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BiCameral ChoiceMaking

It’s not my choices
I regret,

But,
sometimes what I didn’t choose
to do
or join
or say
or at least not forget

About not hatching up
or mashing down
some healthier choices
in a wealthier nontraumatic time
for restoring EarthTribe Justice
kismet.

And,
most of all,
I regret

My apparent inability
to make choices univocally
when my only ecological deadline ability,
now moored upon my biological disability
to independently grow less traumatic degenerativity,
post-healthy inside climate stress disorderly

Cosmological personal death of me,
dirth of humane resilient We,
despair of MotherEarth’s just right cold/warmly
revolving light and dark climate power
regenerativity

More explicitly integral
yang yintegrity
of bicameral resonance regrowing wealth
of fairness cosmologically healthy

Heavenly Peace
rebirths Just EarthWomb warm Cosmology
blue/greenly co-investing
in strongly resilient
yet flexibly resonant,
empowering
and harmonically enlightening
life choice inter-connecting systems.

Powers to choose,
like all power,
can be more or less than ZeroSum,

Power,
like light v dark,
includes passion,
dispassion,
compassion,

Favoring regenerative life systems,
and disfavoring degenerative dark death
monotheistic
monocultures of chaotic hate
revenge
punishment,
retributive choice voices
of fear-filled anger
win/lose
heading toward lose/lose

Nonsystemic
nonlife
nonchoices,
dualdark felt
nihilistic voices

Speaking up
and out,
It’s not my pro-healthy life choices
I regret.

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Addicted to Suffering Loss

So, she said,
much to everyone’s BusinessAsUsual
StraightWhiteMale
surprise,

Sew,
I run into your aversion
to unpatriarchal Principles of Reversion
whenever I deeply listen
to your dark passions first,
then redial,
notice,
[occasionally speak]
as if I trust what I can win/win hear
in PreVersed
unrehearsed response

To liberal GoldenRule applications
of sacred theological Law
restoring ecological
Synergetic Order

Smelling and tasting,
Touching and feeling
and seeing cooperative reversions
redeeming dipolar sacred co-investments
in ecosystemic reversals
of secularizing bipolar egos inside
repurposing competitive god-like divestment
away from healthy choices
outside

Extractive
uncreating
pathological apart-heiding

Liberally enlightened co-passioning Left
and conservational empowering Right
disassociatively blind

Meaning double-binding repurposing
lose/lose reversion
illicit perversion
of unrehearsed win/win
integrity pre-versed.

Reverting win/lose depressing bipolar answers
into win/win impressive sacred dipolarizing questions
of what might
left and right
more cooperatively bright
resolve resiliently win/win?

Political democratic health
AND economic ecological wealth
co-transubstantiating
positive redoubling binary
reverse transitioning

As I recall domestic unvoiced revolutions,
Freud’s Principle of Reversion
has something patriarchal to do
with sexual perversion bisexuality
ambiguous both/and,
transgenderal sacred EarthMother
foreshadowing Father
non-resolved reverse attachments

Preversions of something extracted
distracting
retracting
Sigmund could not hope to positively experience
in a rapturous neurosensory way,

Even in his wildest polyvagal
non-heterosexual forced
found
bound
and gagged violent communication
kind of reversing sexual humanity
back to beast-animus/sacred anima
distant god/goddess rememory

YangHeaven overpowering
unenlightened EarthYintegrity
of dipolar/bipolar co-reversioned
liberating synergy

Which reverses degenerativity
in LaoTse’s Principle of Reversion
to Yang/Yintegral co-bodhisattva balance
in NonZero sums
of Original WholeEarth ReGenerative
dipolar energy

Supporting and healing
polyvagally egalitarian ego identities
while also interdependently individuating
organic peace and bionic justice ecosystems,
bicamerally communicating,
multilaterally congregating,
networking,
interfaithing,
multiculturing,
creolizing,
transubstantiating,
co-reversioning,
restorying Win/Win hopeful thinking
reverting lose/lose faithless feelings.

