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Who I Am Right Now

Who are you?
he asked perpetually, patiently
because I invited him to do so
until our time for contented me
to discover his diversely integrated/fragmented identities,
stories,
critical acting
and singing
and dancing
and warring
and terrorizing
and confronting events
right now,
and in past network iterations
and throughout future synergetic neural regenerations
of lifeline transgenerational memory.

Who are you?

I am an interdependent neural-systemic journalist,
a witness hoping to WinWin reconnect
with cooperatively invested communion ego-courage
to know and appreciate you,
your inhabited past
and echoing future
and my own best regenerative green sanctuary ego-self.

Who are you?

I am curious
about your enchantment
with interdependent neural webs
of communication,
toxic and therapeutic,
between humane capital heads,
comparing and contrasting green economic and nutritional co-investments
in democracy, not privilege,
usually cooperative,
but sometimes dissonantly suffering competing bodies
longing for relief
from EarthTribe’s WinToday to LoseTomorrow mortal enculturations,
wounding marks of perpetually anticipating tensions
about who we are
and are not yet
together.

Who are you?

I am future cooperating courage
to believe our WinWin dreams
and needs,
our hopes
co-arise positive and negative feelings
for and of, against and fleeing from,
green optimizing sanctuary communion
communities,
families,
hearts and minds
restoring polypathic neural democratic trust
communi-nonstatic
creolizing
vulcanizing resilience
between what we think and feel and resonantly say
and where we choose to use
our therapeutic hands and feet,
left dominant minds
punishing and restoring health-right holistic bodies,

Interdependent therapeutic webs
of natural body and spiritual minds
bent toward co-passionate green-means-healthy-grow relationships,
non-sectarian
non-partisan
non-violent
non-apartheid
non-privileged patience
with partial WinWin green sanctuary communions

Actively hoping for EarthTribal DNA interdependent stringing messages
within EarthPlaced integral HereNow messengers
listening, then gratefully speaking
Namaste.

Now it’s time to turn this listening/speaking table,
Who are you?

Then, for a later session,
How are we resiliently green cooperative communicators
communing communion communal
compassionate sanctuary together?

And,
please avoid terms like
communistic communalist
because that raises all sorts of toxic
anti-social isolating unkindness and impatient paranoia
and misunderstanding of original WinWin democratic motives
moving toward green social well-being prosperity,
as if liberality of love
could toxically threaten conservational green therapeutic defenses
found in robust democratic webs of deep resilience
rather than patriarchal fake-walls of privileged resistance.

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Curiously Ecological Egos

Ego systems are felt integrity
sometimes
and self-conscious mendacity
other significant times,

Restorative and yet unfortunately retributive games
with WinWin or WinLose, or even terrifying LoseLose dominant trends
in self-with-Other inflicted identity.

As eco-systems are imaged healthy
and sadly pathological,
restoring healthy climate vocations
and sometimes punishing theological revoking EarthLife imaginations

Climates of epic revenge
against capitalistic ego-supremacy

Game theories about Egos and Ecos
are sometimes punishing ZeroSum
and other times rewarding WinWin
slow green-grown restorations

Games have three interdependent risk and opportunity branches,
Win/Lose,
as in capitalistic ZeroSum
if Ego wins then not I-Eco must environmentally lose

Win or Lose capital BusinessAsUsual
degenerative evolutionary theory
trends toward inevitable Lose/Lose EarthWealth
of Health,
entropy,
absence of further ecological relationship
paucity of RealTime hope
And sin of denying theological original healthy integrity
as more powerful
than demonic pathological mendacity.

When we embrace WinWin choices
with polypathic
and polyphonic
and probable polynomially balancing
not not ZeroSum polycultural results
invite ecstatic opportunity climates
of Ego/Eco-Balance.

WinWin cooperative revolutions
are dynamic ultra-violet stuff
ultra-nonviolent communication
for healthy family reunions
and extended family revivals,
environmental reforesting collaborations

CoOperative Writers
of permacultural songs
inviting just-us matriarchal folk dancers,
fire-circle authorities
advocating universal multicultural solidarity
uniting sacred ego/eco-voiced sanctuaries

For playing non-violent ego/eco-therapy games
Story telling resilient and resonant EarthMother Wombs
reforesting restorations
incarnating our WinWin recreational choices

Secular yet solid sacred ecological vocations
re-creating theological good multicultural news sanctuaries

Red blooded hearts
with green mind bodies,
Love predators
witnessing grace-prey avocations
invocations inhaling
exhalations

Revocations of monoculturally competitive Win/Lose voices
for patriarchal capitalism,
too hotly pursuing business as curiously unusual
Win/Lose competing ego-centers
unpatriotically idolatrous players
in an otherwise Win/Win EarthMother Womb.

