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NonDueling Conductors

A Straight
White
Elder Patriarch
came in to where I RightBrain sing
my Gay
White
EcoFeminist way

He seems to want to stay,
to overpower my say
and will to sing
our musing pray

Because…
why?
I wonder what he feels
about me,
us,
about his own deep harmonic longing
to listen for our sung together feelings

Music therapy
composed of what we economically
and politically Trust,
wanting mutual
and actively co-invested
full singing circle harmonic Wins right now
to Win more easily tomorrow’s healthing way

And what might this PatriCapitalist feel
he does not want?
Perhaps less Win/Lose
ZeroSum power and light assumptions
actively distrusted
settling for more traumatic apartheid,
denial of interdependently woven relationship,
nature v spirit non-indigenous dualism
divorced from his own prehistoric felt experience
longing to avoid further nihilistic Lose/Lose
trauma
decay
pain
loss
degeneration.

Am I distracting
dissonant
too RightBrain gooey
for serious performance competition
with Your church choir’s
true blue bought and sold
commodified liturgical purpose?

To put on a good LeftBrain entertaining show

Rituals about cooperatively enjoying
our win/win WholeEarth health-care receiving
and resilient wealth-care giving
by conducting bicamerally harmonic potential

For healthier democracies,
more cooperatively owned EarthPartnership,
more inclusive multicultural polypaths
for universally unitarian polyphonic
constellations of integral systemic Voice

Yang yintegrally
WuWei
less Western sociopathic trauma
best forgiven through compassionate
indigenously polycultural
wellness sung and danced

Win health Voices
to Win resilient wealth Choices
for green ego/ecosystemic leadership

Con-celebrating BlueSky/GreenEarth
light and power felt
warm harmonic need
for more and better
inter-religious
intersectional
interdependently reweaving
healthy democratic communion

Which is what I need
and want to say
about how I seem to feel
when a Straight
White
Elder Patriarch
comes in to where I RightBrain sing
my Gay
White
EcoFeminist way.

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UnCancelling PoliCultures

Animistic
animated health
designing intelligence,
dynamically changing
emerging PoliCulture’s wealth

Is rooted in economic
and political experiential consciousness
derived from,
and arriving for,
integral EarthTribe’s
bihemispheric balancing win to win patterns
tipping forward progressive
democratically yintegral,
not so much autocratic yanged out,
healthy process

Defining/refining
both/and equivocating perceptions
of empowering/enlightening health risks
reconnecting/re-ligioning
secular/sacred EarthWealth,
indigenous wu-wei
Me/We nondualistic
nature/spirit
ego/ecosystemic ladder Poles

Transporting pokey
prickly powering spokes
to flow-hubbed nirvana
holonic ecofeminist Wholes
playing resilient win/win
inventive pro-life-ic EarthJust games

Robusty operas,
gracefilling choreography,
multicultural sexuality of good-sense humor
naturally indigenous ego systems
emerging from deep learning wisdom

Spiritual EarthMother
warm wombed centers
forward feeling
more than conserving backward
win/lose constipating touch

ZeroSum repetitive competitive
PatriCapitalist overpowering
Earth’s Great Turning Communion,
poli-cultural
meta-phonic
Me-We wu-wei
healthing EarthClimate
restoring, not cancelling,
cultural wealth

Of polypathic
polymathic
polyphonic
polyvagal
polynomial
win/win polycultural patterns

Redesigning health
resiliently cultured
intelligent climate wealth

Animistic yintegrity
animated Yang spoke
pregnantly changing holonic hubs
emerging MeWe Woke.

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Bodhisattva Myths

Creation Stories
Salvation Narratives
regenerate,
together win/win co-operate
bodhisattva risks
and universal opportunities
for mutual co-investment

In sacred meaning
as also interdependent ecological webs
of blue/green
Heaven/Earth
Patristic/Matriarchal
enlightening/empowering
mono/poly-theistic
communal myths,

Anthrosupremacists
need to feel divinely re-inspired
win/win strategically salvific protagonists
re-activists
multiculturally adept communal mediators
Win/Winning within these co-passionate narratives.

