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Refugees for Growing Wisdom

I’m listening to my least favorite inside voice
again
still reminding me in inconsistent Yang denial
of his own internal Yin belonging
to non-violently long for resolutions
toward a more PositivEnergy CoOperation.

This time
“I don’t believe in No Gun Zones.”

It does echo his bad bully boy
not believing in Climate Pathology,
not believing in universal health care giving
and receiving,
not believing in Christmas
as a time of divine-humane coincidental rebirth,
creolization on a revolutionary restorative scale,
or is that Easter Promise?

Not believing in the importance
or even comparative strength of integrity
over weaker mendacity,
anti-integrity,
LockerRoom Talk
and BackRoom Assault,
not believing in power and revolutionary peaceful pace
of pertinent PositivEnergy Democracy,
Active Love and Hope
over evolving competitive impertinence
of NegativEnergy Elitism.

Not believing in music,
or rainbows,
or multi-colored deep dualdark yin-listening,
not believing Truths
could have integrity of in/exformation
flowing bilateral co-arising symmetry,
regenerative spiral DNA health and nutrition structure,
Sacred Beauty.

Beauty and Peace
and love for mused integrity
do not pretend to care in slightest twitter
if we believe in them or not;
and probably more notnot double-binding cognitive-affective
irresolution,
in-between

Like mistrust
between economic trust
and political anti-trust assault.

These are not orthodox or even heterodox creeds
and public multicultural service contracts
to be read and believed and trusted
or not,
although perhaps more divine inspiration
of polypathic messages
in polyphonic media.

Yang PolyNomial Positive Strings and Rings
Cycles and Recycles and Organic Resilient Revolving Systems
bipolar not yet quite believing,
daring to dipolar Pos-PosEnergy hope,
in equitable democracy
with notLose-notLose
equals Win-Win commitment
to DNA with RNA
resiliently buoyant
ZeroZone
Permacultural Resonance.

Either you can hear
EarthSoul within
and SolarSpirit without
as nondual appositions
of Earth’s PermaCulturing Core ZeroZone
without guns, and with seeds and plants to share,
and without other Yang-Too-Dominant
ballistic climate pathologies,

Or, I do not yet have
WiseElder WinWin ZeroZone saturation maps
to see and hear your bicamerally resonant yin-territory,
polycultural landscape hopes
and prime relational ZeroZone health wealth dreams.

Perhaps if I learn to better sing and dance
more and less bitter love songs
and restorative gospel anthems,
this inside voice I least appreciate
could see how denying Earth’s long operatic history
as a No Gun BioRegional Zone
sounds to yin ears
like denying co-responsibility
for an epic muiltigenerational holocaust

Denying hope for matriotic peace.
Denying commitment to future healthy climates.

Denying inside democratic voices
for healthier restorations.
Denying outside democratic voiced songs and rhythms,
narrative landscapes of healthy wealth
resonant
abundant
redolent with karmic grace integrity
of each Here as Now potential
Eco/Ego holonic nested
therapeutic resonating moment.

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Wisdom to Survive

When will we gain the wisdom to survive
this disturbing
degenerate
NegativEnergy
adolescent denialism
of fascist bullying tendencies
toward shrieking violence
at silent displaced victims,
creating rivers of homeless
multi-degenerational refugees?

Where are the all growed up
nurturing regenerate adults
in our capital city rooms?

On organic farms, maybe,
and outside healing our soils
and rivers
and climatic atmosphere.

When our great grandkids
arrive happily and safely by bike
across cooperative harvesting neighborhoods,
team teaching and listening
their restorative justice Sunday Creation Schools,
riding through their Permaculture Designed
Sacred Deep and Wide Ecology Projects.

When they stand among allied classmates
like slow-growing trees
restoring Earth’s climate ruined place,

When they have restoried our No Gun Zone streets
with bike paths and nutritious narrative trails
through literally edible forests
and bright-flowered lanes,

When their eco-village homes
and neighborhoods
preserve and naturally-spiritually reconstruct
EgoStrong and EcoFlowing places
born upon river valley sides,
goat and sheep grazing Greens,
park meadows,
and organic cooperatively-owned and managed gardens
rich in well-placed windows
for observing lovely PositivEnergy abundance.

