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Deep ExFormation

I fear
my dear
I know nothing of deep states
for red revolutionary thunder
but deep digital information systems,
statically atomic
as seen transcendently outside
perceiving choices,
Earth-patriotic
NonZero Souled voices
are either All
or Nothing leftbrain messages,
monopolizing all claims
to reasonable
and seasonable
Health and Safety InFormation

While AnaLogical
1/0 numerological
biological
ecological
multilogical
polycultural outside/inside
organic ecosystemic integrity

Plasticity
creolization
transubstantiation of polyphonic in/ex-flowation,
processive
progressive bilateral waves
in and out toward fractal
and octaved bicameral reiterative circling
cycling sensory-neurological

Recycling
spiral daytime seasons of
nighttime revolutions,
living outside time
between dying inside nighttime,
egotime
in ecosystemic YangOutside Space/Yinside poly-theological Time

Win/Win regenerative
Positive/Negative ego/eco-reflections
on pubnlic health and safety optimization

Inhaling/Exhaled
synaptic climax/aptic outflowation
complexly metaphorical
ecological/theological polypathically binomials
emerging dipolar co-arising
Both/And bilateral not-not curiously heuristic messages
of BiCamerally CoPassionate In/ExCarnation

Back through pre-historic
EarthTribal
DNA-regenerative
Win/Win neurological ReMEME EarthTribe herstory
of cooperative left hemisphere empowerment
and green feminist older-integral
indigenously eco/theo-felt
right hemisphere 1/0 binary boundary-balancing enlightenment.

My left hemisphere mind speaks
in atomic-digital Truth analogies
what my right hemisphere body feels
in wave-spiraling
flowing Beauty metaphor

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Organic Empowerment Systems

It seems we might find
currently undervalued economic
and political health benefits
by applying organic principles
of our healthy PolyVagal NeuroSystem,
at least polyhonically shared
by all God’s devilish
and angelic creations.

This NeuroSystemic structure
is fundamentally bilateral
and constantly changing
co-acclimating current experience
with past integrally fluid
plastic
co-adapting Win/Win
Win/Lose
Lose/Lose
empowerment biased
privileged
supremely climaxed health-wealth Paradise memories,
not to be confused with supremacist
egocentric
anthropocentric
left-hemisphere dominant supremacy–
capital-patriarchal-corporate Business
as Monoculturing Win/Lose
Predator/Prey Usual.

In this neuro-sensory win/win
Multiculturing
Creolizing
CoAcclimating health-wealth bicameral Game,
healthy organic resonance,
deduced by left-hemisphere empowered frame focus,
and wealthy ecosystemic resilience,
inducing interdependent right-hemisphere prominent
enlightening co-empowerment
co-empathic
co-passions;
and vice-versa–much more of an internal/external dialogue

Does not predict
further Business As Monoculturally Competitive Usual,

Does not anticipate
endless
fatiguing SuperEco/AutonomousEgo debate
about politically
and economically correct paths
truths
neuro-sensory lives
toward healthiest win/win wealth.

This win/win gaming
empowering-strong lefts
enlightening-civil and civic interdependent GoldenRule rights
bicameral WorldView
of where and how and why
co-empathic attachment outcomes
are also win/win polyculturally healthy democratic,

AND why and how and when
chronic competitive DisUnAssociation
left-hemisphere dominant
autonomy predicts Win/Lose
self-perpetuating apartheid
detachment outcomes

Wherein lies the cutting edge,
the heuristic tipping point
risking Lose/Lose despair
and active distrust
and competitive runaway ego/eco-disintegrating
bipolar eco-political divestment
inviting nihilistic
anthropocentrically rabid
viral Death/Hellfire monoculturing
further fundamentalist
All-Or-Nothing,
GoodMe v Bad-Distrusted-Aliens-Heathens-Reprobates
deserving of no mercy
or compassion,

Reserved for retributive political justice disempowerment
and redistributive economic rich predators robbing from poor
unenlightened social-political-economic-neurosensory
apartheid
dissociated
divestment from attending to social-eco-political victimization

With further Lose/Lose monocultural DeathCulture risks
embedded in left-hemisphere xenophobic rabidity
because of unconscious anthropocentric bias
for HumanNature
over against
Other transcendent competitively
and retributively unjust divine Win/Lose
All/Nothing
Either/Or privileged SuperEgos