It’s win/lose
either/or
LeftBrain verbally
unredemptively
retributively obvious
why StraightWhiteMale privileged predators
want to believe in Patriarchal-Capitalist
toxic PC cancelling polytheistic myths,

But
how do we make more EcoFeminist healthy wealth
(without degenerative anthropocentric walls)
feel regeneratively win/win
resonantly cooperative
co-empathically co-invested
resiliently long-term
healthy wealth
real?

Thousands of polytheistic choices
polyculturing voices
pre-historic years ago
birdsong and firecircle
singing and dancing rituals
were,
still are,
reattaching EarthNature and EgoSpirit
co-passioning HeavenLight/EarthPower
BlueAbove/GreenBelow communion,

A sacramental inhale-nature/exhale-spirit intervention
re-enacts LeftBrain dominant
transcendent monotheistic abstractions
feeling neuro-sensory incomplete
without RightBrain spiritual intelligence
naturally win/win
systematically positive ego/eco-contextually bilateral
binomially democratic bicameral
felt as co-operatively real
healthyTrue and wealthyBeautiful
bodhisattva theo/eco-cratic healing narratives

Ecofeminist
healthiest when also egowomanist
panentheistic NonZero Zone
of globally sacred
neuro-sensory integral communicating
interdependent Earth

The binomial God/Goddess essence
of polymathic ritual
in patterned
rhythmic co-relational EarthMother DNA
dynamic bodhisattva
healthy wealth salvation fractal spirals

Yang Yintegrity
as X is part of Yang
as Y is also part
of yintegral NonZero Zone
systemic bodhisattva X/Y co-determining destiny
win/win health/wealth systemic
salvific EarthTribe
NonZero Zone potential

As YangSpace
is part of bilaterally Yintegral Time
is bicameral 4D co-reflective
mirrored Heaven/Earth
communion Place

As Yang particles are Yintegrally wavey
correlated binomial
bilateral bicamerals
being historic Creation Stories

And becoming Salvation Narratives
together win/win regenerating
LeftBrain word creations
also RightBrain health-felt salvation

Uncomforted by LeftBrain weapon stories
disempowering RightBrain safe felt
narrative neuro-sensory tools
for in/out-balancing formation
enculturing more resonantly resilient
ego/eco-schools.

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TransCuriosity

That’s queer!
said transculturing Curiosity,
peering out Her sacred big-boxed window
panes of misty white fog
gently covering her view
of upstream tiding River’s
mysterious grey
reverse time flow

Sometimes,

OK, really too often,
I could use more courageous exercise

But, Other times
I’m more content, inviting compassionate awareness
of Earth’s queer tidal rivers,
surfing sacred oceans
surrounding anthropocentric privileged Kingdoms

Patristic Empires already capable of replaying WinWin
with both holy bicameral Hands
of better monetized Nature/Spirit Balance
blue/green indigenously wise reconnection
ComPassion ReEducation.

I tire of ageing while standing
inside here now still gazing outside
where all my best copassioned sexual imagination
interdependent neuro-sensory anticipation/anxiety
intersectionally unfolds,

Usually remarkably nonviolent
normatively win/win
without anthropatriarchal
StraightWhiteWesternMale
upstream privileged
reactions against TransIntegral EcoFeminists

My own uncurious RightBrain oppressed nudging
invites for healthier win/win both/and non-shunning
longs to divest of over-capitalized
RightWing patristic
LeftBrain queer dominatrix
curiously demented
EarthBound ManiFestering
GodWord Judging Justice
finds SacredEarth Rapture
compatible with TransMatricide.

MultiGenerational deep learning
ecosystemic education invites these curious Both/And
rivers of misty
RightBrain foggy felt mysteries
nuancing questioning comments
feeding and breeding
nonviolent multiculturing responses

My cooperatively owned QueenCuriosity
anticipates Win/Win cooperative dragging outcomes
predicting ecopolitical transregenderal,
scientifically inclusive,
collaborative communication research
and nutritional transitional change

For climatic rivers of resilient health
multi-tipping up and downstream points
inhaling
while already anticipating
transubstantiating win/win exhales
of re-inspiring recorrections,
great and small transtherapy
for blue/green health education
supporting our best
and brightest,
empowering
and enlightening wealth.

