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Green Gay Advocate

When I was about twelve
I began to see my future
as a ruthlessly effective
overpoweringly sublime advocate for justice
as global peace outcomed and measured,
As a courtroom drama officer
of the U.S. multicultural Court EcoSystem,
A flaring hot attorney
of the U.S.
and global green
legal testosterone-preferred system.

When I was about sixteen,
I began to question the resilience
of Win/Lose ecological and theological partial-rapture Dreams.
I wanted to belong
in a more resilient WinWin restoration
of local through global peace through ecojustice
and how could I do that
in a Win/Lose punishment egosystem
designed to avoid
or at least ignore
Loser predator and Loser prey’s ultimate EarthTribe outcomes,
pathological death and dying degeneration?

When I was about twenty
I began to see myself
as a great preacher and teacher
of WinWin co-redemptive multicultural
and permaculturally perennial religion
evolving straight through reincarnate cultures
ourselves.

But, how could I become that sainted preacher
of rainbow natural and spiritually timeless integrity
as an uncommitted agnostic,
a mere investigative journalist
rather than an active subject of history’s grand full-voiced stage,
or passive object of Win/Lose greed and lusting culture?

I lack sufficient articulation
within any one integrity path,
one Paradise garden polypathic,
one walk within God’s harmonic matriarchal newborn voices,
speaking creation
through naturally diversifying generations,
Advocating spiritual renewal
restoring WinWin revolutions
across every overt and pervert and divert system
in every sacred land?

When I was about twenty-four
I felt sufficiently redeemed
as a green gay prophet
of sensory revolutionary WinWin experience,
with some Win/Lose rapacious and tragic defeating compromises
with Truth
acidically associated WinWin kinships
with Earth’s diversely sheltering lights
and rhythmic patterns
of 4Dimensioned dynamic habitats
developed through cooperatively systemic relationships.

I lacked sufficient WinWin theory
to prophetically explain
how to cooperatively recapture such profoundly prescient passion
without psychotripic supports,
not physically sustainable–
yet another Win/Lose compromised dead-end.

Then there was my forty years
of vocational wilderness wanderings,
dark night of inside winter
outside desert walks,
inside confusion,
outside complaint
inside dissonance
to tolerate Win/Lose partially recycled monoculturing compromises
inhabiting LeftBrain deductive
Either good
Or bad
dominating dualist dueling AnthroTribe,

Not worshiping
or even listening to
natural/spiritual hybrids,
like lovely lilies in green gay meadow memories,
indigenous DNA enraptured
Right/LeftBrain Win/Win outside/inside
experience of polypathic rapture,
sacred enchantments.

When I was about 64
I began to understand
how miserable I would have been
as a Win/Lose advocate
of U.S. violently punishing elite entitlements
for an anthrocentric legal system
with no orthodox health v pathology insight,
little cooperative ecological hope,
bad mono-elitist inaccessible entitlement toward MisTrust
that once we enter God’s Great Patriarchal CourtRoom
anyone could possibly become integrally healed
for and by and of and with profoundly accessible
Win/Win experiential love
for Ego co-arising therapeutic Eco-justice
inside as outside habitat
of sainted green advocates.

Now I continue
as yet another Win/Win health non-officer
of Earth’s non-patriarchal CourtSystem,
A green gay outdoor student
increasingly without indoor Win/Lose over-invested portfolio.

This green gay preacher
is happy to Green Proclaim

It does not matter,
the Source of
current climate pathology,
health-trend portfolios,
robust v mistrusted health paradigms

Whether act of Western and LeftBrain dominant
over-extraction EitherUsNow-OrThemLater culture,
or religion of overt ego-distraction,
or whether illegal Act of God v. Future Resilient Healthy Creation
This climate pathology
cries through Win/Win ecosystemic hearts
of patriarchs and matriarchs alike,
and all creatures in-between
dipolar tipping points

To remember
To restore, inside and out,
Our sacred RedSky warnings and defenses
and secular open GreenSeas
timeless landed vocational ground
soil
soul to resonate Paradise green ecojustice,
cooperatively owned
and DNA healthy polypathic
wilderness peace within
without
Time our regenerately reverberating
GreenSoul advocating Selves.