When their FirstNative sacred River
once again runs gracefully pure,
as their premillennial parents
never saw or knew it.

And over stone and clay bridges
birdsong like a rainbow-octaved canopy
speaks through fragrant flowered air
cool in wooded shade,
warmer on arms
and shoulders
and bicameral heads
crossing clover and alfalfa clearings
inviting returns
to green sweetgrass memories.

When on their steepest river banks
an old forest already stands restored
from briared choking vines
by PositiveEnergy Justice Guardians.

When their deep and rich leaf-fall blankets
drift down to sooth multicultured roots.

When nurturing out and in veins
and lungs,
now forgotten resources
for Ego-EcoCentric Hope,
have reopened
toward cooperative energy restoration.

When their families sing and dance together
on town Greens and meadows.

When indoor and outdoor voices
hear polyphonic music
rise out of polypathic grounds…
ancestral DNA-RNA anthems
of well-danced solidarity.

Then this native river valley
will spread across bilateral time
and WiseElder space,
a self-perpetuating grove of grace

And sacred eco-theo logical memories
grow through fire-circling matriarch-patriarch legends.

Sacred ego-echo resonant legends
spring into gospel songs
of polyculturing harvests.

Civil Right-Left love songs
liturgize humane EarthSoul sacraments.

Deep learning abundance of this ZeroZone place
after our climate pathology time
carry songs of people
and eagles,
hawks and doves,
whales and wolves
and rabbits,
bring sacred WiseElder health
indwelling PositivEnergy light.

They no longer merely dream
of WinWin ZeroZone Raptures,
no paradise transubstantiation
as consuming competing victims
rather than also producing cooperative allies.

Our WinLose competing hardships
of inevitable evolution
help birth their WinWin ZeroZone,

EarthSoul in synchronic responsive responsibility,
democratic mutual authority,
sublime cooperative possibility,
sacred mundane everyday epic vocations

For Nurturing ReGenerative Adults
revisioning A Vision
away from Toxic DeGenerative
perpetual WinLose Adolescence
of too much LeftBrain Yang dominance,
refusing to succumb to EarthSoul’s grace
as our No Gun ZeroZone.

 

Note: This piece borrows lavishly, gratefully, shamelessly, and hopefully transparently from Wendell Berry’s “A Vision”

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Class of 1970

When I was in my Michigan high school
I found something both promising
and sacred,
portentous with rural, yet also urbane, PositivEnergy,
in and among our graduating classes
of 1970.

Ending with mindful roundness
of Zero.
Preceded by almost octave fullness
of sacred potentiating Seven.
Echoed more gobslappingly
by double-digit Nineteen,
promising most of us
a transmillennial journey
toward WiseElder restorative therapies,

Sacred healing ceremonies
and daily co-invested
deep learning eco/theo-logical lives
with 2020 Revolutionary Vision.

The 1900s of our DNA development
preached Ego’s know-how
to EcoSacred ZeroSoul 70s
need and hope to know why-now

The 80s will surely turn us toward Beloved Muses
living in EcoVillage Beloved Communities
of restored EarthSoul Peace.

A universal PeaceCorp journey
through why and how individual de-militarized Egos,
double-boundaried
by EarthSpirit above
and EarthSoul within,
restore
cultivate
interdependent Zero Prime Identity Relationship
with divine Spirit inspiration

Entirely at 2000 home
in a coming
rapturing
revolutionary active hope
toward 2020 Truths with Beauty
Way
Wu-Wei
Tipping Points of double binary boundaries
Ego-EcoCentering
bilateral lives
in soon coming EcoVillage Habitats.

Beloved communities
cooperating political sacred trusting Friends,
Partners,
Allies,
Bodhisattva Collaborators,
restoratively healing CoMessiahs,
Western patriarchal WinLose Souls
with Eastern matriarchal nondual WinWin
DNA-RNA Solidarity,
Advocates of and for ZeroZone Spirits.

