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When Lonely

When I’m feeling lonely
and anxious,
small and ineffective
against depression
descending like a brain fog bank

In this Elder moment,
I have grown faith
even this chronic dark veil
will withdraw,

Although
perhaps not as sure of when
as tomorrow’s fresh green/blue
worldview dawn

Naturally spirited dark nights
for ego embodied wounds
will recede again

When I’m feeling lonely
and anxious,
rather than healthy
good humored
and safe
with gratitude

For Earth’s panentheistic pleasures
win/win neurosensory practices,
whole-sum dialectical praxis
replete with paradigmatic
revolutionary creolization
musical recreations
across all nations
historically therapeutic
nonviolent communications

When I’m feeling anxious
and lonely,
I am wanting?
Needing what?

To feel healthy
and recognize my situation as factually
and fortunately safe
in some way?
I can say out loud
and take my Verbal Hemisphere dominant self
seriously
rather than speciously,
curiously
rather than furiously.

When I’m lonely
and fear depression’s
disenabling
and unenlightened fog,
am I needing to feel ego-compassion,
eco-systemic expansion?

To see Earth’s restorative health
within
balancing
Sun’s most resiliently revolutionary wealth,
without?

When feeling lonely
what do I most crave?

When feeling traumatized
wounded
internally divided
stuck
dissociated
cognitively/affectively dissonant,

Rather than bilaterally resonant
inside
as outside
deep polycultural revival
and widely
inclusively
multiculturally resilient

Is cooperative
eco-political correctness
what I need
for myself
and with all EarthTribe’s potential
Yang-full Yintegral flow?

Throughout healthy EarthSpace
and wealthy SunRevolving Time,
when feeling lonely,
what does my egobody need,
want,
most crave?

Deepest brave,
courageously transparent,
vulnerably curious way
to stay
safe and healthy
multigenerationally
and multiculturally
and polypathically
Yang monotheistic
and Yin panentheistic,

One full organic ZeroZone
and not, not empty polymathic
entirely
coldly
clinically theoretic.

When feeling anxious
I long for win/win robust anticipation

Gratitude
for a species
too win/lose comfortable
with VerbalHemisphere dominant genocide
and ecocidal ideations

While Elder Hemisphere wisdom
prominently celebrates
Spring rites of Yang fruitfulness
and Yintegral full flow flowering

Truth
and Beauty

Wholeness
and elegant holonic
co-relationships,
co-passion,
ego/eco-systemic Earth
Tribal green integrity

Synergy,
negentropy,
ergodically whole-sum
holonic win/win open
anticipating further enriching
green comforting energy.

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Hey You!

Pssst!

Hey you!

Yes, you.
Quick message
on the down low
so maybe not quick enough.

We need to keep us
under the WWW algorithmic
pulsing predative patterns
for suppression,
lack of positive impression,
unproductive repression,
anti-sensual depression,
lack of marketable massive expression.

Why is lack of public health
a secret?
Whose privately held secret
could we anemically become?
Who are we?
unsafely anyway.

Yes!
Who we are, everyday,
in cooperative eco-political pressures
for re-asserting RightBrain nonverbal pleasures,
peace paradise relationships

Cultural
and climate
climatic events

Sacred Earth-shaking bicameral
bilateral
bigenderal
binomial
polyphonic
polypathic
polynomial revolutionaries

Of silently evolving
spacious relationships
multiplying in-between synergetic
fluid
elegant systems

Not exclusively dividing
distinguishing
debating
yet undiscerning
disrespecting
slackers of Earth-commitment
to peaceful
cooperative
win/win values

Becoming off-line
massively unmediated
overwhelmingly predative
corporate consumer addictive
political apartheid,
economic competitors
for scarce value supremacy.

