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Dark Fruit

Strange Fruit choreography
speaks to me of seeing
and smelling

this strange evil fruit
of hatred
and bigotry
and fear

and straight white man
perpetual menace.

Choreographing trauma
only infrequently translates the words
of DarkHole poems

Rhetoric hoping to carry
the emotional shock of evil awe
and dark timeless burdens

Terrifying wonder
as perceived
within this Strange Fruit Dark VerbalView

Rather than the more interior non-verbal feelings
of profound inhumane disarray,
division,
hate climates
and monocultures

of straight white monotheistically judgmental,
capitalist-driven,
commodification
and disposition
of semi-domesticated talking animals
live stock,
breeding stock,
slave labor

Too smart for their well-endowed britches
and es

Strange Dark Fruit,
the enslaving racist face
frantically encircling
straight white fascism
in full flagrant,
strange southern fruit,
industrially resilient horror.

Strange Fruit Anthropocene,
with polyculturally felt choreography
of ecopolitical
disempowering/unenlightened
monochromatic lack of appropriate appreciation for color,
and drama,

and with way too much
Patriarchal-Capitalist
monotheistic
StrangeFruit trauma.

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Servicing The Man

What looks sexy
and aesthetically pleasing
on Society’s well-endowed Page

May not feel so hot
when StraightWhite Daddy’s capital-headed
fornication
leads toward Great White Father’s abortion
of global green forests
and blue skies
and sun-warmed water
EarthCare

Cosmic polarizing predations
against holy spirit invitations
results in an EarthTribe clearance sale

Beginning with AnthroSupremacist churches
and synagogues and temples
and spreading to
national outside natural polar imbalance

Repressing inside spiritual
holy
dark wombed
shaded
creolizing cathedrals
of remembered co-attachment

Patriarchal greed
for punishing EarthMother panentheistic pleasure
could bankrupt ocean-front insurance companies,
financial loan institutions
now borrowing on Daddy’s borrowed
colonizing monotheistic
monopolistic
monoculturing LeftBrain
verbal anthro-privileged intent
to rapaciously thrive,
win/lose conquer
this self-imposed survivalist
bipartisan competition game

Punishing those who would trespass
against the Royal King’s
vulnerable
transparent
passionate
root BlackHole sacred chakra.

Transgressions against Patriarchal profits
long and widely capitalized
heads of strong-rooted colonial estates
minds
with bodies sensate
sedate
sensual

Sometimes olive oiled
salivating
loined
oiled with sexy

Deep and thick rooted round chakra tools
for health-wealth care
including Daddy’s root chakra
responding warmly
to unconditional neurosensory
WhitePrivilegedPole/BlackNeedyHole
integrity

Inviting a more resiliently brilliant
ecofeminist EarthTribe therapeutic tool
balancing peak and valley neurosystemic restorations
for preventing further ego/ecocidal
dogmatically straight
LeftBrain monotheistically privileged
anthromale invasive polar Yang
overpowering defensive round sound Yin,
x-out v. y-in chronic
EarthTribe anthro-hypertension

Related perhaps
to the Royal view
that my sacred God’s root chakra
shouldn’t stink,
much less respond
with transparently warm
and unconditional
no poles or parties barred
regard

For compassionate
peak experience memories
going way back
when Yang sentient SunFather
warmed and lit up
EarthMother’s sacred
BlackVolcanic Holy Spirits
of healthy wealth integrity

Enlightening
bilaterally co-empowering

What looks sexy
and aesthetically pleasing
on EarthTribe’s pantheistic
Yang/Yin stage.

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Sundays Free Of Should

Remember the Sabbath
to keep it holy
free of Shoulds.

A should-free cathedral
of intimate athleticism
romantic
exotic
ecstatic
euphoric
erotic

Exhausts this sabbath light
at long last
widely dawning deeply stronger
and resiliently handsome
dark as night

In virtuously enlightening response
to Saturnight’s weekly exorcism
annihilating
exhausting
expiring

Yet another weekday week
weak slow-groan degenerjism

Darkly precipitating
sweaty penetrating night seductive mares
aggravating
congregating
irritating
neighing
sedating
constipating

All my life
I’ve been waiting for you
my Sunday not not should
embrace every daytime athlete
with unconditional
warm felt regard

Up on two feet
with spiritually natural intent
of sabbath hot passions
including,
but not exclusively hoarding,
frontal poles
and backside holes

Balancing sabbaths neurosensory integrity
extending virally out and virtuously circling in
stretching strength
of bilateral heart pumps
and lung inflations
and limb elations
stretching Sunday loves
and bipartisan 1 plunging into 0
every polynomial weekday
binomial cooperative
co-invested
convexly concaved
not-not straight but spiraling round
wholesome inside/outside balance

In co-empathic sabbath passions
free of shaming Others
preaching teaching virginal should not
remember SaturNightMare’s
BlackHole peak experience
anticipating this new athletic Sunday Service

ReMembering
ReIncarnating
ReLigioning Sabbath
to keep it holy
free of Othering Shoulds.

