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Dearest Cooperative Ego

When Oliver dropped out of high school, after his sophomore year, he went to UConn. We never understood why, other than the obvious, that the main campus was our back yard, and he didn’t like to drive, or use toilets outside our home.

He thought the whole academic degree industry was suspiciously rooted in Win-Lose Game Theory assumptions, which didn’t necessarily have to be true if we would all just wake up some morning and decide to go with Win-Win instead. Even so, he sailed through his GED exams and then spent over a year deciding whether to take some classes at UConn, or just continue writing prose and lyrics and gaming on-line with his intercontinental team, with a representative from each populated continent except Africa–an exception that he found not just irritating but actually embarrassing.

About the time he was deciding not to go back for his junior year, Oliver shared his “Dear Ego” letter with me. We were both surprised, I think, because he almost never wanted me to read his work, or play, as he preferred to think of it. But, this one he correctly thought I would find helpful:

Dear Ego

Please notice that “evil” is not only “live” spelled backwards, but it also is backward, or the reverse of, healthy living.

You do your evil, not-live, acts to test me, to learn justice, when you are wise enough to listen to our eco-logical response.

You evil out of ignoring y/our larger interdependent identity, to discover your individual and collective responsibilities, potential integrity, how and when and whom both live and not-live choices coalesce and differentiate.

Evil is about what and whom we don’t do and become that we could do, we could become, with sufficient power, individually and collectively.

You do not do evil to learn the causes and effects of generosity, to uncover our individual v. collective accountability for gratitude, for mutual redemption.

You both do and do not evil to mutually mentor fair balance of redemptive generosity, mercy, kindness, giving care, nurturing; to evolve Us, your SuperEco Co-Intelligence, to proactively practice peaceful resolutions, love’s fully inclusive resonance through time’s healing, synergy’s revolution.

You and I deliver this not-live evil of climatic competitive transactions, relationships,to spring loose love’s cooperative Boddhisatva Occupation of Earth’s eco-logically harmonious co-arising habitat.

Namaste my Beloved Sub-Climaxing Community.

Your Left-Hand Dominant Right Brain,

SuperEco Elder

 

I don’t know if this was a suicide note, or why I found this copy in front of his cold not-living, but still generously beautiful, body. It’s not even clear to me that Oliver’s death was a suicide, at least not as we usually understand this violence and sadness and despair against one’s future.

The medical examiner said he had never seen anything like it, although he had read an account of a chronically depressed dolphin living in captivity, who signed farewell to a favorite caregiver and then simply stopped inhaling air. Apparently that’s what Oliver did, or chose to not do anymore.

I miss Oliver’s deep beauty, his humor, brilliant integrity, even his profound sadness about our climatic disarray, our chronic insufficiency of loving the cooperative juice of eco-logical health flowing through his veins and neural system.

How I wish that I could redeem his not-live lack of healthy loving environment enough to persuade him to take in one more breath. But, Oliver was always like that. Not confidant that he deserved to breathe the polluted air he inherited from me, from us, from our choices.

I wish we had planted trees together. It was lonely planting that weeping willow in the ashes of his cooperative evil choice.

 

 

 

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Darwin’s Double-Dark Dilemma

Elder Darwin swims in ethology.
He rolls in his deep grave ecology.
He itches and scratches his dissonance
that survival of most fitted and dense
implies manifest destiny for those YangStrong
while Darwin’s Cross and his own eyes
clearly disguised
camouflaged ectosymbiotic thrival of deepest flexible fit-in-edness.

Fullerian synergy.
both within and between polycultured communities and creations,
natural recreations,
ReGenitor’s co-redemptive grace-gift
a pointy-poignant Tipping Midway Rudder,
Yang sustained as ecto-entity through YinYin Win-Win endo-duel tippity,
for Yang/Yin mutually comprehending fitness,
breathing through past anger with future-fear,
toward balancing love’s active endo/ecto comprehensive consciousness.

