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Too Long Past Due

What’s the point of suicide
when I feel already dead inside?

Too long past due
pulling breath’s last plug
last gasp
last primal scream
for and against capital colonizing campaigns
but acted out in dizzying silent mime,
rumored to be a scary thing
this last big surrendering event
before unconsciousness
of changing time
marching inevitably forward
and backward,
out
and back in
until no more back
or in.

But what frightens this fading identity most,
No one will know a difference,
notice I’m different,
least of all
decaying from within
me.

Already unconscious
subconscious,
merely skirting conscious life
precedes flirting with absence of awareness,
burning bridges
pulling life plugs
turning out my lights
already too dark to hear
fear memories
too alarming to feel
images
too disarming to care for power
for light

Too defining
future past experience
enlightening
too long
refining
past due
healing
organic capital investments
ourselves
too long overdue.

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Dancing through Poetic Treasons

Language,
like evolution and poetry,
dynamic verbs,
functioning with co-arising root systems,
nouns for action and reaction,
co-arising preaction Ego-faith perpetuating
reiterative dipolar seasonal-temporal eco-health
regenerative prime relational
DNA-RealTime = RNA-LoveNowCoArising function.

Systems are dynamic ecoverbs,
to function systematically is why “system”
ecosystemologically includes biosystemologic,
polyculturally transregenerated
as fractal-balancing ecological health-systemic,
you know, ionic and iconic dynamic transcripts
of mythic-logical 4D WinWin CoOperative Teleology,
like RNA-Elders,
confluent with us DNA-wanna-play-nice
with Gaia’s Earth Rights of Birth-thru-Death-thru-ReBirth
Optimal ReGenerative CoArising Passage
through Great Transitional Events and Moments,
as well as BusinessAsUsual Evolutionary
slow-growth CoOperativeEconomics.

Culture likes each liveNOW,
both before taken over by anger
and after co-prehending fear of dualdark past
notnot regeneration
kosmic codex health regenerative prime-fractal-formed
Fullerian-bicameral-knotted mindbody
nature becoming nurture-being
ecoself-perpetuating bilateral Time
positive/negative feedback-fold dipolar loop hypothesis,
ongoing through Time’s bilateral co-gravitational
nutrient string
back and forth toward (0) ecoEarthTribe-centric
dialogical political and economic EcoCreation PolyStoried,
global cooperative health and safety language,
ego-nouns for ecobiosystemic balancing verbs,
long for
exegete Yin’s RightLeft Balancing Exegenesis,
generate-elational,
dynamite,
revolution thru great transitions,
as Wisdom muses thru great literature.

As is love, synonymous with synergy, Fullerian-fractal.
Loves, with their hates, are lives
are dynamic Ego-discontinuous verbal ecosystems,
with their own lovely and angry and fearful births and deaths,
their own childhoods,
and adolescent full-bodied spring,
and sometimes mature autumnal wisdom
follows diastolic-dialectic ecologosing younger adulthood
of bicameral polyenculturation,
spreading viral love verbs
far and wide,
now going cooperative networked on-line.

Love functions synergetic-integral-unitarian dynamically,
what beloved longs for
as does belonging recall,
for longing is only able to see
the reverse face of love already nouned,
already known, remembered, labeled,
reconnecting belonging
with exegeting
regenerating viral-vital-vive-live with notnot-live systems of degeneration
dynamites of cooperatively regenerate synergy,
integral integrity absorbing competition’s age of LeftDominant suffering,
unitarian universality of ecovalue
nutrient enriched polycultural guilds of ecotruths,
viral ecocomprehension,
bicamerally balancing ecofunction of life as love renouned.

Poetry,
like evolution of language,
draws in and out dynamic verbs,
functioning with co-arising ecoRNAroot systems,
nouns for action and reaction,
preaction and self-implicating embryo
children of Ancient SunGod-ReGenerative Productive Branch-Yang-Worshipers
thereby feeding all those YinYin
WinWin
notnot double-temporal bound
fornicating feminist RightBrain dominant
forests of eco-neural-fractal root evolutionary-thru-revolutionary
ecosystemic cooperative economic
as political compost-fertile dynamite.