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EgoExperience v EcoTheory

Experience v Theory,
like Either/Or deductions v Both/And inducted feelings,
like Internal Information v External ReConstructions,
like Memory v ReImaging,
like Cause/Effect v DNA of causal-effective nest of resilient
Golden WinWin Theory

Like LeftEgo with Right Green EcoTheory,
like patriarchal Win/Lose experience
trumps
matriarchal Win/Win reverse-hierarchical
Both/And
nondualist-cooperative
healing-redemptive
EcoFeminist Theory

Experience teaching Theory
Is all about comparing here
with now and back then,
both/and immediate inductively reorganizing experience,
feeling,
regenerative and degenerative
and too often pathologically stuck
in-between experiential trust
and theoretical anti-distrust advocacy
against EarthGreen good ecological-theological
prime relational WinWin faith.

Experiential MisTrust
empowers theoretical mis-judgment,
where TrustExperience restores peace
between WinWin victims and WinLose perps.

Theory descended through
More Old Testament narratives
about retribution for sins against
LoseLose nihilistic Angry SunGod’s
infinite lack of patience for TheoreticalCause with ExperientialEffect
denialism of NaturalCause/SpiritualEffect nondualism
and WinLose fading degenerative causal trends
toward entropic LoseLose timelessly inevitable
nature v spirit Source.

Left EitherOr EgoCenter
is all about contrasting deductive cause/effect Theories
to explain why and how what has regeneratively healed
has ecologically restored
our theoretical/dialectical constructs.

I’m not sure what that could inductively GreenFelt mean
about repurposing resilient cooperative green
causes past effecting now
causing future health wealthing secular/sacred causes

Left EgoCenters theoretically explaining and predicting
Right EcoCentering limbic and temporal brainstems
DNA-transcribed
scripturally sacred regenerative
resilient secular health/wealth
flowing cause/effect repurposing WinWin dynamic theories
healing LoseLose climates of stale and overgrown pathology

As contrasted with RightBrain cooperative experience
hope
faith
green DNA love giving begrudging secular way
to reductive behavioral dualistic theories
of Yang as regenerative cause
against Yin reduced
to despotic degenerative matriarchal understory
anti-historical cause of evil profligate affectations,
dead ends,
curious irresolution,
pangender quagmires of ambiguous passions,
aptic chaos,
experiential/theoretical dissonance,
chronic stress,
silent and hidden sleep deprived RightBrain unwellness
causing/effecting paranoid over-populated rabid viral unwellness,
pathologies of internal experience and external theoretical climates.

Whether healthy climate Theory is more necessary
reflection on universal felt Experience,
Or unitarian Experience exegetically felt
wisdom about what is cooperative love health
and what fuels competitive hate pathology

WinWin experience
is sufficient without LeftEgo deductive
reductive totalitarian universal Theory
of Left v Right perpetually degenerative quandary
side-stepping sufficient effectiveness
of bilateral ExperientialTHeory
and PrimeRelationship theoretically redacting
transcribing cultures both

HereYang/NowYin
spatial/temporal
experiential/bilaterally theoretical temporal
body/mind
nature/spirit
secular memory/ZeroZone HolonicSoul TheoryMap

BothLeft/AndRight
experiential information
exflowation
inhalation
exhale-cooperative nation/tribe
internal/external
concave/convex
re-creational conscious
WinWin imaged experience
restoring theoretical Egohealth/Ecowealth balance

InBetween matriarchal ecological experience
healing patriarchal LoseLose monocultures
redialing dualistic nature v spirit
theological-antiecological elite self-justified redemptive AnthroTheory
of Paradise lost
and Yang without Yin reforesting WinWin Earth.

