Tag Archives: attachment theory

Uncategorized

Climates of Despairing Rapture

Imagine you
and I
are rightbrain impressed
with each Other
as also integrally
spiritually shared emoting parts
of One noetically graced BicameralHeart
together,
pumping in and out,
left and right,
nutritional lifeblood.

Suddenly, or was it gradually?
we become aware,

“I have lost my leftbrain objective
to share with you
something I had just felt passionately about
and I so hoped you would too”
If we could only cooperatively explain it just right,
in a healthy, noncompetitive
way.

Perhaps I vocalize my cognitive/emotive dissonance
at this impasse
in our verbal communication,

“I think one of us,
(so both of us)
has forgotten what I hoped
we might enlighten together
through some sacred communal verbal experience
of leftbrain curiosity
and rigfhtbrain courage to vulnerably risk
to win/win cooperatively commit

To both deduction and induction values
to passion and integrity cultures
of health and not not regenerate wealth
to history and future multiculturing renaissance,
to health-bound thoughts
and non-pathologically hidden feelings
of cooperatively passionate integrity freedom
learned from Earth’s ecofeminist prominence
for long-term nutritional security
and not past win/lose devolutionary mendacity,
felt as Earth’s final egocentric
cynical
lose/lose nihilistic unfree market captivity,

As deep learned
in liberal re-creational win/win compassionate arts
and Earth producer/consumer health-sciences
eco before ego-class on systemic value networks
for polycultural/polyphonic DNA
nutritional intelligence redevelopment
of Win/Win cooperatively-managed networks
communicating in communal dialogue, not competing debate,
Yang/Yin
Secular/Sacred
Ecological/Theological Regenerative HealthTrends.

…

We have to stop meeting like this.

I know. Exhausting, right?

And left.

Harmonic.

Integrity.

Bilateral.

Bicameral.

Polypathic.

Polyphonic.

Polynomial walls.

Also regeneratively bi-nomial/lateral interdependent web.

AtomicEnergy Democracy.

WaveLinear.

Spatial boundary colonized structures.

Temporal flow-streams, creolizingly emergent.

Inform-ation patriarchal

Exflow-recreation matriarchally bilateral flowing sacred energy trust-trends

Positive and not not negative equality of geometric co-relational balance

Spatial 4D Vision/BiLateral-WaveLinear Zero ZenZone
Time-Iconic Harmonic Balance Symbols and Integral-Enculturing Language

Universal/Unitarian

Conservational/Libertarian

PolyCulturing Systemic Integrity/MultiSpiritualWisdom

Egalitarian/Interdependent CoPassion…

…

Imagine you
and I
are rightbrain impressed
with each Other
as also integrally
spiritually shared emoting dialogical parts
of One noetically graced
Bicameral EarthHeart Communicating Nutritional System
together,
pumping in and out,
left and right,
nutritional lifeblood
for and against
health optimizing future regenerations
polyculturally
nutritionally redeveloping
EgoLeft and EcoRight co-relations

Compassionately
voraciously
robustly
resiliently
ecologically
theologically
analogically
geologically
anthropologically
historically
her-creation understoried
recreationally
ego/eco-therapeutically win/win
nutritious co-energy democracy
of health/wealth poly-in/ex-culturation
transubstantiating co-experience,

Understanding,
communication,
realization,
consciousness,
bicameral awareness
of internal/external climates
for future DNA-health trend development
from robust universal/unitarian
secular/sacred redevelopment conversations
polyculturally inclusive;
not so monoculturally pervasive,
more multicultural listening eco-intelligence,
less narcissistic paranoid ego-dementia.

Standard
Uncategorized

Difficult Discernment

We were discussing a line
between reasonable compromise
and unconscionable denial
in this time of rapidly escalating fragmentation

When I thought I heard a raw spot
deepened and widened by dissonant history
of disagreement,
antagonistic feelings about noetic consciousness
of past pathological
bad climate events.

Yet
when I ask how you feel
about how we are responding to your position,
story,
exposition,
entrenched in anxious missed communication opportunities
to share your own excitement,
You respond by blaming yourself
for not making your experience clear
quickly enough
given our limited time for co-invested commitment.

Is that your raw spot?
Our limited consciousness
about raw and bleeding climates of mortal turmoil
metaphysically remembered
through past regenerations/degenerations of limited time,
inevitable demise of relationship
currently valued by investment felt
in a more win/win
than win/lose history of personal communication,
communion,
mutually compassionate understanding
feelings of safe yet free dialogue
between appreciative teachers
who are first curious and compassionate listeners,

Listeners to now,
co-presence of ancient raw and therapeutic places
for terror and nurture,
for replanting and reharvesting,
for teaching and listening,
for articulating painful memory
and reflecting on therapeutic future response,
for win/lose plots within win/win commitment spots,
for curious thoughts
and feelings of emergent integrity,
experiential and yet re-membering
co-presently teaching here with active listening now
for past and future emotional voices,
some with, and many without, full consciousness
of responsive choices

For discussing discernment
between reasonable win/lose climates of compromise
and unconscionable denial
of life impeaching raw spots
in this time of rapidly escalating fragmentation,
where inclusive vulnerability
would better seek and find integrity.

Standard
Uncategorized

Listening for Healthier Scripts

I know,
in both head
and anemic heart,
other climate healers
right here and now,
compassion theaters
across Earth’s internationalized space
and throughout tribal time
breathe integrity’s potential
acting
thinking
feeling out and in there and here
somewhere close
and somewhere far
across Earth’s polluted oceans,

Yet my own everyday
immediate family relationships
neither speak nor hear
anything of this cooperative win/win integrity.

What am I?
What are we
listening to instead?

Internal climates of despair
about outside long-weathered detachment,
disintegration,
desecration,
degeneration

Win/Lose competitive commodification of life,
evolution of ego-expansion,
anthro-history hubris of detachment,
now rabidly fragmenting
into organic ecosystemic empires
of self-isolated would-be communicators
for and against our future experiential lose/lose outcomes,
or maybe win/lose, though highly unlikely,
in a ZeroSum,
winner takes all, capitalized Wealth economy,
or maybe win/win personal and public
economic and ecological
political and empowering prospects
of secular/sacred integrity scripts
scriptures

Regenerative transcriptions
still powering with
not not degenerative inscriptions

To Lose exterior nature, is to Lose interior spirit;
To Lose secular faith, is to Lose sacred hope;
To Lose integral health, is to Lose integrity wealth;

To Lose RightWing Win/Lose zealous zero-zone dominance,
is to Lose LeftWing ego-liberated,
not interdependently ecocentric,
climate health EarthTribe prominence.

To Win/Win
breathes in and out transubstantiation,
just this here and now,
appositional cooperative,
secular/sacred compassion.

Curious,
such lack of re-attaching courage
to give voice to feeling needy
for shared compassion
with each other,
within our families, extended and nuclear,
within ourselves, eco-big and ego-small,
as with Earth’s exterior healthier climate
prospects for future familial regenerators
of all species,
and parties,
and local communities,
and global universities
of ecological/theological inter-relationships.

Standard