Political ego systems are felt integrity some healthy times
and too competitively other unwise
in significant transition times
restoring unfortunately punishing
Left/Right stretches toward
Win/Win
deductive/inductive co-operation games.

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ReLearning Manifest Destiny

What did you learn to play
in school today?
Hedging future winning bets
against lost devolving yesterday

I learned religious history
of manifest colonizing destiny,
Responsibility to over-rule healthy integrity,
Authority to addictively enslave
our lesser prey
without duplicity.

How is such sad destiny most powerfully manifest?

Destiny unfolds boldly
in each Here with Now committed BodyMind moment,
Yang with Yin
Out with In
Integrity’s love-power sacrament.

How does spatial and temporal dipolar grace present
in one-way strings
manifest historic memory?
How does secular-sacred co-presence
move from intensely present
to predict future light’s preferred destiny?

Personal presenting hearts
disconnected from EarthSoul’s sacred Presence,
learn to win more today
by segregating yesterday’s inevitable losses.
We bicamerally learn to contrast and compare
today’s summation of all Earth’s yesterdays,
regenerative and degenerative,
with and against tomorrow’s integrity potentiating love,
secularly LeftBody dominant as Either/Or oppositional
Yet sacredly RightMind prominant as Both/And appositional
multicultural,
resonant,
polyphonic,
harmonic,
holonic nature-spirit of polypathic EarthSoul.

Could manifest destiny of a Species,
or a NationState,
or a Religion,
or even an individual NatureBody-MindSpirit,
a Lover of integrity Our Selves,
ever justify aggressive colonization politics?

Or addiction to competitive hoarding
Win to not Lose values
of patriarchal economics?

Or merely punishing injustice?
While potential destinies of long-term rewarding Win Self
to Win Other justice
wait in not-quite-manifest destiny
inviting sustained slow-grown cooperative restoration
of right nature-spirit co-relational love relationship

Do nature’s manifest destinies
normally predict creolizing (blending)
multicultural healthy healing passions?

Transubstantiating spiritual internal manifestations,
integrating mindbody rhetorical events
inside outside EarthSoul

Inside today’s EcoSchool green space
developing local loyal hearts
and global safe places
for polycultural EarthSoul Consciousness

Outside SchoolTime’s unimaged health destiny
manifestly poured out Here with Now
timelessly patient co-presence
Listening to manifest still small questions
of and for epic-seeding Integrity.

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Enabling Questions

Do those fully enabled,
Do those powerfully SuperElite viral
hoard water, land,
energy, educational resources
needed for WinWin revolutionary thrival?
I asked this landscaping class
of young adults
with diverse-languaged/unlanguaged disabilities.

I learn more from my silent challenges,
losses,
weakness
than the WhiteHouse has ever heard
while alpha guard dog
competing against our own future healthy kids.

Do labor-cost savings,
Do retributive competing legal but immoral extractions
protect our wealthy few
from their engorged ego-maniacal selves
at the expense of our more health-challenged 99%?

I listen to outside harmonic Voices
singing
and ringing
and zinging
and pinging
and thinging new WinWin ways
more democratically owned,
more co-responsibly co-invested responsive
lightning with thundering authority
of water-bearing love
flowing in and out at 100%.

Do you see disabled unhistory
resonate creolizing DNA
as our final revolutionary step
in health-wealth disability recovery?

Followed by enabling cooperative Trust choices
that add deeper listening to weakness meaning
to secular metaphysical purpose
and sacred ecological historic
bilateral strength of consciousness.

Must we patiently endure restorative medicines
to become ego LeftBrain disenabling
refined to reclaim power-with cooperative
integral
organic Ego with Eco design?

I listen for green health-wealth enabling elements
in my wheelchair life
of disabled through chronically stressed climate survival
Longing for inside health belonging
in solidarity with outside Voices wealth
When Outside health
invites my ego-enabled cooperative wealth.

How might we grow a more interdependent health-wealth trending
society of multicultural inclusion?

