Politeness,
like kindness,
may not sell newspapers
or win the partisan debate
Civility,
unlike deviliciousness,
will not win the civil war
nor leverage the biggest tax rebate
But integrity
is the world wide web of nature
that composed the paper
and incubates
the peace we celebrate
when impolite love to hate
of systemic trauma gates
recede well past faded
therapeutic empathy,
becoming civilly sedate
Singing while dancing
in politely well-said company
not seen
or heard from
of late.
Our green campus favorite
MuseSpeech Teacher
always hosted outside seminars
at noon,
Sharp!
And served chocolates
while mentoring
Her systemic theology
“Doesn’t get on well
with academic secularized ecology
we have
and have not
personally experienced.”
This is today’s thesis
and antithesis
for engaging stories
of synergetic peak experiences,
amusing EarthBright passions,
peace-warrior beauty,
scents of sage sensed joy.
S/he mediates lunchtime vocations
inviting us to try again
replacing all our “mono” orthodox theories,
with “poly” orthopraxis
to reconsider
healthy freedoms
shamelessly uncovered
through personal experience.
Trading in monotheistic theories
for polytheistic compassion
Monocultural nationalism
for polycultural globalism
Mono-polistic win/lose contention
for poly-polistic win/win intention.
As our internal clocks
move from ZeroSoul search
to OneSum find,
s/he concisely
and precisely creolizes
resilient bipartisan
transparency
through less transient opportunities
for curiosity
“Thank you for investing this lunchtime
with me
and each sacred Other
to learn to listen
before speaking nighttime’s questions,
wondering and wandering on
and on
about why tumescent monotheistic poles
most always feel so happy
to taste and smell
our officious pantheistic holes.”
The difference
between RightWing political
and economic autism,
and Religious Right monotheism,
has been greatly exaggerated
To this post-millennial tipping point
of monopolistic omnipotence
predicting sacred Earth’s matricide
By LeftBrain-RightHand
dogmatic dominance
of a judgmental (straight-white) Jehovah
or a militaristic Allah
or a dogmatic YHWH
or a patriarchal Buddha
or a capitalist Krishna
etc
etc
etc
Made in
anthrosupremacism’s
competitive evolutionary
win/lose
Yang v Yin
Universal-MonoTheistic Truth v Unitarian-PolyCultural Beauty
survival-of-fittest v thrival-for-fit-in-ingest
Wildly exaggerated images,
polarized
partisan
disassociated
traumatizing
schizzy-autistic
rabidly over-populated
weak-X neurosystemic.
Defying Yang/Yin resonant
natural resilience
of peak sensexual
spiritual experience
Totally LeftBrain ignored
while justifying divine right
to a manifest EarthTribe destiny
of Hell on Earth ecocide.
Music
especially sacred music
feels round
Not such clear lines
prescribing desecrating marches
needing to move somewhere
noting something
speaking against someone
in StraightWhite privileged time
Right/Left balancing divas
sometimes sing in resonant rounds,
round
and round
in circling spirals
never-ending spectral ribbons
eventually blending communion,
emphatically good-spirited
and not dogmatically ill-natured.
So,
to liberated lovers
lusting Left
toward green cooperative choices
And,
to conservative clingers
leaning Right
toward red competitive voices
If you must shout
to overcome dissent
If you can’t sing
and, preferably, dance
all our circling positions
recycling postures
resonating preferences
policies for round
robust
regenerative win-wins
Mind bodied pleasure,
spirit natured peace,
time-spaced Paradise
Then you may be ready
for a lack luster
not really healthy
economic
and political performance
But not yet roundly mature enough,
just yet,
to sing and dance
our multi-cultured communion
prayers
Spiraling in-between
universal root
and unitarian crown
round looping chakras
Circling
and recircling
polyphonic sound
and polypathic sight,
wellbeing sung
and wellness danced.
Before we begin,
I want to introduce
my most hopeful self
Before we begin
life’s communication
we know love’s energy
Mother and Child
intimacy
sacred mild
intricacy
integrity…
Resonant hearts beating
repeating
+1 then 0 then -1
circling around again
without growing rest
or restless
As invisible
as air to Goddesses,
as healthy water
to wishing fish
Octaves of musical notes
resilient health
capitalized Ego unfolding
ecosystemic green integrity
engaging this enculturing assembly.
Before we begin
communication of positive
and negative
and not-not 0-soul,
arrestive paradox
What could be before
beginning
winning
sinning
In this
hopefully
polycultural robust life,
I want to re-introduce
my messianic peak hopes
mind/body
divine/humane
nonverbally felt and humanely thought
Right as 0-rain
and Left as 1 egotistical pain
Without LeftBrain dominant
and RightBrain multi-sensory peak
prominent
integral neurosensory positive life
invites therapeutic love
Peak win/win womb expansion
toward rebirth
emphatically amusing
romantically musing,
not quite so…
I don’t know…
dogmatically confusing?
