differences with Compare distinctions,
Cause
with Effect
with ReCause
with PreCause
BeCause we bicamerally can
and must
and will remember
reconnect
re-ligious compassion
expressing faith as courage to trust
healthy win/win
democratic communication systems

Naturally disconnecting
spiritually reconnecting
wealthiest Earth-investment histories
of spiritual
multicultural
and basic in-house communicating
organic holistic health.

My own emerging natural/spiritual nondualistic experience,
eco/theo-logical bicameral
systemic healing reflections,
restorations re-imaging healthiest climax memories,
ego/eco-communion liberating images
imaginations
of personal pleasure and political compassion
win/wins

Vocation/vacation dreamscapes,
DreamCatchers of spiritual health
reincarnating ecologically wealthy
co-empathic trust

Restorying Earth’s blue/green revolutionary peace,
regenerative justice
grown more sensory/sexually strong,
more consciously/sentiently robust
eco-empowering EarthBodies
ego-enlightening AnthroMinds

Widening
stretching
deepening
deep ending
into more win-natural/win-spiritual balance

Pre-verbal polyphonic potential intention
of HolonicSpirit polypathically felt

Non-violently thought
nondualistically felt
compassion

Not irreligiously reasoned
healthy reconnecting passions

Not Inside Caste v Outside UnCaste
right-hemisphere integral intelligence
bright,
both/and cooperatively democratic
multilateral
power sharing
light

NonPhysical loss refocused,
NonCompetitive game realized,
NonAnthropocentrically re-ligious
spiritual health reflections

Longing mind wants
belonging body needs

On Earth’s universal revolving
love-life systemic
support history
of polyculturing planetary intelligence.

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Sacred Earth Undone

Earth feels undone.
Not only incomplete,
but now unraveling,

Undead
but not resurrecting,
not fully alive,
not healthy enough
to listen for sacred survive
whispers, ReWind
ReGenerate
ReConnect

What Gaia has joined
ego-centers within ecosystems
must not become dissociated

Natural analogical likenesses
inviting sacred ecological
metaphoric
profound illuminations

Of crowns
and for roots’
complex empowerment,
full living regenesis truths
beyond unsustainable
undead
caste segregated
left-brain cognitive dominant
individual ego-isolating
anthropocentric economic
politicized ways

As if we are each a struggling
undead YangGod
unraveling toward our individualized mortality,
unable to ever become peacefully done

With political self-creation
economic self-imagery
bodhisattva self-empowerment
messianic self-enlightenment

Self-stimulation
self-resurrection
self-climax
self-instruction
self-improvement
self-development
self-health
self-wealth
self-worship…

From where
and when
originates this undead
undone SelfQuest?

And to where
and when returns
YangGod’s yintegral spiraling
multilaterally reforming
DNA seasonal structural systemic shadow
soul of organic light
energy
fractal recombinant powers
of wealthiest polyamorous communing?

Global and yet local,
external wealthiest EarthClimates
and polyculturing internal health undone
undead
panentheistically promising
of past and for future tao of regenesis.

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Playing PowerWith Intelligence Games

A symbolic, contemplative illustration representing the balance between cooperation and competition, yin and yang, individual and collective.

To the Game Theoreticians:
Games are a subset of strategic systems thinking,
which can be rooted in ecosystemic resilience theory
and in systemic trauma theory
and not not in cobinary both.

To the Systemic Theoreticians:
Groups playing leadership
and choice-making Games
may be differentiated by
win/win
win v lose strategic
and everybody loses tragic outcomes
ego+eco-bilaterally recentering
inter-religious health+wealth

Binomially balancing Systems
of Yang in-caste
outside transparent
and Yin out-caste
inside vulnerable
synergetic
regenerate positives
and
chaotic
degenerate negatives

Restoring win+win cooperatively webbed outcomes
for LovingAnthropoids and LivingEarth ego+ecological
sacred+organic
bicameral intelligence systems

Or repeating Win v Lose
competition justified feelings
in ecopolitical patriarchal systems
like capitalist wealth networks
among straight white male privileged
and kinda snooty
Players
Beach Club
and Golf Club
and Gated Community paid up members
intending to keep out the multicultural ecofeminists
of deeply liberating EarthHealth
matriarchal win+win love
equals not loseEgo nor loseEarth
power analysis intention.

