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Hating Outside Haters

Like warring against faithful warriors,
I host these inside spirited voices
sometimes LeftWing win/win
and sometimes RightWing suboptimal win/lose,

Now outwardly accelerating toward deniable lose/lose climates–
narrow-minded nationalism
patriarchal religious privileged truth
xenophobic fears my own species will survive
to kill all others,
nihilism,
entropic dead ego-less apathy
un-ecosystemically pathological.

RightWing cynicism
feels like my hungry camouflaged wolf
impatiently waiting
for a kleptocratic
privileged White-Hetero terrorist’s manly clothing
to sniff
then hate.

Yet, in silent LeftWing waiting for heroic deliverance,
in-between these SpiritSanctuary daytime Voices
of imagined ego/eco-consciousness,

Some voices, persuaded by compassionate universal feelings,
and others, more heuristically ambivalent,
hold out for immortal winning EarthTribe space

And, most coveted of all,
re-winning Paradise throughout remaining timeless time
for restoring just ecosystemic healthy EarthSoul
and active peace, communion
ego-celebrating SpiritVoices

More win/win attuned
in better sung and danced
health harmonic questions.

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Unsettling Spirits

Oddly unsettling,
how The UnHolonic Spirit compels conservative,
defensive feelings
of autonomous ego-righteousness
when we see our physically healthy robust selves
elitely privileged,
maybe even aristocratically WinLose kleptocratic
as short-term necessary
for ego’s Business As Usual convenience.

The Yang-expedient violent communicator,
Creator of WinLose GetReal natural systems,
privileged predator success
over non-elite prey,
failing myth-tellers,
perpetual provokers,
defenders of privileged competitions,
economies
and polities
and even domestic family relationships,
parent v adolescent child,
where Daddies know best

Especially after sustaining chronic stress
from State-sponsored military-industrializing unschools
marketing hate
xenophobic automated rifle-bearing
selling fear of Aliens
feeding on claustrophobic LeftBrain dominant anger,
fed and profusely watered,
engorged

Anger about what, though?
I am never oppressively/suppressedly sure.
Separation from MotherEarth’s health/wealth
WinWin nondualistic
ego/eco-balancing
internal/external
theological/ecological
warm wet womb
of nutritionally promising happier
healthier lifetime days?

An originally radical democratic nurture-economy
does feel far afield,
this side of Kingdom’s Paradise,
holding a gun to guts of threatening enemies
while fearing anonymous threats
from unruly LoseLose heads of enemies.

Maybe fear
that God the Yangful Father
seems more frighteningly co-present,
especially since pathological climate pollution science
came out of Her Gaian ecofeminist closet,
Angry Father feels monoculturally more powerful
than healthy-wealth flowing multicultural HolySpirit
of non-elite everyday creolizing co-operations
casually experiencing positive WinWin deviant psychological balance.

Those seeking to bicamerally restore democratic justice
rather than redistribute punishing plutocratic extractions
by overpowering these despairing poor
we will always have with us
to clean our WinEgo/LoseEco toilets,
pick our prickly/gooey cotton,
build our empirical LeftBrain dominant
RightBrain prominent
pyramids of ego/eco-empowerment.

Oddly unsettling,
how The UnHolonic Spirit compels conservative,
defensive feelings
of autonomous ego-righteousness
when we see our physical pyramid-productive selves
elitely privileged for WinLose competitions,
rather than WinWin healthy co-operations.

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Steal Away To Gaia

Steal away, steal away, steal away to Jesus,
Steal away, steal away home,
I ain’t got long to stay here.

My Lord he calls me
He calls me by the thunder
The trumpet sounds within-a my soul,
I ain’t got long to stay here.

EarthTribe she calls us
Calls through sounding thunder,
Her manna fall without-in OurSoul
We ain’t got yeast to leave Her.

Green trees are bending
Po’ sinner stand a-trembling
The trumpet sounds within-a my soul
I ain’t got long to stay here.

Green trees are dying
Po’Nature stand a-trembling
Her wealth full root within-a Our Soul
We ain’t found love to loose Her.