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Tao of the Cosmic Crack

Tao of the Cosmic Crack
flowing rivered crotch
between Great White Father’s polarizing
zero-sum soul

And silently suppressed
ecofeminist Black Hole
non-zero full-sum
double-bind integrity
of firm, resistant possibilities
win/win bipartisan
dipolar co-arising
deep and wide root karmic
mountain/valley copassions

Coinvested
in ecopolitical cooperatives
of sacred spirit holes empowering
and secularized natural polarities enlightening
SunFather and EarthMother’s
most brilliant rays
and skies
and eyes

For dusky starlit nights
restoring conjugal peace,
mindbodied justice

Now ecocidally sad remembering
what EarthGoddess Grace
has brought Yang/Yin together
appositionally mindful

No privileged StraightWhiteMale Corporation
of predatively weaponed privilege
could RedBlooded AnthroHealth
and Green EarthMother SafeWealth
double convex/concave-binary
1/0
peak sacred experiential
part

Divide
separate
crack

Loving Pole/Hole removing
active bipartisan
cosmic parts,
roles,
in-between win/lose positions

MonoTheistic patriarchal
and PolyTheistic matriarchal
co-religions
spiritually concave
dark holy
inbetween naturally convex light
and regenerating heat

Curiously depolarizing
complex cosmic
enlightening FatherSun
empowering dark and dusky
EarthMother volcanic
erupting
flowing fertile cosmic cracks,
co-passioned.

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Appropriately Polite Company

It seems maniacal,
Black Rabbit Hole easy
kinda sleazy
to sexualize every thought

And, yet,
all too easy
to desexualize
to decontextualize
multisensory feelings
deep and widely organic
roots from ancient EarthMother wisdom

Sometimes polycultural transparency above
conjoining multicultural vulnerability below
give peak orgasmic conversational sway

To passion’s Left/Right co-balancing day
of protruding Yang verbal dominance
seducing Yintegrity’s river-valleyed
eagerly inviting pre-verbal
pregnant wombs of co-invested
cooperative win/win interests
in peak and valley neurosystemic
indigenous traditions,
spiritedly natural

Seldom known to partisan politics
and weaponized capitalistic
colonizing rapacious prominence
of patriarchal nationalistic populism

As if, somehow,
matriarchal EarthTribe integrity
of deeply thought/felt hearts
with womanist
deep valley ecopolitical minds
were less morally appropriate
than indecent ecocidal exposure.

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Healthy Caring Systems

Too many times sadly
too seldom gladly
I must learn to trust
Earth’s future more

Both Father Sun’s timeless
rounds of enlightenment
and Mother Earth’s
codependent rhythms
regenerating rich
empowering
soulful soil

And this trusting more
impels healing trauma’s lessons,
surviving hale and hearty lust
for too RightWing earned distrust

Unenlightened AnthroElitism
within our CommonEnglish languaged voice
while dismissing other naturally iconic sounds
and physical sights,
sacred smells
and mental tastes

Feelings that matter more
than mere white privileged noise
degenerating ego v eco-other
for mere win today
lose survival tomorrow

Much less anthro-resilient healthy
this RightFright Yang v yin militaristic
narcissistic AnthroSurvival

And we could also regenerate
more Yang/Yintegrally together,
rediscover strong and sacred Beauty
peak experience passions

CoInvested integrity’s historic
win/win therapeutic revival,
future multiculturing
verbal and nonverbal
compassionately thriving
and not merely nonviolently surviving
1/0 double-binary bipartisan polypaths
polynomial +1P=(-,-)0P, Tao wu-wei bilateral balance
0/1 cisbinary communication’s
deepest
and most peak
health (1 Universe)
wealth (0 Full/Empty Synergetic Ego/EcoBalancing)
bipartisan ecopolitical health care potential.