If only our early-encultured CD of evolution,
had more faithfully looked up and out,
less endo-symbiotically withdrawn,
as Bucky the Fullerest did cooperatively shout,
ubiquitously pout,
prophet of future’s positive spout
flowing Solar-Systemic re-fusion of energy
still photosynthesizing light’s Commons co-op horizon.

With Sun as shamanic Progenitor of RNA, then DNA,
and Mother Earth as pre-genetive virginal womb,
egg white nutritionally composting egg yolk,
provoking primally cooperative metasystemic transactions,
natural contractions with requisite expansions
issuing diverse relay racing genes,
needing to win-win to eco-redeem this global EarthTribe Team.

This problem of evolution’s Win-Lose Evil,
like Kuhn’s problem of incommensurable co-arising of paradigms,
resolves as Manifest Dual/Duelling-Destiny,
dying breath through inductive rebirth,
Yang’s natural economic strength can’t sustain life
without Yin’s double-RNA encoded bicameralogical ego-defiant Right brain
flexibly Jaynes balancing revolutions of temporary death to identity
co-mingling with Yang’s deductive-reflective notice,
prehensile prancing
in without
as EcoUs within.

The political economics of nature challenge just enough
to potentiate optimal cooperative Win-Win transactions
tipping-point midway interactions
ecotherapeutic as metasystemic relationships of stimulating Positive Yang
deducing responsive Double-Negative Yin’s boundary death issues;
synergetic fusions.

Competitive eco-bio-logic
pinch-hits and hints toward primal peace
when revolutioning double-bind dissonance,
resolving double-bind dissonance,
personal, familial, and tribal,
discerning tipping points of optimally resonant double-negative
wu-wei decompositional discernment of sub-prime co-arising trends,
outlining our means to fusion’s full-octave
perma-cultural contentment,
balancing of loose unraveling ends and outcomes,
our Win-Win Intelligence
positive evolutionary Way.

To evolve all ectosymbiotic solar seasoned days,
we resolve our resonantly endosymbiotic solar/lunar cycling
ringing
singing
story-telling strings of Double-Dark Holed night-too-bright.

Bucky’s response to Darwin’s Double-Dark Dilemma,
thriving cooperative win-win systems
of primal fitting-in-ness,
challenging each and all to do our best
to win together:
to optimize positive systemic natural revolutions
of principle and order,
design an optimal evolutionary environment;
to purge ourselves of insubordinate competitively gluttonous economics,
invest more in mutually subsidiary cooperative deep ecologic,
metasystemic justice;
ringing greater resonance in octaved natural systemic circles,
not-quite-so-much Independence Daze of Nationalism over co-operating Earthism,
minimizing Lose-Lose marching in mutual-immunity squares
of autistically demented,
collectively encultured competition-craze.

Decompose within as without,
to regenerate without within,
before as after,
to reflect after as if before,
response as stimulus,
effect as cause of what came after,
object as subject of mutually intelligent interest,
objectives as subjects of mutually cooperative subsidiarity,
nondual co-arising intent,
dissonance as still-contentious potential confluence
to resolve content-full dia-resonance,
Yang as Yin-Yin
to Yin optimally inclusive Yanging sustaining ecto/endosymbiotic life.

Thank you Uncle Charlie,
you did good.
Now, please go rest in peaceful co-arising bliss.

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Still Within Time’s Core

Still within this beginning of Time,
Her Goddess planted
one Tree of Life and Death
regenerating cycles of RNA intelligence
and permaculture.

RNA was and is in and of this Tree of Time
searching for what might rhyme
and rhythm as DNA collateral,
bi-elliptically smooth structuring
boundaries of genetic syntax.

Sun God impregnated RNA’s
Tree Time of ReGeneration
sprouting DNA’s bicameral disposition
as if the Tree of Life and Death
had itself transformed
into a Second Millennial Tee of Knowledge of “Good” and “Evil”
as Life and Death,
ego’s left-brain deductive transposition
of eco’s right-brain Yang v. Yin disposition,
primal relationship,
comprehensively bilateral,
binomial.

