NotChosen Stories

What are these days of mourning stories
I choose not to tell about myself,
my emotion-driven journeys
to windy hot imagined future
and remembered warm wet green
and impossibly resilient blue past
pre-historic paradise,
before people
and our mosquito
and cockroach
and locust
and indoor rats and mice
win/lose devolution issues.

Are these stories
whispering epic ego-passions
darkly overpowering all social evils?

Do these evil antagonists
include evils of avoiding sojourner pilgrims
triggered to mimic violent intolerance memories,
rightwing hypocrisy-feeling nightmares
rewinding leftwing conspiracy fears
and anciently divisive angers
about mortal time’s insufficiency
of how to provide ego-autonomous identity’s
most resilient health insurance
against landing on the Loser side
of left/brain either/or
Win/Lose evolutionary capitalistic
patriarchal-privileged Theory

That EcoFeminist Win/Win Wisdom Stories
are a leftwing climate pathology claim
to reclaim power
against their Win/Lose RightWing Enemy.

Are these untold ecofeminist stories
of dyspeptic depressions,
aggressive repressions,
domestically violent discommunications,
bipolarizing hypocrisy dissonance
of too much cognitive/affective distance?

Left and Right hemispheric division
triggering sensory/neural Lose/Lose
anxious absence of communicating
nutritional nurturing
positive energetic spirited
Earth-dynamic dimension natured
win-health/win-wealth resonance

Lingering back through indigenous
sacred good news
health creation and re-creation stories
I would prefer to hear
about myu own multiculturally cooperative self
recalling local cognitive/emotive community win/wins

As ego-patriarchal Yang
slow-grow empowering narratives
enlightened by eco-feminist Yintegrity’s potential
epic stories of re-creating
healthy imagined futures
empowering wealth-rememberd pasts

In warm wet eco-climate
wombs of pre-imagined healthiest past
doomed Earth
created for dealing rapturous lose/lose
eco-nonsystemic eternal burning death.

Green recreation stories
not chosen yet
to retell together
gathering win/win thanksgivings
remembering Here
reimagined Now
a host regenerating Gratitude
for sacred stories not yet remembered,
and yet not privileged

In our common EarthTribe beginning
there was Light,

So, even before this Light Story
was our Dark Story of TaoTime
and then Sacred Yintegral Light
emerging nondualistic comparative darkness

EgoLight and EcoDark Stories,
Subjects with exterior unchosen dark objectives
ruminating in perpetually revolving night
in Gaia’s sacred non-violent womb
back toward tumescent Boom

Ejaculating Yang/Yin stories
not yet chosen
to become healthstrong
wealthflow Bold.


Transcendent Taoists

Old Taoists,
universally unanimous
unitarian EcoFeminists,
always degeneratively die
regenerating Transcendentalists

Of no practical use
to humanist Liberals
or theocratic Conservatives

Except as in-between green/red
non-violet ultra-transmediators
listening for non-violent trans-communicators,
democratic multi-dialoguers,
poli-empowering facilitators,
transcendental noticers,
witness to EarthTribe’s
Great Tragic/Comedic Transition

As seen and heard
smelled and felt
tasted and touched by AnthroTaoist

Still hanging in there
on ZeroZone ThoughtFull/MindEmptied
double-binary win/win
with OldSchool liberally conserving Tao RealTime
Health/Wealth co-arising transcendency analyzers

Anxiously anticipating multiculturally bicameral
transubstantiating cooperative feelings
composting all kinds of multiculturing matters

Currently felt as degenerative
certainly not multiculturally impressing

Becoming One/Zero
DoubleBoundaried Transcendentalists
more in love with Yang/Yin
deep exponential eco-political development
than Yang v Yin
widely divisive ego v eco-maniacal,
less than Whole GreenEarth
Transactional ReGenerativity.