I begin each wheelchair-bound day
reviewing WinWin values
found in my own and in ancient Creation Stories
I hold most GoldenRule interdependently cherished;
Left and RightBrain
deductive and inductive nourishing values
to guide this day’s health program
and cooperative wealth-growing default policies.

Let’s talk among our outselves
and with our Allies
How can we ensure
our children continue
to accurately inclusively co-arise
multigenerational
multilanguaged broken and Win/Lose fragile humanity
with Outside harmonic voices
longing to resiliently advance WinWin
now disabling WinLose agendas?

I would vote for only WinWin cooperative green campaigners,
Rather than continue evolving WinLose replications
of LeftBrain overpowering compete monocultures,
RightBrain disenabling run-away predative systems
we hope to fully enable Left with Right bicameral beyond

Challenged egos with therapeutic eco-voices,
Convexly empowered with concavely listening, witnessing
Yang with binomial notnot Yin
Equi-Valent polypathic wu-wei
Tipping points
Deep learning narrow power-with ways and means
Secular/Sacred
Natural/Spiritual lessons
from our competitive bipolar weakness.

Is humanity
that would stand competitively aside
from Original Integrity,
growing inhumanity?

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InDoorVoices, OutSide ComPassions

On this desecrating Earth
Nature’s BusinessAsUsual
is industriously
and perversely
secluded from Spirit–
naturality from spirituality,
climate health/pathology from internal weather events,
humane hope for health from divine faith in eternal wealth,

In our profane wealth-hoarding EgoGame,
short-term fatuous Win/Lose natural strategies
are loss-postponing futile dispiriting armaments,
empty entertainments,
pretend preoccupations designed to magically protect
against longer-term biological rotting death

Each Sacred Organic Dignity’s
inevitably stalking Loss of identifiable Life–
Loss of active hope for sacred Truths
Hidden within secular Beauty
or even experiential health-optimizing WinWin Ways
to everyday continue multi-regenerationally wealth
creative curiously courageous camouflage cooperative
Thriving.

In a secular-languaged
LeftBrain dominant culture,
sapien and RightBrain WiseElder,
Natural experience reminds us
to become profoundly grateful
Ego death’s natural outcomes
are predicated on input
experienced within spiritual EcoLife
EcoLogical Truth
Green Environmental hidden byways
matriarchally cooperative

Natural/Spiritual CoOwnership
of WinWin global through Ego aspirations,
attractions,
interests,
curiosities
timelesssly regenerating healthy/wealthy
nurturing and nutritional and nuanced Life
hiding Ego/EcoLogical Truths in plain relational loving light,
Left/Right bilateral short-
through long-term
timeless omnipresent Ways.

LeftBrain deductive secular Ego maps
of DNA Right BrainStemmed Rooted Healthy Wealth
sacred historically resilient
EcoTerritory–
hiding and dividing
inviting and revolutioning
LeftBrain’s
hidden undomesticated SpiritVoices
heard happiest from OutDoor Natural ReSources–
DNA resilient
health/wealth bilaterally resonant RealTime–
notnot ZeroSum Prime DiPolar Rooted
in CommonGround Light
CoOperative AnimaMundi Truths, MultiCultural.

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Outside Voices Choices

Some of us,
admittedly too few
in my detached opinion,
still search for Beauty in metrics
and for Truth in arts
and integrity in humanity
with and for divinity
studies.

Probably few LeftBrain dominant Egos
ever thought to bother fixing us
so all our secular reasons
would no longer also feel like colorful sacred seasons
of spiraling regenerate creolizations
secular-sacred co-relations.

Through neglect
a faithful remnant remains polypathically redeemed
in this and each WinWin moment,
saved from monoculturing WinLose EgoZoic compromises,
detached from excessive EcoZoic needs for insurance
re-assurance
against WinLose monocultural compromises
denying co-arising NatureSpirit EarthTribe promises,
Yang-Yin goodfaith histories
written in PositivEnergy Democracy narratives,
matriarchal network herstories
of ZeroZone DNA wombs and RNA seeds.

EgoEco-Balancers contemplate through discerning quiz
after each unsatisfactory WinLose meeting
and absence of co-investment.

Who invites me to restore cooperative peace and justice first?

1. Evolutionary-Devolving Historical Fate?

2. Each Saint-Sinner
Sacred-Secular
Yang-GoodFaith
Yin-Bad Lack of FlowingFaith
Other?

3. EgoCentric LeftBrain dominant
not quite so WinWin WiseElder
ZenSoul me?

Did I promise FullMoon
to SolarRadiant
PolyPathic Entertainment
but settled for another WinLose competition?