And the WinWin people said
Matriarchal womb-experience WinWin Amen
trumps WinLose patriarchal uniformity Theory.

Earth’s resonant theoretical wealthiest polypathic goals
are cooperatively co-relational
co-passioned
with each Ego AnthroCentric green golden rule and ratio
theoretically anticipating equivalent healthy co-resilience,
potentially revolutionary
timeless Paradise polynomial experience
green gracefully greets
notnot polynomially restorative theory.

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Self Regarding Shame

It would be a shame
to go on and on and then out
longing for grace
of some imagined historically significant life missed,
or simply more entertaining and health wealthy lives
laughingly not chosen,
to instead choose to belong in slow learner loyal grace
of this love life limply lived place

I could have chosen to hurt hurting people
by delightfully deliberately applauding the U.S.
as RedBlooded Earth’s manifest supreme land
of patriarchal self-infested opportunity.

But we might instead agree
this is also a matriarchal land of love liberty,
one of a few scattered seed-invested places,
warm inviting wombs
of opportunity for health incubation
with concomitant risks of nationalistic pathology.

It would be my unpatriotic shame
to exit Matriarchal EarthSoul
without fully belonging in graced opportunities
wealth-lived risks
of predestined integrity.

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ReLearning Manifest Destiny

What did you learn to play
in school today?
Hedging future winning bets
against lost devolving yesterday

I learned religious history
of manifest colonizing destiny,
Responsibility to over-rule healthy integrity,
Authority to addictively enslave
our lesser prey
without duplicity.

How is such sad destiny most powerfully manifest?

Destiny unfolds boldly
in each Here with Now committed BodyMind moment,
Yang with Yin
Out with In
Integrity’s love-power sacrament.

How does spatial and temporal dipolar grace present
in one-way strings
manifest historic memory?
How does secular-sacred co-presence
move from intensely present
to predict future light’s preferred destiny?

Personal presenting hearts
disconnected from EarthSoul’s sacred Presence,
learn to win more today
by segregating yesterday’s inevitable losses.
We bicamerally learn to contrast and compare
today’s summation of all Earth’s yesterdays,
regenerative and degenerative,
with and against tomorrow’s integrity potentiating love,
secularly LeftBody dominant as Either/Or oppositional
Yet sacredly RightMind prominant as Both/And appositional
multicultural,
resonant,
polyphonic,
harmonic,
holonic nature-spirit of polypathic EarthSoul.

Could manifest destiny of a Species,
or a NationState,
or a Religion,
or even an individual NatureBody-MindSpirit,
a Lover of integrity Our Selves,
ever justify aggressive colonization politics?

Or addiction to competitive hoarding
Win to not Lose values
of patriarchal economics?

Or merely punishing injustice?
While potential destinies of long-term rewarding Win Self
to Win Other justice
wait in not-quite-manifest destiny
inviting sustained slow-grown cooperative restoration
of right nature-spirit co-relational love relationship

Do nature’s manifest destinies
normally predict creolizing (blending)
multicultural healthy healing passions?

Transubstantiating spiritual internal manifestations,
integrating mindbody rhetorical events
inside outside EarthSoul

Inside today’s EcoSchool green space
developing local loyal hearts
and global safe places
for polycultural EarthSoul Consciousness

Outside SchoolTime’s unimaged health destiny
manifestly poured out Here with Now
timelessly patient co-presence
Listening to manifest still small questions
of and for epic-seeding Integrity.

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GreenQueen Grace

When she first energetically read about Energy
She realized she was also less emptily
aptically
entropically studying absence of NegativEnergy.

As she became a more PositivEnergy Mentor,
She noticed she was unbecoming
a NegativEnergy pathologist.

As she became known
as a community-rooted steward
facilitator
guide for locally-owned PositivEnergy resilience
She understood she was also divesting
from WinLose chaos
ZeroSum anarchy
climate pathology.

