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Dad’s Control Issues

Have you seen,
or even felt,
an historical coincidence
between monotheism
and patriarchal theism
and competitive ChosenPeople
monoculturing control issues?

Have you heard
resonant compassioned languages
polyculturing herstoric redevelopment,
ego/polytheistic
nondualistic integral multi-regenerational experience
in-between cooperative ecomatriarchal green theists
and competitive multicultural EarthTribe Circles
thrivalist Ecological Interdependent Spirals
co-empowering multigenerational ReCycles
within co-operative
ego/eco-empowering
Left/Right-Economic Winging
singing bicameral
enlightening secular/sacred bipartisan
co-governance

And Win/Win co-investment
in sublimely divinely competitive
yet playful teams
and tribes
and local community opportunities
to avoid win/lose survivalist
patristic devolutionary risks

By embracing win/win thrivalist
ecofeminist revolutionary opportunities
to polyculturally embrace compassion
when we are at high pandemic
rabid fear and anger frisk.

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NotChosen Stories

What are these days of mourning stories
I choose not to tell about myself,
my emotion-driven journeys
to windy hot imagined future
and remembered warm wet green
and impossibly resilient blue past
pre-historic paradise,
before people
and our mosquito
and cockroach
and locust
and indoor rats and mice
win/lose devolution issues.

Are these stories
whispering epic ego-passions
darkly overpowering all social evils?

Do these evil antagonists
include evils of avoiding sojourner pilgrims
triggered to mimic violent intolerance memories,
rightwing hypocrisy-feeling nightmares
rewinding leftwing conspiracy fears
and anciently divisive angers
about mortal time’s insufficiency
of how to provide ego-autonomous identity’s
most resilient health insurance
against landing on the Loser side
of left/brain either/or
Win/Lose evolutionary capitalistic
patriarchal-privileged Theory

That EcoFeminist Win/Win Wisdom Stories
are a leftwing climate pathology claim
to reclaim power
against their Win/Lose RightWing Enemy.

Are these untold ecofeminist stories
of dyspeptic depressions,
aggressive repressions,
domestically violent discommunications,
bipolarizing hypocrisy dissonance
of too much cognitive/affective distance?

Left and Right hemispheric division
triggering sensory/neural Lose/Lose
anxious absence of communicating
nutritional nurturing
positive energetic spirited
Earth-dynamic dimension natured
win-health/win-wealth resonance

Lingering back through indigenous
sacred good news
health creation and re-creation stories
I would prefer to hear
about myu own multiculturally cooperative self
recalling local cognitive/emotive community win/wins

As ego-patriarchal Yang
slow-grow empowering narratives
enlightened by eco-feminist Yintegrity’s potential
epic stories of re-creating
healthy imagined futures
empowering wealth-rememberd pasts

In warm wet eco-climate
wombs of pre-imagined healthiest past
non-tombed
doomed Earth
created for dealing rapturous lose/lose
eco-nonsystemic eternal burning death.

Green recreation stories
not chosen yet
to retell together
gathering win/win thanksgivings
remembering Here
reimagined Now
a host regenerating Gratitude
for sacred stories not yet remembered,
chosen,
and yet not privileged

In our common EarthTribe beginning
there was Light,

So, even before this Light Story
was our Dark Story of TaoTime
and then Sacred Yintegral Light
emerging nondualistic comparative darkness

EgoLight and EcoDark Stories,
Subjects with exterior unchosen dark objectives
ruminating in perpetually revolving night
in Gaia’s sacred non-violent womb
back toward tumescent Boom

Ejaculating Yang/Yin stories
not yet chosen
to become healthstrong
wealthflow Bold.

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Seduction’s Loss

I feel like I lost you yesterday.