Both secularly portentous
and sacred Wonder
and Awesome PositivEnergy Spirits
emerging from 0000 toward 2020
through our incarnate
multigenerational stories

Both spatially LeftBrained deductive
and temporally JustRight inductive resilient
YangSpirits looking up and out
with inside resonant YinZero-Soul
back and forth
through Christic 0000 Zone
EgoLeft FatherGod
with Eco-WiseElder Matriotic Soul
together divinely Gaian bilateral
polypathic deductions
with polyphonic inductions

YangEgo
delineating notSpirit/notSoul ZeroZone
spacetime gospel memories
ZeroPrime Relational
sacred active Hope
PositiveEnergy
enthymematic PolyNomial Paths
not back (so not forth) Yinternal PolyPhonic

Looking ecstatically forward
to 2020
after our fifty years
in deep listening learning wilderness
sacred ecological
and secular theological
domesticating
re-acclimating
creolizing
resilient-resonant multiparadigmatic eyes
and ears
hearing thresholds for Tipping Point PeaceRevolutions
pro-democratic lives of
anti-climatic health enculturation

Alpha through Omega
double-binding Yang strong past
with Yin flowing future
dipolar restorative WinWin
ZeroZone healing
of too many bipolar 19s and 7s
with their intrinsically irrational issues
shading understories,
cooperative co-incidences.

So why is
Let Peace Begin With Me
typically sung
in ZeroZone C-Major Yang
and four-part yinternal harmony
fractal-octaves
of ZeroSoul
resilient-resonant
for slow march paced
toward wellbeing
healing
Yang/Yin bipolar now dipolar
nondueling so love co-arising
to Let Peace Begin
with 2020 We?

In 2020 Business As CoOperative EarthFirst Usual,
why do Beloved Musing Entrepreneurs
so often do well
and become WiseElder ahead?

In 2020 forests,
why do Yang cooperativists
prosper through restorative yin-therapies?

Cope well with a bit of climate pathology
without over-reacting
by trying to eat and hoard too much of Earth
in our own time?

Thereby depriving
all our potential post-millennial generations
their fair share of living baptismal water purity,
loving fertile soil and soul responsibility,
knocking on wind-blown doors
of healthy possibility.

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Going PositivEnergy with God

I realize it’s been over a year now
But, sorry dear,
I just can’t seem to move past our loss,
nearly half our extended national family
in one cataclysmic day.

You mean the Donald
and those who might consider voting for him again
today
and tomorrow
if they could?

Yes.
Especially the ones
who believe they are Christians in good faith
and Catholics in good moral standing.

You sound pro-life judgmental.

And I feel victimized
but these ZeroZone victim feelings
of violation
and fear to listen to national and Earth news,
my sense of imploding climate doom,
these include us all,
even the most bigoted
and demented
and desecrating RightWing OnePercent,

Because all our children
and theirs
and theirs
are democratically equal
in these exponential risks
against Earth’s 7-Generation designing
and planning
and cooperative living,
in supporting PositivEnergy Democratic Trust
restorative healing
self-with-other perpetuating
WinWin resiliently brillant
healthy future regenerations.

And
would your sacred ecotherapy
co-arise RightWing
ego restorations,
health trends toward something resembling
secular with sacred healthy sanity?

Well right now
I would settle
for becoming capable of explaining
to our wealthy optimistic kids
why nearly half those who voted
in the U.S.
in November of 2016,
in the very last election before our 2020 PolyCultural Rapture,
Why would good faith gospelers
vote for competitive
and punishing monocultural Trumpism,
playing the miserable role
of Anti-Restorative Healing Christ,
when he specifically threatened
He is pro-nationalistic supremacy
more than pro-All EarthLives Matter.

He is against protecting clean air,
against restoring healthy organic soil,
against protecting purity of living water,
and against a federal commitment
to universal health-care giving and receiving
affordable to all U.S. PositivEnergy co-investors
in good-faith social security
and ecopolitical health-conservation optimization;

His Red White and mostly Blue DeathLips
spit against No Gun EarthZones,
against WinWin non-violent
PositivEnergy Democracy,
cooperatively invested Trust,
Good Faith,
Healthy-Wealthy Enculturation.

Wow!
Your fascination with this CEO selection issue
for this time
and in this divided Red-RightWing
Blue-LeftWing place
has taken on epic Green Revolutionary West-Greets-East proportions
of good YangRight resilient ego/eco-centered voters
conjoining YinLeft resonant RightBrained poets
and prophets,
artists
and permacultural healers
who prefer not to fade among
self-appointed
Naked Apprentice Kings.

