Old Taoists Always Die

I’m a 68 year aged
ecofeminist Taoist,
Yin Unitarian and Yang Universalist
in a bicameral
dipolar co-arising
Left/Right-UnWinged EarthCentric kind of way

Where “permacultural”
presumes death
and resumes life,
both multiculturally held together
in win/win organically optimized resilience

restorative Green EarthJustice
and eco-resonant interfaith green peace
through co-passionate communication

Which was an undergraduate fascination for me
before moving on to graduate work
in public economic health administration
and, before that,
in seminary,
theologically reflecting on multicultural themes
in neuro-sensory experiences
icons of AnthroCentric Divinity;

A self-righteously chosen Humane Species
with a long patriarchal
predative history
of inhumane hegemony

Inspired by erupting dominance
of left-brain deductions,
either/or fundamentalistic reductions
of right-brain intuitive inductions,
both/and feelings of ambiguity
between strength of ego-political democracy
and flow of ecological interdependence,
between ego’s identity
and our win/win ecosystemic habitats
through resonant multicultural wealth

So my own healthy future
feels most likely
while swinging back and forth
in my boundary zone hammock
on my back screened porch
on this dark yet moonlit autumn evening

Appreciating an indigenous-spirited warmth
light breezed watching for stars of light
emerging through backlit clouds
from WestWind future regenerations
of Zero/One
Yin/Yang dipolar co-arising

Back and forth
across bilateral time-centering space
on sacred
eco-enormous richness
in this life and death
in-between ungraduated place.


Seductive Election Selections

What is the main difference
and primary points of comparison
between being inductively seductive
and becoming deductively submissive?

Between being illusive
and becoming illusioned?

Between being deluded
and becoming delusional?

Between being precluded
and becoming included?

Between being illusory
and becoming luminated?

Between being enlightened
and becoming relit?

Between being permissive
and becoming remissive?

Between being empowered
and becoming more cooperatively repowered?

Between being in survival operation mode
and becoming out thrival co-operative means?

Seductively sexual,
like inductively sensory-neural,
is in the co-empathic eyes and ears,
nose and throat,
touch and feelings
of The Bolder Win/Win v Win/Lose Beholder.

like ecopolitically permissive,
co-operates short- through long-term
win/win co-empathic communications.

Can a profoundly autonomous individual organism
be yintegrally submissive
without short- and long-term investments
in becoming eco-politically subservient?
Mere subjects of lose-economic benefits
and lose-ecological health Revenge?

EcoFeminist Dialogue,
more multiculturally astute
than AnthroPatriarchal Debate,
is also somehow more positively
cooperatively deviant,
yintegrally recessive noticing
with active win/win curiosity
and hope
and passion

yet reconnecting flow
between reductive and seductive
in-between active ecofeminist WorldView submissions

Top bicamerally polypathic/polyphonic
win/win dipolar co-arising
seductive dialogue,
more than bottomed out
reductive dismissive debate.


ProLife Selection Reflections

RightWing evangelical Capitalists
competitively invested in StraightWhiteMale privilege,

And win-ego/win-ecopolitical LeftWing
multiculturally democratic
prominent LiberalLovers
of EarthRights ecofeminist solidarity

Might together stop
to polyculturally notice

Capitalist competitive debates
do not remember
or co-invest in win/win Left/Right dialogue

Seeking bilateral resolutions
also bicameral-interior solutions,

Capital-fed RightWing fundamentalism
of Either/Or reductive
secularized thinking,
even if devoid of resilient health-and-conserving-safety feelings,
is nearly impossible to let go of,

Without also LeftWing remembering
regenerative historical-multicultural his/herstory
of ego/ecosystemic binomial health/wealth restitutions,
restorations of win/win ego/eco-justice,
pre-violent lose/lose non-verbal communications.

Restoring win/win Left/Right-bicameral wings
of win/win luminous
and dual/dark appositional reverse
face of the bilaterally light/dark
50/50 greyscale full/half
neuro-sensory belonging/bi-lateral longing moon
spiraling dynamic circles
of remembered recycling
regenerative health/degenerative nonwealth
EarthTribe polypathic binomial consciousness

That win/lose capitalism
RightWing evangelically fundamentalist
All or Nothing ego-empowerment thinking,
remains cognitively and affectively dissonant
with win/win multiculturally-valued
democratic health
rooted in cooperatively-invested
polynomial = not(not) polynomial
binomial luminous
polyculturing integrity’s
Paradise/Pleasure EarthTribe Potential
for healthiest resilient wealth.