Or, perhaps that was Wisdom Literature.
I reiteratively interchange those paradigms.
I wonder why I am not alone in that,
in here,
as also there,
as now
is also notnot yet politically begun economically,
where my bicameral Left mind ends up
is where our Right-Balanced bilateral BodyElders began,
eco square-rooted
in binomial balanced ego/eco Earth’s RealTime Prime
nutrient value ReGenerating CoArising Integral-Unitarian
Health-Integrity Synergetic Commons,
Polycultural Outcome Integrity.

AnthroMythos creation-story-re-ligions EarthTribal Iconic Logos,
Gaia Goddess of EcoJustice, Rain, Water, Earth, Regenerate Fertility, etc.
we do our poli-economic hoky-poky,
as we turn our Earth-nest around,
upside down,
where BlueHeaven still moon lights GreenEarth
in full double-negative temporal-bilateral fractals
of energetic frequency and healthy compost-function.

Poetry,
like Wisdom Literature,
great nutritional ecotherapeutic reading for insomniacs,
but be careful of which nutrient-choices you make,
whether reading or writing
some are healthier than others.
Polycultural diversity is usually our self-optimizing choice,
more permaculturally tested and researched for full-octave balancing harmony,
full-color witnessed and time regenerated,
loved and metasystemically synergized
as nature rhymes with nurture
and reason rhymes with season
and Bucky rhymes with Lucky
Plan ZeroCentric B/A Resonance.

Revolutionary Dynamics,
like evolution as ego/ecosystemic bilateral balance
of mythic poetic Timing,
logos-muse of CoPresent Diastatic Now,
stepping firmly
in our dance following past and hunting future Earth-nativity.

 

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Random Mainframes

Random frames
my brain
in polypathic goo
refusing to decompositionally chew
enough to defog mystery
of randomness
coincidence
co-arising evolution
of a fuller consciousness revolution.

Prickly head
with gooey heart
suboptimizing when they are apart
and are not speaking
to where they might find
a more accurate midway mine.

When I want to optimize
my wealth
of mental health,
I decompose nondual co-arising
toward regenerative comprehension,
to decompose
to break apart
in my image-nation
what time’s nature must always regener-ation.

Strictly Prickly Heads,
last of a Left-brain dominant strain.
Gushing GooGlobbed Hearts,
last of a RightWinged
monocultural spring.

If mass is to time
as commodity is to energy,
then commodifiant forms
have two bilateral functions,
buying and selling Time’s value.

We have commodified ourselves
too high
for the energy we have invested
to co-arise Beloved Commons.

Each buy and sell form
of Time’s transaction
follows our Tree of Good and Evil
commodity
rather than consuming and producing
Time’s primal choice
of Tree for Life and Death’s
double-bound transparent value.

Commodity incarnates
a market of value,
distilled fuel for even more ego-ownership.

Informational interest
fuels commodification of value
for stripmining Earth
as we stripmine the value of human Time;
while more cooperative interest
energizes optimizing value
for polyculturing Earth
as we polypath our value of eco-logical Time.

If Earth is RNA’s ProGenitor,
our ultimately commodifying “Owner”
and CoRedeemer,
then is ownership of Earth
commodification as
idolatrization
of madness,
polypathology of valuing Good
as loveless usery,
universalism without unitarianism?

Neither cultural hype
nor hippie consciousness
bring immunity to greed
or consistent investment in confluent integrity.
Whereas polypathic genius
does seem to bring some intuitive affinity
to simplicity of life’s value
for Time’s hope and faith and love,
beauty and wisdom;
a more singularly focused consciousness
on how we are created
united
just how our bones are polymorphically universal
fossils of unitarian revolutions.

