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Pride and Mystic Wonder

I told the nun in charge
of Religious Education
If asked about sexual orientation
I will say
I’m gay.

I want to teach
deep listening learning
not how not to lie.

She wonders why
such forthrightness
feels so important
Are you a recruiter
for gay pride?
Are you a political activist?

Gay pride
makes as much sense to me
as straight pride,
as if our sexual orientations
were something chosen,
accomplished through heroic effort,
like mental health
in a too LeftYang Patriarchal culture
forgetting Left with Right bilateral mindbodies
are sacred gifts
of karmic grace,
to live here with now
in this cosmically interdependent time
as place.

Yet,
while gay or straight pride,
maybe even transgender supremacy,
feel competitively bullying inappropriate,
given these are gifts
not originating from our own accomplishment,
so too
shame and denial
of whichever of these diverse non-predative
victimless
sexually co-passionate orientations
greeted our FirstDay incarnation,
call it PositivEnergy karma
and call it ego-ecosystemic grace,
I see no point in shame,
nor even blaming a corrupt moral environment
for who and where and why
I am meant to sensory-spiritually become.

To lie
would be to teach shame
for karmic grace as we deep learning listening are,
and have been
co-passionately non-violent
born.

My veiled
and roundly black habited nun
observes
Sometimes what and how
and who and why we learn to ego-ecologically love
lies between orthodox happiness
and heterodox despair.

Rabbi Abraham Heschel
taught sacred Love
as Wonder and Awe experience

Joy and Ecstasy
their persuasive climax destination

Toward a mystic flash
of Teilhard’s brilliant CoOperative Omega Pointed Bridge
for reborn synergetic baptism,
but this has not been my path
or hoped for destination,
certainly not warm regarding sexual co-passions
as cause for voluptuous public celebrations
and pride of wonder and awe
I have of myself alone,
or not,
accomplished.

Perhaps
for Teacher Abraham
Wonder and Awe
and sacred Love,
regardless of sexual passions,
all three in one,
reside between sacred WinWin
healthy multiculturing hope
and secular monoculturing LoseLose despair,
pathological,
totalitarian,
fundamentally anti-evangelical.

But,
why would Rabbi Heschel
be a teaching icon
for a Catholic Religious Education Director?

Who can still remember
a Jewish girl child
who knew more Deep Learning Wonder
and Awesome Sacred Ecology
than could be erased
by MisEducation
settling for bleached out lies
against multiculturing mysticism,
eco-spiritual matriotic experience
of warm radiant days
and dualdark NewMoon
revolutionary nights.

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Earth’s Breath

Ego hears SuperEco’s universal exhalation,

natural explication.

 

Id-entity actively self-purges with each inhalation,

even through dissonant death’s hypothermic double-hinged boundary,

then emerges from inhaling information

to exhaling decomposition,

death and dissonance transcendent

polycultural Beloved Community Regenesis,

iconically liturgical within each human natured breath.

 

We are wise to be afraid of fear;

fear steals breath and kills as surely as evil is the absence of good.

Transforming fear of fear into human natured humor

heals crippling cultures of dismay.

Joy and laughter breathe more easily,

more gratefully,

more gracefully.

 

Love, absence of fear, measured time in breaths

and calculated historic space and cultural place by pace of race

long before human nature divorced Earth’s nature,

before bicamerally evolving brains divorced Left-Ego Self

from SuperEco Earth’s natural midway (0)-summed balance,

economic ecological function,

flowing information trends

and tipping points of grateful notice.

 

What we absorb from light and heat and breath,

from Einstein and Fuller and Bohm and de Chardin and Jaynes and Kuhn and Polanyi and Norton and Euler and Perelman and Thurston,

from Taoism and Panentheism and Cosmic-Mystic-Wisdom Christianity and Boddhisatvas,

is ours to share.

No more my property or yours

than I could ever own you

or you me.

We are coincidentally mutual mentors

or nature/spirit polycultural systems,

redeeming our cooperative investments in Beloved Climax Communities

and days and paradigms and breaths and fully diastatic heart-beats,

while also reaping karmic rewards for over-investing in Win-Lose

value-commodified competition

and extraction of SuperEco’s time-invested resources.

 

Whether totalitarian monocultural weedpatch socioeconomic culture

is what I breath in or out

or, more likely, some of both,

whether cognitive and emotional monopolistic dissonance

is my own

or my family’s or my neighbor’s,

whether decay and dismay and death-life-death cycles are personally identified

of comprehended as inclusively DNA/RNA-rooted back through regenerative time

to Elder species cousins and trees and sea and stardust plasmatic folds unfolding,

when I comprehend coincidental breathing

as EcoTherapeutic Praxis,

then I can feel and see and know and love and be with Earth as mutual mentor

unfolding, breathing in each moment I breath out,

we mentor with and as and through each other,

coincidental id-entity.

 

We are learning to organically compost our cultural flowers with our weeds,

ignoring our violent autocrats

by noticing our peace-filling absence of fear,

refusing to compete for their malignant attention

and maintenance of power,

inviting them to shared discernment silence,

echoing across our tribes and nations,

networked binary mirrors,

interdependent bicameral reiterations

of decomposing analysis

building permaculture designed Memory Trees of Reverse-Hierarchy,

mutual subsidiarity merging toward inclusive Win-Win outcomes,

Synergetic Root Systems for Climax Forests

optimally sustaining and maintaining life’s full-octaved harmony.

 

Explication, or universal exhalation, is Buckminster Fuller’s precession, dynamically, but also his more statically conceived convex fractal-crystal metaphysical (0) Core Vector. This Prime Vector, influenced by Euler’s math-as-relationship-function, is 4-prime equivalent spacetime, dynamically revolving torus-internal, concave-face, when optimally P=NP balanced.

Exhalation, precession toward diastatic fullness, is also analogically confluent with David Bohm’s Explicate Ordered sense-able, and therefore language-code-able Physical Universe.

 

Decomposition, or inhalation, is culturally centered in, and historically originates from:

Fuller’s TrimTab, tipping point, discernment and design process toward our sustainable diastatic synergetic harmony,

and Teilhard de Chardin’s Omega Point,

Bohm’s Implicate Order as Dark Prime Relationship Metasystemic String (0) soul Vortex Theorem of information and language development,

Julian Jaynes’ balanced bicameral deductive Left-hemisphere ethologically emerging from inductive Right-hemispheric information old-brain processing, ecologically evolving, human HereYangSpatial/NowYinTemporal-Aptic nature.

 

P = Positive Polynomial = +1 eletromagnetic QBit radiant e-function

NP = (-)(-) Polynomial = +/-(0)-Core Vector/Vortex QBit self-binding gravitational,

regeneratively binomial,

thermodynamically balancing

Implicate Universal Order of P=NP.

 

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