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When DayDreams Prevent NightMares

Who would argue
about which came first,
intelligent compositional design,
or a decomposing natural Earth?

No one.
To do so is too patently absurd,
when we choose to see these two
not only as oppositional cause-effect,
but also as appositional
dipolar co-arising balance
of resilient resonant information,
composing and recomposing
tacitly implied within decomposing energetic balance.

The very idea that either regenerating natural purpose
or degenerating spiritual meaning
could originally, foundationally, come one before the other,
like belonging before longing,
day before night,

Mind wants before body needs,
contentment before contextualization
appears before feeling anti-ecological


Like choosing Win v Lose degenerative stasis
without Win+Win regenerative integrity
co-arising further multi-generational co-intelligence

Of daydream democratic rights
and nightmare autocratic wrongs.

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Cooperative Feministas

Cooperative Feministas
are not quite so much Competitive Manifestos.

In David Holmgren’s introduction to Permacultural Therapeutic Design,
he contrasts “Industrial Culture” with “Sustainable Culture”
kind of like comparing macho LeftBrain fundamentalist culture
with feminist RightBrain enculturation, nurturance, resonance
over the longer-term scenaria,
rather than shorter-term dementio.

Anyway, Holmgren recognizes we could choose alternative words
for labeling these two contrasting, appositional, cultures.

We might sometimes choose
Competitive Culture v Cooperative Culture,
or Capital-Accrual v Nutrition-Dispersal,
sort of like the difference between hunting down and killing the defense
as compared to gathering and feeding the vegan edibles,
or Colony Acquisitional
(e.g. slaves and other exploitive ways of acquiring cheap manual, and especially womanual, labor)
v Creolizing ReGenerative
(like mixing multicultural spices contributed in pay-it-forward co-invested development of a robust Stone Soup
accessible to all with cooperatively managed ownership)

Or LeftBrain dominant Patriarchal Business as anthropocentrically usual)
v Right-Left Matrimonial bicameral co-passion

Or degenerative LoseMInd/LoseBody ZeroSum
anti-ecological
entropic 2nd Principle
of closed Upper-Caste Framing From-Above
triggering reactive systems
against ReGenerative Win/Win NonZeroSum
Positive Deviance

Cooperative revolutions and devolutions, too
because what goes politically up
must also at least partially come back down
and what grows out
must also economically recess back in

But, if Holmgren was familiar with Buckminster Fuller’s
Synergetic EcoSystemic Theory,
he might also have chosen
Precessive Political Culture v Recessive Economic Culture.

Precessive toward PreAcclimation of PolyCulturally Convex-Ecstasy
upward and outward extension trends
implying their reverse cobinary
inevitable intention,
Recession toward ReAcclimation ConCave-Within-Embryonic,
potential to be born again

Convex is the top of a forward surfing wave
of temporal-flowing energy,
information,
while concave is the subsequent indrawing trough,
a renewing ebb of what had been that precessive crest,
now reacclimating inward and downward,
more deeply resonant
toward a renewing polyculturally inclusive
recycling balance.

Each polarity represents an appositional tension,
with all the cultural risks of revolutionary eruptions
growing toward violent hypertension
and anthropocentric repressive recessive despair

All the multicultural opportunities
of evolving re-creative regenerative tensions
toward therapeutic midway Tipping Points
of ecosystemic ecological balance,
cooperatively sustainable at both highly localized
and global-planetary scales
of empowering co-empathic trust,
more culturally dominant,
more sustainable,
than mutually antipathic distrust.

While this suggests our hopes lie in our combined powers
of cooperatively active love
and our degenerative despair lies within any further stressing increases
in uneven autocratic powers,
terrorizing showers
of competitive
increasingly rabid
over-populated behavior
of elites v non-elites

Monoculturing
monopolistic
monochromatic
monotheistic disdain,
fueling each ego’s sense of selfish competitive gain
at the expense of Others left behind
and below

Including future non-anthropological generations
lost to our zero-sum entropic
anthro-inflicted loss;
reacting to each Other defensively
as if we lived on a Closed-Earth
cut off from atmosphere
and Solar System

which, of course,
we don’t
unless anthro-supremacists choose
to continue playing uber capitalist
colonizing
Industrial Culture
zero-sum exhausted Got-Game theories