I think that I shall never see
an old man buy his first property
going up his rickety stair
to take his blood pressure meds unaware
he will wear the stair with excessive need to pee;
you see,
due to his blood pressure mediludicrosity,
up up the stairs he went
to visit the only bathroom’s cabinets.

We can use actuarial tables
to decompose the value of Time’s investment
in any co-arising system,
whether informational-digital
or analogical-organic,
thereby calculating appropriate life credit and debit
available to this globally networked cooperative community
each hour
or day
or transaction
or week
or month
or year
or time’s ultimately prime relationship
to timeless.

Don’t sell the Commons,
but,
because we have already commodified
even the goods and evils of a life,
whether human,
or a tree,
perhaps we might cooperatively rent goods
and barter services
in exchange for the value of Time’s investment
by the day
or week
or month
or year
or lifetime,
depending on who we be
together.

Yellow wool blanket
with matching satin sashing
just on one end
caressing my neck and chin
reminding of how long and dashing
we have been
together.

Hold me against the chill of parting night.
Hold me with abandon to your fright
to love me
whom you never had enough
of hold me
for the warmth of gathering days.

Random frames
rounding claims,
icons of RNA’s encryption.

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Darwin’s Double-Dark Dilemma

Elder Darwin swims in ethology.
He rolls in his deep grave ecology.
He itches and scratches his dissonance
that survival of most fitted and dense
implies manifest destiny for those YangStrong
while Darwin’s Cross and his own eyes
clearly disguised
camouflaged ectosymbiotic thrival of deepest flexible fit-in-edness.

Fullerian synergy.
both within and between polycultured communities and creations,
natural recreations,
ReGenitor’s co-redemptive grace-gift
a pointy-poignant Tipping Midway Rudder,
Yang sustained as ecto-entity through YinYin Win-Win endo-duel tippity,
for Yang/Yin mutually comprehending fitness,
breathing through past anger with future-fear,
toward balancing love’s active endo/ecto comprehensive consciousness.

If only our early-encultured CD of evolution,
had more faithfully looked up and out,
less endo-symbiotically withdrawn,
as Bucky the Fullerest did cooperatively shout,
ubiquitously pout,
prophet of future’s positive spout
flowing Solar-Systemic re-fusion of energy
still photosynthesizing light’s Commons co-op horizon.

With Sun as shamanic Progenitor of RNA, then DNA,
and Mother Earth as pre-genetive virginal womb,
egg white nutritionally composting egg yolk,
provoking primally cooperative metasystemic transactions,
natural contractions with requisite expansions
issuing diverse relay racing genes,
needing to win-win to eco-redeem this global EarthTribe Team.

This problem of evolution’s Win-Lose Evil,
like Kuhn’s problem of incommensurable co-arising of paradigms,
resolves as Manifest Dual/Duelling-Destiny,
dying breath through inductive rebirth,
Yang’s natural economic strength can’t sustain life
without Yin’s double-RNA encoded bicameralogical ego-defiant Right brain
flexibly Jaynes balancing revolutions of temporary death to identity
co-mingling with Yang’s deductive-reflective notice,
prehensile prancing
in without
as EcoUs within.

The political economics of nature challenge just enough
to potentiate optimal cooperative Win-Win transactions
tipping-point midway interactions
ecotherapeutic as metasystemic relationships of stimulating Positive Yang
deducing responsive Double-Negative Yin’s boundary death issues;
synergetic fusions.

Competitive eco-bio-logic
pinch-hits and hints toward primal peace
when revolutioning double-bind dissonance,
resolving double-bind dissonance,
personal, familial, and tribal,
discerning tipping points of optimally resonant double-negative
wu-wei decompositional discernment of sub-prime co-arising trends,
outlining our means to fusion’s full-octave
perma-cultural contentment,
balancing of loose unraveling ends and outcomes,
our Win-Win Intelligence
positive evolutionary Way.