More of an ego-eco unlogical
Win outside to Lose inside system?
Rather than a SecularLeft/SacredRight
WinWin Theo-EcoLogical
deep inside-outside learning voices
restorative therapeutic network

For cooperative MotherGaia reforesting
ecological economic WinWin projections,
Go TellUs On the Mountain
post-millennial climate health v pathology
prophecies.

Well,
my loyal WinWin soldier,
listen to your GaiaMama Yin
with green and blue highlights ecoside,
and right red-blooded baptisms
ego co-redemption side,
polyculturally committed
even when Ego-you remains monoculturally afraid
and angry depressed
and suppressed
by xenophobic haters,
criticizers,
punishers,
WinLose abandoners,
badfaith colonizing funda-mentalists
for bad monoculturing old news

Who have not seen,
since innocent childhood,
Earth’s beautiful nature
as also a true cooperative spirit,
and true and healthy secular Nature
as also beautiful sacred voices
of polyculturing Spirits,
already too long kneeling through lifetimes
and sleeping
and deaf to inside-outside
NatureLeft with Elder HolonicSpirit Right
co-dying pathological climate trends.

Loyal Messianic Gospel Soldiers
remain WinWin adament
about restoring ZeroZone understanding,
If forced by ecopolitical powers
to WinLose compromise,
Better to be GaiaMama Yin oppressed
and accurately LeftBrain suppressed inauthentic
than LoseLose abandoned
by hope of PositivEnergy Democracy
and faith in climate health
for future generations.

From Yin-rooted innocent Left-Right childhood,
we have undergone psychosocial
as ecopolitical WinWin downsizing,
suppressing RightBrain sacred emotions,
co-passionate desires
to remain cooperatively innocent
of Others’ WinLose retributive campaigns,
advocating history’s conservative
fundamental unhealthy behaviors
and unkind fascist hurtful opinions
extracted from nature
reductive secular evolutionary competition models
without faith in coterminous
sacred WinWin Revolutions.

What sensual sense could we paranoid not find
denying WinWin sacred evolutionary
complex evidence
of sacred EarthTribe’s past creolization,
YangHere sanctification
co-arising and coloring YinYin
WinWin
Zero double-binding Now?

Perhaps all of us,
admittedly too many,
in my detached patriarchally extracted
and exhausted
opinion,
still search for PolyPhonic Beauty
in nutritional metrics,
and Truth in zero-zone arts,

And expect Sacred Integrity
enculturing humanity
with and for and of
matriarchal divinity studies
of organic wombs as incubating
inside to outside seeds.

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Resilient Trees of Partial Truths

If a statement is True,
such as
I am WhiteMale,
then the oppositional statement
I am BlackFeMale
is False
which enjoys equivalent truth value with
I am NotBlack/NotFemale,
and I am WhiteMale,
back where we started,
more obvious rather than less obscure.

But, if a statement is Not(Not True)
and NotFalse,
could it also be Not(Not False)?

Imagine,
if you dare,
you are a browngrey-scaled transgender person,
vulnerable to many bipolar boundary issues,
with a troubling tendency to camouflage your ambiguous identity,
rather like that damned cat in a box,
half alive and yet also half dead.

Being a wise politician,
when you are with the White Republican Males,
you send messages persuading them to see you as
“I too am a WhiteMale”
no awkward discussions needed, really.

And, when you decide to go to the other side
of your parallel tracks,
hanging with the Black Democratic EcoFeminists,
they invite you to now become one with their village
“I am a Feminist of Full Rainbow/BrownGreyScale Color”

Is it notnot true
yet also notnot false
that this White kinda conservative Male
could also become a more liberated Black Democratic SheMale?

And yet this seems like double-bound co-information
not accessible
from a unilateral,
as contrasted with a bilateral,
view of all accessible identities of this nomial statement
as either not true
or not false,
such that
our TransGender Person of PolyCulturing Intent and Capacity
is also both not entirely truly alive
and not entirely falsely dead,
when reconsidered,
bicamerally dipolar reconnected,
sometimes more BothAnd full-color brown-octave recessive
and sometimes less EitherOr greyscaled calculating dominant,
and occasionally all the fractal-regenerative WinWin above.

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