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Voices Doubting Sacred Choice

LeftBrain ponderous
Dominant Voice:

When did fear
of Straight White God’s traumatic punishment
for our sins
and for the Patriarchal/Capitalist sins
of our soiled soul Fathers;

RightBrain Felt as
Positive Health EcoChoice:

Overwhelm our love
for therapeutically restoring
sacred Earth Peace
and humane/divine
cooperative
co-invested Green Win/Win
Eco/Theo-Logical Justice?

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Seeking Salvation in Retiring Spaces

Prayers,
sometimes lightly lyrical,
slyly satirical,
self-conscious,
ego-
and anthro-chosen folk
transcendently
yet personally
individually woke,
and sometimes full embodied
passions in Praise Him!
shout out

Echo in-
voking round resonance
with all Earth’s eternal
regenerating lively
lovely resilience.

Prayers
express “I feel”
so invoke “I want,
even actively need”
Trust Statements

Or,
prayers are LeftBrain dominant
performances
of True v False
Health v Pathology
internal v external
enlightening transcendent thoughts
v empowering emotional support,
Reason v Passion Stories.

“Lordy, Lordy
I sure do hope
for active Sunday hope
that Donald Trump
will someday,
although probably not this day,
enjoy a long
and healthy
and unusually quiet,
cruelly serene,
claustrophobically private retirement
into suffering
and mental anguish
over all his many sociopathological
sins against natural
and spiritual,
physical
and mental,
embodied and mindful health care
giving
by receiving
copassionate
co-invested communion.”

In this prayer,
what does grandmother Eartha feel?

Lack of sufficient hope
for robust and healthy redemption,
maybe sadness about humanity’s great fall
into partisan disunion,
probably chronic climate anxiety,
in which She betrays
and is betrayed by
fear of RightWing AnthroSupremacy.

Meditations
on red sky climate warnings
nonverbally remind MeSheWe
together invoke nonviolent polypaths
leading to polyphonic
lyrical and PraiseHim!
for what we all,
with thriving rich resilient souls,
wish for

An unusually quiet,
serene,
private retiring redemption

From Old Testament
PatriCapitalist
Nothern White epic histories
of colonization

We nearly all AnthroSupremely invoke
deep EarthTribal fears
of our own BusinessAsUsual corporate
systemic
nationalistic
white cracker violent
discommunications

And we are all dearly angry
about lack of sufficiently empowering
and enlightening retirement funds
and redeeming facts,

Spiraling polynomially spacious circles
of polyphonic prayers intoned
entombed beyond eternal silence
peacefully polypathic

Invoking
“I feel lyrical” performances
and I need more than mere divine performance
embracing deep Nature/Spirit flow
ing widely polypathic
“Praise Him/Her, We Two!”

Wu-wei extending conscious
polyculturing healthy conscience
continuing compassion’s
discontinuous
EarthPeace Prayer.

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BumperSticker Salvation

I’m behind a dull white Chevy sedan
developing a lived-in look
while waiting for a greener light

With more than sufficient time
to read two rather ragged bumper stickers
in radical red,
relentless white,
and smoky blue.

The left side message
right in front of my resting wheel
reminded me of my waiting shame
that Jesus had to die
because of my personal sins
for which no one else
could even be partially
pulled out to blame

Only confirming
my bad-self flame
burning along with
a ZeroSum Win now
to delay Losing later
our all-in financial
and partisan lame game

Selling out to our competitive patriarchal
hierarchical shame
of predative corporate Christian Capitalism,
which is what remains
of Cooperative Economics
after squeezing all natural
indigenous spirit wisdom
out of wealth
is health optimizing life.

If only I were less selfish
and lazy
about mediating good-faith
healthcare co-investment cooperatives
as I move along
through each nonviolently communicating
day and night

Bringing me back to the bumper sticker
on my right wing
reminding me,
There is room left
at the Cross for me

Which immediately feels threatening,
ominously judged
and found collectively guilty
for my personal lack of faithful
healthy Soul,
big shortages in potential win/win co-investments
like gratitude for PolyCultural GreenHealth Communions
wherever I might stumble into them again
acting like We care
about health wealth resilient Us.