Taoist God/Dess integral Reversion
principally
primally reverses LeftBrain spatial subjects,
egocentric and metaphoric,
physical and metaphysical,
with RightBrain temporal interdependent objectives,
ecosystemic and analogically ecological
theologically synergetic

God v Goddess fractious ZeroSum integrity
inside ego-fractal NonZero Wholistic
metaphorically polyphonic Systemic
polynomially polypathic
polyvagally polymathic

NeuroSensory
Not(NotZero) wHoley enSpirited interfaith
polyculturally non-violent principles
of ultra-nonviolet re-communing language
wealthy choices

Peacemaking
the reverse of unhealthy war-building injustice

Reverse polarity
win/win restorying
EarthWealth enlightening peace
empowering justice
Principled Reverse of shouting

Dialogical harmonic singing
and interfaith synergetic dancing
metaphonic restorying
GreenGoddess ecofeminist
global ChristChild performance poets
slowdown listening
for ClimateMessianic healthy voices.

Unsew
what you have reverse reaped
so, S/He will resay,
much to everyone’s BusinessAsUsual
StraightWhiteMale
awesomely healthy unsurprise.

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Too Big To Fail

Emerging from cooperative economic indecision,
a leftwinged political decision
“Too big to fail”
is also our unecological rightwinged euphemism
for a politically unpalatable
“Too rich to fail.”

This has nothing healthy
or equitable to do with democratic community,
with non-violent solidarity,
with green communion,

And everything to do
with naked inside greed
for short-term crutches and props
to insider avoid,
to outside neglect,
to postpone “till after my term”

Effective long-term
multigenerational public health
without monoculturing extraction
dismally standing in for
polycultural health investment

While anthro-privileged fragility
continues dissonant whistling
in growing cancerous outdoor climates
of pathological darkness
too big to not fail.

Healthy democracy
does not overfeed rich autocratic authority,
instead investing in locally responsible
multicultural responsiveness
including long multigenerational commitment,

Coining a renewing terminology
of non-terminal
liberally conserving
resilient responsivility

Too simple,
win/win sufficient,
healthy compassion solid
to fail
empowerment’s enlightening test
of Earth ReGenerative HerStory.

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Roots of Worship

My roots of Creator worship
are fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and curiosity

Whether this might also be true
and sometimes disappointingly false
for you

A resonantly sacred
sometimes prophetic
heart

With a resilient
health developing
ecosystemic mind

For whom my tricky part,
or one of many
as I recall…

Furtive sidewind glances
to my youthful left

Where he sat
in his magnificent
thick stacked darkness,

My closet worship thing
is impossible to come out
with perfect timing
with someone I am powerfully,
intoxicatingly, enraptured by
with
within
and preferably not without

Yet have no hope or intention
of ever being naked
or even transparent,
and certainly not vulnerable,
within his sight and hearing.

If said out loud,
then unveiled too soon
to not cause unwanted predative
seductive concerns.

If not said too soon
then inevitably disclosed too late
to retain resonant
and resilient trust

No hidden agendas,
no closet colonizing cases,
no aging platonic relationships
continuing to work
and play better
in just right silence
of unseen
unheard
unfelt
untouched emotions
without attaching motions

Back through roots of Creator worship
fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and thick stacked curiosity.

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WellHearted Minds

I suppose my worldview life of mind
and witnessing view of few
deep well
hearted Earth
Bodies

Would both feel easier
healthier
lighter
safer
more powerfully co-inviting
without chronic win/lose stressors
popping up
downstream sundry, multiculturally
diverse

Technologically
Digitally
and yet Organically EcoGreen
possible

Future prophets
without ecologically probable
health

Potential for organically integral
panentheistic
polyenthymematic
multiparadigmatic
polypathmathic
prophecies

Shunning Mutually Assured Destruction
MADness prospects for further losing
degenerating

Earth losing wealthy cooperating Ego AnthroPolyCulture
Healthy

Sensory-centered sacred EarthStar Bodies
without sexual secularized
Win/Lose bipolarizing not/not passions
reverse dipolar
co-pathological
anti-theological
un-ecological

CoPassionately reverse unstressed
already vaccinated for win/lose
that

Passive/Aggressive Judging voice:
Thanks so much for bringing this AntiEarth Issue
to my EarthMother sacred worldview Mind
entranced with Earth’s EcoFeminist Ultra NonViolet
Organic Green/Blue/Brown
wide/deep felt
Paradise

Body ecosystems
with biosystemic global view
leftbrain
voices

Choices in these Here/Now at Hand
times of potential nuclear holocaust,
WholeEarth climate disorganic
disorganizing
Degeneration,

This viral anthro-pandemic
of ZeroSum monocultural
Win/Lose lacking
Ego/Eco-Systemic
Game

