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Old Run Ins and Outs

Ran into an old friend
just the other day.

Has to have been
50 years
another Tao Way.

She made that big mistake
of asking what I’ve been up to.

Well, I’ve been studying
systematic multicultural theology
and, then, regenerative ecology.

Oh,
that sounds nice.
Probably keeps you out of trouble.

Yes, well, I guess it is nice,
but not trouble-free.
Another word
might be “athletic.”

Like soccer?

More like gymnastics
and long-distance running.
Anyway,
have you ever heard of Process Theology?
It has a first Christian cousin
in Creation Theology

Brought to us
by Matthew Fox,
but also rooted more experientially,
synergetically,
by both Eastern and Western nature/spirit
embodied mind mystics.

Well, sounds like I have some homework
to do–to catch up.

Just Google process theology
or creation theology
or, better, both
and see if you can see
positive correlations
for those with ears
to hear,
noses
to smell,
hands
to touch
with compassion.

Ok, well, thanks.
I’ll get right on that.

Then, look up regenerative ecology,
restorative environmental justice
and try creation ecology–
and maybe positive psychology’s
Theory of Original Matriarchal Attachment.

See if they all sound alike
reforming a meta-paradigm
for sprouting polypathic
feeding polyamorous
watering polynomial
nonviolent ecological communication
and experiential organic theology.

Well, my goodness!
Look at the time…

Exactly,
space within bilateral time,
Here within timeless Now,
Yang strong positives
Yin flowing spiraling waves
of double negatives

LeftBrain dominant
monotheistic consciousness
undermining RightBrain prominent
polytheistic sentience
elegantly and intimately unfolding
in-between cognitive complexity
and intuitive chaos

Alpha and Omega
One and Zero cobinary
bilaterally double-binding
bicameral co-intelligence

natural ecological ego-habitats
and spiritual neurological eco-habituations
organic culture within
sacred climate without
health reforming
polyamorously wealthy experience,
collateral compassions
perpetrating Zero NonSum-ologies

Each of these
WinMind+WinBody strategies
for healthy resilient systems.

Sorry,
had to check my texts.
Kids, you know.
Never stop being a responsible parent
or friend.
Were you still talking?

If a verbal communicator
stands
or sits
or squats in a forest
without touching a forest
of non-listeners,
is a compassionate communicator speaking
or just resounding within themselves?

I’ll have to think about that.
Well, until next time…

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Eudaimonic Voices

We speak from

Valleyed river,
inevitably flowing away
from unattainable mountain caps
remembered with heightened longing,
stoned babblings

The unsilent zero
for predicting whole
open
fecund wisdom
of One.

Yin felt inside
needing to fulfill outside
great Yang thirsty need

Right embodied feelings
completing Left mind disembodied dominations,
recreating consciously robust sensory wisdom

Of valleys
infinitely flowing out veins
from irretrievable mountains
climaxing history’s reach for light
sprayed
strayed
splayed power babblings.

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To Err Is Human

To err is human,
to forgive, divine.

Humanity is made in errored God’s image
is made in forgiving humanity
hanging on the cancerous family Tree
of survival consciousness
and dying sentience.

What human nature ambidextrously
and nondualistically
and paradoxically means
by becoming more divine

As we remake
reform
re-give us permission
to be sacred
and yet not perfectly empowered communicators,
verbally vulnerable
and non-verbally transparent

When we acknowledge
our ego identity suppresses eco-fertility
confined to our own mortally errored
less than fully divine soulful image
of omni-empowered sentience
and enlightened multigenerational consciousness.

A human soul is made in God’s imagelessness
as God reconnects
religions
revives
and reforms my 0-Soul
in imperfectly individuated
humanely communitarian identity.

Organic beings are made
from sentient EarthMother’s interwoven
co-empathic
primal relationships

Gaian God is pre-conscious
in anthropocentric images
of regenerative humane co-acclimation,
polycultural yang/yin
win/win
ethotically self-consciousness
and erotically other-sentient

Creolizing cultural realization
of historically democratizing
non-violently communicating
transforming transubstantiation

Returning humane communion error
into divine self-forgiveness
for egos made in Gaia’s co-acclimating image

As Gaian win+win health empowerment
becomes remade
through rehumanizing
sentient EarthBodhisattva’s
wealthiest 0-zen imagery.