With embarrassingly vain combovers.
Don’t forget his transparent mendacity
when what Christians,
and all good faith adults,
pray for
is moral integrity,
within as without.

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Differences That Matter

What if the difference,
or a more significant difference,
a profound past of Tipping Point reference,
between nondual Left-Right bicameral consciousness
and more dualistic philosophies
and religious theologies
Is ZeroPrime rooted
more in listening to outdoor acclimators
more than indoor would-be-transformative,
reforming,
retributive punishing
WinLose competition voices.

What if outdoor voices
of nature-spirit nondualists,
like predative hawks
and cooing soothing doves,
trickling streams
and surfing oceans,
billowing firestorms
and roaring hurricanes
and ominously silent overwhelming tsunamis,
seizures inside as sacred Earthquakes
rumbling and rolling identity creolizations ourselves

If spring fresh breezes for planting
and pungent fall winds for harvesting delight
could speak more resiliently and resonantly
and maybe even loudly
in capital cities,
urban, potentially urbane,
nutritriously landscaped environments,
and not only
more marginally rural
enculturing voices for organic farming
and renewable PositivEnergy cooperatives,
democracies,
and fire-circle matriotic story-tellers
and networks of teaming exterior permacultural designers
restoring healthier wealthier ecopolitics
to inside outside environmental voices.

What if urban overcrowded inside
stressed-out
sleep deprived
over human populated
under humane valued
healthy body natures
with wealthy mind acclimating inside/outside spirits

Knew vague WinWin creolizing hopes
for polyculturally inclusive
resiliently and resonantly sustainable outcomes?

And were voices Left and Right double-bound
re-acclimating our deep sacred ecology identities (Bateson),
creolizing our nature-spirit nondual economies
and political empowerments/disempowerments (J.A. Gordon)
transubstantiating our LeftEgo and RightEco
co-redemptive process theologies,
transforming our resilient resonant WinWin Game voices
to sing and dance with all Earth’s choices,
sometimes stressed by pathological climate trends,
regimes,
TippingPoint wu-wei thresholds
between and among acclimating co-systems
of identity
transforming overcrowded inside punishing voices
outside inviting nature-spirit nondual
deeply restorative listening.

Learning sacred TippingPoint ecology
relearning spiritually-naturally acclimating
cooperative eco-multicultural theology.

Retributive climate pathology
praying for restorative therapeutic
spiritual-natural peace.

Holy dawn of each multicoloring sacred day
merely more mundane secular daylight
from inside our windowed defensive habitats,
ecologians
looking longingly out
remembering innocent childhoods
when outdoor dawns
felt like our own right-aged
cooperative voices
and promising scents
inviting emerging polyhued resonant space
as right-now time
in One ZeroZone
of Innocent BiLateral Bliss.

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What Assault Rifles Teach

Arming teachers
to prevent assault rifle tragedies
in schools
Is like arming preachers
to prevent epic sins and unorthodox errors
in church.

Are we teaching peace
and restorative justice
or war-mongering
and retributive injustice?

More hate
and fear
and anger?
Or a touch of love
and kindness
and cooperative consciousness,
mindfulness?

More climate pathologies
or finally some climates
of multiculturing health?

How to evaporate promising youth
or how to facilitate resonant resilience
of youth through WiseElders
mentoring GoldenRules?

Just because Trump
does not believe in No Gun Zones
does not discourage me
from continuing to believe
that Earth did rather well as a No Gun Zone
for several tens of thousands of years
before we came along,
adding desecrating gunpowders
and militarized self-righteous assaults
with deadly automated weapons
to Her sacred mix.

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Urbane History MathLessons

I have a hardbound copy of
“The City of Hartford 1784-1984”
although most of this coffee table story
of unfortunate events
takes place between 1850 and 1950s,
before and after the UnCivil War,
and,
like the U.S. Catholic Church
and many MainLine Protestant WiseElder headcounts,
reaching peak population
during the 1950s,
followed by a slow declining landscape
of pathological degenerativity.