To evolve all ectosymbiotic solar seasoned days,
we resolve our resonantly endosymbiotic solar/lunar cycling
ringing
singing
story-telling strings of Double-Dark Holed night-too-bright.

Bucky’s response to Darwin’s Double-Dark Dilemma,
thriving cooperative win-win systems
of primal fitting-in-ness,
challenging each and all to do our best
to win together:
to optimize positive systemic natural revolutions
of principle and order,
design an optimal evolutionary environment;
to purge ourselves of insubordinate competitively gluttonous economics,
invest more in mutually subsidiary cooperative deep ecologic,
metasystemic justice;
ringing greater resonance in octaved natural systemic circles,
not-quite-so-much Independence Daze of Nationalism over co-operating Earthism,
minimizing Lose-Lose marching in mutual-immunity squares
of autistically demented,
collectively encultured competition-craze.

Decompose within as without,
to regenerate without within,
before as after,
to reflect after as if before,
response as stimulus,
effect as cause of what came after,
object as subject of mutually intelligent interest,
objectives as subjects of mutually cooperative subsidiarity,
nondual co-arising intent,
dissonance as still-contentious potential confluence
to resolve content-full dia-resonance,
Yang as Yin-Yin
to Yin optimally inclusive Yanging sustaining ecto/endosymbiotic life.

Thank you Uncle Charlie,
you did good.
Now, please go rest in peaceful co-arising bliss.

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Zen of Permacultural Teaching

Nondual Listening
Co-Incident Id-Entity
Co-Arising Empathy
fertile re-feminist revolution

Pupils notice
left-deductive
reductive
conflating
labeling
commodifying
divisive
competitive dominance.

JustUs Rights
Earth’s revolutionary co-arising:
harmonically polyculturing Beloved,
evolutionary longing
to belong co-equivalent with Left.

JustUs Permaculturist Mentor
mutually messianic co-redeemer
health as wealth intent
with wealth of healthy ecotherapeutic praxis:

“Permaculture” as paradigm,
organic zero-centric frame for systemic design
development
evolutionary revolutions within spacetime
nondual co-incidental co-arising
Host as Polycultural Co-Observing Parasites,
Consumers and Producers
DeComposers and ReGenerators,
mutually coherent co-operation
emerging healthier polycultural environments
within and without landscapes
more polypathically regenerative,
co-redemptive economics of naturally healthy wealth,
nondual bi-onic in-formation/ex-composition balance
zen system of co-arising discernment
co-manifest Nondual Destiny,
dying and living
co-developing gravitation and loving
both summer’s fullness and winter’s purgative hibernation,
enlightenment’s diastasis and dual-dark embryonic negentropy
optimizing Left’s deductive/inductive syntax and Right’s Win-Win eco-normic codex
sustaining cooperative Yang balance as nondual +/(-) YinYin-c
double-bound temporal flow as prime relational function
Permacultural Commons Holistic Balance
at zen-speed of core-chi bicameral light.

Polycultural MetricSyntax = +/-c’s fractal root
(0) Zen-Tao-Mahakalpa-Soul-Prime-Nonduality.

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Manifestations of Time

The double-bound marks of physical incarnation
Follow the path of time’s conceptual seasons.

What we have named “time”
remains elusive, evasive,
does not present itself.
Ubiquitously coincidental with thought,
flow of consciousness,
yet climatically optimized in HereNow forms.
Double-bound, double negatives
yet diastatic within dense in-formating energy
with ionic iconic balance.

Double-dark and dim primal enlightening Vortex
Yet encoded bilateral order within time’s regenerative life-force flow.
Time’s love of being,
regenerate (0)-souled systemic,
right as true as balanced,
implied contented confluence of coincidental
yet rational and just con-scientific evidence,
human natural proof
of time’s smooth-emergent revolution.

From days of old till now, permaculturally,
Time’s logos as Beloved Space and Place
has never ceased,
By which we may comprehend progenitive universed conception
as dipolar exception co-operating inception.