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Losses Predicting Gains

I asked the Christian evangelical
proudly wearing his Make America Great Again
red golfing cap:

What day to day spiritual experience
of grace
health
humane relationships
rich in joy
well-being
regenerativity
integrity
would you lose
if God the Father of omnipotent Love

Turns out to also be
Earth,
the Mother of Holy
Holonic
Holistic GreenPeace Spirit?

As Eden on restored Earth
predicted
and iconic redemption experienced
by Jesus of Nazareth’s fertile
polycultural Kingdom already at hand
during and after baptism
by water
in a sluggish,
yet still flowing,
still nurturing,
still transporting Jordan River
of active hope
in faith
for polyamorous
synergetic love.

I’m still waiting for his answer
about what he would thereby lose.

Although I suspect it might have something to do with loss
of caste preserving confidence
in StraightWhiteMale
LeftBrain dominant
competitive miseducation
segregation
individualized freedoms
for earning salvation

From fear of erotic ego’s eternal suffering
in endless lonely Hell
of painful isolation
overpowering potential communion
in immortally polyamorous inclusion,
regenerative social
and cultural health
and neurosensory wealth potential
already at hand

Cooperative
democratic
eco-political
restoring justice to green peace climates
of nonviolence
for WholeEarth global inter-religious
inclusive polycultures,
win+win thrival

Including sacred+organic
conscious+sentient
nurturing+naturing
dialogical
dipolar
depolarizing communication integrity.

When I asked him
what he might gain
from Earth EcoFeminist Gaian principles
of synergetic health compassion,
he was equally silent

But, I saw a glimmer
turn to gleam
restoring internal sense
of saint and sinner reviving solidarity
with endless longing to return
to sacred EarthMother’s ecosystemic
opulently organic
belonging

To eco-politically reweave,
to world-wide-webbed restore,
to revive and thrive
to make Earth’s healthiest nutritional wealth
great co-passion communication

Sacred ecology
of organic inter-religious theology
again

Asking monotheistic evangelists
proudly wearing Make AnthroIntelligence Great Again
red golfing caps

What win/wins could we gain
by losing anthropocentric sins?

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An Attractive Thought Experiment

In this thought experiment
Adults, at least,
have developed three types of attraction
and attractiveness,
chemistry,
positive and negative
and in-between synergy:

Heart attraction,
romantically associated
with touch and feeling,

Mind attraction,
more cognitively associated
with sight and sound
and, perhaps, LeftBrain dissonance
and more competitive
predative instincts
of win v lose zero-sum
calculation

And root sexual attraction,
primordially associated with taste
and smell,
swallowing
and letting go
biochemistry,
neurologically informed
and exforming passions,
rhythms,
communion and disunion patterns,
co-passion v dis-passion communication structures,
win+win bilaterally resilient
and lose v lose resistant
pleasure v displeasure
ease v disease

These three conjoined
into dipolar associative co-relationships
anthropological and ecological,
spiritual and natural
sacred and organic
metaphysical and physical
passion and pleasure

Sage and Muse
crown and root bicameral intelligence
combined within each PeaceWarrior
heart
touching Other sentience
and feeling Self consciousness.

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Tao of MetaPhysics

Is also a metaphysics of integration,
which would make an even worse title
for drawing you into
a desegregated land of bicameral consciousness.

A positive philosophy of scientific method
could also become
Philosophy of compassionate consciousness
and sentient pleasure

You never know exactly when
negative bipolar deformation
could turn around
into global dipolar transformation.

Or so it seems
by comparing cause+effect relationships
with co-arising mother+child regeneration
co-gravitating ProgenitorSun+EarthMother
co-passionate resonant synergies
and dispassionate dissonant enervations

Positive correlational dipolarities
right hemisphere Both/And sentient com-parings
and negative correlational bipolarities
of left hemisphere Either v Or conscientious despairing
of any Win+Win accessible outcome
healthy for all peace-making relationships.

Bilateral pairings
begin appositionally connected,
hypothetically speaking,
physical cause preceding metaphysical
co-relational effect,
left hemisphere cognition
effecting right hemisphere intuition
causing future left hemisphere recognition,
co-acclimating oppositional disconnections
becoming win+win creolizations
more than merely win v lose separations.