Of cooperative
Win/Win globally bicameral
natural egohealth/spiritual ecowealth
green organic/currency energy democratic
consensus

Profitably predicting
apparently inevitable:
If you Lose your healthy EarthView
then you also Lose our EgoAnthro-Communication
Center

Of health
wealthy resilient
resonant EarthTribe
Older RightBrain “Safe-Conservational”
CoIdentity

Yet individuating our still small
green
rightbrain interdependent
eco-matriarchal
win/win womb
paradigmatic

Thought/Felt Voice
profitably fresh
deep wellbeing brilliant

Light
empowering cooperatively wide
integrity

Of co-binary Heaven/Earth
Yang verbal Voiced
and Yintegral non-violent
Choiced

EgoWin to EcoSystemically Win
organically knowable
scientific LeftBrain
corporate Capitalized
research

Exploring Either/Or deductively
rational win/lose polarized
conclusions

AND
binomial double-binary
both/and
tolerance/intolerance
chronic stress
and cognitive/affective dissonance
boundaries

Reconnecting secularized Thought
from indigenously sacred Felt

Heaven’s inductive
conductive heartbody
EarthChild feelings
healthy and
safe
CoPositive

Interior spiritual nervetissue
of verbalized issues,
stressed thoughts
about longing for healing
feelings

Of Original HealthSource belonging
cooperative ReSource
investing

In an ancient pre-millennial
indigenous
wisdom
revolution

Where Earth’s root systemic breath
pleasure issues,
empower re-maining
re-ligioning
re-connecting
Paradise

HeavenSource
of sensory spiritually nervous tissues
enlightening

Our anthro-designed habitat:

Does it feel more like a fortress
against Earth’s invasive
overpowering green gospel Nature?

Or more like an invitation
for Earth’s expansive grace,
co-empowering spiritual Paradise
Place?

This dynamic EarthSpace spiritual Time
internal

Conversation between Earth’s CoOperative Green Nature
and capitalist humane straight white patriarchal behavior
reasonable win/lose historic mono-hetero-elitist colonizing
nature

Inside competitive polarizing
stressed-out
increasingly militantly-industrialized
mega-corporate
meta-ecopolitical
big bully anthro-supremacist voices
post-millennial identity

Crisis of Nature’s climate risk
becomes more bilaterally engaging
when Earth asks the leftbrain anthrohealth questions
and HumbleEgos cooperatively respond
with co-invested
wealth

Of EcoSystemic prime-rooted NonZero Sum answers
responsible for sacred gratitude
for Beauty
Elegance

More than individually authoritative
Intricate

Holistic yet secular
divisive attitudes
more than multiplying gratitudes
anticipating with therapeutic sleepiness,
perhaps eco-political democratic health hypnosis,
before more AnthroEgos Win so EarthEcoSystemic Science
Wins

20/20 overcoming AnthroCentric privileged
means cooperatively
multiculturally empowered
and ongoing interdependently enlightening
Dogma

Standing in
and out
and upstream history
and downstream polycultural
health

For Nature/Spirit
double-bicameral
EarthWorld
ReView
ReSet
ReVolve

Widely
multiculturally downstream
healthy future
children

Already deeply
monoculturally wounded
unwealthy past
upstream Voices

ReTurning into Secular
Sacred silent Choices.

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Dancing Meditations

Dancers
and health therapists,
meditators
and educators,
speak of an embodied
listening
and teachable “CORE.”

We need,
on bad days,
and want,
on better days,

To exercise,
stretch,
fill and empty,
appreciate
and open
our empowering MindBody Core,

With healthy, resilient outcomes predicted
as a return on investment
for such deep enlightening listening
and learning
intention,
integrity
of compassionate purpose.

Back in the day,
religious
and warm spring breeze
front porch Sunday afternoon
philosophical,
spiritual
and natural lifeskills therapists,
polyglot poets
and brilliant essayists,
lovers
and naked co-passionists,
storytellers
and environmental storymakers
spoke
and sang
and danced
to restore our healthy
holistically wealthy
“Soul”

While my Core
seems to be Here
and Now about my autonomous body,
and our shared Soul
an advocate for active democratic process
ing co-passionately commun
icating bicameral
ly reiterative minds,

For those who see
and sometimes hear
this mind-body
inside-outside
Janus-doublefaced, double-bound
leftbrain languaged Core curriculum distinction
without experiential rightbrain sensory
Soulfull/empty Zeroistic difference,

BodyCores may be useful to teach MindSouls
to think
and feel
interdependent CoreSoul
holistic
holonic
holy-spirited
animus-Mundi
EarthTribe soul-core Us,

A non-elite sacred we
restoratively experienced much differently
than OldSchool royal WE,

As “tu” would prefer to soulfully heal
relationships “vous” might choose to punish,
to exclude from high society’s
deep delusional
and boxed-in bored
monoculturally self-disempowering
patriarchally unenlightened
EcoSystemic EarthMother Core
embryonic womb.