DNA started developing
icons and symbols of natural system experience,
and their dynamic seasonal-fractal perennial development,
numeric systems,
then linguistically encultured language,
new left-brain deductive grew Yang positive-dominant
OVER
elder right-brain’s RNA,
more inclusively intuitive yin-yin’s ecological reason
still squarely functional
within information’s 0-core fractal-binomial,
gravitational as centrifugal balancing eternity
of Time’s +/(-,-) tap root.

Eventually,
in this Third Millennium,
a binary digital 3rd echo-wave
liminally reflects both Trees coincidentally
through each other’s evolutionary historical root system.

Bionic system intelligence grows where planted in QBits,
8 Bits per octaved, double-fractal, Byte,
open-systemic root systems
in bicamerally comprehensive consciousness systems
of information polynomial
OVER
not-not self-perpetuating polynomial
eisegetical wisdom
pre-languaged exformation
as “death”
“dissonance”
“negatively correlational coincidence”
“paradox of Pandora’s temporally co-redemptive convex v. concave redundant Box”
“bad”
“Dark Hole pregenetive root compost dense diastasis”
“reverse-hierarchical Tree co-operative economic prescient information”
“cognitive dissonance ‘un’consciousness”
“intuitive personal knowledge”
sorting through subconscious pre-language right-brained cultural awareness,
core tap rooted,
still spacetime’s RNA fractally unfolding
com-post
prime relational function.

Bodies function much better as intentional co-operatives
divested of endosymbiotic Win-Lose competitive monocultural entities,
toxic cancerous uncivil warriors within,
arguing about who will rule this formerly polycultural evolutioning nest.

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Comprehensive Mining and Farming and Regenerating

As a scientist,
and historian,
a gardener, of a sort,
a wanna-be organic farmer,
and EcoBrother,
it appears to me,
it is my more self-optimizing comprehensive,
and hopefully regenerative and redemptive,
view and opinion and belief and truth,
that I (and we)
am one of many daughters and sons
of a passive-solar fueled bicameral information processing EarthTribe,
open,
interdependent,
evolving cooperative Live-System Codex (ribo-nuclear),
appositionally defining and refining as
“not-not-reverse-eviL-closed system”
and non-polynomially equivalent to “Yin”
in Taoism
and Right-hemispheric intuitive,
balancing Left-hemispheric deductive function,
and linguistic function,
and cultural iconic and ionic expression,
in Psychology
and permacultured natural systems theory of positive evolution
and revolution,
in religious/cultural exegetical metasystemic EarthTribe ecotherapy.

Yin is to RNA/DNA
as human nature’s circulatory systems,
neural-bicameral
digestive
respiratory
in-carnadial,
hormonal, are to Yang,

each organically and systemically (both economically and ecologically)

both radiant and mutually gravitational

(cooperative coincidence = gravity).

Freud’s Id is circulatory-convex-body Yang-rooted,
Superego (=SuperEco) is RNA-concave-fractal-square-rooted in
+/(-)(-)Zero-Soul = Polynomial (matter) + NotPolynomial-squared
(speed of comprehensive cultural enlightenment) =

Positive-LiveSystem
Confluence
OVER
Negative-NoteviL Incommensurability,
or appositively wu-wei imbalanced Dissonance.

So, to optimize economic and ecological yield,
whether farming or mining paradigms and language and logic,
and that wholesome mutually coincident love-gravity,
I understand my Self identity as best consumed by regenerative orthopraxis
and mutually mentoring communication,
while I comprehend our mutually-held EarthTribal Entity
as both economically and ecologically Cooperative Gift-It-Forward,
Polyculturally Interdependent Panenteleological Redeemers,
living on the edge of Beloved Community’s
life and death repurposing
rehabilitating
revolving
binomial/binary recycles.

Not-Not
Who’s there?
Yes.
Yes Who?
Yes, UNI EcoTherapeutically Together.
O, UnI?
Please.
Is that a gun in your pocket, or…?

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Belover Communication

What purpose do I choose to live;

remaining aloof from evil practice and intent?

What meaning can we find for life

that could transcend our individual absence of identity?

Original Intent uncovers love’s revolutionary invitation

into mutual belonging.