For example,
sun setting, independent conscious variable,
descending below my western horizon
anticipates darkness,
dependent sentient variable,
so long as we confine our experience
awareness
conscious of personal bilateral experience
of physical, objective left hemisphere cause
and metaphysical right hemisphere felt effects,
including sensory-interdependent optics
of waning light.

Notice,
we recognize,
or at least hypothesize,
true cause precedes effect
as cause wanes
and effect waxes.

As physically conscious object Sun
goes down
metaphysically sentient subjective Dark
rises up.

Our proof of a true
cause separated from effect
yang v yin relationship
is derived by a bipolar
oppositional YangFall before YinRise
negative co-relationship:
SunLight v AnthroDark
as independent variable Yang [1, not polynomial]
v Yin [0, not not polynomial].

Otherwise,
dipolar appositional
co-arising positive relationships
may ensue
pursue our scientific-ethotic consciousness
and aesthetic-erotic sentience

Our licit
and moral cognitions,
logically reasoned
and
Our implicit
and felt intuitions,
ecologically seasoned
through bicameral
deep cause/effect listening:

Systemic trauma
does not wane
as patriarchalism waxes.

Patriarchalism
does not wane
as capitalism waxes.

Capitalism
does not wane
as anthropocentric narcissism waxes.

Anthropocentrism
has not waned
as prefrontal cortex
Conscious Self v NonSentient Other
evolutionary dominance theory
has waxed.

Win v Lose anthropocentric separation
has not consciously waned
when and where
Win+Win caste transformation
has not yet whole ecosystemically waxed.

These are bilaterally co-arising
dipolarities,
polynomially
and polyamorously appositional
positive+positive
and negative wane v not negative wax
co-gravitating
bicamerally intelligent correlations.

As sentient co-empathic intelligence
bicamerally waxes,
dispassionate anthropocentrism wanes
and compassionate communication
does not

Expanding organically out
through unconditional sacred love
to compassionately fuel global non-violent
polyamorous
caste transformative
restorative peace-making
bodhisattva communicators.

Including, possibly,
I mean, why not not polynomially polypathic?
communication about this Gaia Hypothesis
of panentheistic expanding

Anthropologically healthy consciousness
and ecologically safe sentience
of mutually beneficial symbiosis.

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Natural Intelligence

Powerful sexual energy,
longing for healthy
deeply resonant experience
of requited compassion,
naturally spiritual,
metaphysically left-brain conscious
and elder right brain sensuous,
reconnecting bicameral presence
of holistic sentience

Combined
with disciplined adult,
and yet not fully mature,
religious passion for polyamorous fulfillment,
still grasps for ego-transcendent climax,
sensationally satiating,
yet not sustained,
transformational experience

Coitus composes
a highly volatile power.
Dangerous natural ground.
Spiritually treacherous.
Filled with yellow and red striped
CAUTION signs,

1+0 polynomial prime relationship
Pole/Hole polyamorous primal iconology
of rich potential blessing
through resonant
co-passionate consilience,
vulnerably transparent
consciously communicating integrity

Which potentially transubstantiates,
yet is not the probable outcome of,
sharing with today’s
multi-sensory caring relations
of the typically one-on-one intimate moment
what you have persuaded yourself
the engorged
engaged Other needs
and wants to hear
then see,
to feel
then touch,
to smell
then taste,
to transparently invest
in becoming more vulnerable
with sacredly organic Other.

Great, sensitive partnering
does not begin
with good marketing communication skills,
talk without synergetic action

And, great communion experiences
do begin and end
with resonantly
richly
robustly balanced
compassionate listening,
feeling,
smelling skills
explicitly communicating
your values and disvalues
for resilient co-empathic sensory experience

Including sexually committed
cooperatively co-empathic
naturally spiritual
actively resonant compassions
in solidarity with all EarthTribes
in felt, heard, fragrant compelling climates
of unsettling ecstatic copulation

As soon as our unsexy wars
and aggressions end in timeless peace
overcoming both internal theological
body-nature v mind-spirit ambivalence,
and external ecological
organic-physical v sacred-metaphysical indifference.

Sexual integrity
is not a mainstream path
toward bodhisattva compassion
or messianic salvation,
nor polyamorous completion.

It is not a shortcut,
although long-term ecstatic belonging
with Earth and all Her passionately sentient Tribes
may become an outcome of mature
ecofeminist synergy.