Perhaps I overstepped
Some as-yet unestablished boundary
between Trust
and MisTrust

Between winning cooperation
and losing fear and anger
competing trepidations,

Like we tripped
over a fuzzy
dis-establishing line,
Unarticulated landmine
I am still not explicitly aware of
where, exactly,
it lies

We lie together
and yet apart

InBetween winning Trust
cooperatively co-invested
in not not losing active DisTrust
competitively co-divesting
re-individuating private
apartheid EgoSystems

Both encultured,
but separately developed,
by human natured
pathologically privileged
standing apart
from healthy
gospel winning wealthy
ecosystemically restoring
our bilateral peace
within polypathic EarthJustice,

CoPassionate winners of cooperative Peace
with intent to remain regenerately co-invested,
healthy days and safe nighttime dreamers,
happy.

My active mistrust
in-between noticing growing
feeling fear of having lost you
and an even narrower way
toward winning nondualistic co-acclimation,
inviting cooperative
democratically healthy dialogue
devoid of degenerative fear of losing
what was never mine to autonomously own
and defend
with autocratically unhealthy debate
against tomorrow’s even greater wounds.

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Pandemic-Climate Health Recovery Team

In Colchester, CT,
and possibly in your town too,
we have a LongTerm ReCoVery Committee
looking at 20/20 prevision
for post-pandemic climate health revisions
for wealthy local and global EarthJustice.

So, what have I noticed
that might be economically
and ecologically win/win useful?

In a post-pandemic
post-Trump StraightWhitePatriarchal-capitalist cabal,
post-BusinessAsUsual monoculturing economic climates
of All-Or-Nothing
Either-Or
Win-Lose competitive health-care,

We over-value
fundamentally left-brain privileged subconscious
and/or unconscious bipolar Lose-Lose
absolutist
supremacist
xenophobic
anthropocentric slimates;

For sorta virally nasty primates
and for our actively curious win/win compassionate
engaged allies
restorative justice and peace mediators
co-invested witnesses
co-empathic cooperatively co-mentors?

For political,
ecological,
and possibly even win/win systematic theological,
mutual
and eco-spiritual,
physical
and metaphysical,
compassionate verbal
and non-verbal
therapeutic mediating communication systems
at our local bioregional level.

  1. Our natural and internationally commodified food
    distribution systems
    are less cost/effectively efficient
    and less environmentally friendly
    than old-fashioned
    local cooperative gardens and family farms
    organically planned
    and community implemented
    to deliver fresh locally grown
    cooperatively-owned,
    produced
    and privately
    and commercial-public
    health and wellness wealth consumed.
  2. Chronically stressed
    by social-polarized politically
    and economically divesting
    unraveling distancing,
    human nature looks for more multicultural ways
    to reconnect with nearby domestic
    win/win healthy and safer Animated Natures.

I have neighbors who had to take a number
to adopt a rescued dog.

I have neighbors whose household income is so reduced
they could afford to continue pet health care
cooperative consumer-owned insurance payments
if a local vet petcare network
with sliding fee and volunteer time-equity payment plans
were available.

I suddenly have a lot of neighbors
who are way more cooperatively invested
in the win/win companionship
of their healthy non-mask wearing dogs
and cats
than they are in masked
or unmasked me.

[Which is OK
because I’ve found myself reduced
more recently seduced
by the sexiness of a MotherTree
standing starkly now this autumn
in Her scandalous scaled
unmasked
unleafed
vulnerable
transparently communicating
nudity.]

  1. I was waiting
    at least six feet apart
    in the Goodwill line
    eighteen miles outside Colchester
    remembering a mom
    who is also an Economic Development Commissioner
    observing that Colchester lacks
    clothing
    and household goods retail
    because we are a population under-scaled,
    not yet over-infested with win/lose big-box
    retailed
    bought-and-sold
    corporate monocultural
    capitalist economic systems
    overpowering cooperative networks.

And I’m remembering
all the consumer fun I had,
when my kids were still children,
shopping in good-used consignment shops;
a more suburban version
of Goodwill
cooperative-urban.

Then I remembered Colchester,
a new location to me
moved in during this pandemic,
is quietly rural
and village bedroom community,
where sweaters
under and over my arms
wait to travel with me
to our new home;

These may well have come
from Colchester to Norwich,
waiting to travel back again.