 

What is this love, synergy, active peace-filling justice

of mindful compassion and contentment

here and now extending forward and backward

across all times and distinctions of identity?

 

Perfect love voids anger and fear,

confluent confidence overwhelmingly absorbing dissonance

as difference.

 

Anger dissipates without an enemy to target

through proactive and generously proportioned kindness,

pay-it-forward redemptive

contented

balanced Id/SuperEco value,

as Yin/Yang,

as double-binding negative vortex

over positive (0)-Soul Teleological Prime Relationship

of Tao.

 

Fear fades coincidentally

as love fulfills its trembling place,

grows naked without tools or weapons,

merely minds and hearts and bodies

as interdependent natural systems,

to transform our metamorphic place,

confining dissonating heat to sweaty race,

pace,

embrace,

and challenges intending long-term primal cooperation

within timeless all EcoEntity.

 

Edenic life ionically balancing ergodic recreation,

finding humor in ego’s hateful quaking,

double-binding double-negative monoculture

of Lose-Lose mutually mindless monopolistic dis-ecosystems.

All Yang,

no yin,

original over-deductive sin,

omitting half our good potential,

intuitively discovered as only half-bad,

not not Original Intent

of Polyculturally Multisystemic Harmony.

 

This prime relationship

between eco-logical mind and eco-normic heart

incarnates polypathically:

invest in what you and we all love most,

to disinvest in what we fear.

Multisystemically therapeutic,

like our human DNA-live organic relationships,

swallowing backward-evil monotemporal wrong directions,

biological folding and unfolding,

as passive-solar nuclear fusion of mind and heart.

Just-Right Vitamin D counteracts Despair.

 

Actively cooperative economic design,

intent,

assumptions,

fuel polyculturally multisystemic therapy,

as competitive Lose-Lose overly-sustained practices

feed anger,

silos of mortal fear,

suffering,

feeding into monopolistic

monochromatic

mindless

monocultures of Black Hole entropic misappropriation,

and socioeconomic pathology.

 

Black Hole economic competition

never ends with enough for ME.

Ecological binding cooperation

never ends without sufficiency for WE,

consumers and producers,

regenerators and redeemers.

 

If we don’t fly apart first,

we might learn to fly and swim together

in full-fueled nutritionally organic markets

with permaculturally optimized design,

square rooted in full-living values

appositionally tipping,

syncing,

swaying and dancing,

smooth-structured away from mortally feared dissonance,

WEself-identity immune pathology.

 

Within and on,

under and over,

before and after,

above and below

Midway’s  natural systemic Tao,

P=NP

as,

because,

equivalently,

coincidentally

Yang=ReverseYin.

 

Evil is to dissonant-revol…, eco-fear and echoing anger,

as live be lover;

as alien competitors

absorb ionic re-balancing mutual redeemers.

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AntiClimaxing USAge

I grow old white man fat

in places that were spaces before,

as has devolved consumptive national culture

and anti-logistic economic planning

of, by, and for  incorporated extractive parasites,

sucking up life bloodstreams of old man fat

in bullish shit-commodities.

 

Ecological synergy of natural balanced systems

unfolding analogically and ecologically

across both Interior and Exterior Landscapes,

too often evaporates into entropic loss to

monochromatic silos,

neighborhoods and minds

identities and orthopraxis

locked behind irrational segregation,

sociopathological absence of multisystemic therapeutic wisdom,

choosing to continue spinning our revolving mouths

to swing negatively

sweeping past positive polarities to race negative feedback

suboptimization circles,

looking in at ego when we could look out at our supereco

looking back in at our trapped unwinding Live Show,

spellbound backward “evil” in our reverse-view mirror

rather than regenerating positive teleological potential,

purging out-of-balance competitive values and systemic functions,

negatively deviating from balanced equivalent values:

synergetically cooperate more by dissonantly competing less,

develop Climax Community polycultures more

by tipping equity away from dissonant monocultural economic dysfunctions,

like old man fat deposits,

growing tumorously negative,

bad karma places

where used to breathe more graceful empty spaces,

room for all of us to share.

 

 

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