But, we don’t habitually talk about
commitment to integrity
of healthy win off-line
could also be wealthy win on-line
virtuous circling purpose
to chatter without meaning to offend,
and possibly,
to chatter deep felt indiscretions
with intent to deepen
our communal systemic meaning

Which does not ignore boiling
smoothing over toiling
trouble matters win/lose much

For autocratic
power
and kleptocratic
profit makers
to realize our worst
post-transcendent fears

We, the domestic matriarchal
everyday lover ecofeminist people
generously dialoguing,
discerning our cooperative win/win
EarthTribal worldview

Not so much stingily
and stingingly debating
who and what
might cross partisan
and nationalistic boundary lines

In-between international students
of old interdependent sacred schools
indigenously connected
with new compassion ecological school

To feel free
to say to a gold rising sun,
Good morning!
Let’s be Earth’s
best global peace-mongering
day

Please feel free
to spread this nonviolent communicating language,
quiet word
in sacred spaces
in-between binary predicted
commercially hierarchical beneflections,
merely charitable skimpy service
benedictions
eagerly anticipating profit-taking evictions

While Google searching
enlightening whispers
of cooperatively sensual Yes!
expanding emergent spirited
Psst?

Hey,
Yay us
pursuing our prosperous well-being
together win/win discerning
what went horribly wrong learning
with LeftBrain white male dominant yearning
win/lose monotheistic punishing, burning
monocultural monopoly spurning
humane full-voiced wealth
severed from ecological health
algorithmic values,
co-relationally global
intersectional
democratic listening
before compassionately speaking
abundance.

Pssst!
Hey,
we need less economic on-line soloists
and more politically empowering
off-line musicians.

Don’t tell everyone.
Just muse with sensory sapient
someone(s).

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Health Systems Grow Relationships

Systems,
like wind and respiration energy,
like climate and cultural integrity,
like social and economic co-invested synergy,
are not tangible individually identifiable
autonomously definable Things,

Systems are made of naturally wealthy,
and continue for spiritually healthy, Relationships,
whether win/lose or win/win,

And so, systems are not easily available
accessible
engaged
embraced for merely deductive
LeftBrain dominant processing,

Either truly healthy
Or falsely pathological
analysis

Of fertile evolving Both/And change
And more doubtful win/lose paralysis.

Systems,
democratically healthy
and more PatriCapitalist
autocratically pathological,
are more resonantly nuanced
thinker/feelers
in-between medians,
double-boundary means
and narrow win/win ways
of and for
restoring indigenous EarthJust syntheses.

Resilient constellations
of win/win organic relationships
felt before heard,
wounded before healed,
blindly heard before seen

Including inter-reconnecting sacred communion
of Eastern bodhisattvas
and Western green cooperative messiahs

Before we were PatriCapitalist communities
longing to return
to co-passionate global Win/Win
golden rule communication

Empowering and enlightening
difficult dialogue
in-between
Cooperatively appositional
nonviolent miscommunicants
severating back in time
from forth
into Earth’s healthy revolving
space

Devolving nihilistic Lose/Lose
discommunicating chaos.

Entropy
does not a complex binomial system
nondualistically make
naturally healthy
and spiritually wealthy
or re-indigenously wise.

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Ecological Process Theology

If theology is the study
of ecological experience
most ruddy

I call on Yang’s higher powers
and Yintegrity’s deeper showers
of omniscience
and sensual omnipotence

Internal light
and externally powerful
omnipresence
naturally pantheistic
and spiritually panenegoistic

Cooperatively health
and resiliently wealthy
safe ecological co-empathic relationships
swelling expansive anthros less pessimistic
experienced with LeftBrain dominantly speaking egos
with theologically experienced reflection
realistic

To RightBrain bilateral eco-systems
of spirited-nature nonviolence
as yintegral Yang’s potential economic balance
less divisibly autistic

When individuals may be egos
and corporations
and incarnations
and monoculturing
colonizing nations

Closed and Open missions
Win/Lose and Win/Win
ZeroSum divisive
and NonZero full-global missive

Slipping down into degenerative
lose/lose Hell non-survivable
or heading up into regenerative
Heaven holistic
nondualistic
transcendent thrival

Where theological resonance
greets ecological resilience

Then monocultural predation
slips behind polycultural intention
extension of capital enlightened economies
for multi-theological health
and political empowering ecologies
of poly-nonpathological wealth

Theologically reflecting
on nonviolent communication
holey re-poleing sense systems
thriving by polyvagal win/win default
neuro-ecological can’t resist’ems

If theology is our study
of Earth’s ecological experience
most rutty
ruddy.