I wonder
what it would be like
to have local clothing and household goods
shopping options while riding bike
to a local CoOp and ConSignment Shop

Where good used stuff is further discounted
for CoOp consumers and re-salers,
owner co-managers
include a multicultural/disabilities
human resource savvy
LongTerm Win/Win RePurposing Team.

  1. I also noticed
    I have become so horribly contained
    by our national and international addiction
    to win/lose partisan debates
    and vicious circle entertainments
    and mutually antagonistic
    economically viscous capitalistic political assumptions

I forget Earth’s more Whole EcoSystemic
Win/Win regenerative economics
politically empowering,
cooperatively mediating,
mentoring long-term restorative
resilient regeneration

Through Her long-term climate
of health/wealth-care
cooperative wellness trends.

I’ve been listening to local candidates
for democratically healthy leadership positions,

Noticing how many are attorneys,
trained well by and for an adversarial
self-advertising debate
left-brain dominant
punishing win/lose competitions
in eco-political
non-communicating
non-virtuously imprisoning
partisan debate

Rather than discussing
long-term reconnecting peace opportunities
for local/global
ego/eco-compassionate co-investment.

I also remember
one of many recent zooming conversations
I’ve tried not to have
since Marching 20/20

Listening to an attorney
retrained by win/win-seeking
restorative justice mediating
therapeutic process
progressively mentoring more of a deep listening
multiculturally intelligent
bicamerally balancing
good secular/sacred,
ecological/theological/neurological

Interfaith news
re-ligioning eco-political compassionate communication
for cooperatively empowering
community developing
health/wealth-care systems

And collaboratively enlightening
wealth/health care EarthJustice
local/global
poli/economic
polypathic win/win
cooperative network development.

Colchester
must already include
attorneys
and public/private health-care financial investors
and business LeftBrain dominant win/lose
non-fundamentalistic moderators,
more win/win evangelizers,
mentors anticipating other multiculturally ecosystemic thinkers
and collaborative feelers,
deductive/inductive balanced teachers and parents,
preachers and win/lose penitents
capable of 20/20 envisioning/revisioning
win/win compassionate communication

For healthier and wealthier
resilient,
indigenously and multiculturally resonant,

[post-pandemic lose/lose,
post-win/lose
anti-ecologically misanthropocentric risks]

For Long-term regenerative
health/wealth-care,
post-pandemic climate restoration

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The Curiously Democratic Invitation

RE: Cooperative MultiCultural HealthCare Development

Dear Neighbors, Community Civic Civilians:

Curious about win/win economic and political games
co-investing and co-empowering

Past
and present
and healthy regenerative future civilizations,
civil rights
and civic-recentering
curiously interdependent,

Both analogically Either/Or RightWing dominant
and metaphorically Both/And LeftWing prominent
ego/eco enlightening
systemically cooperative
thinking/feeling to ask questions
and imagine, together,
possible win/win healthy and safe future opportunities
without quite so much win/lose unhealthy unsafe family
and individual,
global and local community climate risk

Remembering shadows of indigenous
intuitive
intimate nature/spirit consciousness
of sacred ecosystemic climax worshipers
and secular multiculturally awesome neighbors
presenting cooperatively co-investing potential
in our communal ecosystemic habitat
for all health-and-safety communal EarthTribes.

You are receiving this invitation
to a virtual win/win community economic development PlaySpace
biased and privileged toward cooperative
democratic win/win health systems

A virtual neighborhood multicultural recovery dialogue
including local faith communities
with contemporary democracy empowering missions
interfaith eco-politically enlightening discussions

Remembering
re-ligioning physical empowerment
through civil rights
and civic mind-bodied
rights and lefts bicamerally depolarizing
toward win/win historical
personal and political
and economic co-investment experiences

Multicultural
metaphysical interior felt faith
in democratizing spiritual-mental health
within compassionate communication templates
of non-violent communion
transubstanting left/right multilateral union,

As one interdependent civil civic community
cooperative win/win
co-investing in Economic Development Virtual Games
for 20/20 collaborative revisioning
and 50/50 co-responsive
private/public realtime healthy outcomes
through ego/eco-systemic multiculturing
empowering long-term
GoldenRule restoration wealth

Of cooperative democratic win/win Trust,
ecosystemic
polymathic
polypathic
polyvagal
polymorphic
polynomial Yang
with Not(Not) binomial
polyphonic Yintegrity

Rooted in historical/multicultural
EcoPolitical NonZero-Soul
Whole Systemic
Compassionately Curious
Local through Municipal through Global through Munificent
NonViolent Communication Systems
of and for
cooperatively causing and effecting
Restorative PostPandemic EarthJustice.