So, I’m tragically predestined
to climb onto the same rugged cross,

[and why is our cross always so iconically “rugged”
rough and primitive
ragged and wretched
manly and rapacious?
Why never graceful,
flexible,
poignant
transformative
potentially metamorphic
compassionate?]

Losing today
to maybe survive until tomorrow morning’s
StraightWhite God
declares redawning
punishing
timeless omnipotence
to judge all my tomorrows.

Yes,
there is a room for me
at the patriarchal foot
and the capital head
of threatening
punishing mortality
inflamed by oppression
of LeftHemisphere dominant
StraightWhite PatriCapital
anthro-divine individualistic
monotheistic supremacy

Worshiping healthy SunEnlightened humanity
by denying a wounding Cross
we have win/lose ZeroSum created
and recreate each day
between each nightmare
against sacred Earth’s polycultural communioning
reunioning
reweaving
win/win NonZero Soul
optimizing sacred Integrity’s
ecological
economic empowering
EarthWealth

Of a love so radically liberal
Jesus could get more democratically down
off our CapitalistCorporate cross

And then
I’m suddenly no longer behind a dull white Chevy sedan
developing a lived-out look
while waiting for my greener light.

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Revolution’s Peace PerSpective

Go ahead
Dare to invite him
to a climaxing fall-colored picnic

To read you his obituary for himself
and for you,
subject to future updating
round perspectives
free for changing
still-evolving revolutions

Then,
my retrospective therapeutic turn
to introspectively review again
past traumas
of EgoSpection
surrounded outside
by his contextual EcoSpectral Spectrum Spectives
warm and cool,
freezing and redhot
climaxing traumatic knots

Not to out loud trust
speaking these Interior Obituary Inspections
about myself
and also His Exterior FullSpectral ReInspected
vulnerable truths, as I would heal them
through more transparent healthy wealth
of mutual compassion
slowly moving forward.

Then,
while opening the picnic basket
and our impassioned historic mouths
to speak of our possible future
re-amending revolution,

We take in all we can become grateful
for receiving now
here,
in this sacred dining
graced reperspective place
through our correlational experienced time
space within this eternally nutritious
nature seen and nurture heard
compassionate communion
grace

In this
our eternally momentary
yet fully spacious
nonzero zoning sacred space

For further IntroVersive Speculation
Exterior AdVersive SpecuElation
RetroInversive
CoReVersive Spectator Meditations

Spectacularly vulnerable
IntroAdversive
SpecCumulative
SpecUlative Reflections

On MeWe personal health
is also our cooperating political wealth
to socially empower
and culturally enlighten
economic incorporating cooperation
with nonviolently positive
psychologically therapeutic
nontraumatic communication

WinWin v WinLose
our polyvagal wavering way
OK
but inviting more friendly
cooperatively co-invested
Left/Right DiPolar ReInSpections
reigning in co-passioning consciousness
of win/win co-relational banalities

cognitive/affective rebalancing
thought/felt binomialities
nondualistic wisdom
indigenous Left/Right
redeveloping naturally spiritual
embodied mind realities

Indi/ExtraForming Genius
genous
generous
regenerate

Ego/Eco-ReIntroductions
ReInductive outflowing consciousness
ingrowing rememory
outgoing
MeWe reflowing

NonZeroZones
of inside/outside double-boundary baskets
and tongue-speaking lungs
on a picnic for nonviolently recommunicating
our CoPassionate RetroSpectives,
autumn harvest
obituary perspectives

Of two separated
yet still married gay men
in our sixties,
with memories as a Southblack/Northwhite couple
and as parents
of four wounded
gratefully adopted children
of color
and diverse genders
and gender preferences
and transgender questions,

Longing to live
in a global climate perspective
of universal empowering healthcare
and unitarian eco-outside green respectives
multiculturally woke
enlightened consciousness
yang outside health
is also yintegral inside wealth

Of polyculturally green ecosystems
producing healthy multiculturals
ego/eco-loving
NatureEarth-ReSpirited
EcoFeminist Win/Win
cheers and chills
for this
our RetroSpective
CoEmpathic
ReUnion.