Curiosity naturally thirsts
for enspirited inspiring examples.
Let’s see…
Here (Laudato Si’, #102)
Pope Francis strategically asks,
“How could we not acknowledge the work of many
scientists
and engineers
who have provided alternatives
to make development sustainable?”

Strangely,
my simultaneous queer curiosity
invokes indigenous Nature/Spirit
felt trans-reversion Both/And also asks

How could healthy EarthMothers not acknowledge the work
and Win/Win strategically cooperative play
of many deductive
LeftBrain dominant exploring
capital-starving corporate scientists
and transcultural communication engineers
cooperatively designed mediation empowerers
facilitators
meditators
knowledge follows deep feeling teachers
nonviolent communicating parents
ego/eco-systemic trans-therapists

Who have, together, already provided
way more anthro-supremacist
over-capitalized patrilinear
monoculturally combative alternatives
to make militaristic
inhumane ballistic
LeftBrain On/Off technological Natures
-overpowering-
BothCause/AndEffectiveness co-arising organic-transpiraling Spirits;
thus, degenerating more unsustainable
inhumane
StraightWhiteWesternMale ecopolitical overdevelopment?

“What kind of skills will he or she need
in order to get a job,
understand what is happening around him
or her,
and navigate the maze of life?”
cooperatively researches
and competitively publishes
Yuval Noah Harari
titling 21 Lessons
for the 21st Century
in “Education” (p. 266)

Also transregeneratively asking,
to my troubled embodied
sensory-neural informed mind,
respiring information
and expiring transflowation,

What kind of multicultural communication skills
and polycultural nutrition systems
and health/wealth education networks
will we transcendently feel
and cooperatively want
in order to interconnect with EarthTribe’s win/win
cooperative EarthJustice trans-restory
gracefully co-inviting
sacred pro-blue/green healthy life vocations,

To understand what is locally happening
globally still fog-enshrouded grey around
upstream tidal pushing Him
and within downstream flowing Her

To win/win trans-remediate
co-facilitate
this multi-regenerational
complex space/time big-boxed maze
of co-empathic bicameral love is trans-cerebral life
as hate is apartheid death

In this secular LeftBrain HereSpace
and sacred RightBrain NowTime
yanged yintegrity,
blue/green unitarian
TransCuriously Substantiated Universe…

Still almost back to NonZero
Queer!
said transculturing Curiosity,
peering out Her sacred big-boxed window
silently suffering
grey fog-recovering panes.

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InterFaith Green Communions

A multi-religious mediator’s mission
might include supporting InterFaith Green Communion

And might organize community-based
EmPowerment and Enlightenment Missions
to cooperatively organize
polyculturally resonant
Voices

To enact and advocate,
to gospel sing and liturgically dance
to empower Eastern metaphysical contextualists
and enlighten Western physical embodied sexualists,
to left brain say
and right brain gracefully do

More resilient ecological
co-relationally mediated
cooperative win/win
Choices

To always appreciatively use
and support,
to invite our best and healthiest
nonviolent theological/ecological reflective
mind/embodied narratives
experiential stories
existential restorative
healing Voices

Best sung,
strongest danced in partnerships
and teams
supporting public folk-harmonic resonance
polyculturally harvested and designed
to restore green EarthPeace healthy justice

In spontaneously invoked
through well-planned
cooperative interfaith events
experiencing co-mentorship communions,
remembering how theology feels
becoming Earth’s greatest invasive Species

Forgetting to mediate
win/win optimal golden health rule thrival,
social wealth
of green cooperative
new deal vibe resilient survival