Walk away, walk away, walk away with Gaia
Fly away, fly away home
We ain’t got long to live here.

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Transparency

If I were not a GAY white male
living in the USA,
I wonder if I would have grown my LeftBrain up
to so easily hear
Donald John as Head Pharisee
for privileged religiously-held Nationalism–
a totalitarian fake-idol
substituting fake-patriotic raptures
against sacred polyculturing outcomes
for all multiculturing
underprivileged creolizing
natural agnostic and spiritual religious Cultures.

Susan Werner asks
“If God is good
and God is great,
Why is your heaven so small?”

If USA is good,
right or wrong, and
If USA is patriotically great,
loyal to democratic principles of active healthy cooperation
and therefore morally divine,
Why is your current CEO Pharisee of Privilege
so egotistically small,
so badnews mendaciously tiny,
rather than globally sacred
ecologically Great Transitioning
toward restoring climates of polypathic healthy wealth?

If God’s timeless polyphonic Paradise
is too narrow,
too spiritually elitist,
for those of us naturally and/or spiritually underprivileged
victims of Trumpian Win/Lose privileged Rapture smallness,
then how sure are you
you have never had a queerly unorthodox sensual thought?
A flicker of sacred matriarchal woundedness?
A flash of natural wet warm wombishness?
An addictive glimmer of longing to reassociate
with sacred Virginal MotherEarth?

How sure are you of not preferring
innocent transgender lily love for each NewDawn–
Raptures in and of NonViolent Revolutionary Fields?

If we cannot recover
some active multicultural hope of landing together
in God’s jealously occupied
and punishingly withheld Paradise,
if only to avoid monoculturing risks
of hellfire’s sweeping overpopulated damnation
for timeless eternity
of Here with Decomposing/Recomposing Now,
perhaps it is time to recall
Jesus’s God of Love,
WinWin Grace,
restorative ego-ecological
co-messianic
co-operative SpiritNatures,
secular Ego with sacred Eco ZeroZone
nondually co-arising
rapturous WinWin healing.

Transparent secular/sacred ecopolitical vocations
as eco-ministers reforesting wounded Earth
to heal internal addictions to multiculturing Love.

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What Daddy Demands

EarthMama Invites

Without LeftDaddy Dominance,
RightMama
and Her still innocent suppressed Children,
share no opposing WinLose
assuming
internalized voices,
just anxious and angry
and fearful feelings
about LoseLose
ZeroZone,
ego and Earth
notnot matriarchal-line
c-squared ZeroZone extinguished.

Because all RightBrain feeling voices
and chemistries
are outside Sacred NatureSpirit
experientially
regeneratively
cooperative
Patriarchal/Matriarchal Voices
secular and sacred heart-felt narratives
evolutionary and devolutionary
ecologies with anthro-centric histories,
HerStories of DNA-RNA SpiritNatures
also Patriarchal TheoLogical
Outdoor OrthodoxVoicing NatureSpirits.

Difference and not sameness,
dissonance and not confluence,
between TheoDaddy and EcoMama
require LeftBrain theo-articulating Voice,
Language;

ZeroZone polyphonic
iconic EcoMama TrueFlowing
ergodic seasoned Beauty
inspires Future HealthIntegrity
NatureSpirits.

But, meanwhile,
with LeftBrain dominating language
and in RightBrain cooperatively felt love
for restoring inside with outside apposition, not so much opposition,
deep learning secular-sacred skill sets,
we come to today’s WinWin responsibilities
and not so much WinLose overinvested
in public deniability
to help restore
Sacred PositivEnergy
Ego through Global Transubstantiating Democracy
using both internally necessary
and externally transparent sufficient planning voices

For climate cooperative healthy-wealth design
rather than more BusinessAsUsual
sloppy health care giving and receiving
social ecopolitical pathologies.