Personal ZeroSum risky secularized
monetized Cores,
like mortally autonomous bodies,
may also be political
and economic
NonZero reorganizing co-invested mindbodies
encircling compassionate HolySouls.

When we walk together
our Cores move in linear
or circling sympathy

And when we dance as one
our Souls feel
and know
Here as also Now
co-empathy.

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The Whole Truth

I wonder if it is even possible
for any one person
to tell the whole Truth,

While yet speaking nothing but the Truth,
defined and experienced to date,
so help me Gods and Goddesses,
mountains and rivers,
Earth’s systemic regenerative voices

The whole Truth
explicitly mentioning oppositional not truths
and further refining as yet
not experienced counter-realities
imagined appositional co-defining Truths
equivalent to undefining not
not double-binding
co-refining win/win Truth
bicamerally felt and thought

Which might be a possible way
to retell WholeEarth’s ecosystemic Truth,
but I imagine only S/he
could definitively reply
in Golden Rule
healthy democratic Truth.

I wonder if it is integrally possible
to speak and actively listen
for WholeEarth’s win/win
health wealthiest
resilient Truth

Co-arising vast ecosystemic Presence
and ego-holistic Humility,
especially about my autonomous capacity
to speak timeless WholeEarth Truth.

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Old Taoists Always Die

I’m a 68 year aged
ecofeminist Taoist,
Yin Unitarian and Yang Universalist
in a bicameral
dipolar co-arising
Left/Right-UnWinged EarthCentric kind of way

Where “permacultural”
presumes death
and resumes life,
both multiculturally held together
in win/win organically optimized resilience

Depolarizing,
restorative Green EarthJustice
and eco-resonant interfaith green peace
through co-passionate communication

Which was an undergraduate fascination for me
before moving on to graduate work
in public economic health administration
and, before that,
in seminary,
theologically reflecting on multicultural themes
in neuro-sensory experiences
memories
liturgies
images
icons of AnthroCentric Divinity;

A self-righteously chosen Humane Species
with a long patriarchal
predative history
of inhumane hegemony

Inspired by erupting dominance
of left-brain deductions,
either/or fundamentalistic reductions
of right-brain intuitive inductions,
both/and feelings of ambiguity
between strength of ego-political democracy
and flow of ecological interdependence,
between ego’s identity
and our win/win ecosystemic habitats
through resonant multicultural wealth

So my own healthy future
feels most likely
while swinging back and forth
in my boundary zone hammock
on my back screened porch
on this dark yet moonlit autumn evening

Appreciating an indigenous-spirited warmth
light breezed watching for stars of light
emerging through backlit clouds
from WestWind future regenerations
of Zero/One
Yin/Yang dipolar co-arising
inside/outside

Back and forth
across bilateral time-centering space
on sacred
cooperative
eco-enormous richness
in this life and death
in-between ungraduated place.

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GoodFaith Politics As UnUsually Healthy

“The deepening perception
of the body’s illusory nature
is one of the most profound
and inspiring realizations
we can have
to help us let go [of dying bodies and minds].

Deep listening
of our mind’s transition-illuminating
flowing nature
is one of the most profound
empowering
enlightening
and inspiring spiritual realizations
we can have
to help EarthTribal cooperative awareness
grow

To help us glob ally commit
to let go of egotistic
narcissistic
anthropocentric privileged images
of our monotheistic
all powerful, so inhumanely disempowering,
all knowing, so win/lose transcendently inhumanely
unenlightening dark energy,
straight white patriarchal privileged GodImaged Language
devoid of resonance with my own personal
intimate spiritual inside voices
deep listening to my interrelated multi-regenerational experience

No longer severed
dissociated
ignored
neglected
wounded
apart from my
and our
cooperatively-held bicameral communication
spiraling reiterative
redundantly revolutionary
bilaterally polypathic
biomially polymathic
polar polyphonic
sensory awareness