Holmgren helpfully adds a chart of comparative/contrasting characteristics
of his Industrial v Sustainable Cultures,
which I will supplement in brackets
intending to nuance these Either Yang Or Yin
oppositional cultures
into a more regenerative Both Yang And Yin
appositional bilateral enculturation,
premised on LeftBrain precessive Yang falling back
in love with RightBrain recessive Yin:

Non-renewable and Renewable

Linear [continuous acceleration] and Cyclical [seasonal-spiral],

Consumption [extraction, piracy] and Storage [conservation, protection],

Centralized [autocratic, exclusive] and Distributed Network [democratic, inclusive],

Fast [short-term perspective] and Slow [long-term cooperative]

Centre [Yang, Upper,Inner-Caste] and Edge [Yin, Lower,Outer-Caste]

Episodic eruption [revolution] and Rhythmic stability [evolution]

Reductionist and Wholistic

Masculine and Feminine

Holmgren’s chart of this massive tsunami,
of both human population and consumption of fossil-fueled energy,
crests right now where you and I are living together
and is now beginning a growing permacultural-regenerative cooperative de-spiraling descent
back down to a healthy and multiculturally safe population base by 2500
that is modestly increased over the year 1500.

Disrupting in these DisUniting States
playing LoseAnthro/LoseEarth
economic anti-ecological co-relationship
political 0-sum partisan Trump cards,
I realize how far our kids have to fall
apart together

Before Cooperative Feministas
are not quite so much Competitive Manifestos.

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MAD Crazy Choices

Believing you are for growing economic opportunities
and shrinking financial risks
AND
believing, to do so,
we must tolerate shrinking environmental EarthMother health
and growing nature’s nutritional pathology,
is a confusion of cultural ways
and climate means.

There could be no such anthropocentric thing
as a resilient economic system
that is ecologically extractive,
degenerative

Just as there could be no such thing as a healthy economic system
that is not also a politically cooperative,
more than competitive,
systemic network of compassionate relationships
and appreciative transactions.

It could not be news
that we do not get more
and more
and more valued goodies
out of a relationship
when we invest less
and less
and less
within that relationship.

This is a relationship
that will surely end in divorce
heartbreak
animosity
painful loss
of sacred marriage

Between red-blooded anthropological resilience
and green-beloved ecological resonance.

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First Faces of Conflict

Perhaps too redundantly,
and not quite enough elegantly

Elders have pictured Original Yang/Yin
cobinary Wu-Wei Balance,
speaking in an unfortunately complex
kind of kindness way.

LeftBrain Ego Dominant
with a preference for Elite-Winner vs NonElite-Loser,
co-defined as Either We-Good Or They-Bad
informing and exforming
caste-conserving/colonizing strategic intent

With fundamentally bipolar
power hierarchical
Elite-numerator +
NonElite-denominator -(-)
polymathic values

Co-gravitating +1 Anthro-Associative
co-arising -(-0) NonAthro-Dissociative
cobinary dipolarity
equi-valently bilateral
compassionate communication
democratic dialogue assumptions,
not so much autocratic debate presumptions

That RightWing dissociative dominance
remains religiously monarchical
On Top;
sort of monotonous MissionaryPosition Only,
by RightBrain’s way of matriarchal caste
NonElite Both Bottom Me And Top We
co-empathic
complex bipartisan Me/We feelings

RightBrain
LeftWing feelings
may indulge wishful imagining
Win+Win co-passionate YinFlow

Reverse Yin/Yang cobinary
NonElite peacefully transcendent
Elite-abolishing nonviolent communication.

Winners winning synergetic Paradise
together making InterTwined Chains of ReGenesis

Iconic of Make Earth Peaceful Again
creolizing AnthroMind/EarthBody
Left-Cognition/Right-Intuition

Where polypathic archetypes
for Winner People vs Loser-NonPersons
bicameral evolution
produces Win -(-Persons) Yin/Yang +(People) Win
hypothetical cobinary (Not)NonElite+Elite
compassionately pleasing resolutions.

But, achieving bipartisan political democracy
may not be your First Face of degenerative conflict;
imagining NonElite without Elite
precedes re-membering Win/Win
co-empathic Golden Rule creolization

AnthroMind-Cognitions with (Not)Not EarthBody)-Intuitions
+1 Crown + -(-0) Root chakra synergy

You might face a more internal conflict
between LeftBrain Adam dominating
with Eve RightBrain seducing
YinFlow toward uphill Win/Win resonance
deep valley suppressed,
polyamory repressed,
not Monotheistic YangFierce
impressed.