Whether true or not
I remain cautiously aware
I am not yet mature enough
to curiously
and courageously
know,
explore,
systemically and resonantly design

Compassionately and multi-sensually pleasing,
polypathically and polyamorously
ecologically and anthropologically reconnecting
global integrity,
EarthTribe synergy,
sensory conscious
and sexually sentient
perpetual regenerativity.

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Testosterone Caste Privilege

One of my several disabilities
of personal knowledge
through experience
and, therefore, empathic intelligence,
is to know what estrogen-driven “horniness”
might feel like,
look and sound like,
taste and smell like.

Gay men require alternative
deviant paths
toward green/blue/red
ultra-nonviolent
cooperatively owned
and perpetually self/other-managed
panentheistically mediated
open WholeEarth systemic
ecofeminist peaceful experience.

I suspect a primal contrast
between an empty holed
deep chakra longing for compassionate relationship,
rather than a pole-addicted belonging
to assertive plundering
the newest available warm wet
unwhole hole,
might be one way
of contrasting secularized patriarchal privilege
with matriarchal holistic submission
to eco-political windy waves
of increasingly rabid aggression,
unilaterally pleasure polarized
and further polarizing capital-headed dominance
of debate horniness
rather than dialogue compassions.

Which brings me to my strong ability,
outgoing,
discontinuously flowing,
capacity to feel and know
smell and taste testosterone-driven “horniness”
of re-membering experience,
although not necessarily that well re-ligiously contemplated,
reflecting on how I might re-connectedly improve
continuous, rather than discontinuous, win+win outcomes
and thereby abolish future win v lose testosterone-caste disasters
of sexual
sensual
sensory
spiritual+natural sentient+conscious practice,
compassion practice,
pleasure+passion practice
until I get testosterone+estrogen horny us
at least imaginatively crown+root balanced,

Left dominant red
and right recessive green/blue
states of humane-peace+divine-justice
body+brain bright toned passion

Because that, “passion”
and power
and energy,
may become sense-synonymous
“horniness”
felt and emergently known

Balancing exterior structured
cognitive spaces
and
Ionic harmonic interior flowing
affective revolving co-binary
trans-rationally felt
positive longing
and negative not yet belonging
empty co-passioning times

Whether testosterone
or estrogen
or some bisexual multicolored culture,
some multicultural crown-rooted chakra integrity
of these two
become one ego+eco-rooted
in cosmic polyphonic
polypathic win+win re-ligioned democracy,

EcoPolitically seen
when compassionately heard,

EcoBiologically felt
when passionately touched,

SocioNeurologically tasted
when co-empathically smelled

With win+win informing+exflowing gratitude
cooperative testosterone+estrogen attitude

Compassionate multiculturing global energy
of sufficiently bicameral
disciplined ambient powers

Non-violently mediated integrity’s
deep learning opportunity

Even while facing manic
anthropocentric runaway rabid
capitalistic
patriarchal
heavily testosteroned
dominating
caste privileged
narcissistic
horny
prickly
polarizing passions of great unraveling
unease
about climates of potential
integral Anthro-health+Earth-wealth
lost to yesterday’s EcoPolitical disease

Anthropological
narcissistic decline
formerly known as
“male chauvinist pig”
dispassionate consciousness
and displeased sentience.

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Attachments and Aversions

I wonder if
what Buddhist meditation teachings
refer to as “attachments”
and “aversions,”
a medical doctor
might label with different words,
such as addiction
and dissociative diversions.

In both frames
illusions may be recognized
and respected
as deep opportunities to learn;

Illusions and delusions are depreciated
as too risky
not to repress with blame
and suppress with shame
devoid of any therapeutic
transporting
transformative
transparent (not self-shaming)
and vulnerable (not other-blaming)
communication
with our performing EgoTherapist minds
and our engaging EcoTherapist bodies

Illusions, illustrations,
dreams and fantasies,
losses and gains,
attachments that can become obsessions
compose sensory attractions

Whether smells and tastes,
touch and feelings,
sights and sounds,
exterior reception or interior inception

May have potential
to therapeutically transport
away from addictive-compulsive behaviors
and ideations
toward a less self-obsessed integrity

Away from impulsive self-serving,
potentially predative, anthropocentric
caste preserving attractions

And toward co-passionate
and resilient pleasure

Cooperatively intended
hoped
good-faithed
good-humored

Loved,
eco-politically
and personally
and bilaterally
bicameral ego+eco integral wealth
mind+body synergetic health

Becoming completely satisfied
sufficient
simple
centered in HereSpace+NowTime

Learning from past sensory satisfying memories
informing future images
imagining resonant and resilient pleasures
climatically encompassing
all of the above
compassion+pleasure.