That belief in changing
choosing
planning win/win robust multicultural traditions
is a healthier transparent and vulnerable
communication polyphonic fram

And wealthier lifetime way
empowering truth
enlightening life
than further over-investing
in yet more business as usual
left-hemisphere dominant
stuckness in unchanging Either/Or degenerative
monoculturing
dying
fading toward ego/ecosystemic
viral and rabid Lose/Lose Earth
AND Earth OrganicTribe
and EgoIndividuating
unhealthy
unwealthy
fading sensory
disebodied
desensitizing
absence of resilient sensory-systemic
natural spiriting
regenerative health inspiraling
communal deep listening lives

More powerfully light
than over-emphasis
on ego-privileged lose/lose death
through slow
and painful
eco-political monoculturalism
patriarchalism
capitalism
corporatism
colonizing predation,
systematic and strategic
left-brain rationalized
racist and sexist and trans-multicultural sensed health
exempted from anti-win/win GoldenRule
retributive unjust systemic
humane-ego/divine-ecosystemic
dualistically excused
disconnected
un-religioned
secularized
commodified
enslaving
eco-politically addictive
win/lose cynical
narcissistic
anthropocentric
either/or thinking
and not feeling remorseful about
further future generational seeds
of climate
and monocultural
pathological predation.

This deep listening perception
of the body’s intimately felt
non-verbal communication
spiritual nature
is one of the most profound
and inspiring,
empowering
and enlightening,
ecologically natural
and polypathically spiritual realizations
we can have
to help us let go
of win/lose eco-political debates

To grab hold
of more lively
and playful
win/win discussions
dialogue
discernment
co-investment
empowerment
systemic enlightenment.

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LeftBrain Avatar

LeftBrain thinking,
not an avatar
of compassionately feeling
emergent healing systems,

Chilly baptismal waters
of equanimity
do not typically suggest a warm bath
in multicultural
and global
democracy.

Is it possible,
reasonable,
healthy,
therapeutic
to carry gifts of resonant love
and extend them to those
evoking a long history
of patriarchal anger
and “vengeance is capital-invested mine”
disempowering fear?

How would this,
could this,
“should” this,
might this be different,
better
than fueling codependent anxiety
without realistically anticipated reform,
curiosity with transcending cooperative courage,
win/win communication out
without
win/lose return
back in,
external faithfulness without active internal hope?

Is it possible,
and even responsible,
more or less therapeutic,
to deeply burn with anger against Trumpism,
the blind excesses of narcissistic fascism
somewhat democratically turned over to empower a fool
by a near majority of lose-ego/lose-eco ignorant voters,
inexperienced with sufficient cooperative bicameral ecopolitics
to discern enlightening differences
between democratic love
and autocratic fear
of losing face,
noble retributive reputation,
emotionally satisfying financial success
far beyond simple ecosystemic life sufficiency?

Who might we become
if compassionate patriotism
were so democratically inclusive
our object of win/win regenerate love
could settle for no less object
than sacred green/blue
yellow/red
purple/orange,
and black/white at night
polypathic
polyphonic
polynomial equals not not polynomial
democratic
sacred-secular equanimity
of rightmind equals left-embodied EarthJustice,

To be faithful
to nothing less than full EarthTribe compassion
within empowering
as without democratically enlightening.

For me,
if I can expand my sense of loyalty,
commitment,
appreciation,
love for Donald Trump,
at least as much as I fear
all the leftbrain reasons to to be angry with him,
angry about what he deliberately fosters,
angry about what has led him away from democratic We,
to the very threshold of self-righteous
inhumane fascism,
climate terrorism,
that he iconically represents,

Then I can expand into a larger picture
mirroring the loving kindness
deep learning Source
and ReSource
for all that brings us to this moment
in globally polarized Time
to find our unwinding way back
back
back

To all-embracing love
for Original enlightening
empowering
democratic
multiculturing
co-passioning SummativeSource

Of BlackHole degenerative
yet integral lives matter
splatter spacetime dances
flirting with joyful rhythms
in becoming undivided
once and twice
and thrice again

Within 4D spiraling revolutionary frames
of sacred grace,
compassion,
beauty,
serene foregiveness
for lack of history’s win/win
sin
of leftbrain win/lose thinking

Stinking
slinking lack of rightbrain win/win
democratic
EarthPatriotic
interdependently viral feelings
extracting and extending
out to all rationally angry
and systematically terrified EarthTribes.

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