Multiculturally effusive
co-empathic working play intention

To rise each day
renewed
reconnecting
re-ligioning

A multi-religious mediator’s mission
to include
supporting InterFaith
CoOperative
New/Old Deal
Healthy Democratic
Always give first priority
to passions
bicamerally win/win expressed
when actively hoping
for self empowerment
and Other best sufficient
sacred co-operative light

Of ReCreative ReStorying Energy
CoPassionately Interdependent
Health/Wealth Faith
in Green/Blue
Nature/Poor-In-AnthroPrivileged-Spirit
Ego/EcoSystemic

Same old song
with all new co-mediating contextual
bilateral
bicameral
binomial
bisensory-neurological
TranSubstantiating
Creolizing Win/Win
Integrity of Potential Left/Right
Power/Light
InterFaith Liturgical Dance
and Gospel Choir Communions
for extracting invasive species

Adding more power and light
for and from
indigenous trans-generational wisdom.

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Sympathy Isn’t Quite Empathy

To affirm and promote acceptance
of one another
and all together one
is to also affirm and promote
growing capacity for active empathy,
not settling for passive,
sometimes also ToughLove aggressive,
sympathy

The best possible outcome
being mere liberating tolerance–
which is still a big evolutionary step up
from conservative survivalist
intolerance,

Which anyone
who is in any way
not BusinessAsUsual
LeftBrain dominant
StraightWhite patriarchal
can tell you,
at probable great anecdotal length
personal
political
economic
cultural
education sadly replete
with unsystemic intolerance
of indigenously sacred
Wisdom

That win/lose passive tolerance
is NOT active
democratically healthy
wealthy multicultural acceptance,
an immensely positive moral
legal
spiritual
natural polycultural
deep immersion value

Omnipotently integral potential knowledge
of why eco-political empowerment
and enlightening wisdom
are more than mere personal win/lose tolerance

LeftBrain dominantly verbalized
capitalized
fathered YangPower
against EarthMothering YintegraLight

Of HerStoric wise-felt feeling
knowledge
co-investing in empathic Wisdom

To affirm and promote acceptance
of one another
and all together one.

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Money Nerves

Not wanting to make anyone nervous,
pandemics can be unsettling enough
without economic and political surprises,
inconvenient systemic insights,
more expansive circles of empathy
positively impressing
more than negative deep
steep hierarchies
practicing neglectful shallow sympathy
for Others
on distant pagan shores.

These government checks
that come and go in the mail
or by direct deposit
between you and the IRS,
these speak up for

“From each according to her/his financial ability;
to each according to his/her immediate need”

Which sounds suspiciously Karl Marxian
and that Engels white labor-activist guy

Than speaking empowerment efficacy of
and up
and for more competitive evolutionary
Capitalistic Voices
fossil-fueling financial systemic choices

“From each consumer and taxpayer
as much as possible;
to each producer and legal resident
as little as possible
in return.”

These pandemic support checks
are public welfare investments
in our cooperatively held economic
and healthy democratic wellbeing future,
and healthy wealth of future multicultural
generations

With resilient ability to pay back
and long-term financial need
to cooperatively thrive
more than competitively survive

Economic investment values
usually attributed to scary words like
“Socialism”
and “Social Engineering”
but also speak of cooperative win/win
long-term healthcare thinking
more than BusinessAsUsual
competitive win/lose scheming,
nightmarish climate pathology
escapist dreaming.

When these twelve
and six
and fourteen hundred dollar checks come
from our federated governing system,
this is closer to Cooperativist Economic Behavior

Than to Communism,
where the State owns all the assets
and capacity to produce cash at will
and redistribute monetized wealth
not based on earnings
but on the number of human mouths to feed
and water
and keep relatively comfortable with sufficient healthy food
soil
clean water
non-toxic air,
reasonably non-traumatic
unruly
and highly erratic fire
and weather
and rabidly depopulating epidemics…

So, when your fourteen hundred dollar check
peacefully arrives in your checking account
or in snail mail,
please remember,
with personal gratitude and political respect for integrity,
this is sacred GreenCommunion
at our cooperative federated best;
social democracy of an extended kinship kind.