Either Lose sacred capitalist wealth
or lose organic EarthMother health outcomes cannot prevail
or sustain,
as is also true of diminished communication systems,
chronically neglected economic resilience networks,
DivineEgo v HumaneEco systemic
primal 1/0 cobinary mind/body
Yang/Yin dipolar relatioinships

Co-arising
resilient non-violent communion systems
for enlightening minds
and empowering bodies
of GoldenRule democratically committed leaders.

Losing ego-individualistic economists,
and losing ecofeminist green cooperative politicians,
systemic designers,
use both lose and lose scenarios
only as information about what not to xenophobically plan,
anthropocentrically implement,
nihilistically evaluate
to further straight white male
left-brain verbal
and Either-Or limited linear cause-effect thinkers
enjoying dominant scientific method privilege,
which politically disempowers
both wealth and health
win+win Gaia Hypothesis systems

For giving empowering light
of sacred YangRight memory

CoEmpathically knowing+feeling
organic YinLeft CoDemocratic
bipartisan Health+Wealth Panentheistic Prominence

Theories of positive neuropsychologically felt systems
of 1 Universal Divine Zone
are rooted in flourishing

0 Unitarian FutureMind/PastBody Humane Zone
sacred/organic transubstantiations
developing CommonGround groups
for actively intentional creolizations

All marvelously win+win systemic games naturally healthy democratic resiliently and multiculturally and spiritually and polypathically wealthy.

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To Err Is Human

To err is human,
to forgive, divine.

Humanity is made in errored God’s image
is made in forgiving humanity
hanging on the cancerous family Tree
of survival consciousness
and dying sentience.

What human nature ambidextrously
and nondualistically
and paradoxically means
by becoming more divine

As we remake
reform
re-give us permission
to be sacred
and yet not perfectly empowered communicators,
verbally vulnerable
and non-verbally transparent

When we acknowledge
our ego identity suppresses eco-fertility
confined to our own mortally errored
less than fully divine soulful image
of omni-empowered sentience
and enlightened multigenerational consciousness.

A human soul is made in God’s imagelessness
as God reconnects
religions
revives
and reforms my 0-Soul
in imperfectly individuated
humanely communitarian identity.

Organic beings are made
from sentient EarthMother’s interwoven
co-empathic
primal relationships

Gaian God is pre-conscious
in anthropocentric images
of regenerative humane co-acclimation,
polycultural yang/yin
win/win
ethotically self-consciousness
and erotically other-sentient

Creolizing cultural realization
of historically democratizing
non-violently communicating
transforming transubstantiation

Returning humane communion error
into divine self-forgiveness
for egos made in Gaia’s co-acclimating image

As Gaian win+win health empowerment
becomes remade
through rehumanizing
sentient EarthBodhisattva’s
wealthiest 0-zen imagery.

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Losses Predicting Gains

I asked the Christian evangelical
proudly wearing his Make America Great Again
red golfing cap:

What day to day spiritual experience
of grace
health
humane relationships
rich in joy
well-being
regenerativity
integrity
would you lose
if God the Father of omnipotent Love

Turns out to also be
Earth,
the Mother of Holy
Holonic
Holistic GreenPeace Spirit?

As Eden on restored Earth
predicted
and iconic redemption experienced
by Jesus of Nazareth’s fertile
polycultural Kingdom already at hand
during and after baptism
by water
in a sluggish,
yet still flowing,
still nurturing,
still transporting Jordan River
of active hope
in faith
for polyamorous
synergetic love.