MindFully bodied
and yet polymathically driven
with empathic musical language
impressing polypathic GreenWays
and Golden Means
polyvagally neuro-sensexual
1/0
full and empty rests
nests
patriarchal-capitalist pests
Lacking interdependent serenity
of EarthMother’s pregnant 0/1
advent
adventurous
curious
courageously matriarchal
green ecofeminist
wounded womb
of win/win innocence
ReBirthing sacred integrity
of 0/1 minded bodies,
reflecting before we begin
100% wanting to re-introduce
win/win musical intent
full octave bent
toward 1/0 and 0/1
dipolar co-arising balance
Verbally predative songs of life
sung in nonverbal listening
internal
silent dancing love.
Before we began
learning win/lose trauma
ecopolitical drama,
Christ only knows
and wisely feels
win/win EarthTribal
euphoric wombed
too soon post-partum wounded,
winning and losing
life’s interdependent
divine mindful songs
humanely dancing
life’s interdependent love
For healthy dipolar Voices
making wealthy 1-above/0-below
circles more engagingly spacious
than hierarchical lines
lonely at the royal
monotheistic Top
1 enlightened Ego
feeding and breeding
0-codempowering
co-binary
cooperative
eco-green mind operas
swelling into body
operations
Win/win strategic health
caring
wearing
baring down
and inside silent songs,
regeneration
Despite unhealthy
unwealthy lose/lose/lose
triune mortality
of people
plants
and planet
Reversing
restoring
restorying peaceful advents
despite sins
and returning
anthro-supremacist songs
of our Straight White FatherGods,
kinda dogmatically stuck
in don’t give a look
back in the great
EarthMama
sacred GaianMusing Womb
Ready to burst
with joy
EarthMother shoulder
bolder voice
passion
compassion
peace,
restoring
recoloring Earth’s most sacred
inside dancing joist
rejoicing justice
Deep longing
for healthier choices
before we end
we need to re-introduce
our EarthTribal
ego-selves
Protecting
this pregnant Advent
of eco-echoing
feminist elves
Enlightened
as LeftBrain dominant
ChristMass trees
Empowering RightBrain prominent
BodhiSattva bicameral
bilateral
bigenderal
regenerative seas
Root-minded and branch-bodied
bipartisan
binomially ego/eco-balancing
Enlightened
adventurous
secular Ways
and Golden Health Resilient
sacred Means
Before We begin,
I hope to introduce
invite
invest
sacred vest
Advent
reinvent
our best mind/bodied selves
Before Christ begins
again.
A mental health difference
between being stuck
in an impoverished designation
and being stuck
trying to merely survive
with mostly “Loser” marginalization
dehydration
ancient locked-up degeneration
Feels like same difference
between economic red-lined
unenlightened Othering
smothering suppression
and flat-lined politically disempowering
oppression
Feels like a thoughtful distinction
with a felt difference
between stuck
in a LeftBrain dominant
win/lose survivalist
Either/Or neurosystemic instinctive imposition
And slowly becoming unstuck
through a more joyful mind/body journey
developing win-left/win-right
thought/felt polycultural
universal/uniting
Integral Therapeutic 1/0
re-nouned/non-verbal
ReStorative Peace Communion
double-binary
inside/outside reconnecting
bi-genderal neuro-systems
As sacred as the hell
of 0-sum impoverishment
and less secular than the heaven
falsely
and monotonously ego-1 promised
by LeftBrain dominant
thrival of the monochromatic mightiest
seriously constipated prominent
Patriarchal-Capitalist
monocultural supremacists,
who won’t even freely give
a hit
for win/win 1/0 peak experience
co-thrival.
Pretending their root chakra systems
don’t degeneratively stink
Predative practitioners
of EarthTribe’s
desecrating
violently colonizing
nationalistic
Straight White privileged
historic monotheistic drama
secularizing
regeneratively compromising
the 1-Elite v 0-NonElite
unGolden-Ruled co-mediators
Win/lose v win/win
sub-optimal 1 v 0
bi-gendered polypathic
bipolar polymathic experience
systemically disorganizing
and miscommunicating trauma;
rather than nonviolently communionating
systemic win/win therapeuic
polyculturing co-passionate i
well-sung hung
and brilliant wellness wombed
resilient compassionate dance
vertical and horizontal
body and mind
space and time
EarthTribal passionate interventions
Restorative justice intentions,
conservatively liberating green
ego/Yang eco/Yintegral
Universal/Unitarian
root systemic chakra
win/win health and safety
neurosystemically co-binary
SunLight
and EarthEmpowering
bipartisan communicating
mono-1/poly-0 soul
root chakra
ecopolitical EarthTribal
neurosystemic
organic
sacred life
Is also synergetic love
win/win cooperative
co-invested
co-empathic
healthy Left
and safe-felt environmental Right
Liberating/conservational wings
emotional/nutritional expressions
inside-mind/outside-body communications
healthy co-passionate
Dipolar co-arising
resiliently safe biosystems
Singing more duets
while dancing in warm
sometimes wet
and wild,
win/win virtuous
1/0 co-binary passion circles.
fueled by 1/0 root chakra
spiraling reconnecting cycles
sometimes lonely courage
all times eternal
revolving healthy curiosity.