With Warm Namaste Wishes,

Your Community Economic Development Commission

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Peak Spiritual Communications

When our religious practice
discipline
dogma
principles
values
unchanging tradition voices
erode out of line,
escape outside the box
within which lies our own spiritual experience
memories,
peak and everyday
of win/win cooperative
compassionately communing inter-relationships,
ectosystemic elationships

Then our spiritual experience
has also been monoculturally segregated
divorced
ignored
sinned
silenced
disempowered,
unenlightened
missed the physical
and metaphysical marks
of our own natural
multiculturally healthy
cooperative
co-invested
empowering
enlightening natural sensations,
sensory connectedness,
compassionate communications

Committed to radically democratizing political ecohealth,
wealthy Earth-Opulent Peace,
restoring ecosystemic Justice,
collaboratively planning how we can extend
peak multicultural
interfaith healthy global goodnews
actively seeking more robust
resonant
resilient polycultural outcomes

Realigning reflection
on our species’ multicultural religious practices
reconnecting our own spiritual life experience histories
with inside voices
and outside natural nurturing nutritional choices,
preferred win/win sensations,
sensory co-empathic awareness

We are Earth-Natured healthy creations
processing
re-creating toward wealthier cooperative
collaborative
democratic global climax
as we learn to compassionately communicate
mediate
facilitate
everyday dialogue more peacefully,
debate less toxically,
in empowering
enlightening solidarity
of natural/spiritual
outside/inside co-passionate reflective experience
revolutionary togathering

As bicameral individuals
individuating among a long regenerative journey
of ego/ecosystemic bilaterals
subject/objective sensory
spirit internalized
everyday secularized
commodified voices
deep listening within traditional lines
and boxes,
circles
spiraling
inspiring naturally dynamic sensory
win/win restorative
redemptive
regeneratively changing,
processing,
progressing
healthy democratizing objectives
transcending wealthy sensory subjective consciousness

As complex ecosystemic experience
transcends profoundly chaotic egocentric
anthro-centric
patriarchal-centric
capitalist win/lose-centric
leftbrain either/or-dominant historic memories
of unchanging traditional apartheid
dissociative
unfeeling
desensitizing
disempowering
unenlightening
absence of win/win communication
natural/spiritual nondualistic
objective/subjective
yang/yin
external/internal
inhaling/exhaling experience
eco/theo-logical historical memories

Multiculturally creolizing imaginations
rooted in bilateral
bicameral ecopolitical
compassionate communication
neuro-sensory systemic
regenerative
resonant
resilient experience
reflection
insight
empowerment
cooperative planning
implementation
re-evaluation
re-connecting
re-ligioning
this holy union
of dipolar co-arising
indigenous nature/spirit
nondualistic experience
bicameral intelligence
historical-cultural contextual climax feelings
we have
together
almost achieved this great transition
climatically healthy peak experience

While dreaming of healthy unitarian communion,
not fearful or angry,
Of universal compassionate communication,
non-violent.

