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Viciously Virtuous Cycles

Like cooperatives explicitly known
and felt,
most virtuous circle systems
love meaningful ecological theology,
a WinWin reiteratively continuous choice
grows political democratic
tit=tat resilience into multicultural perpetuity,
whether virtuous ego inside
and/or eco-habitat therapeutic outside.

Like implicit competitions,
not not corollaries make most vicious
LoseLose degenerative non-choices toward WinWin,
prejudicial leaning toward
inside ego-economic priority
over outside green theological opportunity,
continues stuck in pathological violent nihilism,
dissonant absence of resilience,
ego-inside rabid
as climate pathological revenge,
for anti-ecological LoseLose reactionary ecopolitical choices
militaristic
growing short-tempered mendaciously rabid
LeftBrain dominant expedience

Secular vicious cycles
pursue wealthy growth
to autonomously achieve fleeting desperate health,
before deficit played-out absence
of further future expiration dates
predicting Earth’s pulselessness–
attenuated rootlessness

Sacred virtuous long-rooted recyclers
pursue ecotherapeutic healthy memories
of more nutritiously wealthy forests,
wild undomesticated RightBrain sacred spaces

To cooperatively achieve resiliently balanced
multicultural theology of meaning
ego-green wealth
pursuing ultra-nonviolent Tit health
for ultra-violet Tattling wealth…

Long-term cooperative virtues
absorbing short-term viciousness

EcoTherapy
absorbing EgoRabid Virality

Integrity
absorbing Dementia

Yin
absorbing Yang

Like cooperative cytosine
absorbing autonomous uracil.

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Inconvenient Lives

Self confident
I would feel inconvenient
to be dead,

Yet relieved in freedom
from trimming toe
and finger nails
and receding hair
advancing down wrinkling neck
and softing shoulders.

Although not confident
I could grow
satisfied with fictional fame,
self-grandiosing glory,
I remain curious
how timelessly satisfying might emerge
historically famous fictions,
glories of grandly granted otherwise.

Confiding ancient secrets,
I could feel confluent
intuiting alive
resilience in freedom to survive
culture’s soft-spoken rhyming terror
flirting with authenticity
of memory’s patterned identity
and difference,
identically coincident.

Faith
masquerading hope,
Light
fading dual-dark air without
within,

True life
camouflaging trust’s pervasive love
Confident
I would feel false
to grow prematurely dead.

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Win Don’t Risk Loser Offensives

Birthing,
feeding and watering Ego-integrity
is our CommonGround infant-parental first collusion.

Yet, Ego maturity is not not
our EcoCentric Promised end.

If Ego is to EcoParadise
as Activist is to Pacifist,
then our other side of cooperative healing
is ever more colonizing notnot rewinding Pathology.

PositivEnergy,
cooperatively-owned
democracy-relationships,
invite reconnecting people with healthy habitat Elder places
from which we matriarchally evolved
and patriarchally long to head back toward
WinWin WombingParadise,

Green and Brown organic multiculturing hope
to reforest wind-
and ballistic-blown
military-industrialized Beige and
Khaki
and camouflaged
WhiteBone
death deserts.

Ego’s LeftBrain emergence
allows us to define
both UniversalBeing and BecomingUnited
in ZeroZone integrity ways
reflecting Trusted Truths
of Ego’s deductive interdependent understanding
an integral holonic listening part
of EcoOther
healthy solidarity.

Wealthy Ego speaks healthy therapeutic Truth
advancing past creolizing paradigmatic histories,
Creation
and ReCreation Legends
of ZeroZone WinWin scientific revolutions,
new life between competing re-colonizing histories
of pathological WinLose disassociation,
Now longing to restore nature/spirit healing
to competing capital and educational and cultural investments
in further BusinessAsUsual climate wounds.

Ego longs to redefine
our secularLeft/sacredRight Way
with dipolar ZeroAuthority
as humane/divine becomings
in-between Yang ecofeminist advocates
actively yintegrating
irrational war and rape reminders,
scars diseased and uneased EcoHabitats
of past degenerations.

EarthPeace
revolves our first ecofeminist memory,
matriarchal steps and stages
re-weaving EgoDominant LeftBrain masculating
good wellbeing constitutional health
conservational habitats,
places of cooperatively interdependent self-governance.

Matriarchal peace is this first step
toward healing patriarchal War
against restoring unity,
toward Yin/Yang wholeness.

Ego warm cooperative memories
OlderRight Both/And
NewerLeft Either/Or

Both/Either
PositiveOne and NotNot Zero
And/Or DNA fractals
of ZeroZone health-strings
bilaterally revolving/evolving

Contrast universal bipolarity
to Compare uniting dipolarity

CoArising
health resilient deductive Left
with wealth resonant inductive Right
ZeroZone
Ego/Eco-Consciousness.