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Urgent Health Democracy

Amusing sacred A-musings
like Atheistic A-gnostics

ReDiscover resilience
where Trauma is some part of Life

Win/lose LeftHemisphere dissociating
lack of RightSung resonance

ReUncover indigenous integrity
to feel wise reculturing nuances
between naturally Therapeutic
multicultural spirit dynamics

Health optimal democracy
grows wealth of opportunity
for deep octaves
of integral systemacy

Integrity
rather than feeding
and overwatering
more Traumatic risk
of patriarchal
capital-growing
opportunistic duty

To ReGenerate eco/theo-logos reflections
on what we healthiest communionate:

Am I Self protagonist
against Other antagonist
egocentric?

Or
EcoSystemic’ly healing
healthy wealth in-forming out-goes
AnthroSublime
more than Self/Othering
AnthroSupremacist
winning over sinning today
to avoid losing disembodied identity
in some disenfranchised tomorrow

Hurtfully devolutionary
monoculturally ordinary
retributively penitentiary
cruel and unusual anti-fairy
dissociatively deflectionary
not inter-religiously extraordinary

Apartheid
lack of compassion’s transparency
experientially coreflectionary
nondeflective musicarried
win/win vulnerably co-revolutionary

Our MeWe
green peace operatic
operations wu-wei
healing PatriCapitalist historic harm
dousing further climate flames
of even more CancelCulture NonCommunion
lack of amusing charm
in LeftBrain’s dominating ways

Toxic
anti-systemic worst days
entropic best nights
endemic absence
of bilateral
binomial
bicameral cooperative plays

Musing inspirations
do not lose gratitude
for our best day attitudes
nor operatic curiosity
about Politically Incorrect furiosity

Worst day fears and angers
about what EarthTribe lives endangered
have been WholeEarth lost
to future expiring
un-musing
unraveling spirals
of dynamic
epic
Earth respirations
inspirations
exhalations
operatic muse desperations

In A-gnostic octaves
double-fractal coloring keys
Me without We forgiving
history’s broken win/lose nest
dissociating nature-spirit’s We celebration
indigenously healthy best

In tegrity,
co passion
a musing muses
of nonviolently sung communication
danced in spiraling fire circles
of octave-structured resounding sound
and music Earth empowering
and sacred Sky enlightening sight

Bicamerally co-governing
therapeutic co-invested
anti-trauma co-infested
co-amusing muse

Singing HerPassion storic
rebirthing
revolving
EarthMother/Child infantstructured
co-operations

Amusing sacred A/C-musings
co-arising A-theistic energies ergodic
A through Z octavely harmonic
eco-logos theognostics

ReDiscover Win/Win cooperative resilience
where Trauma is always red-sky warning
some win/lose non-therapeutic part
of EarthTribe Musing Life

Win/lose LeftHemisphere dissociating
lack of RightSung resonance,
co-redemptive resilience.

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Learning to Accept

Thank you Stathi,

I thought this was going to be about Learning to Accept

degenerating ancient bodies
degenerating soulful minds
a degenerating,
indigenously NatureYang/SpiritYintegrally wise EarthTribe
of Organic EcoSystemic MultiReligious PolyCultures:

PanenTheistic
StraightWhiteMale Universal-West MonoTheism v. [and] Queer Spiral EcoFeminist PeaceActivist Unitarian-East PolyTheism,

AnthroSupremacist MonoTheism North 1/0 Sacred EarthMother PolyCultural South

[co-arising dipolar bicamerality]

PatriCapitalist Dominant RightWing/
MatriCommunion Indigenously EcoFeminist LeftWing

[potential for bicameral self and other restoring justice]

Within a more internally/externally
breathing in healthy and breathing out wealthy EarthClimate of Integrity

[GoldenRule, nonviolently applied to one’s own EgoLeftYang Hemisphere
by EcoSystemic RightYintegrity’s Sacred ReGenerative BiHemispheric Potential.]