Numbers stand out.

The still published Hartford Courant
began as a weekly Connecticut Courant
in 1764.

In 1938
a hurricane brought us 7.4 million dollars in damages
and 4,000 homeless human lives,
not necessarily in that reported order
of moral priority.

This was the first hurricane in 123 years.
But, our history book back in 1815 records,
nor rewards,
no damages or homeless or lost lives
from hurricanes or otherwise.
No lives that mattered
on this timeline.

Between 1850 and 1900
“Fires and Catastrophes”
result in loss of 53 lives,
about ten per decade,
one per year,
and $1,190,000 in lost property values;
about $220,000 per decade.

These same numbers during the subsequent fifty years,
from 1900 through 1950,
are 216 dead,
a 400% increase in the wrong direction,
primarily due to a Ringling Brothers Circus Fire,
which does not report
any loss of elephants
or lions
and tigers
and bears,
much less wicked monkeys.

Damages grow from the previous century’s total
just over one million,
to over $11 million
between 1900-1950;
about $2,200,000 per decade–
a ten-fold mean depression in prosperity.

In 1956
the burning of St. Joseph Cathedral
and St. Patrick’s Church
quickly add another $5,250,000,
bringing us to about $16.5 million burned
and otherwise catastrophied away.

With growing human population values
and investment in our healthy infrastructure
technology and buildings,
transportation and entertainments,
comes greater risks and costs
for sustaining healthy educated lives,
quickly escalating challenges for resilient goals
of healthy-wealthy loves,
theological grace
and ecological karma.

Lives authentically and universally pro-sacred life,
not merely secularized anthropogentric
and extractively commodified
and deductively reduced to a less demanding moral standard
of merely tolerating LoseLose abortions,
fires,
catastrophies,
totalitarian sociopathologies,
retributive punishments
of divinely inhumane climate pathology.

To grow in pro-life extending communities
is to develop restorative healing
born matriotic of
and for
resilient health
and resonantly distributed WinWin buoyant wealth,
sustainability of nutritious
nurturing Yang with Yin co-arising climates,
both healthy interior
and exterior wealth-regenerate landscapes.

Restoring resilient peace
is hampered by punishing
and suppressing symptoms,
eliminating histories of social anti-life wounds,
aborting darker NegativEnergy subpersonalities.

Healing lack of wholeness,
horizontal ego restoration
bred and fed across extending family regenerations of leveling time,
And vertical economic-above
and ecological-within
WinWin wholeness
reweaving ZeroZone Prime Relationships
within Matriotic Earth DeepSoul,
listening
with Patriotic SunGod NatureWest-SpiritEast Yang
bilaterally resilient daily
weekly
monthly
annually perennial compassion.

Resiliently, resonantly loving
synergetic grace-karma
in-between ego wholeness journeys
and rebuilding pro-life environmental
family enhancements,
eco-sacred WiseElder supportive listening
learning to speak in polycultures,
polyphonically meta-paradigmatic–
like colored facets of a rainbow.

Polyculturing resilient outcomes
for individuals,
and neighborhoods fading without healthy
mature
WiseElder multicultural resonance,
yin-Earthshade away
without wealthy YangLeft-SunLight
resonantly healing communities.

Reducing climate fires and catastrophies
asks more than communities
with passively cooperative co-invested theo/ecoLogical Education
for resonant secular/sacred politics
advocating cooperatively-owned democratic economics,
spiritually-naturally healthy dipolar cultures,
CreationStories
featuring nutritious food production and local organic consumption,
energy democracy regeneration,
absorbing more pro-life wealth resilience protection.

We also need family and
neighborhood-embedded mentors
teaching-listening ego-health development
through our movement and song,
not mere words lacking experiential depth
through humaneLeft-divineElderRight
WiseElder wealth resilience.

Resonant universal pro-life communities
emerge RightBrain cooperative protection,
nurturing vital multicultures
felt as healthy polycultural learning environments.

Resilient community histories
seek resonant family futures
active Left-Right balancing adults,
WiseElder potentials
for WinWin nurture,
cooperatively secular/sacred nondually re-educating
initiate listening with next deep learning generations
eager to revitalize
sacred, yet also deductively secular,
polycultural nutrition practices.

