It’s not my choices
I regret,

But,
sometimes what I didn’t choose
to do
or join
or say
or at least not forget

About not hatching up
or mashing down
some healthier choices
in a wealthier nontraumatic time
for restoring EarthTribe Justice
kismet.

And,
most of all,
I regret

My apparent inability
to make choices univocally
when my only ecological deadline ability,
now moored upon my biological disability
to independently grow less traumatic degenerativity,
post-healthy inside climate stress disorderly

Cosmological personal death of me,
dirth of humane resilient We,
despair of MotherEarth’s just right cold/warmly
revolving light and dark climate power
regenerativity

More explicitly integral
yang yintegrity
of bicameral resonance regrowing wealth
of fairness cosmologically healthy

Heavenly Peace
rebirths Just EarthWomb warm Cosmology
blue/greenly co-investing
in strongly resilient
yet flexibly resonant,
empowering
and harmonically enlightening
life choice inter-connecting systems.

Powers to choose,
like all power,
can be more or less than ZeroSum,

Power,
like light v dark,
includes passion,
dispassion,
compassion,

Favoring regenerative life systems,
and disfavoring degenerative dark death
monotheistic
monocultures of chaotic hate
revenge
punishment,
retributive choice voices
of fear-filled anger
win/lose
heading toward lose/lose

Nonsystemic
nonlife
nonchoices,
dualdark felt
nihilistic voices

Speaking up
and out,
It’s not my pro-healthy life choices
I regret.