Universally liberal Love
notnot equals
integrity-conserving Grace.

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Stalked by August Trees

Every time I change directions
lately, and possibly beforely,
Trees stand by to mentor
and nurture,
to feed with branched hands
to bleed when uprooted
from aptic past centuries
of hibernating winter naps.

Trees of original pheromone attraction,
August spawned
like Taurus colonizing crabgrass
embedded in deep horticultural learning root systems
self-with-other cooperative matriarchal
reverse-hierarchical
healthcare.

I’m driving my deep royal blue truck
without 1.5 tons of empty ideas
about why we tell each other we hope to plant trees
and edible urban goodnews landscapes.

And why deeper resilience
might invite us to think more extended family
about locally edible preferences for foragers
of all healthy species,
edible and humanely divinely ornamental.

Nor why merely WinWin ornamental undervalued lives
rather than Win/Lose edible and commodified deaths
bring more or less longterm health-resilient values
for unhungry people
and rapid but not rabid rabbits
and self-satisfied maternal turtles
and bedded oysters
and slow-grown snails
and sleek blue herons,
just because they too
can appear deep royal blue
when standing studying wet
nutritional environments
under a canopy
of May raining births and bursts
of pheromone coming leaves.

Why do healthy MotherTrees,
edibly and ornamentally developing,
cooperatively co-managing multicultural Trust with Beauty,
lust for a diversely wealthy woodland?
Responding to August pheromones
with healthy diastatic climax
here near our urban queered Thames River,
formerly Shetucket from the north and east,
and frantic Yantic
to those Western First TreeNation shored.

I remember driving
toward a first-time rendezvous
with another TaurusBrother,
deep royal purple
from early August sun
beneath picnic tabled shade trees.

Wearing broad branched shoulders
Armaments extending his Taurus pheromones
well beyond his white wife-beater
understory.
If not in heated August,
Would he still be my shade tree husband,
mentor of Win/Lose nature v spirit detachments
disassociations
half a well-branched tree story
without valuing rich deep ornamental August roots?

I want to plant fruit
and nut
and date trees,
and edible oyster
and clam
and turtle
and river-watered healthy habitat
because I am a more ornamentally interesting
and edibly invested tree of Taurus confidence
when planting and watching,
with authorized RightBrain WinWin gratitude,
graceful Trees of multiregenerational
sacred ecological
cooperative tree-rooted
August pheromone life.

Returning from an Urban Agriculture
cooperative conversation
about why we hope to heal
our jonesing
almost August souls
planting and caring for young growing Trees
seduced into reborn leaving life
by May becoming rich soil
and climate atmospheric pheromones.

WinWin Trees
and seasonally revolving pheromones.
I suppose these are why
I choose planting edible trees
with fellow ornamental minds
as these healthy WiseElders
planted RightBrain sacred wealth-inviting climates
reforesting Left/Right branching deep rich Green
August climaxing pheromones.

Trees WiseElder cared for my original farmhouse home,
oak and fir and maple
surrounding
shaded August rutting adolescent heat

Driving home
to my favorite stalking Trees
in my deep royal blue,
with WinWin green resilient interior,
August pheromanic Truck.

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Business As Usual Grows Danger

This is dangerous
said pirates to their vampire allies
about losing past regeneration fees
and bloodline contributions.

I’m being treated unfairly,
said pathological hurt
to self-redeeming anger,
loss of sacred winning patience.

I’ve lost something precious,
said virginal grief
and sacred matriarchal refugees
of WiseElder
wombed through tombed
cooperative-synergetic loss.

I’ve wronged future and past
goodfaith generations,
said shame and guilt,
in bowed head
and on wounded knee,
for sacred restoring justice wrongs
Original DivineLight LeftWing
against RightWing punishing intent.

This is anguish
I have been hoping-for?
prayed Earth-winning happiness
preying upon
wounded YangEgo unhappiness.

Sometimes my wounded future
wins with eventual longterm death and dying losses
cooperatively owned
and managed past research appraisals
concluding with fear of empty success
ego-dominating
and eco-green resiliently mistaken.

Fear and anger domination
need not necessarily render future losses necessary
or losing past sacred emotions
with reverse secular emotional dissonance today
about our shared green future
dismissed as tjerapeutically irrational.

My yangish co-gravitating polypathic feelings
dualdark WonderLeft
with AwesomeRight
matriarchal repressed mindbody
spiritually changing climates
remain polyphonic ZeroZone
Winning Future through Present
co-operating trends

While breathing ego-in,
reverses exhaling co-investments
eco-out
since dualdark dusky yin
co-invented
co-acclimating
creolizing
dawning Light.

Sacred light optimizes
decision-ownership
by shifting winning enlightenment
from DivineLight initiative
to co-therapeutic EgoAgenda CoOwnership.