You and I have no further reason to worship
at the monocultural altar of unfettered Capitalism,

A system patriarchally designed for predators
against their unprivileged prey,
without becoming uncomfortably aware
of our cooperatively unmeasured hypocrisy.
about unpatriotically not supporting
multicultural EarthTribe democracy.

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Teachable Momentums

Today
we left off yesterday
to pick up
where speaking non-violent principles
too often neglect to listen
to liberally artistic,
green and active
yet non-reactive
compassionate healers
may need to co-invest more
in co-operating democratic research
of
and for
WholeEarth DiaLogical Matriotism.

Excuse me,
but co-passioned listening
to silence
speaks not consent
to dispassionate lectures

Featuring compassionate feelings,
in every way but delivery
of compassionate communication
compatible with thoughtful principles of non-violent change
more intuitive, less leftbrain cognitive,

Complex language systems
yet less chaotic than violence
random
overpowering
more than dipolar nuance

I’m hearing sensory
sensually resonant
co-passionate polyphonic language
forming more of an octave healing choir
singing four part green gospel

Natural liturgy for thriving
Truth and Beauty
health and safety
passionately surviving

Yet another autonomous Yang-verbal lecture
to pass down information
from heavenly paradise Principles
passive dispassion voiced
from on high ex cathedral authors
and authority judge figures

Speaking down
into fading democratic deep learning
root systemic researching ears and eyes,
noses and mouths
tasting and seeing warm and cold feelings
bitter and sweet tastes salty and sour
acidic needs
to feel authentically persistent

Green regenerative miracles
of perennially trusted Truths
and safely symmetrical double-binary Beauty

Compassionately ego-therapeutic
while restorating WholeEarth
systemic cooperative justice
exhalations

For today’s politically incorrect multicolors
shade
and then fade Blue liberal elite egalitarian
to remerge communing Green
conservational conversational
nonviolent interdependence
passing through principles
of autumn’s non-violet 0-range

Playing hard impassioned thoughts
as soft compassion worked out feelings
win/win multiply
optional peace investment games

Calculating leftbrain privileged
autonomous unspoken risks
against, not with,
rightbrain win/win adventurous opportunities
to regain regeneratively healing
positive blue/green WholeEarth classrooms

Health/wealth systemic
dually compassionate
intuitive co-investments
ego/eco therapeutic,
bicamerally speaking
after bilaterally deep learning
listening.

As I was starting to say,
before so compassionately
impassionately interrupted
from where we left off
in the 20th century
leftbrain information flowering
of 19th century Industrializing
Well Capitalized Militarizing
Colonizing
Patriarchal StraightWhite
ego designed AnthroSystems
privileged violent evangelical Yang
Red demonizing
vengeful
punitive shame

On EcoOthers
dissociating blame away from Ego

PreDetermined monotheistic identity
only a leftbrain StraightWhiteMale god
could lectionary empower MAN
not so kind,

Yet sometimes curiously clever
at being cruel
enough to economically survive
not just passively obey
long enough
for yet another democracy thriving day

This green post-millennial 20/20 range
of compassionate revision
re-arranges reweaving reconnecting re-ligion

Our curiously clever win/lose
autonomously investing
light and power entrepreneur

May hope to retire
a professional academic
merely PhD-grade
Either True Or False philosopher

Feeding and watering ego identity
versus verses reverses
eco-incorporated overbearing
assaulting and extracting task masters

And my favorite pin-striped suit,
male or female,
and sometimes she/male
in between

An industrious era
of leftbrain capital dissociation
from traditional nutritional roots
uprising RedYang resiliently systemic
reverse green re-anticipation
within a compassionately felt octave

CoAwareness
multiculturally feeling and responding

And polyculturally passionately thinking
and co-responsive
co-investing in Teacher/Student
Parent/Child co-mediating
compassionate Language Circles
for restoring green EarthJustice

Needs no important permission
or more information
from wise leftbrain Authority
before win/win economic/ecological
deep empowerment listening
co-arises multicultural felt voices

