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BoneDeep Lonely

Imprisoning textures
and routine lectures
in loneliness,

“your own fault”
“not Other’s loss”

blame
shame
dipolar co-arising

Loneliness effacing
cognitive/affective reason
and denying access
to more social future seasons

Including primal memories
of self-appreciation
self-sufficiency
communication resource-fullness,

And yet,
and yet,

Beneath such reasonable busyness,
even when I can sustain
opulent MeWe identity,

Even so,
even so,

EgoWe remains curiously distinct,
courageously Not Other,

Embracing
peak biosystemic health,
abstractly known
falls short of panentheistic lust
specifically touched
sensory
and sacredly sexual
mystery

Mysterious loneliness sees,
smells,
hears,
tastes,
appreciates
deeply depreciates
absence of fully embodied
love touches
of verbal sound,
of nonverbal skin
hair
fingers
toes
and other shyer shows.

Loneliness knows opulent warm textures
and peak sensory experiences

Efface more theoretical reasons
win/win
for co-empathic healthy seasons

Of nurturing resonant,
full-embodied resilient,
Self/Other recombinant
transubstantiating
panentheistic full-color wealth,

PolyPathic
PolyPhonic
PolyCultural
not yet climate loneliness

Including multicultural SelfAppreciation
BioOrganic SelfSufficiency
CoOperative resource-fullness.

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UnVoiced Questions

S/he wonders why
when we breathe in
our left sides
feel right mind dominant
when our rights inside
feel LeftBrain capital deviated,

Dysfunctional
disappointing
disharmonious
sad and lonely
dissonant
disturbed
unbalanced
uneased

Constipated
blocked
trumped

Stuck
obstructed
oppressed
suppressed
repressed
not fluently holistically impressed,

Pressured
disabled
disenabled
feminized
marginalized
enslaved
disempowered

Unenlightened
unarticulated
not understanding
not cooperatively experiencing
co-investing in questioning

Why we continue longing
for bicameral win/win engagement
of all our leisurely
peaceful
integral senses

And yet yearn
for vicarious entertainment
without discernable killing Time
guilt for giving up
on Earth health
restoring just systems

Losing out
on holistic Ego inside
Eco-outside Other
stereophonic redundancy
reiteration
remembering
reconnecting
religioning
reimagining

Feedback and forth
in-between engaging Others
entertaining Ego’s vacationing musical
sometimes vocational whimsical

Sometimes multi-sexual,
sometimes inter-religious,
sometimes eco-political,
sometimes co-invested

Yet unspoken
lyrically right spaced
and left lined
healthy mind
mined
mimed
mused questions.

S/he also wonders why
LeftBrain dominant monoculturalism,
like warring monopolies
and terrifying angry monotheism
and fear of His unfeeling monotony
and mono-monied values
sound like madness marching
in vicious politicized squares

While RightMind prominent S/He polycultures
feel polypathically polymathic
virtuous ecological recircling potential
and polyvagal music rivered
polyphonic inside shivered
energetic peace duo-potency

Not so much at war
dueling impotency.

S/he questions
If thick and robust LeftBrain engagement
could not possibly become
more stereophonically peaceful,
reiteratively co-passionate
RightMind communal,

Yet intimately at rest,
vicariously imagined
EarthCentric reality remembered
resilient

Entertainments,
vacations,
Healthy-Happy Holidays,

BiLateral questions
ego/eco-systemic communications,

ReCreative
BiCameral consciousness
of co-operating primacy
for peaceful co-relationship

S/he wonders
if her RightMind co-relational primacy
deeply listens for
and widely speaks of
his LeftBrain dominant Ego
capitalized AnthroSupremacy

When wiser win/win dialogue
degenerates
into win/lose debate
between healthy
cooperative
engaging Her not-not questions
and wealthy
competitions with HiStory
entertaining co-passionate Him
positive bicultural answers.

S/he wonders
if sometimes,
and perhaps always,
the opposite of peaceful integrity
is aggressive loneliness.

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Green Cultures

Inside my elegantly intuitive,
but SupremelyWhite Male neglected,
and cooperatively We-managed RightHemisphere,

Grows a nutritious nuancing
and nonviolently
nonverbally communicating
win/win systemically curious
dipolar co-arising
(not so much bipolar distancing
and often furious)
courageous sense of win/win
bicamerally accessible humor

Like when is green
the new black
is not when red
is not the old white privilege

Less adept at laughing
with, and not at,
our own anthrosupremacist pretensions
that we live above Earth’s poly-empathic
matriarchal polytheistic
polyculturing abundance
of natural neurological
and spiritually sensory
organic systemic
synergetic integral
win/win cooperative intersectional parts.

Keeping us tragically win/lose
either/or merely reductive deductive
politically disempowered
by all that monotheistic
patriarchal history
and economically unenlightened competition
for monocultural Capitalization Theory
of RightWing
Feed and water from the elite top
of WhiteAnthro-Evolution.

Evolutionary fighting
and debating
is too competitively win/lose,

Dominated by an autonomously verbal
Either deductively in
or disempowering
degenerative
reductively out
of sufficiently competitive
EarthHealth powers

Almost never compared
with non-verbal
good-humored wellness
win/win loving dopamine and serotonin
climaxing both LeftHemisphere enlightenment
and RightHemisphere empowerment
through curious bicamerally resonant
green peace
and paradise
and pleasant good-health humored revolutions

Laughing with We
not too RightHemisphere traumatized
and neglected
by Win/Lose Either/Or
patriarchal capitalistic
ecopolitical schisms
to curiously appreciate
and apprehend well-humored
win/win Me/We catechisms
for health/wealth co-redevelopment

Cooperatively viral
rather than entertainment-marketed
stand up and debate
competitions

Not co-investing in Green LeftWing
win/win playful adventures

Instead overplaying stern monotheistic
vengeance is LeftBrain dominant
My Autonomous Ego
monoculturalism,

Not feeding and watering
ancient EcoFeminist RightBrain polytheistic
curiosity voices
rather than extractively solemn
humorless cultures and climates
festering retributive monotheism

Upstart replacement
for somnolently smiling
restorative EarthHealth
polypathic polytheism

Before FatherLands
were known as NonOceanic
oppressive win/lose voices,
reweaving MotherLands of Oceanic
impressive win/win choices.

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