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Judging v Mediating

Judging v Mediating,
like Teaching v Mentoring,
like dogmatic Preaching v compassionately Communicating,

As felt
and appreciated by my LeftBrain dominant
RightWing hand
nurturing StraightWhite patriarchal
overpoweringly privileged
systemically elitist judgment

Branching, colonizing,
extending up and out in many capitalist predation,
LeftBrain patriarchally Yang dominant
competitive win/lose economic
and non-ecological co-relational memories
of investing in egocentric
anthropocentric
win/lose retributive
retaliatory
punishing
authoritative Answer-Seeking

Yet also rooting down and out
as a co-mediator
mentoring ecofeminist listening,
speaking as democratically acting,
empowering,
cooperative win/win enlightening,
with Left/Right informed bivameral preference
for discussing holistic
cooperatively trusting balance
with deep compassionate
context-listening democratic intelligence

To restore civil,
spiritual,
natural
Ego/Eco-Justice

Through multiculturally non-violent
regenerative win/win
democratically cooperative
communication systems
co-arising communion experience,

Health community memories
and cooperatively-held gratitude
to become competent community
extended family
mediators
entrusted with non-violent verbal communication skills
for positive experience win/win mentorships

Of
and for
our explicit historical
multiculturally evolving immigrating
quests to restore empowering justice
for all Living Healthy EarthSystems

By cooperatively learning
to ask more competent mediating questions
for healing absence of cooperatively-held judgment,
abstentions from international health systemic authority,
vacancy and entropy lacking interpersonal
and multi-regenerational co-investment

To empower Left
and enlighten Right
Integral
polycultural
Win/Win outcome design,
dialogue,
discussion,
discernment
for fully trusting
Democracy enlightened multicultural Practice

And not so much
self-perpetuating
win/lose retributive PrivilegeSystems
punishing criminalized non-elite,
too often poor and brown/black
and feminist/matriarchal
and GLBTQ,
apartheid individualized
de-contextualized
de-politicized
de-historicized
disinvested lives

Held in devolutionary prejudicial imbalance
by RightWing establishment adversarial judges
and power-mongering adult teachers
that our most sacred communication support systems
were never intended to become cooperatively
co-invested
civil and civic democracies
for empowering healthy ego-systems
and enlightening wealthy ecosystemic habitats
for multicultural mediation
and polypathically bicameral
democratically healthy mentorships
in deep listening
compassionate communication systems.

Heterosexual human spirit/natured presumption,
patriarchal privilege,
systemic white anthropocentric elite-WorldValue
eco-political bias
among win/lose arbitrators
of oppositionally-posed,
defiantly-positioned,
authoritative fear and anger governance of facts,

Traditional artifacts of monocultures
without prejudice
advocating win/win enlightened communications
as originally experienced
in psycho-neurological
regenerative ecotherapeutic health practice

InBetween EcoFeminist empowering sacred wombs
and EgoSupremacist endarkening
impassioned bilaterally dissonant
and co-passioned bicamerally resonant
communion-balancing
ego/eco-communication systems

Mediating
mentoring,
enlightening
empowering,
memory experienced
regeneratively win/win biased
left/right balancing
cognitive/emotive
yang/yintegral systems,
interdependent dynamic communication systems,

Bicameral,
bilateral,
binomial,
double-binary networks,
with integral
median win/win
multicultural dipolar co-arising
healthy green communion
ego/ecosystemic balance bias,

Extremely intimate
and deeply public
non-violently democratic,
cooperative health/wealth co-investment prejudice

For making Earth
and all Her healthy neurological/digestive
Life-Health Systems
integrally
democratically,
enlightening and cooperatively empowering
life-supportive multiculturing climates

And not darkened
and disempowering professional
patriarchal
punishing win/lose unjust
traditional capitalist monoculture predation
corporate machines,
mono-egotistic anti-theistic industries,
judgmental dogmatic teaching
fear and anger and hate DeathCultures

When we could preferentially choose
to become win/win restorativbe justice
and peaceful win/win compassion communicating mentors
and ego/eco-healthy mediators
again

Much less parentally
and patriarchally sure
that a health-wealthing extended WorldView family
of LifeSystems
is not a wealth-healthy
democratically interdependent
win/win cooperative
Compassion Communication System

Best suited for Win/Win nonjudgmental mediators
and DeepListening and Learning
mentors for healthier democratic
bicameral Cooperative Economic/Logical
LivingEarth Communication Trust
in MultiCultural CoInvestment Systems.