Loyal WinWin CoMessiahs
and humble Bodhisattva Peace Warriors
and Bicamerally PolyPhonic BidDaddySun and LittleHotMamaEarth Yogis
and ZeroZone MindBody Performance Artists,
Movement and Dancing Peace Revolution Marchers,
and Master Organic Gardeners and ReForesters,
and PermaCulture Design, not Resign,
CoInvested CoOperators,
and Restorative DNA JusticeWeavers
and RNA GreenPeace Advocates
for EarthFirst
EcoPolitical CoInvestors
in community through global WinWin–
we also could better hear our Inside WinLose Critics,

While we do our best to retain resilient resonance
to actively hope
to co-invest in strong Science, Organic-Technologies, and Arts
and ProForming and ActiveFlowing ReCreation Designs
and STAR community green and blue and brown
and yellow
and purple
and all those other colors and fragrant
resounding installations

ReIncarnations of WinWin Left-Right co-operative co-empowerment
each with diverse dialects
for understories of sacred gratitude,
positive LeftBrain secular attitude
for hearing and healing anti-ecological
both inside-yin and outside-yang danger.

We EgoLeft with EcoRight co-balance,
dipolar co-arise
more than bipolar co-gravitate
against more WinLose shit.

We may have Earth and Ego Cleanliness
and Purity Compulsions,
not allowing us to stick to a single vulnerable and innocent resource
out of multi-purposing polypathic place,

A meat-lover’s meal and unwashed eco-contaminated dishes
and clothes and hands and feet and hair washing Critic
for fear of what WinLose Daddy others
might kosher judge,
as not truly
and beautifully
and religiously
and polyculturally WinWin.

We may hear inside
Outside Performing Arts
and Designing WinLose Busyness Phobias
shutting down RightBrain attempts
at further polyphonic narrative building,
and moving choreography,
heart-songwriting
and WinWin soulful story-telling
and healing ecotherapy,
resulting in fear of dissonant WinLose addicted rejection letters
and incoming phone calls
of all unknown marketing-area code varieties,

And fear of WinWin Success
inviting each of us into further WinLose risk
deep-learning disgrace
ego-defaced
through messed up chaotic strategic
outside
and yet not organically felt
inside
past performances.

We may
political and economic and social WinLose FaultFind
BlameBuild
ShameShrill
examing each interpersonal-intrapersonal
co-investment
to be way too negative inside voice
competitively awkward and handicapping
if not downright violent and sadistic and fascist LoseLose
remedially disabling,
inviting hospitalization more than hospitality,
in some ears and eras,
and a punishing or merciful shot through the head,
in others.

We may have
NegativEnergy Psychological Critics
and Colonizing Missionary Religious Fascists inside
discouraging us from speaking in
Outside WinWin Declaration voices.

We do not think it is democratically
or even tyranically OK
to feel free to declare war on and against each other,
and yet not first through last
Alpha through Omega
feel free
to declare our universal healthy
secular and sacred love
with each other.

This violence
and bullying threat thereof
is not fair patriarchal-matriarchal cooperative play
or therapeutic work
or sacred health vocation.

We may all share
our Matriarchal WombText Spaces,
Places with 4D EcoTherapeutic RealTime Seeds
for restorative justice
and for fear of paranoid lifeline
ego-mortifying LoseLose
monoculturing marginalization loss
of polyculturing global potential
for love-invested
cooperative organic learning structures.

We may retain
WinLose LeftBrain Either/Or dominant
Western colonizing enculturation,
shit happens,

And we may retain
rather less Eastern
WinNature/WinSpirit
nondual co-arising
creolizing outdoor organic experience
reweaving DNA with RNA 4D-fractal
ZeroZone
healthy-wealth
economic-ego
with ecological global empowering
imaginative Past with FutureSearch
nutritional WinWin flow trends.

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Searching Paradise Memories

Future Searching:
Why do YangBrain domination problems
recognize YangYin bilateral WinWin
resonant health resolutions?

We can deductively search
back in our own life-lines
to when we last felt we lived
within Ego/Eco peace
and restorative justice
healing times,
space,
organically connected place,
holy absence of Win/Lose retributive race.

We each,
alone,
as couples,
extending families,
neighbors,
community residents,
can engage deep PositivEnergy Democracy,
Ego/Eco sacred ecological learning.

