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Sorting Through BiNomials

Where do I draw my bilateral line
in a polycultural sandbox?

In-between a merely personal traumatic
severing
excommunicating
dispassionate
divesting
divorcing
marginalizing
loss and suffering event

And a larger staged
eco-political
critical systemic
potentially multi-generational
traumatic climate event.

Why does it feel important
to distinguish,
and perhaps discriminate
personal from ecopolitical systemic trauma?

Against an InsideEgo post-traumatic stress disordered
biosystem
And against an Outside EcoClimate post-traumatic stress
Patriarchal/Capitalist disordered
monoculturally fragile
non-universal health
and non-unitarian education
eco-political delivery system

Contrasting EgoIn/EcoOut-gravitating polymathic deductions
rationally concluding wealth optimizing bias
for GoldenRule WinWin health communications

Both/And non-linear nuancing
EitherCause/OrEffect LeftBrain dominant
debate boundaries,
dualistic
deductively labeled
and crisply verbalized
words as pointed weapons
when more compassionate tools
feel too abstract
and post-traumatic win/lose
chronically stressed,
unavailable
inaccessible
not articulate,
polarizingly defined

Dipolar co-arising RightMind inductions
invite non-linear Both/And feelings
double-binding cognitive compassion
win/win internal communications

X v Y LeftBrain
RightWing
Either capitalist economic Space
Or patriarchal political Time
constant zero-sum variables

On our best non-traumatic thriving days
also X/Y-exponential NonZero Zones
exponentially expanding
RightBrain unsuppressed
co-arising resilient health/wealth systemic
binomial dipolarities

Taoist YangSpace valued Matters
equal bilateral in/out
Yintegral Earth health/wealth
restorative justice Time

Bilateral dynamic spiraling,
ecofeminist integral,
bicameral infusion
of resonant serotonin
and resilient dopamine
critical well-being waving back

To and through deep
and wide Post Traumatic StraightWhiteMale Disordered
rememories
of indigenously felt nature/spirit
science/religioning
secular/sacred reconnecting
Either/Or = Both/And resilient inter-religioning
polycultural communion
bicameral harmonics.

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All Earth’s Healthy Tribes

All EarthTribes

Each organic power network,
Each Earth energy connection
and all regenerating light systems
are universally united
in our commitment to co-empower win/win
resolutions
through our enlightened
co-passions

When natural/spiritual humanity stands
and walks
and passions in ecosystemic greatness
wonder
awe
expanding inner ego solidarity
integrity
synergy

Bicamerally united
in unstoppable health wealth commitment

To embody
our full Left/Right mindful potential
for healing loneliness
rather than stealing hoarded solitude,
world wide walls
of separation
from world wondrous wealth
of information

Repeating
and translating
and transubstantiating
bodhisattva messianic messages
acting to co-redeem others
on our way to sharing power
and light
and democratic energy

To recreate thriving Earth
internal/external cultural climates
of transformational health
development of organic wealth

Cooperatively shared
in-between
among
within all
without each EarthTribe’s
most win/win memory
of wondrous song
awesome dance
enlightening
and empowering
shared habitat’s organic
resilient wealth,
resonant EarthHealth.

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SeedBearer Psalm

Holy EarthSpirit
is our seed bearer.

Our blue celestial universe
could lack nothing

In meadows of green sweetgrass
She enlightens repose.

Into living waters of recomposure
She bears then leads us;
There S/He revives Earth’s co-passioned soul.

She guides me
by polypaths of virtue
not forsaking Her sense-rooted story.

Though we pass through this gloom
doom river valley,
I fear no mountainous trauma;
Within me
your rooted integrity
and your well-seeded womb are here,
to hearten and enlighten us.

You prepare a wealth gardened table
between us
under the eyes of my predative
and hoarding enemies;

You anoint our capital driven values
with multicultural oil,
my catholic creolizing communion cup
brims cooperatively over.

Ah, how interfaith enlightenment
and empowerment pursue us,
every day and night of Earth’s living systems;

My home,
the recreation of ecowomanist
re-imaged Yahweh,

As long as Earth empowerment
revolves around Sun’s well-seeded Womb.

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Tao of BiCameral CoOperation

My RightHemisphere’s enlightening felt choice
for Integrity
empowers my LeftHemisphere’s ecological voice
for cooperative worldview Synergy

ReMembering
GreenGoddess gave birth
to EarthChild Left and Right re-connecting
secularizing sacred good news
for polyvagal neuro-sensory health attachments

ReLigioning
interfaith reborn synergy
developing nonviolent integral good news
green interdependent conversations
networking communions
of nonviolent communicators

ReStoring
EarthMother’s Win/Win global matriotic
peaceful health

ReConnecting
climate justice wealth

ReGenerating
EastBrain felt enlightening choice
of eco/theo-logical Integrity
empowering WestBody ecological voice
for cooperative worldviews

ReVolving
mature, good, green faith,
sung and danced,
performed and liturgically reformed
to inclusively enable
enlighten
empower

The Tao times
and seasons
and ways
of bicameral intelligence

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Aging in a Curious Age

As I age in place
into awareness of replaceability
I bow to humbling curiosity,

Whether more anxious
or anticipating,
I remain conflicted

About predicting
a win/win global healthy climate
sustainable outcome

In which my own anthroprivileged species
grows in ecological curiosity
and theological humility

Enough for winning healthy Earth
restoring justice,

A peaceful paradise of curious promise
for resiliently wealthy
multicultural ecofeminists

AND our leftbrain dominant
StraightWhiteMale capital growing fragile
and increasingly suicidal Allies

Or will this Great Green Transition
end and recycle back again
a healthier peace and justice Earth
devoid of inhumane
predative
overpopulated rabid hetero-unsapient pests?