Egos DisTrumpian

Resiliently healthy ego identity
emerges from a lifelong process
of interdependent ecosystemic individuation

As LeftBrain verbal dominance
historically emerges
from multiculturing RightBrain synergetic feelings

Unchanging physical being
frames embodied transubstantiating
creolization processes of becoming co-acclimated.

All or Nothing dogmatism
arrests incommensurable divides
between naturally embodied ego health
and spiritually minded ecosystemic wealth.

Win/Lose leftbrain stuck
seeks rightbrain alliance
toward healthy Win/Win unstuck freedom
constrained by co-arising dipolarity

Such as deductive and reductive thoughts
left hemisphere verbalized;
Inductive and conductive feelings
right hemisphere non-verbally felt

Unchanging autonomous Ego
in win/lose evolutionary worldview
opens and/or ecosystemic healthy co-acclimating
progressive views of natural/spiritual Earth-habitat

Created of and for win/win revolutioning life
repurpose process
multiculturing views
of organic EarthTribe’s compassionate communion

Global restorative justice
and peace communities

When secularized,
fundamentally severed from sacred Earth
permissive Nature.

Sensed space
is to embodying processes
of dynamic transporting Time
is to changing
democratically co-empathic
inside/outside bilateral Mind
ego/eco-revolving Earth’s seasonal revolutions
of transportive spiral SpaceTime

Bilaterally eradiating through disembodying space
surrounding out transportive
transcendent SunLight
of solar evolving systemic
within universally emergent Space
without insufficient uniting Time

For co-laterally changing healthy compassionate
embodied space/time Minds
in sensory-spaced humane bodies

Of incensed EgoSpaces
are to constrained embodiment
as dynamically transporting EcoSystemic Time
is to spirally co-arising healthy
freeing Change.


Reweaving NonViolent SpaceTime

My RightBrain analogical mind
becomes frustrated with my digital
binary either 1 or 0
monocultural dominance,
of YangOne over YinZero,

Which reacts to all health issues,
personal and political,
economic and environmental,
neurological and psychological,
sociological and globally polycultural,
as if they are bipolar win/lose inevitable,
assuming competitive evolutionary capitalistic models
of regenerative healthy nutrition market reality,

Rather than also dipolar nuanced win/win
theologically co-redemptive
holistic nurturing both/and opportunities

For multiculturally
non-violently mediating health-wealthing communication
with restorative peace and justice outcome resilience,

Robust dipolar co-arising resonant markets
bicameral global Taoist
NonZeroSum integral nurturing
cosmic co-gravitating communion mapping
of Yang LeftSpace
in 4D Yin RightTime
seasonally revolving
BiLateral ReWeaving
of continuously win/win SpaceTime

Which looks
and feels
like polyphonic waves
of DNA ultra-nonviolent
multiculturing regenerativity
to me.


Moving Through Urgent Forests

I claim a sit-spot
in a wildlife sanctuaried forest
just beyond my backyard,

And cycle there
while seeking a primary distinction
between sexual and sensual feelings

Already peddling toward suggestions
my motivations for this direction
could be impure,
certainly less than perfection,

I am not right-brain deterred,
This forest is my familiar territory
where fools
and wise men
fear to tread
on resonant ecofeminists.

When seeking
remembering sexual possibilities
and impossibilities,
and distractions
and unattractiveness
along my recycling way,
these remain ego-centered
egotistic patriarchal,
left-brain economic-politically strategic,
monoculturing further dominance.

is more interdependent,
intimate awareness
of external mind touch
with internal heart feelings,
heart-pumping uphill
and soul-relaxing downhill,
and exhilling.

Waves of contrast
speak of comparative dipolar motivators
more longterm both/and satisfying sensuality,

against shorterm dualistic urgency
for my immediate sexual release,
my internal-only organic polyvagal climax
quickly moving from transcendent forest life
to demi-segregating death,

And then riding on in
and out
to reconnect with my ego/eco sit-spot
with embodied sensual narrative
of this one sacred/sexual life
living polypathically
lived rememory
reliving naked forest life
hopefully again
and recycling pleasure seating again.