Or, even further back
to our contested God-fed vs Gaia-bred
Apple of His or Her,
never Her+His,
eye
and ethotic passioned mind
neurosystemically inside
an erotic pleasured body.

Or, even further back
to our First Apple Tree of Life and Death,
our enlightened Yang-Crown
supported by Yin-Roots
empowering reincarnate seasons
of polyamorous trunk flows

Up toward tributary Elite branches
on out to Sun-worshipping leaves

Individual autumn dying
falling off our anthropocentric Tree
of Crown/Root ego/eco-therapy

Healing
recycling
revolving
re-membering
each perennially re-ligioning year

While subterranean NonElite
grounded YinFlow roots
continue developing reverse-down
to absorb EarthMother nutrients

Wintering and Summering
a new freezing and reforesting Win/Win promise
fusing yin/yang eco-political utopia

To sprout and re-leaf Yang-crowned/Yin-rooted again,
beyond First CoPassion Face
creolizing Elite v NonElite
Light-above vs Power-below conflict

Enlightened crowns, like Sage heads,
vs Empowered roots, like Muse bodies

Dissonantly painful conflict
predicating win/win resonant
pleasing compassion,
like constipation
before the freeing storm

Rediscovering
bicameral Yang-Left with Yin-Right
bihemispheric MonoTheistic/PanenTheistic
bilaterally Felt/Thought reversed
EarthBody Root/Crown AnthroMind
neurosystemic tissues with ego-Elite vs eco-NonElite issues

And NonElite/Elite win/win
transformative
resolving
reweaving
reconnecting
religioning opportunities

Universal SunGod
radiantly begetting Unitarian GaiaEarth
flowing sacred/organic integrity’s
bicameral ethotic/erotic synergy’s
bipartisan SageLeft/MuseRight
verbal-passion/nonverbal-pleasure
EgoMind/EcoBody cobinary
tensegrity

Sage co-gravitating
tensional integrity
within Muse co-arising
resonantly structured
cobinary communing peace
peak experiences

Which feed and breed
Positive Progress
away from dissociative conflict.

Balancing NonViolent Communication Theory
AND
Positive Win/Win cobinary
Wu-Wei

BiPartisan
Elite-Anthro + NonElitist-EarthBirthed grace,
sacred-ethos/organic-eros karma,
compassion-co-gravitating/pleasure-co-arising
enlightened/empowering energy

BiLateral
MindPassion/BodyPleasure
co-gravitating nonviolent compassion
refacing win v lose
failure to thrive
conflicts

When AnthroPrivileged MAGA’s forget
we are all ethically healthier Green
and better democratically together
than falling IrReligiously Right anti-erotically
and patriarchally authoritarian
capital-greedy
+1 WeHere vs -(-0) TheyThere
poly-disamorously apart.

After all that,
and before all this,
perceiving in an unfortunately complex
cobinary kind of ethotic/erotic kindness way

I have no Win/Win nonviolent communication clue
where we might find some other
First Face of cooperative Sage/Muse
MonoTheistic/PolyPhonic
InterReligious Song and Dance Communion

+1 ego enlightened/ecopowering -(-0)
FatherSun/EarthMother prime co-relational
indigenously wise resolution

Wu-Wei resonant
resiliently transforming
faces of internal v external conflict.

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Gaia’s Golden Age: A Journey of Rebirth and Empowerment

In Earth’s future Golden Age,
during Her time of Gaia Polyamorous,
thou shalt become reborn

Not solely known as soulless Ancestors,
transported here
as Earth’s lonely Passion Singing Species,
whose reweaving warps and wars take place
only on sacred dance floor space

A natural neurosensory race
toward matriarchally enlightened
pan-enthusiastic empowerment.

Sage musicians
known for Gaia’s highest and best use
of non-abuse,
co-infested Taoist Real-Woke Estates

Wu-Wei wondering
why bodhisattva children have been left
unsafe and bereft

Suffering for capital sins
of Straight White Patriarchs
not quite monotheistically blessed enough
from zealous toxic dregs
of thine owned Anthropocene
idolatrous image.