I’m still waiting for his answer
about what he would thereby lose.

Although I suspect it might have something to do with loss
of caste preserving confidence
in StraightWhiteMale
LeftBrain dominant
competitive miseducation
segregation
individualized freedoms
for earning salvation

From fear of erotic ego’s eternal suffering
in endless lonely Hell
of painful isolation
overpowering potential communion
in immortally polyamorous inclusion,
regenerative social
and cultural health
and neurosensory wealth potential
already at hand

Cooperative
democratic
eco-political
restoring justice to green peace climates
of nonviolence
for WholeEarth global inter-religious
inclusive polycultures,
win+win thrival

Including sacred+organic
conscious+sentient
nurturing+naturing
dialogical
dipolar
depolarizing communication integrity.

When I asked him
what he might gain
from Earth EcoFeminist Gaian principles
of synergetic health compassion,
he was equally silent

But, I saw a glimmer
turn to gleam
restoring internal sense
of saint and sinner reviving solidarity
with endless longing to return
to sacred EarthMother’s ecosystemic
opulently organic
belonging

To eco-politically reweave,
to world-wide-webbed restore,
to revive and thrive
to make Earth’s healthiest nutritional wealth
great co-passion communication

Sacred ecology
of organic inter-religious theology
again

Asking monotheistic evangelists
proudly wearing Make AnthroIntelligence Great Again
red golfing caps

What win/wins could we gain
by losing anthropocentric sins?

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Tao of MetaPhysics

Is also a metaphysics of integration,
which would make an even worse title
for drawing you into
a desegregated land of bicameral consciousness.

A positive philosophy of scientific method
could also become
Philosophy of compassionate consciousness
and sentient pleasure

You never know exactly when
negative bipolar deformation
could turn around
into global dipolar transformation.

Or so it seems
by comparing cause+effect relationships
with co-arising mother+child regeneration
co-gravitating ProgenitorSun+EarthMother
co-passionate resonant synergies
and dispassionate dissonant enervations

Positive correlational dipolarities
right hemisphere Both/And sentient com-parings
and negative correlational bipolarities
of left hemisphere Either v Or conscientious despairing
of any Win+Win accessible outcome
healthy for all peace-making relationships.

Bilateral pairings
begin appositionally connected,
hypothetically speaking,
physical cause preceding metaphysical
co-relational effect,
left hemisphere cognition
effecting right hemisphere intuition
causing future left hemisphere recognition,
co-acclimating oppositional disconnections
becoming win+win creolizations
more than merely win v lose separations.

For example,
sun setting, independent conscious variable,
descending below my western horizon
anticipates darkness,
dependent sentient variable,
so long as we confine our experience
awareness
conscious of personal bilateral experience
of physical, objective left hemisphere cause
and metaphysical right hemisphere felt effects,
including sensory-interdependent optics
of waning light.

Notice,
we recognize,
or at least hypothesize,
true cause precedes effect
as cause wanes
and effect waxes.

As physically conscious object Sun
goes down
metaphysically sentient subjective Dark
rises up.

Our proof of a true
cause separated from effect
yang v yin relationship
is derived by a bipolar
oppositional YangFall before YinRise
negative co-relationship:
SunLight v AnthroDark
as independent variable Yang [1, not polynomial]
v Yin [0, not not polynomial].

Otherwise,
dipolar appositional
co-arising positive relationships
may ensue
pursue our scientific-ethotic consciousness
and aesthetic-erotic sentience

Our licit
and moral cognitions,
logically reasoned
and
Our implicit
and felt intuitions,
ecologically seasoned
through bicameral
deep cause/effect listening:

Systemic trauma
does not wane
as patriarchalism waxes.

Patriarchalism
does not wane
as capitalism waxes.

Capitalism
does not wane
as anthropocentric narcissism waxes.

Anthropocentrism
has not waned
as prefrontal cortex
Conscious Self v NonSentient Other
evolutionary dominance theory
has waxed.