Practice makes perfect,
so our great everyday pilgrimage teachers
ecofeminists one and all,
and do,
and walk
and talk
with integrity’s most resilient sexual/sensual/spiritual
reforesting win/win public/private wealth
global/local health potential.


Peak Empathic Experiences

Send me no more peak polypathic experiences.

They are too dear
for my everyday time budget
of liberal
resonantly exhausting compassion.

I am too addicted
to conserving resilient peaks,
avoiding dissonant valleys
of mundane anonymity
sometimes winning
sometimes losing
in-between equanimity
integrity of co-empathic
co-arising intent
for more co-operatively rooted
heights of sacred generosity
reciprocally felt gratitude,
positive, democratically sustainable attitude.

Every scientific cause-effect karmic statement
of peak interactive experience
does not have to be structurally
routinely tested
before it is accepted,

to become an accepted hypothesis
of peak cultural interest
it must be capable
of being deductively tested
for sequential,
and co-arising peak,
or appositional unpeak, relationship
at least within prescribed parameters.

Every faith statement
need not have been personally experienced
before it is accepted
as orthodox belief,

But, good faith must be capable
of leading toward co-arising
climaxes of copassionate experience.

History of great scientific and religious revolutions
provides examples of paradigms
and medicines
and cognitive-affective
ecological-theological therapies
found explicitly useful
long before becoming autonomous subjects
of reductive cause-effect
experimentally reified verification.

History of great faith revolutions
provides win/win
cooperative examples of medicines
and paradigms
and meditations
and thought experiments
and bicameral polyphonic confluence
found prophetically useful
long before becoming subjects
for inductive co-arising compassion.

Scientific and religious historians
would not reasonably conclude
that testing hypotheses,
of win/win positive correlations,
win/lose negative bipolar reverse correlations,
and lose/lose not/not correlated unpolynomial variables,
independent and dependent
codependent bilateral testing is unnecessary
or ill-advised
or acts of leftbrain deductive peaking hubris.

ecological and theological theories,
physical and metaphysical,
may be politically
and economically
and spiritually
and naturally
and culturally
and socially
and psychologically
and neurologically significant
even before leftbrain dominant tested
for peak winleft/winright experiential outcomes.

The generation of deductive theory,
like regeneration of inductive good faith statements,
grows out of abstract leftbrain thoughts
conversing with rightbrain feelings,
metaphysical thought experiments
faithfully distinct from win/win climax confirming
or win/lose physically disconfirming
or lose/lose misconfirming unexperience.

Bicameral co-arising positive faith formulation
of scientific and religious
karmic theories of causation,

and/or spiraling spacetime,
leftbrain dominantly reductive
and/or rightbrain prominently inductive,
and/or summative,
spatially differentiated
and/or spacetime holistic,

Cooperatively predict healthy resilient relationships
between understanding
and standing under holistic systemic openness
to healing win/win peak experiences,
polyempathic compassion.

Capacity to envision
new co-arising ways
of perceiving peak causal phenomena
and to propose powerful prophetic explanations
for good faith
positive health perceptions
is a leftbrain characteristic
of linear-deductive metaphysical formulation,
3Dimensioned orthodox spatial maps
tropic frames of trophic reference.

RightBrain co-relational observation
and LeftBrain experimentation
do not,
in competitive isolation,
provide bicameral revolutionary peak experience
polyphonic reconceptions
without which
faithful everyday inquiry
is randomly aimless
and dispassionately blind
to peak poly-empathic experiences,

Too unresiliently dear
for ego’s everyday time budget
of good faith liberal
liberating liberation,
resonantly inhaling exhausted compassions
of history’s polycultural peak experiences.