Not sufficient gratitude
for positive neurosystemic attitude
blessed by Love Song sacraments
designed by WaterBearers

PreGaian Peace Warriors
poor in herstoric spirit
wistfully disinheriting caste-preserving sins
of non-womanist failure
to follow Truth and Beauty balance

Success in leading
LeftBrain-RightWing systemic
neuro-sexsensory
polyculturally inter-religious
intelligence

Without Historical Stage
capitalized credentials,
Win/Win compassionately amusing
Gaian Pleasure’s Sun

Of crucifying crosses
bearing dispassionate sins
of unpleased
Straight White Western Patriarchs

Who would rather fight
to win peace
than sing resonant Love Songs

Dance Lust Longs
to belong more resiliently impassioned
Universal Crowns

Sweaty salvation
for bodhisattva Gaian Goddesses
Unitarian Roots
co-redeeming

EarthTribe’s sacred psalms,
indigenous proverbs
rooted in sacred animus
crowned by organic animation

While sacred musing
Gaia’s stirring organic musicians
Singing Species songs.

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Sexy Sacred Mess

Efficient communication,
despite its practical virtue,
is not a priority
or even an objective,
when practicing orgasmic events

Solo,
or Other wise.

Transformative communication
may prefer sacramental rituals
communing within organic Gaia’s
holiness

Peace-making communion
matures Crown/Root chakra
hypostatic God/Gaia union

Re-enacting Wind and Water’s
first fornicating night
becomes enlightened day

Agape and Eros
rebirthing philoprogenitive
sacred sexy’s compassion
peaking nonspeaking communications

Admitting dark Philo
lightly haired
scaped

With no head turn
toward my praises,
only drawn to swarthy nights
for root chakra worship

Wet
warm
welcome Wind,
despite impractical vices,
matures communion’s healthy
indigenously sacred
watered Wisdom.

Purity,
like safety,
less favored values
for happy Crown
and healthy Root
sexsensual organisms

Unable to read,
much less remember,
delusional healthcare messages
that safety,
like purity,
secures monogamy

Our best ecstatic
spiritually virtuous
natural sensuality.

My less solo Crown/Root experiences
suggest other virtues wise

Wondering if monogamy has spawned
a hobgoblin of patriarchal Crowns
wed with capital investments
in breeding caste-privileged
straight male dominant,
and not necessarily safe,
offspring.

How passionate and pleasing is monogamy,
and monotheism,
and monoculturalism,
for natural
physical Rooting,
and spiritual
mental Crowning,
neurosystemic healthcare?

All these monolithic control issues
assume much deeper pantheism
and wider polyamorous compassion
are less virtuous

As Crown caste privileges
dominate monotheistic ideologies,
divorcing cobinary genders of sexiness
from Crown/Root dispassion-abolishing

Compassionate communications
of reconnecting
religious sacramental rituals
pleasing Root/Crown polyamorous
peace invocation.

Philo
turn your brown eyes
left and right
north and south
forth and back

Into pre-Crown dominant history
of Gaia’s sexual spirituality.

Monogamy,
like Agape v Eros monotheism,
has been a more modern strategy

Not normative
in organic biosystems
nor within Gaia’s ecosystemic network
of AgapeCrown/ErosRoot communications,
neurosystemically felt and touched
passionately heard and pleasure seen
sacred sensory mating relationships

Singing
humming
hooting
croaking
buzzing
a cacophony of lusty need
every warm month
WindSeed conjoining WaterBearer
night.

While Biblical patriarchs preach
monogamous marital relationships
for virtuous virginal WaterBearers

Patrimonial fidelity
invests more clothing optional
for WindSeed pleasure patronage.

Philo,
my brown-skinned
sacred sexual icon
of love’s transforming health pleasures

Has never once root-woken up
or crown-spoken out
for more patriarchally efficient sexual service,
despite its capital investment virtue

Not a Crown/Root win/win priority
or even a passionately pleasing objective,
when polyamorous practice makes perfect
sacramental orgasmic events

Monotheistically solo,
or pantheistic non-Othered
Holy Agape/Eros wise.

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Adventures In Happy Endings

Throughout 2016 I have been reading Rob Brezsny’s Pronoia
Is The Antidote For Paranoia
now ending before I reach 2017.