Healthy children still seek other PositivEnergy democratic mentors,
friends,
allies economically Left
and aesthetically Right
sociopolitically Left with Right,
Left naturally embodied
Right spiritually WiseElder
PermaCultural mind consciousness.

Resilient communities and cultures
grow resonant individual mindbodies,
bilaterally conscious co-investors,
ZeroZone self-identified WinWin persons,
whether individual or incorporated conglomerations,
EgoCenters,
WinWin EarthGaia Souls
understory songs and dances
revolving resonant WinWin SunGod Yang
Revolutioning Spirits
redeeming
restoring
reweaving
therapeutic WinWin resonance.

Resiliently self-organizing communities
individuals
families
neighborhoods,
compost WinWin organic subsystems
capable of local cooperative responses
to sometimes catastrophic Tipping Point changes,
universal ego-in and eco-out systemic environments,
notLose in and notLose out
bilaterally cooperative commitments.

 

Resilient bilateral creolization,
opposing competitive colonization,
presents a ZeroZen polynomial set
of non-violent cooperative ideas
to WinWin re-engage
with dipolar consciousness complexity,
reweaving resilient resonant cooperatives,
YinIn and YangOut,
ingredients giving health-wealth wise rise
to Yang with Yin, and not against,
universal-synergetics
bilaterally revolving healthy resonance loving outside
bicamerally revolutionary
wealthy resonant resilience inside

With glinted eye
toward 700 future regenerations,
whether in urbane GoldenRule Hartford,
or EarthTribe ZeroZones elsewhere.

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CareGiving Fostered Stories

The Tyrant

Was born ginger
and learned WhiteRacist
from Dad
dead now about a year.

Possibly opioid addiction
but certainly something
in growing families
of yin-suppressed
self-medicating
LeftBrain too dominant
addictions
to chemical acclimations.

Dad left by death
Tyrant’s also addicted
and chronically depressed mother
And his only white racist
twelve year old ginger son,
Who looked disturbingly like me
when I was twelve
so many fading
domesticating decades ago.

The Tyrant was delivered to my condominium door
as a weekend emergency
because his self-medicating mourning Mom
finally used up life insurance money
was also out of medication
mostly out of LeftBrain consciousness
totally out of custodial luck

Because someone in LeftBrain SocialWorker Deductive Heaven
declared
it would be more therapeutically restorative
for Tyrant Son,
who adored his loving Mom,
and missed his admittedly racist Dad
and for his Professionally Kept Mother
to live apart
until she could afford
to give more robust care with him.

Instead they paid me
more than enough
to share our home
and food

So he could feel guilty
about building a nutritious life
deprived of her
And she could feel raped
by loss of his smell and touch,
All she had left
of her ranting husband
with life insurance
figuring he was worth
no less than $10,000.

The Tyrant stayed
six months
to finish out his school year
where he had been
while living in a motel
with his Mom
and eating out in restaurants
until the ten thou ran out
as did her credit cards.

Then I had to explain
he would not stay longer
because he verbally abused,
hate crimed,
bullied my two younger
and smaller
African-American sons
in their own non-N-word home
where they should feel at least safe
and at best unconditionally loved.

 

The GayBoy

The GayLatino came because
his foster home trail
of several sordid years
was too homophobic
to feel at home
when his homo hormones kicked in
or even around
foster over-populated housing.

That my AfricanAmerican husband
and GingerMe are gay
was both the reason they called
and the reason they kept a sharp supervisory
suspicious eye.

GayLatino had been sexually active
within prior foster homes,
although I suspect
I only heard
the safest of these stories.

Anyway, GayLatino came with acne
and his hands across his smile
to not offend
with badly misaligned
neglected teeth,
and stoop shouldered body language.
More of a sad sloucher
than a gay glad athlete.

But we visited an orthodontist
several times
and his acne went away with treatment,
and his gay foster dads
did not touch
other than a rare hug
after having been granted temporary permission.

GayLatino looked in his 17 year old mirror
and saw that it was VERY BUENO
and told me he would live with his grandmother
as he moved out to live with his new lover
and his new lover’s not-well-boundaried mother.