Win v Lose anthropocentric separation
has not consciously waned
when and where
Win+Win caste transformation
has not yet whole ecosystemically waxed.

These are bilaterally co-arising
dipolarities,
polynomially
and polyamorously appositional
positive+positive
and negative wane v not negative wax
co-gravitating
bicamerally intelligent correlations.

As sentient co-empathic intelligence
bicamerally waxes,
dispassionate anthropocentrism wanes
and compassionate communication
does not

Expanding organically out
through unconditional sacred love
to compassionately fuel global non-violent
polyamorous
caste transformative
restorative peace-making
bodhisattva communicators.

Including, possibly,
I mean, why not not polynomially polypathic?
communication about this Gaia Hypothesis
of panentheistic expanding

Anthropologically healthy consciousness
and ecologically safe sentience
of mutually beneficial symbiosis.

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Natural Intelligence

Powerful sexual energy,
longing for healthy
deeply resonant experience
of requited compassion,
naturally spiritual,
metaphysically left-brain conscious
and elder right brain sensuous,
reconnecting bicameral presence
of holistic sentience

Combined
with disciplined adult,
and yet not fully mature,
religious passion for polyamorous fulfillment,
still grasps for ego-transcendent climax,
sensationally satiating,
yet not sustained,
transformational experience

Coitus composes
a highly volatile power.
Dangerous natural ground.
Spiritually treacherous.
Filled with yellow and red striped
CAUTION signs,

1+0 polynomial prime relationship
Pole/Hole polyamorous primal iconology
of rich potential blessing
through resonant
co-passionate consilience,
vulnerably transparent
consciously communicating integrity

Which potentially transubstantiates,
yet is not the probable outcome of,
sharing with today’s
multi-sensory caring relations
of the typically one-on-one intimate moment
what you have persuaded yourself
the engorged
engaged Other needs
and wants to hear
then see,
to feel
then touch,
to smell
then taste,
to transparently invest
in becoming more vulnerable
with sacredly organic Other.

Great, sensitive partnering
does not begin
with good marketing communication skills,
talk without synergetic action

And, great communion experiences
do begin and end
with resonantly
richly
robustly balanced
compassionate listening,
feeling,
smelling skills
explicitly communicating
your values and disvalues
for resilient co-empathic sensory experience

Including sexually committed
cooperatively co-empathic
naturally spiritual
actively resonant compassions
in solidarity with all EarthTribes
in felt, heard, fragrant compelling climates
of unsettling ecstatic copulation

As soon as our unsexy wars
and aggressions end in timeless peace
overcoming both internal theological
body-nature v mind-spirit ambivalence,
and external ecological
organic-physical v sacred-metaphysical indifference.

Sexual integrity
is not a mainstream path
toward bodhisattva compassion
or messianic salvation,
nor polyamorous completion.

It is not a shortcut,
although long-term ecstatic belonging
with Earth and all Her passionately sentient Tribes
may become an outcome of mature
ecofeminist synergy.

Whether true or not
I remain cautiously aware
I am not yet mature enough
to curiously
and courageously
know,
explore,
systemically and resonantly design

Compassionately and multi-sensually pleasing,
polypathically and polyamorously
ecologically and anthropologically reconnecting
global integrity,
EarthTribe synergy,
sensory conscious
and sexually sentient
perpetual regenerativity.

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Reweaving Peace

Now that Restorative Justice
has raised her Gaian ecological purpose,
to restore polyamorous peace
in polyphonic
polypathic Turquoise Eden,
how do you continue to justify
a win v lose Retributive Justice evolutionary philosophy
of law and moral order
as contributing to healthy
win+win
regeneratively revolutionary democracy?

Asked the social systemic trauma Judge
of UnitingNations jurisdiction.