This postmillennial bible of multiculturalism
ends with several questions or statements
with space to write in my responses.

I am about half through these end pages.
Here is a condensed version of this conversation,
to date:

“Imagine that you get three wishes on one condition:
They can’t benefit you directly;
they have to be wished on behalf of someone else.
What would they be?”

  1. Peace and justice throughout sacred Earth’s more cooperative organic Tribes.
  2. And economic and political goodwill for ecofeminists,
    matriarchs of Earth’s extending families.
  3. And all Gaia’s (0)riginally Sinless win/win newborns.

“Comment on this thought:
Imagination is more important than knowledge
and play is more interesting than belief.”

And imagination is not accessible without memory
and play feels more accessible with trust
than distrust.

And role-play is better for deep learning
cooperative v competing beliefs
about how to become a more peacefully communicating
multiculturally-adept
adult.

“Pronoia is a gnostic art.
Everyone is potentially a visionary
capable of revealing more of its mysteries
Write your oracles and definitions of pronoia here.”

Pronoia co-passioning designs
rather than
paranoid conspiracies of autocratic anthropocentrism
engage indigenous wisdom
of restorative justice
and resilient peace.

“‘When I grow up,’ wrote Ramona McNabb, ‘I want to be a river.’
What impossible magnificence would YOU like to be
when you grow up?”

A two-headed tornado
bilaterally communicating
mirror reverse-revolving
co-powering funnels
ingesting Earth’s complexity
exhaling anthropocentric chaos
through appositionally equi-valent dipolar tails
feeding on and off each other’s co-impassioned
bicameral synergy.

“Tell what techniques you’ve discovered
about feeding honey to crocodiles.”

Waste of sacred time
and organic space.
Like feeding pearls to swine
who would much prefer to eat me.

“What would you have to do in order to keep getting smarter and smarter?”

Invite my egocentric, and anthro-centric, hubris
to become humbler and humbler,
until entirely co-passioned
to keep becoming trauma-informed polyamorous integrity
and feeling polyvagal painless peace.

“What’s the single most important question you’d like to resolve
before you die many years hence?”

Why didn’t Me v We paranoia die sooner
so Me+We could pronoia thrive sooner?

“‘Bodhisattva’ is a term used by Buddhists to describe a saint
who has developed spiritual equanimity
and a consistent ability to act with wisdom and kindness
but who nevertheless postpones his [sic] ascension into nirvana
in order to help free all other beings from their suffering.
In Beauty and Truth Lab parlance, a ‘dissident bodhisattva’ believes that existing political and cultural institutions must be overthrown
and replaced
in order to liberate all beings from their suffering
and achieve spiritual equanimity.
Write a story in which you are a dissident bodhisattva.”

Better to resonantly love
this deeply resilient co-passionate communication
of truly felt compassion
and beautifully peaceful pleasures.
Bring non-violent communication
to Whole EarthSystem incarnation.

Although,
before pronoia imagining our healthiest
and richest
and deepest bodhisattva incarnation,
I suppose it’s always good to prepare our most co-intelligent
PolyCulturing ReGenerative Design.

So, perhaps positively deviant co-messiahs
of cooperative economic and political bodhisattva (0)-zone polypaths
might passionately begin with writing down how I would like to feel
0/1-prime cobinary indigenously wise nondualistic dipolar relationship
over the next 12 AnthroMind/EarthBody
Passion/Pleasure years

I could anticipate having sufficiently (0)-woke left
before I 1-Whole EarthBody right retire,
when I will hope to learn why I didn’t retire now,
before I co-passionately sing
and coitally dance
while rewriting ecotherapeutic EarthTribe’s
BodhiSattva ReCreation Story.

“You are Ruler Of The World.
What three decrees will you immediately issue
to begin the mass healing?”