Which is a journey all about learning to accept that win/lose PatriCapital LeftBrain Universal dominance can be forgiven,
especially as we deep learn
and nonviolently listen
for

PolyCultural Communion,
RightBrain Unitarian prominence
can become MultiCulturally
EcoPolitically
BiCamerally
ConCelebrated
CoPassionate
CoInvestments in thriving Win/Win Health/Wealth optimizing

Creolizing,
sacred inside/outside communion transubstantiating
regenerative healthier climate futures
for win/win thriving
co-investing
cooperatively GoldenRule organizing
EarthTribal regenerations
of bicameral balancing
ego-health/sacredEarthWealth amplitude
gratitude
positive ecopolitical attitude
ecofeminist organic platitudes
from way, way back

before U.S. history,
before English language
before European human history,
before linguistic language
before homosapiens
to DNA’s Left/Right spiraling
health/wealth
nature/spirit
outside/inside
strong/flow
regeneratively climaxing
dipolar co-arising wisdom.

That said, and even bicamerally so,
my LeftBrain ego identity still thought this was going to be about Learning to Accept
eternal win/lose anxiously, chronically traumatic pre/post stress, cognitive/affective dissonance,
strong win/lose evolutionary competitive human natural
PatriCapitalist overwhelming
win/win timeless NonZero Soul
ecofeminist underdogs
[RightWing often thought of as MeToo# []itches]
for aregenerative healthy democracy
by wealthy resilient way
of bicamerally climaxing overflow

Instead of Learning to Accept
LeftBrain dominance
as if it were monotheistically
Straight White Western “MaleGod”
monoculturally inevitable
AnthroSupremacy.

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ForeGiving CelEmbracions

We all have had worst days and best days,
good and bad days and nights
works and plays.

My own largest part of learning to forgive myself
for bad days
of WholeEarth neglect
and win/lose interpersonal compromises,
for bad historic days
of letting go too easily,
too conveniently
forgiving my unforgiving
and unforgiven apartisanship,
for sins of Othering heritage,
for anthro-
and ego-centric supremacy

Is to celebrate our connecting
and reconnecting
wealthiest viral health
safe return
to humanity’s multicultural Home

Silently celebrating my ego’s
largest ecosystemic spaciousness,
deepest wisdom,
widest win/win compassion.

As we learn to con-celebrate
EarthTribe
re-exploring our nondualistic
indigenous
natural/spiritual heritage,

We embrace integral
holistic
holy
transparent
and vulnerably compassionate communications

Restoring green peace
through EarthJustice,

Remerging
regenerative
redemptive co-passion
celebrating my
and our
green eco/theo-logically peaceful
GoldenRule humane/divine identities

WellBeing constellations,
healthy bicameral democratic structures,
harmonic choruses,
fire-circle heated dancers,
multiculturing communion celebrants
cooperatively fore-giving our worst days
becoming our con-celebrated best days
and nights,
works and plays.

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Gnostic A/Theistic Systems

My bicameral strong connection
between monotheism
and anthro-supremacism
lies in dogmatic monocultural belief

OneGod
created and recreated
and remade and premade
this Universal Home
MeWe bilaterally celebrate
as HealthyTrue
enlightened resonance
and WealthyBeautiful
empowering resilient PatriCapitalist editing
while recopying

Scribes transcribing
hoping to transubstantiate
our own LeftBrain monoculturing
encultured comfort training

Communicating sacred rhetorical secularizing history
of monotheistic StraightWhiteMale
retributive divine justice privileged

AnthroEgo-dominant reinforcing
individualized protagonist oppressions
against Great Dark MultiCulturally Matriarchal Others,
RightBrain reweaving alien panentheistic
eco/theological preverbal foreign nondualism

With only primordially felt incapacity
to verbally distinguish
between ecologically uncovered healthy relationships
and theologically recovered wealthy theistically
mighty monocultural overpowering
entitled experience
of individually commodified things

Property owned more salient
than interwoven synergetic properties
ecofeminist cooperatively self-organized
co-natural/spiritual

Indigenously prehistorically felt
animated NatureSpirits
of nonviolent/violent communications
through exterior/interior win/win needs
to heal traumatic silence
dissonance
lose now or lose later
mortal dissociation

Boring through bicameral balancing experiences
remembering
reconnecting
re-ligioning
Theo/EcoLogically robust climaxes
down and up,
in and out,
back and forth
sacredly inspired
and secular expiring