Now GayLatino
had lived with his grandmother
right after surviving a drug bust
with a full blown urban SWAT
that pulled his Pops
into prison
and his lovely fading Mom
out to hardrock streets.

The family meth business
was no more
and all she knew to feed her addictions
was to compromise her personal sacred space
and time for PrimeRelationships.

GayLatino was badly hurt
by his parents’ lack of regard
for his,
and his brothers’, health and safety,
Angry and afraid about lack of care
for their own health and safety,
and what this might portend
for his own healthy-wealthy future.

His family anchor
was his grandmother,
his jaded Mother’s mother,
Who was sad about her daughter
and loved her Gay grandson–
now with handsome spanish-smiling teeth
and slick hair grooming breathlessness.

While GayLatino had briefly lived with her
as an emergency foster placement,
she could not keep him
or his brothers
because she could not provide
a healthy household budget
to prove capable to wealth afford them
without a foster care-receiving stipend.

Some Professional SocialWorker
undoubtedly from Too-Ivoried Heaven,
had supremely declared
Relatives are socially preferred placements
for ecopolitical foster care
BUT
relatives cannot economically need foster care stipends
that a nonrelative care-provider may legitimately require
to adequately budget room and board.

It is this State Policy,
more therapeutic to pay a stranger
than to give foster care ransom
to a loving grandmother
so she can afford to be
his preferred
more therapeutic
restorative resident healthcare provider
as she cared for him,
off and on,
his whole pre-gay life.

I still reassuringly hear and see him smile
from time to time
through FaceBook pictured captions.

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Out for a BigWheel Spin

I take a four-fold spin
through Bill Plotkin’s wheel
of bilateral identities,
iconic developmental faces,
ironic personalities.

 

FIRST comes Eastern-born
dawn of human infancy,
Innocent Sage infants
so WiseElder
in our LeftBrain emergent
wrinkling unfolding
sacred RightBrain ways.

Searching for care giving eyes
to be sure we do
and do not know
what we are nutritionally together,
sometime toxically apart,
too impatiently,
loudly exclaiming.

 

SECOND Innocent of Language children
grow toward the far side of pubescence,
when cooperative extroverted curiosity
turns to more competitive introverted
hope for loss of virginal
alone identity innocence.

We turn post-pubescent
adolescent
South for our Wild,
but too quickly over-domesticated,
Indigenous Immigrants toward adulthood,
into Earth’s sacred-secular stewardship
of healthy neighborhoods.

High hormonal adolescence
flows full sensory-bonding
through rivers of kinship
with other polyculturing
cooperative
young adult species,
habitats,
gestalts,
hang outs,
mash ups,
meet ups,
seemingly endless
but hopefully PositivEnergy dialogue
among optimistic hopers,
not nihilistic deniers,
not supremely self-satisfied fascists,
totalitarian bullies
monoculturing bigots
and haters
of natures other than their own.

Although these are the end times
for Earth’s Wild Indigenous Anthropocene,
great and small nature-spirit TippingPoints
toward
West YangLeftBrain–
RightBrain ElderYin
Eastern NonDual CoOperativity.

 

Third SunGod sets now
too quickly for our continued Western patriarchal dominance
to co-arise Muse-Beloved Parents and Communities,
mature bilateral spirit-minds with nature-bodied adults,
wording our wending Blue-Green Way
toward turquoise-ultraviolet WiseElders,
another Spiral Dynamic stepping change
from Halocenes of RNA Red memory
into AnthroBilateral sensory scenes
of Green DNA
healthy-wealthy futures.

Muse-Beloved Western sky worshipers
fearing red skies at shipping out night
may be sailor’s delight
but it was not our graced intent to swim
or merely float
through nightmare floods
brought to us
by Gaia’s Wild Indigenous Rage
at inhumane monoculturing stupidity.

PositivEnergy Western Democracies
grow mature imaginative PositivEnergy networking parents,
adult idealistic,
often appropriately romantic,
co-operative mentors
for strongly Wild Indigenous
SunPatriot-EarthMatriot MultiCulturing Immigrants
toward our mature bicameral EcoMindfulness.