From this perspective,
it feels luminously simple
to conservatively
and safely
grasp on

Restoring win/win dialectical justice
rather than further win/lose retributive injustice
with those we disagree with,
aptically and synaptically and integrally and appositionally,
at least until we cooperatively select
Earth’s salvific restitution,
sacred/secular co-redemption,
social-capital democratic co-passionate
multicultural Left/Right communion
enlightening systems.

The lose/lose opposite of win/win communication,
and experience of communion,
and historic memory
of healthy community economic development
is not aptic non-communication,
mere untrust,
win/lose mistrust;

Opposition to selecting authentic democratic healthy communication
is deliberate lose/lose anti-communication,
anti-healthy-wealth winLeft/winRight feedback systems,
rememories of ego/eco-systemic
multi-regenerational health/wealth

ReVolutions of ecopolitically developed,
conservatively redeveloped,
liberal love predeveloping
enveloped resonant polyphony,
poly-nonegotistic-theistic integrity’s not
not NonZero-Sum
polynomial Left/Right bicameral balancing
integrally empowering
enlightening potential

For selecting green eco-feminist win/win
multiculturally valued wisdom,
rather than continuing on
with Business As Usual
complex and chaotically dissonant confusion,
in this time of continuing divestment
from both Earth and Ego healthcare crisis,
win/lose capitalist-patriarchal hierarchical
straight white male leftbrain dominance,

v win/win multiculture-valuing
ecofeminist democratic circles,

when it is possible to co-redeem
both/and rightbrain multi-interdependent contextual intelligence,
by merely replacing the “v”
with a dipolar co-arising “/”;

where multiculturing leftsides of the waxing moonlight
are Yintegrity’s Paradise Enlightening Promise
and the more monoculturing rightside of waning luminosity
is YangCapital’s Pleasure EmPowering
health/wealthily togathering.


Empowering ReGenerative HealthCultures

is our shared regenerative tradition
as Earthlings,

And dying
is our autonomously
fading degenerative position
as former organic life systems
living upon
and within
an organic Sun/Earth
spiraling through Time
revolving through Space
global organic ecohabitat network.

Anthropoid memory
of matriarchal history
proscribes unrealistic feelings
by prescribing realistic natural images
outside which remain only negatively describable
as unrealistic
yet felt as darkly spiritual
evil imaginations.

Perhaps it is not an accident of felt memory
that “evil”
is “live” left-brain labeled
in reverse of healthy regenerative
eco-political experience
within a healthy win/win climate
of commitment
to cooperatively restoring
regenerating EarthPeace
empowering AnthroMatriarchally remembered
in liberally loving
winAnthro/winEarth co-passionate intent.

followed by processive thoughts
of acquisition,
of healthy digestion,

But also negative feelings
of dissociation
verbally-associated reversion
untruthful win/lose or lose/lose evangelical revisionism,

Both positive and negative,
but not positive or negative,
together present pre-visionary awareness
of integral/disintegrating systems
of bilateral discerning consciousness,

EgoLeft/EcoHabitat right-hemisphere integrally balancing
with bias for regeneratively systemic health care
and against degeneratively unsystemic
monoculturally unsustainable
cognitive-affectively dissonant
opaquely egocentric
anthropocentric disempowering imbalance,

Sensing human natural care receiving
more and better and healthier
from multicultural
metaphysically ecological
analogical spirited care-felt giving
back to eco-invested Earth,
where all polyculturally robust
resonant life-energy systems
most resiliently matter
to past through future
healthy climate regenerators.

If more egocentric
left-brain dominant capitalism
begets narcissism
begets colonizing nationalism,
monotheistically overpowering EcoSystemic
right-brain integral eco-feminism,
then multicultural democratic tribalism
may more health-wealthily remember
synergetic history
organic matriarchal regenerative
polypathic win/win
warm wet womb originally felt integrity

Living experientially nourished tradition,
unlike nationalistic
–win everything
or lose your competitive business
self-governance edge–
history books,
and competitive win/lose patriotic biographies
which are unlike organic
biological mental
and physical health texts

Are multiculturally
and systemically
and historically framed
by regeneratively democratic
organic co-empowerment
NonZero Sum/Soul
holisitically remembering
integrating non-verbally felt
health-thriving life webs
of multi-regenerational Tradition
as ever-present synergetically healthy change,

Ego/eco-bicamerally communicating
wealthy regenerative processes
building more robustly integral systems
within most resiliently health-wealthy
EarthJustice/PeaceFelt networks

Moving verbally left-brain dominant forward
and non-verbally right-brain flowing backward
and forth,
Atomically segregating deductions
and Temporally uniting inductions

Systemically-favored restitutions
regenerations of image and memory
and intuitions
from metaphysical
win-infant/win-matriarchal womb
historical/cultural reMEMEory
re-ligioning Anthro/Earth
ego-feminist integrity.