Repressing
suppressing
oppressing
politically and economically unimpressed by
right-hemisphere prominent
interdependent Earth/Soul Win/Win images
experiences
health/wealth cooperative
co-arising dipolar sensory experience memories,

Multiculturally regenerative
polyculturally emergent co-empathic memory networks
re-memeing
re-connecting
re-ligioning
re-generating
multi-regenerational organic neurosystemic win/win
polypathic ego/eco-acclimating
positive neuropsychology experiences

Bicamerally polypathic
polyphonic
multi-paradigmatic
multi-bilateral mathic
polynomially healthy Yang win/win bias balances
not(not) bicamerally-squared and -reiterative Yintegrity

Circling
Dynamically spiraling
double-binding positive neuro-psychology
double-binary group polynomial
Integrity/Apartheid
Right/Left
DNA-fractal regenerative
co-passionate natural empowerment
spiritual enlightenment communication systems

Win/Lose unsystemic
Lose/Lose anti-systemic
resystemic Win/Win complexity
presystemic chaos
insystemic strengths
exsystemic flow
of information
exflowation…

Fractal Win/Win over Win/Lose process structures
and binomial ego/eco-neurosystemic correlated
positive/negative
healthy/pathological
therapeutic win-win/toxic lose-lose
All Saint/No DevilishSinner
restorative/retributive justice and peace
empowerment/criminalization-marginalization
regenerative/degenerative
OneEgo/NonZero EcoSystemic polyvagal
Whole Organic-Interdependent System neurological
bicameral process
for win/win strategic
co-passionate communication
sacred/secular empowerment
enlightenment polypathic Win/Win
health/wealth polypathic
multiculturing
creolizing, not colonizing, outcomes
for mental
physical
spiritual
natural
theological
ecological
economic
democratic health care
giving and receiving
organic
neuroplastic sensory systems.

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20/20 GraveYard

Robert Graves,
from beyond our 20/20 graveyard
for sinister climate climax
spoke systemically
to Washington’s Future Feelers
Mediators
ReGenerators:

That very moment,
when we chose to 20/20 see
ecopolitically empowering v pathological digestive systems

AND win/win v lose/lose
+/- power/dualdark neurologically appositional networks

AS IF one multicultural neuro-digestive
organic living (not mechanically depreciating)
ego/eco-reinvesting
communication-nurturing system,

CoArising and DiPolarizing associated
much more than merely bipolar apartheid,
digestive cause v neurological effect

Causing Either/Or
Win/Lose
LeftHemisphere dominant
non-communal
disempowering
unenlightening
dissociative
dissonant
lack of multi-enculturing relationships

Between regenerative win/win healthy digestive memory
and degenerative win/lose chaotic dark-network imagery
mutually defining and refining
digesting and ego/eco-systemic sensory co-relationships,

Became multiculturally reperceived
as positively correlated
win/win
system-nurturing
health systemic communication
for healthy whole-systemic
open democratic bias

From that very alpha through omega theological
ego- through eco-logically systemic
metaphoric correlation
came win/lose is ecopolitically less democratically robust,
and less health and safety bicameral resonant

As compared with
win/win ego/eco-resilient
bicameral empowering/enlightening
digestive/neurological
multiculturally organic systems

Which also begin to unfold
reweave
ego-recentering win/win eco-political
cooperative coinvestment
and communication systemic therapies

Rooted in polyvagal neurological resonant DNA spiral design,
organic systemic regenerative health structures,
flowing branches of health-rooted
past nurtured nutritional communications

Of
and for,
Causing
and effecting ecologically resilient compassionate experiences

Sensory system empowering
healthy and sufficient digestion
enlightening wealthy and resonant
win/win neuro-digestive
ego-internal/eco-bilaterally felt sensory interface
universal strength in/unitarian flowing out
yang/yintegral
Whole OpenSystemic
health/safety communication systems

EcoPolitical
empowering-enlightening
digesting-sensing

Every organic living/dying
positive/negative
healthy/pathological
trusted/actively distrusted
democratic multicultural/theocratic monocultural
revolutionary-regenerative
empowering-enlightening
systemic 20/20 thing