Muse-Beloved teachers
grow out through bilaterally self-reflective adolescent roots,
still reveling through nightmares
and daydreams of humane-growing destiny,
death and dying to YangEgo supremacy,
patient with yin-mystery
ambiguity
paradox
oxymorons of good/bad humor

Anti-ecological evangelicalism
blind to its own LoseLose strategic fascism
of intellectual property
as sole divine monocultural ownership
of love as grace
our secular-sacred
Muse-Beloved Human Polyculturing Egos
and EcoCommunities
made of EgoEco ReStoring Health Families.

Parents as Beloved Muses
move back toward Northern WiseElder memories,
and memes and enthymemes,
shared in childhood nurturing CreationStories
of DivaSpiraling AniMommy Mundi,
Hawks and Doves
speaking Wizard PolyPathic Magic,
Prophets of Climatic Doom
but also PositivEnergy internal polyphonic
deep listening learners
loving home-rooted family hermitage life

But also more ActiveHope
Work That Reconnects
EgoEco Psychopomp CoOperative Incubators
PositivEnergy Restorative Therapy
for Holonic WiseElder NatureSpirits
from ZeroZen North
EarthSouls.

 

Fourth SpaceTime
Alpha and Omega TippingPoints
of sacredRight
4D RealTime,
also Left EgoEco polynomial bilateral.

Nurturing WiseElders,
ReGenerative
often wrinkled from not enough innocence of age
and too much lack of innocents age,
but sometimes post-millennially precocious
NaturalLeft co-arising SpiritualRight Leaders,
benevolently nonviolent mentors
of cooperative ownership
and co-investment
in restoring health as justice,
egoLeft with ecoRight
Bodhisattva PeaceWarriors,
Instigators,
Designers,
Planters and Harvesters,
CoMessianic EarthLove Matriots
GodFather Tree Huggers
and PositivEnergy Democratic CoInvestors
in Earth’s Health-Wealth
Resilience-Resonance Reports.

WiseElders of all transmillennial ages
look for Ego sustainability
through resilient/resonant EarthHealth Results.

Resilience scales to measure resonant health
as sufficient wealth capacity
to re-acclimate
balancing nutritional disturbances
yet remaining cooperatively committed
to PositivEnergy CoDemocracy co-mentoring functions
and Restoring Therapeutic GoldenRule Systems,
WinWin ecopolitical YangLeft-YinRight structures.

Resilient WiseElders
self with other organize
promising entertaining cooperative diversity features
of deep learning healthy growing systems.

WiseElders resonate
ZeroZen
notnot
polypathic-polyphonic spiraling
internal-external revolutions
of ActiveHope
for redundant
replete
polyculturally inter-cooperative communities,
WiseElder extending families
regenerating connectivity
to bipolar separating work
becoming dipolar systemic WinWin strategic game play,
ego-ecologically linked
bio-geo systems
of DNA
studying RNA
WiseElders
slow-growing resiliently healthy
Wise and Wicked nature-spirit babies

Wild FirstTribal PostMillennial Adolescents,
Beloved Muse Singing-Dancing Parents
remembering ancient permacultural WiseElder
Health-Wealth Stories
restorying peaceful justice
inside as out,
breathing healthy WinWin in
predicting soon
breathing eco-therapeutically out
both more Left resiliently
and Right resonant.

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It Depends on the Light

What LeftBrain sees
in YangWhite male
and YinBlack female,

RightBrain sees and smells and tastes and hears
in YangRed
tries to control the YinBlue
co-arising Bed.

Yin BlueGreen
remains our Sacred Queen
Sabbath,
SkyWoman,
Holonic Harmonic Karma,
Holy Matriotic Spirit.

And so they speak
bicamerally bipolar
without each other.

Patriarchally not-listening
quite as nonviolently
as more dipolar Matriarchal WiseElders
now less bothering to speak
about growing extractions
for further self-perpetuating
patriarchal Yang-climatic pathology

Feeling overcrowded,
under-valued,
fighting for Earth’s more resilient polycultural
educational systems
cooperatively deep ecology.

Active slow-grow pacing
within Earth’s Holonic Spirit
of and for
Restoring Therapeutic Educated Justice

As YangRed-YinBlue
EquiValent
Secular/Sacred GreenPeace.

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