Christ’s Great Passion

What is the great Passion of Christ?

What are ever present
HolySpirit great compassions
internal desires
and co-passions in-between EarthNature
restoring justice within
all Earth’s life systems?

Of mutually devout Trust,
sacred Respect,
intense multiculturally informed
exflowing listening
glistening in golden growing facets
of Bodhisattva-
Messianic ecological
analogical East/West systems
of theological experience,
structured re-experience prophets
of internal regenerative desire
for externally felt compassion
reflecting internal light
externalizing power
through breathing in green eco-political peace
and out non-violet communicating
cooperative just-us.

What is transubstantiation
transmutation of HolySpirited
humane natural desire
for mental/spiritual democratic Trust?

Through physically dynamic Passion
experienced as in and out connecting CoPassion,
male patriarchal God-given equivalent
to ecofeminist nature/spirited intuitive ComPassion
for empowering
and enlightening

Why are healthy robust responses
predicted by wealthy resilient
ecological/theological questions?

About externally natural
and internally spiritual
bicameral transubstantiating quest experience

From now
back through sacred history
and animistic
pre-historic inspiraling
multiculturing regenerative
holonic bicameral spirit-natures
warmly and safely embracing
great health/wealth compassions
of pre-millennial
regeneratively predemptive
power and light
way and truth
and life of Compassionate
NonViolent Communicating


Transitional Illuminations

“As I leave
this compound body
of flesh and blood
I will know it to be
a transitory illusion.”

Could transitory
embodied illusions
become mindbody gateways
toward transitional systemic illumination?

Could hybrid mind/bodies,
sacred/secularized thoughts,
spiritual/naturalized neurological feelings
of attachment
to perfect self/other
inside/outside climates of peace
restoring Earth Justice CoAttachment
also become timeless sensory experience
of Integrity’s Universal Promise?

Could climax of death’s Yang loss
also predict Yin’s deeply seeded memory
of passionate fulfillment
as inevitably healthy DNA’s redevelopment
peacefully, and yet relentlessly, seeding
edging both in and out
through all past pain and passion people
of Earth’s passionate Yang
(compassionate Yin)

Win/Win Promise of enlightened/empowering Earth
Future health-wealthiest Creations
of body-flesh and mind-nurturing blood,
together known to be
Here in space,
Now in conscious bilateral time,
transitional bicameral systems
of Yang loves
what Yin needs
Yang compassion
empowering illuminations.

As I live
this systemic body
of flesh and blood
I know and feel me to be,
and yet become,
a Transitional Illumination.


DisConnecting Dogmas

Our humane-empowering species,
steeped in regenetic history
of human nature connecting

Has an unfortunate tendency,
especially in Abrahamic historical traditions,
to imagine that our own religious tradition
is not only free of historical-cultural adaptation
but also the one supremely right-wing Way
orthodox Truth
healthy Life.

And, further, guilty of inhumane hubris,
of condemning those outside our dogmatic Fold,
our LeftBrain dominant individualistic EgoFrame,
to lack of redemptive grace,
to after-life Hell,
to lack of true communion
within today’s Earth
regenerative Spirit
of inclusive win/win recommunication,
and enlightenment,
sacred awe
and secular wonder.

Due to this patriarchally influenced
left-brain privileged assumption,
HumanNature lives disconnected
in a win/lose racing economy,
determined by our orthodox religious
and other monoculturally privileged associations
and dues,
and formative scriptural over-simplifications
and decontextualized
starkly isolated from human experience

When the practices
and beliefs
of those raised inside the Fold
become obviously heterodox,
our too often StraightWhiteMale authority voices
move toward excommunication,
shunning future cooperative
mutually creolizing empowerment,
remaining true-blue
dogmatically zealous
about our hidden
left-brain dominant
anthropocentric mission,

And this left-brain overpowered indulgence
has repeated this disconnection,
this unredemptive severance,
this patriarchal apartheid preference
since prehistoric nature/spirit indigenous tribes,
long before Abrahamic written stories of Judaism,
Christian redevelopment,
and Islamic reform came into Earth’s empowering
and enlightening
constantly changing
spiraling regenerative connecting
communicating traditions
communions shared by all God’s living creatures.