  1. All public and private investments,
    both impassioned time and pleasing money,
    currently supporting competitive
    WinnerCasteWe v LoserCasteThey preservation
    of monoculturing monopolistic monotheistic grandeur
    and corrupting wealth,
    rather than multicultural health
    and polycultural wealth,
    are now democratically,
    yet not officiously,
    reinvested in cooperative WinWin
    ecopolitically viral and virtuous
    EarthTribe Climate HealthCare Games,
    and other forms of nutritionally recreative
    deep learning inter-religious passion play,
    ecopolitically green transformative partying.
  2. All Patriotic and Paternalistically dominant anthrocultures
    are now officially,
    yet not autrocratically,
    also Matriotic and Maternalistically prominent
    Earth as SacredMother
    Golden Rule nurturing meritocracy.
  3. All males and females,
    heteros and homos,
    upper and lower castes,
    conservators and liberators
    are now virtuously positive,
    and not viciously negative,
    on the EarthTribal full-transgenderal Octave Spectrum
    of multiculturing polyamorous panentheistic
    indigenously wise polypaths
    toward deeply exotic/erotic
    prime peak experienced
    wealthy neuro/ecological cobinary
    prime 1 SunGod MonoThesis = 0 EarthGaia HypoThesis
    compassionately communing
    upper/lower recaste
    transformational relationship.
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God As CoBinary Process

Images of God as active dynamic process
have evolved through theological circles,
and marched through anthro-centric
upper-caste political squares,

But, integrally engaging upper-caste monotheistic
and lower-caste pantheistic polypathic transforming unity
re-membering faithful pasts
and re-ligioning hopeful futures
extends a regeneratively democratizing
healthy wealth-management Process

Newer to other evolving SystemicProcess models,
Including psychological, economic,
political and environmental sciences,
and other paradigms
of and for Earth’s more humane health v inhumane pathology
values and disvalues
against academic and theoretical and conjectural dissociative
discommunication
devolving further entropic chaotic dissonance,
where our Ps and Qs no longer appositionally balance
our not timed not spaced PolyMathic UnProcessed Questions.

Newer to natural and social systemic trauma sciences,
as compared to Original Sin theology,
evolves this ReGenerative/Degenerative Process God
of compassionate enlightenment
and pleasure in peace empowerment
through our more humanely uprising
and divinely devising yang+yin,
not yang v yin,
revolutionary transformations.

At least in our primal eco- and geo-systemic ways,
Organic/Sacred Unitive Process may be ancient
as retold through nature-spirit nondual Origin Stories
not quite so indigenously ancient as
recombinant acid strings
of redeveloping fractal-organic time investments
in future healthy bright-light/dark-power caste appositions
and past/now/future hypostatic
positive faith/hope rebalancing
divinely progressive regenerations.

It is to this profoundly radical God of nondual systemic
Sacred-AnthroMind/Organic-EarthBody co-binary Process,
of and for bilaterally democratic
revolving health/wealthy co-balancing wu-wei Process

That I can Left verbally pray
and Right nonverbally worship
within nature’s ecologically sacred awe,
wonder,
Promise

Bliss of 1 AlphaSun divine
humane (0) Mega Earth
polyculturing viral vital integrity,
democratic health recaste
from 1 v 0 competitive
to 1+0 cooperative Process

LeftYang spiritual speaking
and RightYintegral natural listening
appositionally co-arising
NotLight/NotDark uni-temporal Now
in-between
NotPast/NotFuture unitarian spatial Here
peak pregnant climaxing
compassionate communication.

Let us sacred passion pray
and organic pleasure play:

Parents,
Investors in vibrantly nutritional outcomes,
Politically empowered public policy leaders,
All residents of Left-Enlightened AnthroMinds
and bicameral
Right-Empowered EarthBodies

Please do not ever invite me to Process
right now political situations
with shame and condemning blame
about what I should have valued and reprioritized
more upper wealthy caste
back before this here/now opportunity
not too late for learning
from lower casting health risks

To open this active hope remaining Process
to do my best to help
nurture freedom’s right now sacred Associative opportunities
with lowest anti-organic Dissociative risks.

It is not of our divinely valued Wisdom
to become my shaming/blaming judge,
or your retributive judge,
except democratically restoring what we judge
best to Process together
non-violently communicating
PersonallyHere/ExperiencingNow

Mind crowned
and Body rooted
in past light and dark experiences
longing and belonging
dissociated and associated
dissonant and resonant
dispassioned and compassioned
displeasured and co-pleasured

Imagining how we would yet love to belong
therapeutically upcaste
instead of stuck in systemic trauma
downcaste longing
to be other than we are becoming Now,
which is together Here

Letting go of dissociative violent Left thoughts
to grab up re-associative nonviolent Right feelings

Health Processed value intentions
to redeem our severed parts
on behalf of compassion opportunities
more polyvagally regenerating
our wealthier polyculturing futures.