While this winEarth/loseAnthros
heart-stopping vision fails to mention
all the further kinship species
we have already helped exterminate
and will continue to take out with us,

Still
stunned
shunned
I remain quietly hopeful
that a seventh great extinction
might never come to be
before Second Comings

Of Edenic Civility
bereft of straight either/or lined
leftbrain dominant distractions

Extractions
from right interdependent circling
spiraling feeling
lack of historical multicultural traction
for healthy democratic energy
empowering flow
and enlightened nature/spirit MultiSpecies

Worshipping
polyculturing sensory resonant pleasures
of resilient health wealthy climate paradise

Recovering
old aging wonder,
humbling
and still actively curious
how EarthMother healthy ends

And rebegins
re-ligions wealthily ever after
with Yang empowering
Yintegral enlightening balance,

Either both/and way,
humane-divine hybrid consciousness
of
merely sublime natural
sensory aware spirits,

Breaths of incoming
outgoing life
as love
regeneratively prevails.

And yet
I cannot resist some attachment,
as I limp toward my own ego-recentering
ultra-nonviolet
compassioning horizon,

Rooting for this new global age
of Green Cooperative EcoFeminists
already leading our nonviolent communion
toward a resiliently restorative EarthJustice Way,

A curious winning for AnthroTribe
also winning Earth GreenPeace
to health/wealth Thrive.

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Risking Love

I knew I was getting old
when I no longer always got up
from the floor
on my first try.

I remember I am old
because I no longer assume
I will always get up
off my contemplative couch
on my first try.

To choose life
on the first through last try
may be as simple
and as complex
as to not choose death,

To choose to trust enough to take
one more,
perhaps final,
inhale.

To choose life
also includes risking love,
another gasp toward compassion,
even a shaky clasp on forgiveness,
indigenously wise mercy,
relentless curiosity,
ancient hope,

However fragile
wounded
insufficient for more grand standing
than one more bold inhale
of Earth’s organic sufficiency
simplicity
solidarity.

It feels as wrong
to define my mourning self
by my failures to love us
on my worst arising days

I feel aright
to creatively redefine our meaning
with unearned compassions for riding along
on Earth’s most grace-filled
timeless
co-arising
SabbathPlace,

My daily liturgical experience
rises and lies
each day and night
recycling in-between
sufficiency of one last grateful inhale
predicting one more first graceful gift
exhaled

Exhilarating
exciting
exiting and entering
small sufficiencies
empowering love’s enlightening
curious co-arising wealth
of loving healthy passions.

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Roots of Worship

My roots of Creator worship
are fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and curiosity

Whether this might also be true
and sometimes disappointingly false
for you

A resonantly sacred
sometimes prophetic
heart

With a resilient
health developing
ecosystemic mind

For whom my tricky part,
or one of many
as I recall…

Furtive sidewind glances
to my youthful left

Where he sat
in his magnificent
thick stacked darkness,

My closet worship thing
is impossible to come out
with perfect timing
with someone I am powerfully,
intoxicatingly, enraptured by
with
within
and preferably not without

Yet have no hope or intention
of ever being naked
or even transparent,
and certainly not vulnerable,
within his sight and hearing.

If said out loud,
then unveiled too soon
to not cause unwanted predative
seductive concerns.

If not said too soon
then inevitably disclosed too late
to retain resonant
and resilient trust

No hidden agendas,
no closet colonizing cases,
no aging platonic relationships
continuing to work
and play better
in just right silence
of unseen
unheard
unfelt
untouched emotions
without attaching motions

Back through roots of Creator worship
fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and thick stacked curiosity.

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When THEM Changes To US

When does their health
become essential
to our public health system?

When does global human health
become compassionately communicated intrinsic
for preserving
protecting
providing
liberating
conserving
nurturing our climate health-cooperative
biosystem?

When did we LeftBrain max out
opt out of,
give up on,
unhealth unsystemic uncare about
Earth’s green democratic conversion process,
Gaia’s sacred regeneration progress?