Conjoining EgoVoices
remind us
we are each eco-trustingly responsible
for time co-arising ownership
self-managed
in healthcare vocational groups
of and for cooperative self-with-other co-insurance.

Cooperative EarthTribe leadership
voiced best through mentoring
and winning v losing role-playing
with One WinWin Another
grows ever more abundant reforesting harvests
as compared WinSome-LoseSome
tp competitively monoculturing redemption
against secular polypathic co-redemption,
organic-harmonic
cooperative ZeroZone networks

ZeroZone
SpaceTime structures HereNow
in this enthymematic deep Win learning
outdoor classroom
with and for eco-theological
rebirthing cooperative research students
with co-mentoring eco-teachers,
children with cooperatively co-mentoring green parents
descended from dualdark matriarchal wombs
of PositivEnergy Integrity.

When cooperative networks
minimize ego wins v ecopower struggles
between winning EarthTribe co-ownership
and individuals winning ownership
of organic species
and individual winning co-ownership
of ego/eco intelligence,
we have just-right sufficient time
to grow fewertugs
toward tipping pointed LoseLose War.

More than sufficient short-term losses
predict further long-term bossy ballistic bully losses
to terrorists and thugs
and vampires and pirates
and WinLose passive-aggressive conformist rebels
remain hidden behind
attending each other
while struggling with compromises
netting short-term economic investment in wealth
against long-term organic Earth health.

We receive no LeftDominant answers
to RaptureWinning prayers
sent out with gratitude
and grace
and Take Me Away From All This Competition grief
afflicting sacred and secular eco-mentors.

Civil suffering servants
facilitating ego-ecotherapies,
teachers and prachers
here now
to become co-messiah winning mentors
shot at
and dismissed
as too matriotically cooperative
owned and managed
by winning graceful love
for and of wondrous leftwing academic paradigm competitors
allied with sacred awesome rightwing cooperators.

Such prayers and players
are mindbody struggles
without fun,
yet not Loser deathblows either.

If all EarthTribe
does not fall vampirate dead
and LastDays predative,
And if we don’t go rabid loser overpopulated
paranoid-ballistic,
like vampiratic rats
in a closed zerozone system
recognized by LeftBrain against RightBrain
manic-oppressive
double-binding cages,

We might Ego-Eco win nondualistic plans
for a quick and therapeutic cooperative-ownership truce,
all EarthTribe sabbath
for cooperative ownership
grace and gratitude,
followed by a restorative justice planning
and permaculture designing
polycultural Future Search,
ego/eco cooperative
indoor/outdoor Green EarthTribe
Open ZeroZone
WinWin ecological/theological systemic
cooperative research.

This is short-term infamous cooperative wealth risk
with long-term health opportunity
said Either/Or dissonantly competing vampirates.

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Beauty’s Integrity

Beauty,
like Truth
with Integrity,
is better seen
than told.

Is healthier discovered
than overstated bold.

 

I need to discover
communion with trees
as good and faithful Elder neighbors.

I prefer to grow them from hazel nuts
and peach pits
and apple seeds.

To notice these young
until old enough to shade me
and provide nurturing fruit,
to boldly slow down
Earth’s too-winded voices.

I want to rediscover
childlike communion,
ancient innocence
of therapeutic mutual insurance,

Discovery
for discovery’s cooperative entertainment sake
alone
yet also health discovery
rediscovering together.

Like infants
learning how to see again
because we were too blinded
by birth just yesterday
to understand differences
between cooperative multigenerational beauty
and competing monocultural ugly,
between discovering Truth sight
and healthing sounds,
choice winds and climate voices
and False unhealthy pathologies,
tsunamis,
HisACanes.

Promise of long-term ego adventures
yet without even active hope
for short-term healthing powers
of ecobeauty’s entertaining ventures.

Beauty,
like Truth
and CooperativeInvestment Integrity,
told boldly polypathic,
yet also seen healthy
and heart wealthy polyphonic,
both inside ego-climates
and outside Beauty
as Truth-Integrity.

 

We notice NegativEnergy
with secular grief.
But integrate how it also boldly informs
sacred gratitude
through PositivEnergy Democracy focus
on beautiful nutritious Truths
and truthful healthing Beauties.

Like trees,
and innocent children,
and rainbows.

Beauty greets
true integrity
when outdoors,
like indoors,
not only looks and sounds restorative,
but also smells
and tastes
nutritiously ego-ecotherapeutic.

Like Mother Trees
and DNA nuts and RNA seeds,
octave-fractal rainbows,
double-binding
bleeding-breeding
YangHere with YinNow.

 

Beauty,
like healthy Truth
with wealthy Integrity,
is better seen
than told,
and self-predicted,
predicated,
propogandized,
propagated.

True integrity
is healthier discovered,
and outside awed,
than overstated boldly
inside voices
gossiping just among ourselves.

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