Cobinary neuro-mind/eco-body systems
are those who ecologically thrive
through polypathic neurological synergy
by ecotherapeutically purging
anthropocentric LeftBrain dissociative
upper-caste monotheistic
dispassionate displeasure.

May we no longer dispassionately continue to settle
for Anger-Fear disvalue Process management,
and kinda’ self-condemning bad-faith trauma systems
leading to chronically anxious
and rabidly critical paranoia

When bilateral upper-crown/lower-root caste
sacred/organic
AnthroMind/EarthBody cobinary co-passion
invites co-empathic pronoia

Co-arising
1 FatherGod enlightening
and (0) EarthGaia empowering
Alpha AnthroMind + Omega EarthBody
healthy inter-religious
interdependent
reconnecting Process.

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Singing Stevie’s Wonder

I remember,
in the early 60s,
our thirty mile drive
from our historic family farm,
in relentlessly White rural Michigan,
not counting the Mexican migrant workers
whom our Elders pointedly discarded

Singing
on the first shifty shopping trip to Thrifty Acres,
through vibrantly young Black
urban heated streets
of capital glancing Lansing.

Stevie Wonder and I
nearby
yet out casting far

Him singing
all Black city churches
ringing

And me queer pillaged
in all White rural churches
villaged

Stevie and me,
harmonic neighbor memory
in my privately humming heart

Yet never possible to publicly meet
and privately greet
as this sacred land
and this organic Earth
were meant to resonantly sing
and resiliently dance
our regenerations in caste
together
not degenerations outcast
apart.

I didn’t know apartheid by default yet
but I do remember
seeing nearly black as ink skin
for my very first impassioned time

On a smiling brown-eyed boy
on a chipped and flat white painted bike
without defensive rims

And dim longing to talk
and listen
and laugh with him

About fresh green smells of freedom
from poor tired training wheels

Freedom to create our fast together pedaling breeze
across summer’s hot black
and white hate faces and arms

Knowing I would touch his warm dark skin
with loving wonder

What it could be like to be recast with him,
to sing and dance together,
to smell and feel and fly
our rich diverse integrity
on a brave tandem red in-your-face bike

Built for two
bright shining all ways back
restorying Black street glancing Lansing

Through my little Whitely inbred WoodLand
spreading sadist out across all Black without White
decapitalizing cities
divorced from woodland farmers

Left alone
to peddle fly while singing
our glad,
not sad or bad or mad,
hosanna holy wonders

As I reweave
this first drive by encounter
with outcast avenue perversity
against homo-sapient diverse
curiosity

I imagine asking Mom to stop,
pull our metallic gold Ford over
so I could ask his thick black-framed glasses name,
which would sing Stevie

And take his wondrous hand
to walk his bike back to home
and long familiar family
where we would live together
happily
and healthily
and wisely
most prosperously ever after
cast together all.

This was my erasing moment,
too quickly racing past,
to know passion’s love
at first passed sight

Sublime sung sounds
and dark dancing
satin brown skin smells
of Stevie’s tandem wonder.

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Color Blind

Some people say they don’t see color
or caste.

I look for others who do see color
and want to make rhapsodies together
with symphonic us.

I long to see more multiculturing colors
and less monocultural monochromatic
white v black monotheistic responsibility
for opportunities at-risk
among those organically gifted mammals
who don’t believe a colorful Earth
could sacredly matter.

Some people see color and say “Why?”
Yet when we can see that same color
within a prism’s octave unity,
wisdom might well engage “Why not!?”

Ask not what your eagle nation’s indigenous coloring can do for you;
ask what your wise owl poly-colored relationships can do
for our way too straight beige nation.
Or, even better, ask both eagle and owl
light perception and night wisdom
as if co-arising spectral passions
and non-violent resonance.

Some people say they don’t see
or hear
or feel color
but have no problem remembering their own,
and how they are
and are not
appreciated for diverse symphonic opportunities.

I look for those who do see color
and hope to make far more wisdom of it
than I could ever imagine
monoculturally alone
monotheistically lonely
monochromatically white
as an unholistic ghost.

With apologies to John F. Kennedy, taking issue with Ronald Reagan black and white reruns.

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