No longer bought and sold
by more monoculturing
leftbrain education systemic
patriarchal choices

Instead, now re-investing
in blue/green equity
and cooperative 0-range co-invested
authenticity of co-articulating Green Communion
principles of healthcare systems
giving as receiving communications

Sometimes memed
and re-membered
and re-connected
rewoven,
rehealing mixtures
of left/right dipolar co-arising
teacher/wise student compassionate discourse,
trans-generational proactive win/win deliberation

Deep co-listening dialogues
mentored and co-mediated
talk stereophonic non-violent therapy
and green blogcast
cooperative
regenerating win/win health
caring non-violent
ultra-nonviolet coverage

Also feeling yintegral
full moon compassion flowing
rooted 0-range original
unrigid
uncoverage lessons
left right off
for yet another past tomorrow
this cooperatively held day

We left off yesterday
to pick up
where respeaking non-violent principles
too often neglect to listen
to liberally artistic,
green and active
yet non-reactive
compassionately curious
eternally young
green healers.

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Silent UnPrivileged Stories

When I was a Big Brother
for Jason,
an African-American 10 year old male,
we went into his apartment
so he could look around
for a long overdue library book.

As I accompanied him
from room to sparsely furnished room,
looking in nearly vacant closets,
cupboards,
drawers,
the only book we found
was a phone book,
looking silently neglected
much more than actively abused.

My first white male privileged
feelings about his Mom
had to do with blaming her
for probably not even feeling ashamed
for her irresponsible choices
while economically and politically administering
their bookless house
in this pre-WWW information age.

But, then I began asking questions.
What could Jason tell me
about his Mom’s life
when she was his age?

What were stories
familiar to her,
read
or retold
or experienced
and re-experienced,
therapeutic or traumatic?

Through this widening narrative moment
of multigenerational conjecture,
hypothesis,
questioning,
contemplating,

I also learned to question
what traumatic straight white male stories
are experienced by gay
and bisexual
and transsexual 10-year-olds,
regardless of racial identification,

And by 10-year-old girls,
perhaps regardless of racial identification,
or even further amplified
by being doubly,
and silently, outside
straight white patriarchal privilege.

I found myself
suddenly
tearfully
incapable of briefly imagining
much less deeply,
unflinchingly contemplating
the trauma
of growing up poor
and lesbian
and black or brown
or too red
or too yellow
without any books
or stories,
read
or retold
or experienced
about how her 10-year-old life will matter,
could be healthy, someday,
would ever be felt safe,
unless held shamefully silent,

Not appropriate material
for books
or retelling
or experiencing straight
white
male dominant stories,
economic
and political narratives
about retributive trauma
and not multicultural
restorative
democratically inclusive therapy.

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Fragrance v Odor

My new forest and park neighbors,
mostly birds
squirrels
and strangely curious
and ravenous rabbits,

Have become accustomed to,
spoiled by,
fragrant green sanctuary
ancient fertile memories.

But, today
our neighborly horse farm
must be cleaning house.
This smells of too rich compost
upstaging even more gracious green.

This downgrade
calls to me
recalling former toxic smells,
fossil fuel exhausting,
were sooo… much more degenerative.

Horsey compost
lies between love’s light life fragrance
and dark skinned death
of odorous Earth.

Yet, comparing distances
between green forest
and horse fragrance
and transported stinky fractures
through sacred climates ecological
resonant and resilient airs
and gusts
and breezes,

Comparative distances
continuously,
yet consecutively, change
what one might argue
is a contrasting wealth of difference,
+1, to -1, with midway
horse-powered zero neutral

Feels more like two-thirds healthy fragrance
and only one third toxic

Feels closer to three-fourths salient
to one-fourth punitive memory
from here
and now perspective,

Feels closer to seven-eighths
to one-eighth formerly deranged
of a revolutionary
resonantly regenerative
fractalling
resiliently redundant
multicultural sensory/spiritual
nurturing
re-communicating natural octave
of Golden Ratio/Rule comparison,

At last
resiliently resonant.

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