Addiction to cooperative multicultural
multigenerational
regenerational
and bicameral left+right
bilateral spirit-mind+nature-body
peak sensory experiences
present healthier passions and pleasures
than addictions to competitive mono-culturing
and mono-theistic
and caste preserving predator v prey
sensory risk ambivalence inside
and systemic trauma impinging
from outside

Where relationships don’t necessarily smell
or taste inviting,
don’t necessarily feel gratifying to touch
or feel inside my mind+body,
don’t transformationally transport
when compromised win v lose truth is heard
but win+win beauty is not seen,
falling short of healthy co-passion
for EarthMother’s vast polyamorous
multi-colored wealth
of ultra-nonviolent
multisensory
caste abolished
sacred+organic
EarthTribe integrity.

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Radically Religious Love

We are surrounded,
sometimes aversively beset,
upset,
by diverse too hot v too cold
felt attributes of love.

We have each known and felt candidates for resonance,
waiting for our more precise,
yet also generous,
articulation.

Those remaining who believe unfettered capitalism
must grow for sake of appropriate and necessary civil liberties,
secured and maintained
even with military industrialized precision of commodified violence
and at least threat of strong and superlatively armed offenses,
abuse and systematic nutritional neglect,
within our own corporal and capital punishing tribes,
wherein defensive strategies have grown dissociated from conserving organically resonant health
in our local and state armed militias
contractually ready to represent us through arrest and fines
for crimes of poverty
and self-medication,
addiction and absent self-esteem
and lack of behavioral health and safety assurance,
and in our well-capitalized politicians,
not necessarily experienced with judicious win/win diplomacy
even within their own extended family lives,
living in lack of love-leadership cities;
this BusinessAsUsual remaining ungrateful portion
of Earth’s self v other defensive citizens
must be invited by and through mentors
refining attributes of sacred compassion
and organic pleasure.

We need to cool down strong words for sacred outrage.

It has been said
God’s love, like humane love,
can be ruthless against injustice.
Better: relentlessly for peace.

It has been said
Love sometimes requires us to behave savagely.
Better words encourage us to behave wildly and radically
and profoundly forgiving
with gratitude to GaiaEarth
for this anthropocentrically held
extravagant and elegant
co-operative vocation.

It has been said
Sacred love is committed to destroying illusions
born of anger and fear and hatred’s nightmares,
mistrust growing active distrust
of this Win v Lose devolving
descending
species of would-be and self-proclaimed anthro-supremacists.

Yet it is more accurate and precise
to see
and smell
and taste
and hear
and grow love’s full yang/yin
win/win commitment
to cognitive/intuitive double-bound
thought/felt illusions,
born of monotheistic monopolistic idolatry
of and to and for Ego’s greatest Autocratic Caste Preservation Project
and Elder RightBrain’s rabid paranoid-bipolar resistance
to LeftBrain deductive dissociative dominance

No nondualistic co-binary inductivists invited
to play with dualistic binary reductivists,
self-proclaimed both feet on floor realists,
segregating Left-MetaPhysical thoughts
from dipolar Right-Physical feelings

LeftBrain cognitive capital dominance,
overshoot of sacred Love’s
Left+Right polypathic harmonics,
refining word choices and concomitant feelings
of and for sacred+organic multiculturing love.

Seeking ecopolitically conjoined advocacy
for PeaceWarriors restoring JusticeMentors,
more judicious diplomats of love’s vast integrity,
inclusive of double-binding dualistic illusions,
born from fear
to redeem dispassion’s dualdark
co-gravitating displeasure.

We evolve and revolve diversifying attributes
of and for sacred ecology,
poignant and fertile love
of Nature’s Health–Spirit’s Wealth,
YangLeft struggling with and never against YinRight,
indigenously wild Win+Win
sacred-mind/organic-body integrities.

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