Multiculturally noticed
from that very first moment
we chose to hear
eco-politically compassionate
win/win
digesting egalitarian LeftHemisphere
deep listen non-violently
with polyculturally networking RightHemisphere feelings
systemically co-invested
in organic CoPassionate communication

Digestive of
and sensory-systemic for
regenerative EarthJustice restoring
ecopolitical health and safety
co-intelligently designed
organic-holistic
integral-synergetic
contextual-multicultural
thought-feeling networks,
communions,
healthy sensory wealthsystems

WinWin bilaterally strategic
rather than DeathCulture entropic;

Said Robert Graves
from beyond this 20/20
EarthDying ecopolitical sea
and cultural/historical air
and neuro-digestive landscape.

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A Healthier Patriotism

My own patriotic U.S. extended family,
historically,
and currently
remains StraightWhiteMale privileged
in our collective memories,
if not imaginations,
of spiritual communion
with all the more privileged saints
present,
past,
and future

But, we have also suffered
from rather too much faith in capitalism,
which, like democracy,
is frequently faulted as miserable,
but also lauded as better
than all the socialistic
communistic
devilistic
totalitarian
fascist
foreign
threatening
terrifying
anger-inducing alternatives.

Capitalism of our encultured
multigenerational minds
with left-hemisphere dominant brains
favoring natural secularized competitions
between saints and sinners
of diversely threatening monocultural privilege,
persuasions fundamentally supremacist
for democracy in theory
so long as not in perceived conflict
with self-serving capitalism in daily personal practice,
natural and spiritual,
secular and sacred,
ecological and theological.

We are egocentric
sometimes narcissistic
always bootstrap individualistic
evangelical redemption ecopoliticals
but focused on BadNews
of our need to invest in violent self-defense
against Marxist communism out there
in Hell

Not to be confused with commitment to GoodNews
of sacred divine communion
within our privileged StraightWhiteMale places
of apartheid worship
in awe and wonder
dogmatically committed to our StraightWhiteMale God

Made military-industrialized
in our best capitalistic,
not really quite so democratic paternalistic
image of left-hemisphere
StraightWhiteMale rightfully empowered
historical/cultural dominance.

So, there we have it,
this chaotic bilateral dissonance
between our powers of political democratic enlightenment
through whole open-systemic dialogue,
and our confusion about economic uncooperative self-empowerment
at the necessary (either/or thinking) cost of Other disempowerment,
gone sadly win/lose awry
through endless polarizing debate assumptions

That if someone wins,
then all others playing our eco-political game
must lose,
which sounds very much like
survival of the fittest
rightest
left-brain dominant species
OVER AGAINST
Earth’s whole open system
green/blue
ecological/theological success.

Like our dominant left-hemisphere academic theory
of secularized win/lose evolution
is more anthropocentrically capital-headed
and self-righteously defensively effective
than Earth’s sacred WINblue/WINgreen
ego/eco-politics
of polypathic political dialogue
empowering through GoldenRule democratic resilience,

And right hemisphere
polyphonic economic enlightenment
co-invested through Golden Octave Ratios
in interdependent multicultural dialogue,

Holonic nonzero sum,
polynomially left GroupTheory
and polyvagally bicameral right/left Win/Win GameExperience

My extended global
multicultural family
history and future
with more resonant
healthier cooperative democracy
embedded in Earth’s ecosystemic wealth,

Co-invested across multi-generations
of MotherEarth’s wise-dialogue
win/win eco-political
eco-feminist regenerators

Not of colonizing political
and anthropocentric economic privilege
but of democratically co-invested integrity
in sacred green/blue communion.

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Local Living Matters

I hear things right side down
and bottom left side up
as I get older
so consider the source.

Anyway,
I hear Colchester Connecticut Democrats,
and some cross-registering Republicans,
want to establish
a multicultural health commission
concerned about military
and local police mercenaries
feeling discriminated against,
picked on,
unloved,
left out,
under-valued,
ignored,
neglected,
abused,
shot at.

T Rocko is concerned
such a vast investment
in multicultural respect,
solidarity of resonance,
integrity of long-term resiience
through commitment to public dialogue
rather than contentious debate,
could only be justified
with quantitative data

Adding up how much
anti-militarism
and anti-police prejudice
exists
and costs
in Colchester.