As she became internationally famous
as Queen of cooperatively-owned PositivEnergy Soul,
She became bilaterally conscious
of WinWin locally produced solar panels,
wind turbines,
surfing hydropowers
refueling Green EcoSchools
and villages,
landscaped roofs
and community gardens
inviting and producing
waterfalls of cooperatively-owned
resilient Green Grace.

Nos so much Red RightWing extractive
patriarchal DisGrace.

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Now What Did You Do?

What did you do
once you knew?
We have competition
and cooperation cultures
in dynamic tension

What did you cooperatively do
once you knew?
Green ecoschool student teachers
asked our healthiest remaining grandparents

How did you consecrate cooperative ownership
and mutually managed
robust water systems?
Aquamarine baptismal oceans,
turquoise feasting algae
lakes and rivers
and glacier-fed laughing streams,
refrozen windblown tundra
recapping ice-cloud dipolarities

How did you repurpose gutted urban concrete
of toxic violent EarthMother extractions?

How did you learn to restore nutritional soil values
for growing healthy edible forests?
Meadows
Yang mountains
and Yin-lit flowing resonant rivers
resilient twilight recycling water
fluid as sacred Time our sleek reborn selves

How did you retain your energy
for positive ecological
and healthy economic
and wealthy political cooperative democracy?
Avoiding Never Again rhetoric
Hit Back retribution
Neglect first prize for sacred/secular restorations

When did holy waters teach you
deep and rich rhetorical events
have therapeutic cultural-flow outcomes?
Resistance builds cooperative resilience

What did you Energy Democracy do
Once we cooperatively owned
and network-managed EarthSpace?
Energy flowing through secular Ego
and back toward sacred EcoPlace,
original nature/spirit intent

What did you do when you knew
To Dream Green?
To Live Green ReFormed
To Vote SacredGreen

How did you reform
Deep EnergyDemocracy EcoSchools
for green and civil and grateful
public/private WinWin services?
Bodhisattva and/or EcoMessianic
health care giving while receiving
green hikingboot resilience training camps,
sponsored by GreenPeace ReForesting Resonant Corporations
made of non-violent communication

When did your Free EcoVillage PeaceSchool Mayors
actively collude with WinWin green student teachers
And ego/ecotherapeutic Superintendants
for green educational wealth,
And principals and principles
And cooperative health-policy co-investing parents
And children
red-blood XY weak
And green YY strong

How did you repurpose LeftBrain RightWing dominance
Once you remembered RightBrain LeftWild polypathic freedom
for polyphonic song and dance,
liturgical and soul and blue
comedy and jazz improvisations
on what have we done
on our journey
this far into Time regenerate selves.

What did you do
when you knew
time and water and you?

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Bitter Integrity

Integrity’s EarthSoul
with eyes to see
and ears to hear,
with nose to smell
and mouth to taste,
longs to exclude
spit out
purge local and global awareness
of degenerative Earth’s bitter climate trends.

Such unholy pathology
threatens too persistently heavy
regardless of personal culpability
and lack of political clout
to ecotherapeutically act,
restoratively heal
what my own AnthroSapient justice generation
further military-industrialized,
automatedly colonized,
monoculturally missioned,
bought and sold and rented and enslaved generations
increasingly reduced to self-disabling Win/Lose competitive consciousness
more than WinWin productive self-aware domestic cooperatives
as matriarchal WiseElders before
this actively distrusting lack of good and healthy
and beautiful integrity.

Integrity’s soul
longs to restore healing
patiently ecotherapeutic
yet actively ego-resonant revolutionary
eyes
ears
nose
throat wholeness
for inviting fragrant
tasty
beautiful
polyphonic co-operative green co-ownership
of healthy wealth original through extant
polypathic love.

Within whom we fractured are
ReForesters becoming
cooperative landed and oceanic Trusting
ego/eco-health investors.

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