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Denying Doubt

In ecstatic climaxing designs
for healthy multicultural communications
ecopolitically correcting
currently imbalanced
unhealthy
disempowering outcomes

Our most resiliently robust productions
derive from nonviolent communions
compassionate to restore cooperative
healthy EarthJustice

Resilient democracy in green co-invested peace
repurposing relationships for mutual equity,
co-empathic integrity,
win/win cooperativity.

This NonZero HomeZone
is our most integral design
for health and safety thrival,
composed of egocenters
self-extending primal family zones
of great regenerational transition,
and our primary shelter
for cooperative relationships
with neighboring boundary habitats.

Zone One,
furthers interdependently defined
lonely shade from other neighborhood properties
since the number TwoZones
in co-passionate thriving re-membered relationship
within our municipal
eco-political
democratic communication,
designing unitarian green communities
with woke regional interreligious education
and nondualistic natural/spiritual
indigenous wisdom reformation

Sharing Zone Two
lived fully
gratefully
gracefully in our daily
sacred experienced community
conjoining double-bound interreligious cultural connections
to our eco-politically ego/eco-organizing
HealthCare Design Team
for Golden Ruled bioregional optimization
of wealthy co-invested atmosphere,
ecological soil,
cultural drinking water
interwoven in this robust economic climate
of cooperative design
for win/win multicultural compassion.

Completing this holonic Open System Fractal
is Zone Three,
Gaian EarthMother
still cooperatively rebirthing
healthy
resilient
spring climaxing climates
remediating rebirth
with all cooperatively designing
organic EarthTribe species,

Currently excluding anthrosupremacist Zone Four
dualistic employment
of de-nihilistic CAPITAL-HEADED fundamentalists
worshiping anti-recreative design
bowing to autocratic StraightWhite militarized altars
of politically uncorrected Patriarchal Capitalism
LeftBrain dominant
suboptimal
win/lose
ZeroSum healthcare design.

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BiCameral ChoiceMaking

It’s not my choices
I regret,

But,
sometimes what I didn’t choose
to do
or join
or say
or at least not forget

About not hatching up
or mashing down
some healthier choices
in a wealthier nontraumatic time
for restoring EarthTribe Justice
kismet.

And,
most of all,
I regret

My apparent inability
to make choices univocally
when my only ecological deadline ability,
now moored upon my biological disability
to independently grow less traumatic degenerativity,
post-healthy inside climate stress disorderly

Cosmological personal death of me,
dirth of humane resilient We,
despair of MotherEarth’s just right cold/warmly
revolving light and dark climate power
regenerativity

More explicitly integral
yang yintegrity
of bicameral resonance regrowing wealth
of fairness cosmologically healthy

Heavenly Peace
rebirths Just EarthWomb warm Cosmology
blue/greenly co-investing
in strongly resilient
yet flexibly resonant,
empowering
and harmonically enlightening
life choice inter-connecting systems.

Powers to choose,
like all power,
can be more or less than ZeroSum,

Power,
like light v dark,
includes passion,
dispassion,
compassion,

Favoring regenerative life systems,
and disfavoring degenerative dark death
monotheistic
monocultures of chaotic hate
revenge
punishment,
retributive choice voices
of fear-filled anger
win/lose
heading toward lose/lose

Nonsystemic
nonlife
nonchoices,
dualdark felt
nihilistic voices

Speaking up
and out,
It’s not my pro-healthy life choices
I regret.

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Healing Unusually Cruel Justice

Everything
and everyone
we have ever legitimately loved,
we will lose.

Mentally embracing
facing this problem
of biological mortality
is half of our potential
multigenerationally licit grace.

The other half,
more redemptively front
and ego/eco-centering,

Everything
and everyone we licitly hate
and have ever feared,
we may never legitimately choose
to lose.