In this political
and economic moment
of social cooperative distancing,
dissociation,
scape-goating,
rabid polarization,
toxic partisanship

We need a baseline,
says he,
of mutual disregard,
to measure regenerative progress
and/or degenerative retrenchment
from community integral investments
in health remediation,
inclusive wealth
for future cooperative governing generations.

Rudko,
self-appointed sole guardian
of our public investment purse,
responds,

Supporters of Armed Lives Matter
are “making a generalization…
not based on facts”
that silence means discontent,
speaks echo-chamberly
of feeling an unhealthy
lack of mutually fulfilling safety

Too risky
for speaking up transparently
to listen vulnerably
to all cooperative opportunity “Other”
and “Alien”
and “Immigrant”
And especially Not Straight Male Dominant
voices,
narratives,
aggressive predation stories
of relentless win/lose debate
rather than cooperative win/win dialogue
with social and multicultural intelligence.

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Sacred Discernment

Perhaps a way to turn
from failed
and often violent
retributive justice
to grab healthy hold
of restorative justice

Would ask,
What is this deep difference
between discerning judgment
and moralistic judgment?

To discern,
and not to condemn,
is mutually empowering
and not autonomously powering over another,
against all Others potentially suspicious,
falling short of my own godlike Mark,
Imprimatur,
Papal Seal of good personal housekeeping.

Moralistic judgment
is a win/lose game
always casting oneself
and one’s own
as protagonist,
self-righteous wise Prosecutor,
representing your State’s infinite not-listening Wisdom.

Discerning judgment
is a win/win game
of cooperative
co-invested compassion.

Discerning judgment
begins with listening for what we already share
in common point of view.

Moralistic judgment
seldom finds time
for such resonant celebration
in cooperatively-held sorrow
and joy,
personal defeat
and political triumph.

Active win/win discernment
bears more humbly in mind and heart and voice,
Do not tear apart
what we can’t put back together
again
and again
and again

As faithfully as healing sunrise
and therapeutic sunset;
As mysteriously
and curiously restoring moon rise
and resonant moon fall.

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Golden Tongues and Silver Bullets

Freedom of speech
is less about freedom from suppression
when more about freedom toward mutual dialogue,
cooperatively held impression
to co-invest in active democratic hope.

Perhaps this is why
First Amendment non-violent communication values
grow in heart-felt significance
as Second Amendment rights to bear violent arms
recede in multicultural salience
safety
security
sanity.

This causal hypothesis
feels further supported
by First Amendment’s second part,
freedom to peacefully assemble,

More likely peace found through cooperative dialogue
than lost, again, through ballistic debate,
whether presidential or non-presidential,
featuring the sound of my own heated voice
drowning active hopes of all others present
here and now
longing to be heard
and known
reminded we belong First together

Not Second
to bear arms and words,
weapons against each other.

Having the right
does not make it right
to be violently
and egotistically wrong.

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Born of CareTakers

Born of wombs
for premeditated health
and restoring nutritional wealth,

We might warmly anticipate
a more win/win democratic living Earth communion,
more like an organic gardening womb
than a lose/lose political capital-overinfested swamp,
filling in with unhealthy communities,
filling in with dysfunctional nuclear-ballistic families
and tribes,
filling in with shame and blame starving
thirsting
habitat-less
unwarmed
isolated self-righteous
non-leftist individuals,

Longing to return
from whence we Earth CareTaker came.

Before wounded parents
and win/lose mentors and teachers
of competitive debate
and not cooperative
civil civic discussion
began our partisan disloyal-to-Earth debates.

Wounded left-brain dominant verbal
win/lose
either/or debate enculturation,
is important as a first step
to understand our chosen
and/or assigned,
bought and paid for
health/wealth cooperative position
to defend
and grow
and win
with either my way
or Earth’s benighted highway.

But, wounded parents,
mentors,
teachers,
preachers are apt to omit the second step
of debate preparation:
Get into your opponent’s head(s).
What will they say
do
think
feel
to persuade your shared audience,
if not you,
that your Earth CareTaker position
is, in fact, not healthy
not wealthy,
not robustly rightbrain resonant
and profoundly leftbrain resilient?

Will they say you are well intended
but are too liberal
in your polypathic/polyphonic love?