We can each
imagine ecology
historically rolling time backward,
seasonally spiraling multigenerational
multicultural
polycultural
polypathic
polyphonic life-lines
in multi-regenerational reverse
of most resilient 4D RealTime.

Trees cannot do this.
Nor birds.
Or maybe they ElderRight-Left collateral can.
I cannot remember a co-invested time
when I could have doubted such well-seasoned solidarity.

But, for each innocent Us,
our last WinWin memory
of childhood
or beloved adolescence,
or mature healthy mentoring adulthood,
or WiseElder cooperative
creolizing moments
deep knowing LeftBrain ecology
as also Sacred RightBrain organic developmental theology,
rooted in Gaia as EarthParadise
solar and lunar
multi-regenerational experience,
feels inductively seductive,
non-reductively together wanted
longed for most
to become to-gathering
a unique and cherished enlightening sweetspot,
a sit-spot
of active contemplation
walked Ego and talked Eco

PreBeginning our WinWin
more than WinLose
joining toward Earth’s Yang-Yin WuWei

BiLaterally BiCameral BiLancing
Ego/Eco
Therapeutic ZeroZone time ourselves

Within re-imaged Space
secular/sacred EarthParadise Place
polycultural-polynomial-polyphonic
WinWin Revolutionary Race

Toward equity of EgoHealth,
patriotic western animus,
and EcoLove,
MatrioticEastern AnimaMundi
grace,
love,
positive karma,
Gaian Hypothesis Ecology,
GoodNews ZeroZone CoRedemptive Theology.

Resonantly mythic mystery
lies within each ZeroZone cusp
of nature seeking spirit,
secular finding sacred,
ecologos transubstantiating theomythos.

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GodTalk in School

I was listening to a newly converted Republican woman
explain why she so gladly left
the less redeeming Democratic fold.

“We need to bring God back
into our schools.”

My reactions and responses
are full spectrum
from “Amen!”
to
“I wonder why He left?
Are schools really that bad
where she lives?”

Soon I came back to
Who or what does she mean
by “God”?

Does she mean GodTalk?

For this Democrat
there isn’t much
quickly coming to mind or body
that is not speaking and acting out
spiritual experience
of this divine Universe,
our sacred loving Unity,
Integrity,
yet also secularizing degenerative lack thereof.

Perhaps it is this lack of experience
with school-based God as LoveTalk
that she believes was once there
but is no longer nurtured.

No longer as likely to feel present
co-present
and nutritious
as compared to toxic fear
of feeling
and hearing
and seeing
bullets spraying
from an isolated and bullied adolescent’s
military-industrializing assault rifle–
not really such a great PositivEnergy learning tool.

Perhaps it is a climate of punishing fear
of retributive tools and toys
rather than restorative healing
through direct spiritual PositivEnergy experience
of communicating sacred Grace,
Feeling free to speak of such natural spirituality
as life
within pro-life deep learning environments,
to be pro-polyculturing life outcomes
in all our rich and deep nature-spirit diversity
of God-Allah’s Authentic,
Integrative,
and Beautiful creolizing Creation.

Perhaps she notices
a predative
extractive
secularizing absence of cooperative nature-spirit grace
nondual
leaving a void futilely filled
with competing all-natural egocentric states
of addictive and colonizing,
terrorizing and rapacious,
exploiting and fake-patriotic supremacist sins
against God
and His sacred society CoCreations,

His Beloved
in and out of school
co-redeeming patriarchalLeft-matriarchalRight Lovers
of graces
within deep learning incubation places.

This Democrat
says Amen
to bringing GodTalk
and GoodLoveNews of sacred Golden Green CoLearning Rules
and divine WinWin Golden Listening Ratios
and EarthSoul polypathic communications
and AnimaMundi bilateral creolizing meditations
and deep learning PositivEnergy conversations
about Climate Health for
and with
and of SolarSpirit SystemicGod
listening quietly
resonantly
dynamically
together
within Earth’s Paradise Rapture ReFound.

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