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The Self-Invested Boss

Straight from the New York Times,
The Macho Appeal of Donald Trump:
We saw him being a boss

A take charge kinda’ narcissistic guy;
just the kind of win/lose business capitalist
to Make America Even More Competitive Again,

Especially if you have always enjoyed
StraightWhiteMale privilege

And never sworn to defend
a democratic health care agenda
for the well-being of all the people
and plants
all over the planet
at all times,
in all federally-associated
and invested places,
sacred spaces.

Others saw and heard
a self-invested capital-privileged
narcissistic Boss,
of an old
and extremely tiring supremacist vintage,
who never could be a successful multicultural business manager
in the private sector,
much less a successful multicultural democratic facilitator
of public health and safety information
in our nation’s
and our regenerative Earth’s
best and brightest
cooperatively facilitated eco-political
resiliently robust interests.

Would you want him to be your boss?
Your dad?
Your teacher?
Your preacher?
Your mental and/or physical health care provider?
Your economic prophet?
Your family’s political co-empowerment advisor?
Your banker?
Your fearless leader
so full of fear
of anyone
not a wealthy
hopelessly secular and profane
competitive real estate marketer
and straight white male privileged owner
like him?

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Swelling Senses

When compassion becomes reduced
to his “right now”
every time swollen climax,

Then passion’s sensory potential
becomes reduced in focus,
usually emphasizing lusty speaking
over loving listening,

To seeing
more than hearing
harmonic heart beats
and breath
and other
lower
bilateral co-arising
tumescent swollen dipolarities.

Yet, a larger frame
and deeper consciousness
cooperatively held
managed
owned
committed play space
need not compete
with left-brain
male dominant decontextualizing
ego-absorbed focus

Larger co-relating passions
empower inclusive resonance
between sensory and specifically sexual
non-violent verbal
and non-verbal communication

Expands inside/outside enlightenment,
integral climax
post-climax
pre-climax
yin-valleyed unclimaxed reflective seasons
and health-wealthy reasons
within any passionate Earth relationship

From the sublime
to the dysfunctionally ridiculous
with mutual forgiveness
active curiosity (never passive impatience)
courage
loyalty
integrity
empowering win/win EarthTribe health
and enlightening ego/eco-systemic
bicameral
contextual
psycho-neurological robust wealth
of multiculturing
fertile co-passion.

It seems male
Yang
root chakra energy,
especially StraightWhiteMale privileged incarnations,
expend considerable time,
and, too often, money
on teaching our sexual bodies
how to powerfully climax

And almost no ecofeminist time
and recreational space
listening to our compassionate sensory hearts
and breaths
and bicamerally communicating minds
to co-empathically climax
resonantly
resiliently,
as regeneratively felt and heard
connection
between sensual synergy
beauty
symmetry
synchronicity,
and sexual integrity.

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Transitional Illuminations

“As I leave
this compound body
of flesh and blood
I will know it to be
a transitory illusion.”

Could transitory
embodied illusions
become mindbody gateways
toward transitional systemic illumination?

Could hybrid mind/bodies,
sacred/secularized thoughts,
spiritual/naturalized neurological feelings
of attachment
to perfect self/other
ego/eco-perpetuating
inside/outside climates of peace
restoring Earth Justice CoAttachment
also become timeless sensory experience
of Integrity’s Universal Promise?

Could climax of death’s Yang loss
also predict Yin’s deeply seeded memory
of passionate fulfillment
as inevitably healthy DNA’s redevelopment
peacefully, and yet relentlessly, seeding
rooting
breeding
wanting
needing
ungrasping
kneading
egging
bleeding
longing
belonging
edging both in and out
through all past pain and passion people
of Earth’s passionate Yang
(compassionate Yin)

Win/Win Promise of enlightened/empowering Earth
Future health-wealthiest Creations
of body-flesh and mind-nurturing blood,
together known to be
Here in space,
Now in conscious bilateral time,
transitional bicameral systems
of Yang loves
what Yin needs
Yang compassion
empowering illuminations.

As I live
this systemic body
of flesh and blood
I know and feel me to be,
and yet become,
a Transitional Illumination.

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