That is where we left off yesterday;
and today let us reconsider a related question
about more personal peak experience outcomes
of a health care bipartisan co-governing system.

First, we notice that robust polycultural systems
of win/win thrival
will always be negatively correlated with
exhausted monocultural failing Lose/Lose chaos

despair
trauma
chronic stress
degeneration
death
entropy
lack of any imaginable and/or remembered system

Re-articulating integrity’s most sacred,
and sometimes sexy,
peak regenerative experiences

Feeding our LeftBrain need for EitherYangly Yes
Or TooYinnish Yes and not yet know

Consistency with prior experiential
labeling of penetrating history.

What are our universal characteristics
defining and refining caring systems?

Sounds like we may be speaking nonviolently
of spacious and NowTimed compassion
and co-investment,
and active curiosity.

That works for me,
so let’s go one LeftBrain dominant step
further into verbally defining
what we might all agree
we win/win intend
to successfully differentiate
our health care resilient thrival systems
from our pathological uncare
unfelt lack of any non-degenerative
LoseLose chaos
entropy
despair
trauma
chronic ego/ecocidal
lack of unconditional
warm regard,
retributive blaming
and shaming
straight white monotheistic
monopolizing core panentheistic values
monoculturing neurosystemic despair
depression
oppression
full-spectral Win/Win suppression
of integrity’s compassionate
warm and caring
systemic potential

This recontextualing process
follows an ecological perception principle (EPP)
that it is not polyvagally possible to imagine
or remember ever feeling a caring system
that could co-incidentally be nonverbally noticed
much less defined
or even moderately refined
as any something
or non-peak co-relationally felt event.

Lack of warm unconditional win/win
sacred panentheistic regard
may feel as chronically anxious
as trying to re-imagine
an uncaring entropic
cold as a closed
non-systemic
vacuum of exflowing
information.

What we are capable of appreciating,
deeply rooted in ecological
and biological experience,
are Caring Systems
and not uncaring non-systems.

To define systems feels challenging
because systems, including organic
and Whole
and Open
and Universal Healthy Caring Systems,
all feel so overwhelmingly
and perhaps sacredly comprehensive,
synergetically complex.

Within your own neurosystemic framework,
maturing,
robustly thriving,
perhaps even enjoying elegant
and/or multiculturally exotic
and/or polyculturally erotic
peak Aha! Win/Win
Yang/Yintegral co-balancing experiences

As appositionally contrasted
against a monochromatic win now to lose tomorrow
or win EarthHealth Care Systems tomorrow
by sacrificing AnthroWealth Care Systems today

False dichotomies
nurture chronic trauma,
fear and retribution,
fire and thunder,
conspiracy theories,
like the witchhunt
or the devil
made me addictively
and obsessively,
sometimes violently,
sometimes greedily,
sometimes abusively,
sometimes neglectfully,
always anthro-narcissistically
think it
say it
do it to Eco-You

Lose/Win Dissociated
from interdependently nurtured
and anti-spiritually natured
independent Win/Lose surviving
Ego-Me

Here
in cooperative home
and Now
in my 71st revolutionary round

Too many times sadly
too seldom gladly
deep and widely learning
to trust Earth’s curiously sacred
and courageous
peak health
and valley of integral wealth
win/win health care systemic
Yang InFormation
and Yintegral OutFlow

Networks of not-not
double-binding neurosystemic apposition,
sadly anxious
and gladly anticipating more nonviolent dialogue,
less win/lose zero-sum debate
for and against future’s EarthTribal WinWin gains
rethriving positive regeneration thoughts

Less conservatively unbalanced
degenerative negative
anti-eco/pantheo-logical feelings,
Ego Monotheistic Nature v Eco PanEntheistic Polycultural Spirit

More resident of EarthCare Global Peace Systems
cooperative, so not just competitively capitalistic
ecosystemically co-invested in continental/oceanic balance,
so less win/lose survival of one sovereign entitled nation

Or species
straight white male privileged
LeftBrain verbally dominant
anthrosupremacist win/lose or lose/win
karmic conspiracy anxious theories

Not yet anticipating
more deeply integral possibilities

Health caring systems
invite LeftBrain integrity’s inclusive
secular-1/sacred-0
ecotheistic EarthTribe
interreligious multiculturing wealth
caring compassion systems

Too many times sadly
too seldom gladly
sharing trust
in EarthTribe’s health
wealthy ecofeminist future.

