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Too Long Past Due

What’s the point of suicide
when I feel already dead inside?

Too long past due
pulling breath’s last plug
last gasp
last primal scream
for and against capital colonizing campaigns
but acted out in dizzying silent mime,
rumored to be a scary thing
this last big surrendering event
before unconsciousness
of changing time
marching inevitably forward
and backward,
out
and back in
until no more back
or in.

But what frightens this fading identity most,
No one will know a difference,
notice I’m different,
least of all
decaying from within
me.

Already unconscious
subconscious,
merely skirting conscious life
precedes flirting with absence of awareness,
burning bridges
pulling life plugs
turning out my lights
already too dark to hear
fear memories
too alarming to feel
images
too disarming to care for power
for light

Too defining
future past experience
enlightening
too long
refining
past due
healing
organic capital investments
ourselves
too long overdue.

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Time Warp

When this quality
of deeply embedding communication
swallows ego’s self-conscious identity

Then I notice time has instantly passed,
a quantitative lack,
absence,
surprising and curious vacuum,

To suddenly discover
babies have continued to be born
and grandparents have continued to die
during this same widely expanding family
of unconsciously passing time.

This quality of ego’s deep communication
escaping
revisiting
that quantity of ecosystemic width

Pleases me
as both spiritual depth
and natural width,
like inhaling timeless immersion
while exhaling global eternity.

 

 

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Climate Evolutions

First,
competing dominant patriarchs
become filled with climate toxic fear
about long-suffered win/lose evolutions
presuming Earth’s great revolutionary Rapture.

Second,
hopeful matriarchs touch
and taste
and see
and hear win/lose suffering ecosystems
stubborn-headedly turning
to embrace western healthy aspirations in
with eastern wealthy respirations out
against nihilistic climate fear,
divesting of emotional terrorism and chronic threat,
rabid overpopulating hatred,
conspiracies against Earth Her Goddess Self breathed in
Other felt immigrating
co-acclimating out.

Third,
both Yang and Yintegrity’s win/win potential
feel closer
by emotionally listening to each other
as secular emigrant contentment,
yet also sacred immigrant passion,
longing to optimize Earth’s healthiest opportunities
to breath slow-grown healthy air,

Fourth,
BiNomial integrity blindly hears our co-passionate ecosystems’ felt fear,
unfolding feelings
of our individual mortal egosystem inside
marketing economic contentment
and yet sensing ecologically suffering systems outside
too ego-autonomously disassociated
to unfold timeless nature/spirit reiterations
with (0)-Soul contented wisdom,
like actively hoping for rapturous internal communion
without EarthClimate loyalty
to inside/outside emotional commitment.

Fourth,
Left and Right co-listening passions,
ego and eco-habitat,
north and south,
west and east,
courageously win/win emigrants
and curious creolizing immigrants,
Master and Suffering Bodhisattva Servant,
yang-god and yin emotive effluent voice choices
hear and speak our ego-autonomous suffering
and eco-disassociated fear
apart from each compassionate
well-schooled
emotionally intelligent Other,
We begin to suffer win/lose zero-sum capital-infested risks
less discontentedly,
more patiently co-passionately.

Fifth,
now able to assemble a win/win compassionate
virtuous left/right circle
health/wealth redundantly resounding full-breath plan,
emigrating immigrant enthy-meme messengers
begin to restore internal cognitive-ego/emotive-eco
balancing climates
for cooperatively healing nondual predator/prey co-arising
global empowering climates
in returning passions
restoring our healthier global ego/eco
left/right communion aspiration/respiration systems
organically re-becoming non-violent integrating
unfolding here/now
through co-passioning
enthy-mematic spiraling
virtuous emotional resonance circles
listening for our highest and best together
polypathic healthiest
secular-body/sacred-mind wealth,

Universally contenting interdependence
cognitive/emotive
Positive Paradise
in Processive Systemic Content
ecological theology.

Sixth,
What is logical for health
becomes ecological wealth.

Seventh,
What is ecological health
is also theologically felt
active-listening wealth.

Eighth,
Either/Or Left
becomes also Both/And Right,

What is win/lose becoming
also win/win co-passionate being
breathing cognition in
emoting out.

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To My Last Breath

When I was a newborn,
I had no experience to reassure me
my first gasp for air
would not also be my last.

Between that first second inhaled reassurance,
and now,
I have operated under a romantic assumption,
More clean and nurturing air will follow.

Now, I have enough post-romantic experience
to deter me
from assuming this next gasp
for healthy air,
for more time to listen for compassion
still surfing in and out
EarthMother’s warm bath of nurtured reassurance
will not also be my ego’s last.

My dramatic eco-memory’s first romantic breath
now also echoes my last timeless moment

Fully
ecstatically re-investing
away from ego’s autonomous wall
of lifetime erected identity
into a webbed forest’s nutritional re-memory
faithfully resurrected again
not autonomous,
unpropertied
unincorporated
unbreathing
more than me.

And I hope I will not be troubled
or even distracted,
by all those competing for air time breaths
assuming falsehoods of ZeroSum economies
in-between first and last.

 

 

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Breathing History

Unitarian Universalism
feels as old as Taoism
governs as old as conscientious breathing
Yang strength in
and Yin flow out
smells as fresh as spacious time
in Here
and out Now.

UUs, like Taoists, “affirm and promote respect
for the interdependent web of all existence
of which we are a part.”

We do not affirm
or promote
or even breathe
respect for autonomous walls
against all multicultural life
in which we spin breathless solidarity.

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Virtuous Revolutions

Virtuous revolutions
are like timeless whole system recycling.

When was the last time
you thought and felt
we cooperatively feel and think in cycles
while living in a virtuous WinWin communicating circle?

Rather than slowly dying off into more private mutterings
while competitively marching
through a WinLose vicious market square.

When we are small toddlers
learning to speak healthy words,
while also hearing angry wounding curses,
despite wealthy experiences of family well-seasoned integrity
growing toward climaxing green sanctuary summers
and then winnowing most nutritional relationships toward
womblike wet-outside yet warm-inside winters

While yang inhaling co-operative intent
heard with slumbering gratitude,
co-arises yin exhalations
manifesting each compassionate airborne revolution
of responsive cooperative solidarity
inside yin dark womb
refueling back toward outside yang bright summer

Unitarian inside compassion’s intent
toward universal cooperative outside incarnation
informating mature enlightening trends
exhalating virtuous systems not not coterminous correlations,

Incoming therapeutic evolution
predicting outgoing co-passioning revolution recycles
going up wealthily
reweaving down healthily

Life becomes light robust as summer
winnowing ego-death resilient revolutions
winning virtuous eco-systemic ways.

When was the last time you thought and felt
we cooperatively feel and think
while breathing in a virtuous communion circle
rather than slowly dying off,
overpowered by a viciously commodified square?

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Cardinal Dance

Dance with wind’s breezing flow
blowing in as out,
breathing out then in again
hands and feet extremities of life breath’s hard felt flow
swimming rich with culture’s rhythmic flight
dance of natural spirits timing
red cardinal patterns perching
breath flight moments
held upon fragrant lilac parasols
for sunlighting branches
glowing down into deep elder grey rivers
of hard-shelled sappy gravity
growing dancing in and out
thru eyes without flow in
while breathing life’s dance out.

Dancing rhythmic breaths and bloods,
nurture revolving rivers
of Earth’s ecodancing sufis,
lilac trees with winding sap
from earth-souled root systems
dance flowing life’s swirling
collateral content.
Dancing breath embodies wind
breathing Earth’s flee and flow without
sighted flights of echo image
flying red thru dancing lilacs.

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