Embracing these opportunities
to let go of misunderstandings,
neglect,
and abuse,
cowardice,
and avarice,
avoidance
and active dissociation,
failures of chronic irresolution
and climatic dissonance,

Lack
Of legitimate appreciation
and licit healing support,
Of legitimate wellbeing acceptance
rather than merely licit tolerance,

These are a legitimate moral problem
of immortally illicit injustice,
bad eco-political systemic karma.

Letting go of hate
is a new win/win growth opportunity.

Grabbing onto love
is an old growth risk
of inevitable ego-autonomous
deeply personal loss.

Legitimate loss
for those relentlessly engaged
in not counting these self-identified costs
against compassion’s globally timeless benefits
is also illicit win/lose monocultural suffering
for a win/win multicultural
nonviolent trans-communicator
for restorative EarthPeace
and LicitHealth
LegitimateWealth
Eco/Theo-Justice.

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Bottoms Up

Earth’s green/blue healthy healing climate

Some LeftBrain emergent verbal singers
and dancers
felt as resonant Gaian EarthMother health
for rebirth re-connection
reweaving

Reconceived
empowered and bilaterally enlightened
benign winds of ecofeminist
local EarthMatriotic
community domestic
democratic
typically extra-familial fertile polycultural

Regenerative health global-systemic
benignly viral GoldenRule revolutions
inseminating
TrueWealth Win/Win NonViolent EarthCommunications

InBetween Both/And nuanced thought/felt dialogue
for win/win co-emergent
dipolar co-arising choices

Preferably not quite so unawesomely
sacred/sensory Either/Or bipolar
affective anxiety preconceptions
overpowering eco/ego-logically indigenous
green polytheistic cooperative reconceiving
re-birthing
reverse solidarity outside time re-membering
re-connecting
re-ligioning Truth/Beauty Ancient Gaian HealingMercy
We’re All On This Sacred Green/Blue Earth
Interdependent MultiCultural Wisdom

Yang+Yin = 1 Universal PolyNomial Intuitive-Indigenous
NonZero-CoEfficient CoPassionate LeftBrain EcoLogos
for Unitarian Yin/Yang = (-,-) PreConception not
not also Yang/Yin = Original 1/0 Inception-BiNomialThicket

AnthroCentric LeftHemisphere relearning win/win
compassionate Both/And Ego/EarthHealth
restorative justice polycultural reset
reversing retributive monoculturing win/lose dissociation

Reincarnating local inter-healthfaith community’s
most long-term resilient green economic
and ecological
healthy democracy
healthy climate
healthy anthro-public
wealthy all YintegralBeauty/YangTrust
CoPassionate Communing Healthy EarthTribe
protecting
providing for
polyculturally co-investing in
eco-politically green/blue healing
matriotic co-empowering
ecohealth-enlightening
self/other-copassioned lives

Sacredly committed
to at least the next seven regenerations
of a California RedWood Fertile Forest
and a Chinese Bamboo Resiliently Integral
Complexly Cooperative WinWin
Deep MultiCulturally Rooted Thicket.

Note:

Taoism is a Way as Zeroism is an EgoEmpty/EcoResilient political co-empathic experience exercised and practiced most trustingly by healthy left hemisphere thoughts and wealthy right hemisphere sacred EarthWomb reconnections between light and power, sacred enlightenment and green economically and globally localized cooperatively self/other-reorganizing resilient empowerment.  

As Thomas Merton called, “le point vierge….Perhaps I have an obligaion to preserve the stillness, the silence, the poverty, the virginal point of pure nothingness which is at the center of all other loves.”

Still, and more silently, this piece owes its original inception to the I Ching, The Book of Change, especially the fourth icon before/after HeavenLight, EarthPower, BirthThroeThroughThrow, “Inception-Thicket,” as translated by David Hinton.

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SnarkSadistic UnHealthy Leadership Packages

Slickly marketed
evangelical leadership packages,
whether liberally or conservatively dressed,
but not when green conservational liberating undressed,
return party favor favorities
for further runaway capital investments

Reinvestments in gloriously cancerous growth
exalting competitive ecopolitical changes
these voices self-predict
should we be wise enough
to elect
and re-elect
and re-select their privileged gifts
delivered opaquely
through non-communicating win/lose debate

Monocultures of patriarchal disempowering capitalism
overpowering green ecofeminist
win/win non-violent communicating
democratic experiences.