Will they find your healthy longings
for ecological and theological intersectionality,
secular and sacred interdependence,
too extravagant,
too ambitious,
too liberal,
too costly,
too unsafe,
too naive,
too non-violent for responsible defense
from their own already-anxious win/lose offense?

Our own self-unfulfilling lose/lose
nihilistic
mortal
dissociated
disinvested prophecy?

How will you cooperatively win/win?
How might we regeneratively
resonantly
resiliently respond to courageous curiosity
with warm appreciative inquiry,
with warm accompaniment
remembering way back
to that originally unwounded
and EarthCoPassionate
warm wet womb?

LeftBrain debate may be Earth’s healthy prologue
but RightBrain appreciative warm-felt dialogue
is EarthCare Discerning epilogue;

History
is to Destiny
as win/win polypaths
are to polycultural health/wealth outcomes
for all God’s Earth CareTakers.

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Congressional Grace

I’m still reading Your Resonant Self,
by Dr. Sarah Peyton,
speaking of how contempt
destroys relationships
formerly cooperative
and, thereby, healthy.

Disgust about oneself
and contempt against Other
are interrelated,
like ego and eco,
like Yang and Yin,

“Humans seem to be capable of disconnecting from others
[and our disgusting selves]
on a large scale
or small scale.” (p. 209)

I’m reminded of listening to the Trump Impeachment Debate,
hearing contempt for democratic dialogue,
for loyalty to trust,
transparency,
vulnerability to unmediated light,
healthy curiosity,
courage to choose compassion,
for self and other,
for ego and eco,
rather than contempt.

Not that congressional debates
are suddenly plagued by partisan win/lose rhetorical strategies.

As a communication
and a psychology major,
I learned ancient techniques for persuasion,
for attitude change.
But, an underlying safe
non-partisan environment
of mutual trust,
of loyalty to a healthy Earth,
precludes giving way to the contagious temptations of contempt
against any OtherParty,
disgust about endemic economic and political corruption
of my own run-away win/lose internalized Party.

But, I have two points
seen more clearly through Dr. Peyton’s “Resonance”:

One,
we are capable of national disconnecting shared-identity contempt
against threatening Other
because we were born win/win capable,
from warm attachment healthy birth
of cooperative compassionate development
toward healthy adult/adult resilient relationships,
rooted in our shared destiny
as bicameral EarthDwellers,
EarthTribe,
Mother EarthWomb Integralists.

Second,
contempt grows nationalistic partisanship
because localized compassion can also go viral,
global,
universal
contagious wealth of health-empowerment values
making resonant living systems possible,
re-creative potentiating

As darkness
can be noticed as dark
only by those capable
of remembering light,
power womb enlightenment,
empowerment,
passion,
compassion,
advent,
Christmas Birth,
Lent,
Easter EgoDeath,
Republic elitism,
Democrat non-elitism,
rhetorical contempt,
non-violent narrative,
red rightwing rage,
green leftwing synergy

Wishing all ego-parties
and ecosystems
healthy wealth of EarthPassionate ChristMass
political body-minds
economically double-bound nature-spirits
secular-sacred cooperative co-investors
both out and in
within Earth CoPassion.

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Something Borrowed

My grandmother often advised
“no need to borrow trouble.”

My grandmother-in-law warned
“you don’t need to look for trouble
because it will find you,”
which seems a better fit
with my own experience
with actively soliciting trouble,

Disempowering investments
purchased at lowest ego-cost
for discounted risky value,
or borrowed,
when too broke to buy
and too disempowered
to even hope for owning
what cannot be virtuously purchased,
free of trouble,
cooperatively empowered–
like healthy relationships
and resonant communications
and bicameral political well-being.

I hope it is also true,
as I might share with my grandchild,
“you need not hope to individually own
or merely borrow
any discounted empowerment,
because positive powers will find you.”

With the current national Republican leadership
borrowing
and purchasing,
heavily investing in political neglect of public health care,
mental health care,
personal and public
bicameral imbalance,
climate fragility
dissonant across all divided hemispheres,

The troubling opposite
of restorative peace and justice,
new green economic and ecological win/win strategies
for global energy democracy and beauty,
for nutritional resonance and resilience,

I might at least hope
future generations,
including my grandchild,
look in a wealthier
more ego/ecotherapeutic direction
for borrowing
and cooperatively investing
in co-empowerment.

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