If it’s not organic
it’s not sexy
and probably not all that funny
either.
If it’s up and down bipolar movement
with your arms and legs,
it’s Yang male energy,
and potentially horned up
and/or out.
If it’s side to side dipolar,
it’s Yin synergy,
all about love
spreading liberally up
and distended out
for thrival
Up against hate
with bent body
gathering in
self-defensive down
deep root systemic protection,
survival.
If I’m sitting silently inside
feeling unconditional warm mind/body
deep listening appreciation
for and with and of
all spirit/nature
mind/body
time/space organic EarthTribe
I may also become a dancing organic muse
inside my mind
imagining peak musical experiences
outside embodied
Singing my softest
and ultra-soprano highest
and hardest
and low sexy slow
baritonist
love songs
While dancing
praying
playing
meditating mind
medicating body
moving as gracefully as might be expected
inspected
judged
appreciated
enlightened
empowering
this sexual-systemic member
of the Ancient Gay Men’s Choir.
And I really should moisturize more bipolar
AND dipolar,
more fluid
fluids
more amusical
Less silently
and lonesomely depressed
and chronically anxious,
knickers in dried-out knots
Falling down low spirited apart
co-arising up
multiculturally together
With unconditional warm
and passionate regard
for healthy and safe
song and dance
and lavishly lustful
moisturization
While driving a deep leather convertible
top down
thrusting forward
love machine
Silently humming power
while driving toward integrity
deep listening engagement
before Sabbath TeaDance
Well moisturized memories
going back
and back
and Yin back
and Yang forth
Yin down
and Yang up,
Yin below
as Yang above
Water receiving below
Wind perceiving from above
sacred moisture
unconditionally warm
erotic fertile
exotic funky
sometimes ironic
mind amusing
body music
Resiliently engaged
in silent root chakra
resonance
nurture
harmony
Neurosystemic rhapsody
healing…
I often hear,
“It’s tough getting old.”
I never hear
“It’s tougher not getting old”
because, I suppose,
those who might have spoken
from personal experience
are no longer with us.
I am becoming too familiar
with aches
pains
losses
loneliness
of ageing alone
All of which invite
my thought,
“It’s tough staying old”
And happy
healthy
unconditionally prosperous
elder wise
mindful
fully engaged
compassionately warm
win/win resilient
Anticipating this sufficient day
more than anxious
about tomorrow’s losses
pains
solitary encroaching disabilities,
dark nights.
That said,
staying old
feels much easier
and lighter
and brighter
and curiously mightier
than fighting
vying
trying to stay young.
“We appreciate the popular democratic intention,”
began the Drag Queen Ball proclamation,
‘Equity for All’
We would even more appreciate
a more specific lack of pretention:
‘Equity for All Victims’
of Straight
White
Patriarchal Privileged
Trauma.
The masculine hotness we admire,
and gladly serve,
is a renewed ecofeminist face
to replace past Patriarchal
Capitalist
unfortunate RightWing embrace.
Ecocide,
like Transgender Matricide,
devolves from Patriarchal-Capitalist
self-fulfilling dark prophecies
win/lose zero-sum survivalist economies
fueled by hellish
anthro-privileged
dis-rapturous
anti-health for all
anti-living Earth becoming All
monotheistically desperate
demonic despair
Of a Straight White FatherGod
incapable of ecocidal repair
while continuing to invest
in punishing deviance
from Straight White Male
cosmic monotheistic glare.
Tao of the Cosmic Crack
flowing rivered crotch
between Great White Father’s polarizing
zero-sum soul
And silently suppressed
ecofeminist Black Hole
non-zero full-sum
double-bind integrity
of firm, resistant possibilities
win/win bipartisan
dipolar co-arising
deep and wide root karmic
mountain/valley copassions
Coinvested
in ecopolitical cooperatives
of sacred spirit holes empowering
and secularized natural polarities enlightening
SunFather and EarthMother’s
most brilliant rays
and skies
and eyes
For dusky starlit nights
restoring conjugal peace,
mindbodied justice
Now ecocidally sad remembering
what EarthGoddess Grace
has brought Yang/Yin together
appositionally mindful
No privileged StraightWhiteMale Corporation
of predatively weaponed privilege
could RedBlooded AnthroHealth
and Green EarthMother SafeWealth
double convex/concave-binary
1/0
peak sacred experiential
part
Divide
separate
crack
Loving Pole/Hole removing
active bipartisan
cosmic parts,
roles,
in-between win/lose positions
MonoTheistic patriarchal
and PolyTheistic matriarchal
co-religions
spiritually concave
dark holy
inbetween naturally convex light
and regenerating heat
Curiously depolarizing
complex cosmic
enlightening FatherSun
empowering dark and dusky
EarthMother volcanic
erupting
flowing fertile cosmic cracks,
co-passioned.
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