What is this desecrating or sacred “CHANGE”
economically and politically coming
to redeem our current pathological real estate?

Is this a threat against those who vote
weakly
and unwisely?

A promise to those who share
StraightWhitePatriarchal privileged intelligence?
Our soul-invested left-brain confidence
against liberal democratic revolutionary love

Or does such forceful enlightenment
promise evermore conservative
capitalistic
evolutionary weapons
for forcibly changing under-invested green democratic
ecological health systems
until living on DeGenerative Earth
is rather more like
trying to give or receive health care delivery systems
midst global chaos
of rapturously narcissistic Hell.

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Empowering Memories

As I age into merely spiritual memories
of those sadly/gladly left behind
in less/more egocentrically embodied forms

Co-acclimating/aggressing functions
feel more like contrasting/constrained flows
of positive/negative
sensory-neural energy,
communication systems,
nutrition/digestion networks
of regenerating/degenerating
natural/spiritualized memory.

It does seem
our spiritual advisors
lesson-givers
teachers
scripture narratives
stories
preachers
communities
economies
directors
democracies
theocracies
leaders feature
pathologies of heart
and mind
and body

Far more than how to positively mentor
healthily mediate
faithfully facilitate
co-gravitate spiritual wealth
of wide multicultural resonance

EcoPolitical creolization
and deep polyculturing resilient
healthy democratic
win/win GoldenRule co-governing non-kleptocracies

Some legally incorporated,
others more naturally
individually
egocentrically corporal
organic
physically organismic
holistic win/win organizations,

Not quite so lapsed
into emergent spiritual wisdom
of nature/spirit bilateral
left/right-hemisphere bicameral
yang/yin binomial
healthy balance re-consideration
re-membering
re-generational co-passions,

Co-arising dipolar co-acclimations
with and for and to
those suffering not wins as Loss
and/or Pain
around,
and now within, climate polyculturing us
this emergent eco-organic
spiritually self/other-empowering We.

I blame disorganized
apartheid,
separatist,
elitist,
supremely dissonant
wounded
lost
painful religious and atheistic fundamentalism,
patriarchalism
capitalism
left-brain denominationalism,
nationalism
apartheidism
dogmatism
racism
sexism

LeftBrain dominant incorporated thinking,
severing All from Nothing,
EitherConservative from OrLiberal,
Win from Lose
disconnecting wealthiest Win with Win,
Both with And,
Contrast differences with Compare synergies,
Cause with Effect with ReCause with PreCause
because we bicamerally can
and must
and will remember compassion
as healthy win/win communication systems

Naturally disconnecting
spiritually reconnecting
wealthiest co-investment histories
of spiritual
multicultural
and basic in-house
democratically communicating
organic
holistic health.

My own emerging natural/spiritual nondualistic experience,
eco/theo-logical bicameral systemic
reflections,
restorations re-imaging healthiest climax memories,
ego/eco-communion liberating images
imaginations
of pleasure and Paradise win/wins,

Work/play dreamscapes,
DreamCatchers of spiritual health
reincarnating ecofeminist wealthy active hope

For restoring Earth’s blue/green revolutionary peace,
regenerative justice
grown more sensory/sexually strong,
more robust
eco-empowering
ego-enlightening

Widening
stretching
deepening
deep ending
into more win-natural/win-spiritual balance

Pre-verbal polyphonic potential intention
spiritually polypathic felt,

Non-violently thought
spirit felt compassion,

Non-pathologically reasoned
healthy passions,

NonLoser win or lose
right-hemisphere intelligence
bright,
both/and cooperatively democratic
multilateral power sharing
light

NonPhysical pain focused,
NonCompetitive game realized,
NonAnthropocentrically privileged
spiritual health reflections
longings
belongings

On Earth’s universal revolving
life systemic
support history
of multiculturing global intelligence.

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