One way of reading the economic
and political turns in the Gospels
is to see the story
of Pharisees
and TaxCollectors
as Jewish authorities
who wanted to excommunicate EarthCreator’s Messiah
for stepping outside dogmatic institutional lines
of orthodoxy
and institutional
empire investment.

Rather than adapting,
co-acclimating to Jesus’s spiritual experience
of a Creator Abba
of regenerative
co-passionate Love,
These WealthyElite saw their own unchanging Torah,
established commandments
educational and administrative regulations
dogmatic structures
and long histories of authoritative rabbinical interpretations
of Jewish Law,
as a final
closed religious system,
too privileged,
too Chosen,
supremely endowed with Yahweh’s divine teachings,
to be inconveniently challenged
by anyone with a deviant spiritual experience.

Academic awareness of positive integral deviance
is a modern empowering
reconnecting hope with good faith.

What might we learn from this disconnecting
dark side of our GoodNews epistles?

Perhaps less arrogant
and internally preoccupied authorities
might appreciate our more multiculturally healthy milieu
within which all historically developed traditions,
have emerged
to describe connection integrity
and proscribe disconnection chaos.

Perhaps our positive deviant minds
and hearts
and spirits
and souls could be encouraged
to find a better religious tradition fit
to become more integrally accepted
and interdependently valued
as s/he/they continue their spiritual/natural journeys
into empowering multiculturally synergetic Truths
enlightening Ways
compassionate Lives,

Rather than the current hubris
of excommunicating
from the one and only True sacred Fold
in divine flowing rivers
of polyculturally communing
sacred EarthTime,

spiraling regenerative climate and culture Changes,
positive diversity,
healthy empowering Missions
for enlightening wealthy spirit/nature vocations,

Reconnecting where each individual
has been,
accepted as now experienced,
and pointed in a new community support direction
toward that good faith
we hope to multiculturally become,
tomorrow’s peaceful practitioners
restoring Justice For All,
with no one left outside Earth’s
empowering local
enlightening global


Playing Kinder Power Games

To the Game Theoreticians:
Games are a subset of strategic systems thinking,
which can be rooted in systemic resilience theory
and in systemic racist theory
and probably not in both.

To the Systemic Theoreticians:
Groups playing leadership
and choice-making Games
may be differentiated by
and lose/lose strategic outcomes
ego/eco-bilaterally recentering

Binomially balancing Systems
of YangOut
and YinIntegrity

Restoring win/win cooperatively good outcomes
for anthropoids and LivingEarth ecological systems

Or repeating Win/Lose
as competitively felt
in ecopolitical patriarchal systems
like capitalist games
among white privileged
and kinda snooty
Beach Club
and Golf Club
and Gated Community paid up members
intending to keep out the multicultural ecofeminists
of radically liberal EarthHealth
matriarchal win/win
equals not loseEgo/loseEarth power analysis intention.

Lose/lose outcomes cannot prevail
or sustain,
as is also true of healthy communication systems,
nutritional economic resilient networks,
HumanEgo/DivineEcosystemic primal ZeroZone relationships,
Yang/Yin dipolar
resilient communion systems
for empowering and enlightening
democratically GoldenRule committed residents.

Losing ego-individualistic economists,
and loser ecofeminist green cooperative communication
systemic designers,
use lose/lose scenarios
only as information about what not to xenophobically plan,
anthropocentrically implement,
nihilistically evaluate
to further straight white male
left-brain dominant privilege,
which politically disempowers
health/wealth win/win EarthCare systems

For giving empowering light
of sacred YinRight memory

CoEmpathically knowing/feeling
secular YangLeft CoDemocratic
Health/Wealth Prominence

4Dimensional fractal synergy
of not not ZeroSum NatureLose/SpiritLose
BiCameral/Bilateral health and safety
power and light analysis of life energy systems.

Theories of positive psychological root womb systems
of DNA NonZero Regenerative Zones
are rooted in flowering

Holonic 4D non-violent communication meta-structures
between past regenerative memories Green/Yellow
and future degenerative imaginations
Red/White/Blue privileged
too defensive of angry memory
and too liberal with terrified lose/lose future
eco/ego-bicameral intelligence lost
to healthy DNA-structured 4-nutritional fractals

Emerging into Ultra-NonViolent Future/Past recommunication games,
sacred systemic transubstantiations,
communal groups for sacred/secular creolizations

All marvelously win/win systemic group game
eco-politically naturally healthy
as resiliently
and multiculturally
and spiritually
and neuro-sensory wealthy.