From newborns and young pups
and kittens
who clearly understand all personal attributes
and assets
are gifts from regenerations past
forthcoming,
paid forward,
fore-gifting,
mercifully fore-giving
ego-sacrificing in hard win/lose survival,
and eco-sanctifying in easier win/win thrival
health care giving and receiving times

Entirely codependent relationships
increasing in interdependently maturing
autonomous, yet still multiculturally informed
historical democratic win/win experiential choices
and cooperative will power

Healthy adolescent environmental
ecologically systemic,
biologically organic,
non-violent
democratic health communicating
bicameral intelligence

Became capable of win/win co-passionate communication
culminating in civilized co-responsible physical/metaphysical,
left/right,
natural/spiritual
sensory/sexual peak experience, Perhaps

this may be that young adolescent
worshiping “CHANGE” transition
as quickly as that first cooperatively felt
co-invested mutual climax,
slow-grown and wave-linear
and ejaculatively atomic blast
as long a revolutionary maturing process
double-edging co-empathic
Elder self-smiling private reminders

Of why we were first motivated to ask
When did I LeftBrain max out,
last fully invest in
Earth’s virile green democratic conversion process?
Gaia’s sacredly cooperative
regeneration progress?

And if your answer
has anything to do with the day you were baptized,
or the moment you first believed
in Christ’s universally redemptive love,
then you have clearly missed
God’s still green speaking
scripted
enscripted
scriptured win/win messianic
coredemptive
HolySpirit of love,

Known by our co-empowering
enlightening fruits of souls
mutually listening for
global non-violent communications
of PeaceProtecting Princes
green ecofeminist

Poor in patriarchally competitive
leftbrain dominant
unholistic spirits
of zealously independent
fundamentalistic Might Makes Right
lose/lose angry fear

Rich in matriarchally cooperative opportunity
through rightbrain therapeutic fruits
of multiculture celebrating
spirited
active
compassionate listening
before monotheistically speaking
your own competing SuperPowers

Again motivated to LeftBrain max out,
opt in,
give up on competing autonomous wealth,
receive down under evangelical impassioned health

Multiculturally systemic
cooperatively therapeutic
eco-organic care for
Earth’s green democratic conversion process

LeftBrain friendly communications
RightBrain bicamerally felt
EgoYang/EcoYintegral
Universal/Unitarian
Space/Time ZeroZone GreenPeaceful,

Gaia’s sacred
slow grown natural-light and spiritual-power,
heavenly wind above earthly waters,
regeneration progress

To ask again
with last gasp
20/20 climate cusping
pandemic compassion exhaustion,

Why do I LeftBrain max out,
opt out of,
give up on,
unhealth unsystemic uncare about
Earth’s green democratic
win/win maturation process,
Gaia’s compassionate
sacred communication progress?

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Surprising Demise

Oh what I would long to see
and breathe
and free

This polypathic wisdom
of a root and branched
systemic tree

Nurturing
Yintegral root systems
breeding Me
while YangSun branches
reach up and out
nutritionally feeding We

Polyphonic remembering
systematic Theology
of naturally spiritual experiences,
humanity experiments
in win/win Ecology

Both non-verbally felt internally
as healthy win/win
despite unwealthy respite
lost in lose/lose metaphysicality

Thought through verbal reflections
on fraught externality,

Positive/Negative
ego/eco-organic organizationality,
bilateral dipolar integrity

NonZero Souls Summarily
Whole ego/eco-systemic bicamerality

Emergently left-brain verbal dominantly
Yang solidifying v Yin flowing plasticity

Resisting overpowering generations
of straight white patriarching
capitalist win/lose competitions
rabidly degenerating

Into a lose/lose DeathCuture, ecopolitical
Rabidly pursuing viral apocalyptic climates
unraveling a global pandemic
anti-ecological

Autocratic
automatic military devolutionary industrializing
colonizing
predative post-millennial disaster mongering
kleptocratic

And,
the opposite
of Making Nationalistic
Idolatrous
Supremely white racists Great Again

Against Liberal Lovers
of healthy eco-messiah feminists,
non-violent communicating bodhisattvists
YangChrist/YinBuddhists
exploiting only Ego/Eco-Originalists
within win/win ultra-nonviolet consciousness.

Oh what I would long to see
and breathe
and free

This polypathic wisdom
of a root and branched
surprisingly simpler
systemic tree.

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Seduction’s Loss

I feel like I lost you yesterday.

Perhaps I overstepped
Some as-yet unestablished boundary
between Trust
and MisTrust

Between winning cooperation
and losing fear and anger
competing trepidations,

Like we tripped
over a fuzzy
dis-establishing line,
Unarticulated landmine
I am still not explicitly aware of
where, exactly,
it lies

We lie together
and yet apart

InBetween winning Trust
cooperatively co-invested
in not not losing active DisTrust
competitively co-divesting
re-individuating private
apartheid EgoSystems

Both encultured,
but separately developed,
by human natured
pathologically privileged
standing apart
from healthy
gospel winning wealthy
ecosystemically restoring
our bilateral peace
within polypathic EarthJustice,

CoPassionate winners of cooperative Peace
with intent to remain regenerately co-invested,
healthy days and safe nighttime dreamers,
happy.

My active mistrust
in-between noticing growing
feeling fear of having lost you
and an even narrower way
toward winning nondualistic co-acclimation,
inviting cooperative
democratically healthy dialogue
devoid of degenerative fear of losing
what was never mine to autonomously own
and defend
with autocratically unhealthy debate
against tomorrow’s even greater wounds.

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