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Thoughts With Sacred Feelings

Thoughts with feelings
worthy of engaging
to achieve humanity’s full potential

Perhaps
in part
because these memory thoughts
about feelings
are impossible to resiliently achieve
as individuals:

Peace
Integrity
Health
Love
Compassion
Communion
Grace
Sacred Wealth
Beauty

And
because EarthTribal Loyalty
is impossible to achieve
as merely red-blooded
anthrosupremacists:

Sacred Trust
Hope for Beauty
Omniscient Enlightenment
Omnipresent Empowerment
Omnipotent EcoPolitical Power
one win/win moment
in eternal bilateral time

Impossible Polyphonic Resonance
for global Polypathic Peace
preventing win/lose anthrosupremacist
ecodical trauma

Restoring EarthCare Justice
to achieve EarthTribal Resilience.

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Giving Way

Who am I
to give Light’s sway
to Earthly kindness?

Who am I
to praise
love’s bold told synergy?
sun sung soprano
diva voiced

Through life’s more challenged
LeftBrain capitalized energies
in dark basement shunning
echoing not yet dead
predicting survival choice.

Yet choice
may here
and there be wrongly voiced
regarding numerous sins
without apparent smothered victims
preferring to expand
win/win resilient
thriving to rejoice
is obviously brilliant

Restoring justice
non-verbally unchoiced
sacred Whole Systemick-identity
could become our mind repletely full
of fertile health defaults
reseen as wealthier
when just-right
choice

To avoid further trauma narratives
degenerating loss losing fried-out markets
in a regenerating win/win land
where 1 is not
not also 0 empty nonchoice
out to sea

In/out
Back/forth mindful
of the timely voice
sung and signed silent
inside thoughtful
Integrity’s rejoice

For resiliently healthy
universally salvific
synergetic
win/win wealthy
making

Baking
up-shaking
frosting on the cake
remaking

Abating win-1 to lose-0
less than restoring win/win kindness
Yang and Yin’s binomial rebalanced
choice

When mindful with this quest
for who are We to give
Light’s empowering sway
to Earth-compassioned
win/win wealthy
choice?

Of
We’re all doing our therapeutic best
toward a trauma prevention Earth
easing off inside loathing diatribes
becoming Kindness Tribe
full-voiced

Curiously repeating
How do we already
give Light’s empowering sway
to grow Earthy kindness?

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1 Yang/Yin 0

Complex 1
for and of
chaotic not 0.

We may need to tolerate
survival of the win/lose fittest
1.

And yet want to invite
thrival of the win/win fit-in-ingest
cooperative co-invested
0

Co-arising dipolar
round correlating golden health
and win/win safety rules
for healthy-wombed
pregnant 0

Sentient non-0 souls
verbally dominant bodies
knowing 1’s own mind

1 knows
0-ego soul
+knows
and can not(-) yet feel
not not tipping points

Dipolar co-arising
co-investing in-between fully resilient
1/0 double-bound win/win
and empty entropic
x pole defines y hole
refines 1x
confines 0 not(-) yintegrity
loves fine yang 1(+)

As empty sentient minds
erupt embodied sensory feelings

Past 1 ego positive memories
evoke eco-future not-0
Earth-souled images

Complex bipolar 1’s
for space and of time
1 body and 0 mind
chaotic not empty hole
whole round spiraling 0
zone communion systems.

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Mindfulness As Usual

If I had an IQ of 17,
would this be normal?

My son,
with cerebral palsy,
no language capacity, no LeftBrain ability to read or write
or speak using linguistic tools,
with no hint of verbal or violent dominance issues,
has an angelic peace-loving IQ
in the 17 ballpark

On several behavioral measures of IQ
(does he have a swallow reflex?
Does he flinch
if his toe is pinched
or his foot is tickled?).

For him,
this IQ is normal,
when he’s feeling healthy,
relatively free of trauma
(including social
and political
and economic
and ecological
and theological
and biological, etc.),

Having a good win/win cooperative,
synergetic,
unconditionally warm regarding day.

And, for me,
his IQ seems normal,
or he would not be
the magnificent young man I know
and love
and care for
and listen to,

As he most times sits in silent
(hopeful bliss?)

Yet sometimes roars his verbal agency
to be seen
with unconditional warm regard
and heard with warm and sacred prophecies,

Our indigenous EarthTribe time
will never be less wisdom
than restoring ecojustice
compassionately co-invested
healthy and safe enough.

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