Intimate CoMessiahs

Sexually powerful energy,
longing for healthy
deeply resonant experience
of regenerative compassion,
both natural and spiritual,
metaphysically leftbrain
but yet embodied rightbrain,
reconnecting bicamerally sensory consciousness,

When combined
with disciplined
adult, and yet not fully mature,
religious passion for multiculturing fulfillment,
yet still grasping toward short-term ego-privileged
ultimate climax,
sensational satiating experience

Is a highly volatile mixture.
Dangerous ground.
Deeply treacherous.
Filled with yellow and red striped
CAUTION signs,

Icons of rich potential blessing
through resonant
vulnerably transparent
communicating co-passionates,

Which is not equivalent to,
nor the probable outcome of,
not sharing with today’s
and tonight’s multi-sensory receiving audience
of the typically one-on-one intimate moment
what you have persuaded yourself
the engorged
engaged Other needs
and wants to hear
then see,
to touch
then feel,
to taste
then smell
to fully invest
in being naked
with you.

Great sexual partnering
does not begin
with good marketing communication skills,
talk without integral action

But, great sexual experiences
do begin and end
with resonantly
robustly balanced
compassionate listening,
smelling skills
explicitly communicating
your shared/unshared values
for long-term co-empathic sensory experience
through sensual communication

Including sexually committed
cooperatively co-empathic
naturally spiritual
long-resilient active compassions
in solidarity with all EarthTribes
in compelling felt, heard, fragrant climates
of unsettling ecstatic copulation

As soon as our unsexy wars
and aggressions end in timeless peace
overcoming both internal theological
nature v spirit ambivalence,
and external ecological
secular v sacred indifference.

Sexual integrity
is not a mainstream path
toward bodhisattva
and messianic compassion,
much less completion.

It is not a shortcut,
although long-term ecstatic belonging
with Earth and all Her sexy Tribes
may be an outcome of mature
ecofeminist compassion.

Whether true or not
I remain cautiously aware
I am not yet mature enough
to curiously
and courageously
systemically and resonantly design,
compassionately and multi-sensually
polypathically and polyphonically
ecologically and theologically redevelop.


LeftBrain Avatar

LeftBrain thinking,
not an avatar
of compassionately feeling
emergent healing systems,

Chilly baptismal waters
of equanimity
do not typically suggest a warm bath
in multicultural
and global

Is it possible,
to carry gifts of resonant love
and extend them to those
evoking a long history
of patriarchal anger
and “vengeance is capital-invested mine”
disempowering fear?

How would this,
could this,
“should” this,
might this be different,
than fueling codependent anxiety
without realistically anticipated reform,
curiosity with transcending cooperative courage,
win/win communication out
win/lose return
back in,
external faithfulness without active internal hope?

Is it possible,
and even responsible,
more or less therapeutic,
to deeply burn with anger against Trumpism,
the blind excesses of narcissistic fascism
somewhat democratically turned over to empower a fool
by a near majority of lose-ego/lose-eco ignorant voters,
inexperienced with sufficient cooperative bicameral ecopolitics
to discern enlightening differences
between democratic love
and autocratic fear
of losing face,
noble retributive reputation,
emotionally satisfying financial success
far beyond simple ecosystemic life sufficiency?

Who might we become
if compassionate patriotism
were so democratically inclusive
our object of win/win regenerate love
could settle for no less object
than sacred green/blue
and black/white at night
polynomial equals not not polynomial
sacred-secular equanimity
of rightmind equals left-embodied EarthJustice,

To be faithful
to nothing less than full EarthTribe compassion
within empowering
as without democratically enlightening.

For me,
if I can expand my sense of loyalty,
love for Donald Trump,
at least as much as I fear
all the leftbrain reasons to to be angry with him,
angry about what he deliberately fosters,
angry about what has led him away from democratic We,
to the very threshold of self-righteous
inhumane fascism,
climate terrorism,
that he iconically represents,

Then I can expand into a larger picture
mirroring the loving kindness
deep learning Source
and ReSource
for all that brings us to this moment
in globally polarized Time
to find our unwinding way back

To all-embracing love
for Original enlightening
co-passioning SummativeSource

Of BlackHole degenerative
yet integral lives matter
splatter spacetime dances
flirting with joyful rhythms
in becoming undivided
once and twice
and thrice again

Within 4D spiraling revolutionary frames
of sacred grace,
serene foregiveness
for lack of history’s win/win
of leftbrain win/lose thinking

slinking lack of rightbrain win/win
interdependently viral feelings
extracting and extending
out to all rationally angry
and systematically terrified EarthTribes.