Time conceives through binomial coincidation
we identity as Self Plus Other Life,
Love of present,
with fear/courageous future
with angry/content-engorged past,
manifestations of time’s power with passion
peace with just-rightness.

How does the Thinker know these shapes of nature’s revolving Time?
Through polyculturing function,
Time’s memory becomes co-passionately comprehensive thought,
bilateral conception,
following septum’s binary dark valley of intuition,
great-dividing exceptional ego from inceptive ecological Time.

Double-bound marks of incarnation forward
excarnation backward,
Time’s bilateral conception as contention
emerging bionically contented information.
Consciousness dances time’s dance,
the singer incarnates time’s song,
as time conceives spatial exception.

Note:¬†Loosely rooted, with lavish poetic license, in Laotse’s “Manifestations of Tao,” p. 132, 1948, Lin Yutang, trans. and ed., The wisdom of Laotse, Modern Library.

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CoRedemptive Miracle

If you are asking me to forgive you
for being born human,
for the sins of making ignorant,
and often habitual,
mistakes of judgment and understanding,
for your lack of compassion and empathy,
for your cognitive and affective and effective dissonance,
for your part in our shared investment
in a cultural pool of violence,
mutual domination assumptions of win-lose logistics,
both intentionally and accidentally causing yourself to suffer,
others to suffer and become angry,
and hate,
and despair,
and wilt,
and develop climate-control issues,
and extinguish;
if you are asking me to forgive you
for sometimes doing more than your fair share of mayhem,
then of course my answer is “Yes!”

Especially if you might forgive me
for the errors of my pathological ways.
If this could be a cooperative double-binding kind of transaction
of mutual forgiveness for sins already committed
and those still on their way,
then this might serve a mutually redemptive dynamic,
as well as mutual mentoring cooperative investment
all in one compost pile of coincidental enrichment.

But, while this is all fine and good,
you do not need my fore-giveness
nor can I participate in your redemptive investments
of life,
of time,
of resources,
of positive healthy sustainable relationships,
in your stead,
nor you in mine.
My capacity to fore-give,
to invest in redemptive right relationship,
is limited not only by my own passioning capacity,
my ability and range of empathy,
but also by your own committed ability to empathize with,
identify fully with yourself,
your significant and also less significant others,
whether human or some other self-organizing
self-perpetuating
self-regenerative systemic form and force of nature.

Fore-giving,
like investment and karmic redemption of pay-it-forward commitment
to future hope of positive relationship,
begins as an internal economy
and grows out into Earth’s natural
systemic ecology of cooperative relationship
intention and practice.
You need not compete for my fore-giveness
any more than you could dominate in earning
what best remains a zero-sum free market exchange
of mutual regard,
and hope,
and trust,
positive investment is also negative disinvestment
from further harm,
mistrust,
inequity,
dissonant dominating win-lose strategies.
This is basic Hippocratic Oath mutual mentorship.

To do no harm
we must at least intend no harm
in actions,
transactions,
practice,
intent,
giveness.
An optimally redemptive economy,
equitable return-to-zero-balance forgiveness
of your investments,
is also a balancing return toward zero-sum win-win ecology of grace.

I can only be your redeemer
if you are your own redeemer,
returning Time’s investment in choosing to continue evolving,
incarnating,
your DNA potential since conception.
We are each coincidental co-redeemers,
redeeming Elder Time’s DNA regenerative investment
in our interdependent,
multisystemic
polypathic prime bicameral relationship
from past generations of Time,
carnating future’s regeneration
of our cooperative id-entity season.

You are your holonic subset
of nature’s informating existence,
conscious of your Time’s regenerating
and dissonant neural memories;
there, fore-given at birth, you know your redeemer lives.

If you’re asking me how I know my redeemer lives,
because my Eco-Time’s cooperative relational
(coincidental) investments
in this ego-ionic id-entity
of left-right neural balance
sing this song of miraculous co-harmony.

Dedicated to Joy

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