Restorative Justice
was never intended to be effective
when either victims or predators
are unwilling,
often incapable,
of re-engaging in cooperative
interdependent
every body wins dialogue,
egalitarian discernment
in-between Trust
and MisTrust
and hostile DisTrust
and restorative ReTrust.

So you argue
win+win regenerative assumptions
of self-conscious+other-sentient creatures
are not safely,
and not realistically, accessible
for all the healing dreams
and therapeutic purposes
endemic to our Gaian muse of peace?

An insufficiency
of experience
with healthy democratic revival;
yes.

And, where victims and a healthy society
are presumed Winners
by punishing scofflaw Losers,
how will continuing to primally rely on win v lose retribution
lead us toward this noble,
and unconditional loving goal
to achieve healthy democratic peace
for all Earth’s regenerative creatures?

Retributive Justice
is the State’s weapon
to protect the Common Good
from further injustice,
a deterring threat;
not a tool
or medicine
toward an effectively remediated peace,
domestic
or international,
private
or public resilient health.

How do you respond
to therapeutic win+win possibilities
of multiculturally mediated dialogue
to bring together victim compassion
with wrongdoer remorse,
without corporeal threat of criminalization?

Retributive Justice outcomes threaten further
release and parole caseloads,
recidivism,
imprisoned and exploited populations
of marginally surviving misfits,
disproportionately poor
and dark-skinned

Traditional patriarchal systems
do not over-invest
in democratic health
or economic opportunities
of our predative
and victimized,
traumatized
and terrified,
despised
and marginalized,
raped
and pillaged citizens,
as these are not well-established
in win+win cooperative investments.

I’m not sure
arguing against further patriarchal
competitive 0-sum capital investments
helps your justice through matriarchal cooperative
cause.

You invite the World Court to question
whether anyone is capable of sufficient trust
in resonantly democratic peace,
internal and external,
anthropological and ecological,
to actively communicate egalitarian
restorative
healthy democratic choice-making

Facing toward compassion,
facilitating co-empathic communication disciplines,
expanding EarthFirst nonviolence
to therapeutically mediate Gaian Hypotheses.

Well, actually I invite the Court
to recognize
Gaia has already recreated
and regenerated thriving
bicameral balancing minds+bodies
crowns+roots
capital+physical
ethos+eros
compassion+pleasure
cognition+intuitrion
consciousness+sentience

So unconditional love
doesn’t really notice
if I would prefer to debate
against some ultimately punishing
win v lose diminishing
dissonantly patriarchal
distantly monotheistic
and anthropocentric
DisUniting Nationalistic Judge

Left hemisphere verbally dominant
outspoken ex cathedra
prejudiciously judgmental god
imprisoned in StraightWhiteMan’s image.

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Integrity’s Completion

What we believe
is our neurological humane nature,
growing up
and cooperatively out
from LoserMe+LoserWe caste depressions
about our survivalist selves
failing past multiculturally dynamic environments,
defending WinMe v LoseWe capitalistic patriarchalism,
while spiritually transitioning toward WinMe+WinWe
nurturing co-passionate communication

Feels natural,
teleologically indigenous,
red-blooded spiritual
flowing up
and cooperatively out
ecological green/blue energy
growing away from retributive injustice,
harmful guilt and shame

And growing toward WinEgo+WinEco absorbing compassion,
ego+eco-political restorative peace
sacred EarthSentient
matriarchal nurturing
healthy nature of wealthy spirituality

What I believe
is our positive v negative multi-regenerational
neuropsychological
internal nature

Has grown from
our ecological prime EarthMother Attachment,
flowing out divine individuating energy
growing from discontinuous
detached
ultimately disempowering WinMe v LoseWe
post-partum rabidity
toward Win+Win democratically healthy
green indigenous nondualistic relationships
for humane internal+external
natural consciousness

Of wealthy holistic healing
multicultural health
multigenerational
multi-pathic
polyphonic
polyamorous caste transformation
meta-euphoric experience

Of universal love
without anthropocentric conditions.

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