Sensory-neural nonviolent communication
bicamerally co-arising
dipolar health/wealth optimizing
experience of EcoTheist
polytheistic natured
and panentheistic internally enspirited
EgoHumane/EcoDivinely
NonZero-FullHearted Soul
Universal-Unitarian
Tao WuWei BiCameral

Ego YangPatriarchal/Eco-Yintegral Womanist
Nature/Spirit indigenous
SkyWoman/EarthWomb myths
regenerating Light/Power sacred mystery

Spacious/BiLaterally Timeless History
of EarthTribe’s ReGeneratively Dynamic
CoCreation

Including Western StraightWhite Males
choosing ancient sacred manuscripts
requiring some editing holes plunged in
editing
correcting
disciplining manly scripture,
translating and re-editing

While recopying
and transcribing
and transubstantiating
monocultuiring PatriCapitalist enculturing
evermore BusinessAsUsual worn path chosen

For sacred rhetorical history
of monotheistically overpowering
StraightWhiteMale privileged

LeftBrain dominant further reinforcing
academic deductive
reductive oppressions against RightBrain panentheistic
preverbal incapacity
to verbally articulate
any distinction
that could possibly make a difference

InBetween ecologically healthy relationships
and theologically robust climax experiences

Of sensory-neural nonviolent communication systems
transubstantiating bicamerally co-arising
atheistic/theistic co-experience
of external verbally dominant Voices
and internally preverbally felt
prominently climaxing
and ebbing
heart-resonant
resilient health/wealth Choices.

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TruePeace v WarPropaganda

Without freedom of LeftSing soulful
and RightWing sacred
copassionate expression

And without freedom
of multiculturally mediated
contextually intelligent press
and bicameral push
and bipartisan pull of ecopolitical
ecofeminist critical analysis

We will continue Business As Usual
StraightWhiteMale privileged
LeftBrain prejudice
that War is more powerful
than unenlightened
benighted EarthPeace
and bihemispheric Love
and Health/Wealth Integrity

And deeply, widely synergetic
PolyPathic
PolyMathic
PolyPhonic
PolyVagal
NonViolent Win/Win Communicating CoRelationships.

So kinda difficult
to successfully promote interdependent
restorative justice fraternity

And even more unlikely
to successfully promote intersectional
integral
Open WholeSystemic
indigenous EarthWisdom
green inter-religious sorority

Between competing nations
of Anthro-MonoSupremacists

MonoTheistically enculturing
and colonizing PatriCapitalist

MonoCultures
of Win/Lose HiStoric Aggression.

Without Win/Win freedom
and copassionate bicameral funding priorities
for multicultural healthcare mediation,

Disarmament
and a wealthier
indigenously wiser
EarthView health resonant
robust order
are unlikely to
wealth resiliently succeed

Within this Here and Now
nonviolently communicating EarthTribe
trying to keep our ecofeminist dreams
of surviving,
possibly even green thriving,
war climate RightWinging v LeftRinging

Spacious
spectral singing
Great ReWeaving
EarthPeace Anthems
climbing
embracing
absorbing
transforming
transubstantiating
this rapidly
vapidly climate climaxing
aggressively viral challenging

War Proposing
we all sink apart
rather than sing to gather
in this
our PureWhite
Patriarchal Propaganda Pandemonic
Time.

Note:

The Chair of the Norwegian Nobel Committee released the following power analysis behind their decision to award the 2021 Nobel Peace Prize, with a courageous Price, to Maria Rossa and Dmitry Muratov.

“Without freedom of expression and freedom of the press, it will be difficult to successfully promote fraternity between nations, disarmament and a better world order to succeed in our time.”

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BiCameral ReEducation

Bicameral education
recreates feelings of deeply safe integrity
and widely sustainable win/win nonviolent communication

Within
and between
green communion experiential
mindbody
healthwealth integral
organic systems
whole
holistic
openly regenerating

Ego/EcoSystemic
health redemptive
safe sustainable wealth potential.

To paraphrase Nancy Pelosi,
Our educational strength
is our multicultural
inter-religious
indigenous
universal wisdom

While our ecological health power
is our sustainable
integral
unitarian
Whole Open EarthView
BiCameral CoPassion.

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