On Democratic Compassion

A Unified Account of Causation, Constitution, Persistence, and Emergence

Rögnvaldur Ingthorsson
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Metaphysics of properties,
I explore the prospects of a causal explanation of constitution, persistence, and emergence. I will suggest that the idea that causation involves the mutual manifestation of disposition partners allows us to think of compound entities as mutual manifestations of dynamic interactions between the parts that constitute them, and their persistence as a result of that dynamic interaction. However, I think we need to modify the conception of mutual manifestations. The mutuality has been described in terms of the equal importance of so-called disposition partners—pairs of active and passive powers—while the interaction between the objects that wield such powers is characterised as unidirectional; one object acts while the other receives the influence of the action. This view is challenged by the fact that the natural sciences do not recognise any form of unidirectional action. Instead they depict all interactions as perfectly reciprocal, in the sense that whenever one object exerts an influence, the other simultaneously exerts a proportional influence of the same kind on the first, but in the opposite direction. I suggest that to accept the reciprocity of interactions only strengthens the viability of a causal account of constitution, persistence, and emergence.


I wonder if this same causal effective explanation might apply to bicameral co-passion and bilateral health investments, and co-gravitation, for that energy matter, temporal binomial inside/outside space, ego eco-ing experiential neurometric prime relationship of left and right hemisphere co-passionate communion; where Yang=1x and Yin=0y-squared to the four dimensional nutritional recycle of octave double-binary fractal strings of regenerative DNA bicameral bilateral ergodic potential structure of compassionate golden rule consciousness.


Positive Neurological Psychology

The problem with positive psychology,
said the good doctor,
it is too social science squishy,
not leftbrain prickly enough
for natural science pathologists
and invasive neurologists.

I must concede
not prickly enough
said the polyvagal systems neurologist,
but sometimes premature complexity
looks like yet another chaos theory,
and sometimes spiritual prepowerment
feels like merely natural enlightenment
yet deja vu,
and sometimes too bilaterally sticky
predicts co-arising redundant dipolarity,

Neurological bilateral structures
of left meets right hemispheres
as West greets East
multicultural mediation
as ego hugs ecosystemic health-rooted trees
of reverse hierarchical
above Truth lies downside Beauty.

I’m sure,
temporized the Earth Therapist,
while human nature
military-industrializes ancient cooperative relationships
the remainder of EarthTribes
continue to evolve and emerge,
breathe out and in
bilateral gooey prickles
social and natural
metaphysical and physical
ecosystemically informed egocenters,
communitarian capitals,
well-timed spatial places

Not knotted polyvagal positive theories
of EarthMother’s original neurological root systems,
bicamerally restructuring
to emerge new leftbrain capital-invested upstarts
of deductive
either/or dominant thinking

When too engorged,
unilaterally engaged,
prejudicially divested,
profoundly detached
yang v yin pathology
for sufficiently prickly/gooey
mountainous river valleys of in-between
ego/ecometric bardos balance

inside outside EarthTribe
cooperative bilateral empathy
ecologically theological,
naturally social sacred,
historically multicultural,
anciently new green organic age,
biological neuro-system flowing

Fractal DNA
primal four dimensional spacetime
not ZeroSum

prickly full of Either/Or bilaterals
and gooey Both/And bicameral
not not empty
enthymematic reiterations
of prickly force Yang
and gooey flow Yin,
win/lose exploration
and win/win absorption,
exhaling capitals
and inhaling communions,
natural empowering light
and social enlightening beauty
of positive eco-political psychology.


True and False Beliefs

believe in universal exemption
from Earth’s cooperatively resilient wealth
of resonantly-held holistic health.

at our best,
believe in universal redemption
with EarthMother and LoveFathers’
cooperatively gracious compassion.

at our most transcendent heights
and intimate depths,
believe in experiencing universal causation,
resonant correlations
of atoms and waves,
of staid matter and flamboyant energy
of space revolving place
and spiraling evolutions
causing effective sacred time:

Invested with transcendent
through intimate Earth,
natural vision
through spiritual listening,
polypathic thoughts
and caused by
polyphonic feelings.


Daddy Dreams

Strange dreams last night
include gathering enthusiastic consumers
to shepherd and possibly own
cheaply decaying properties,
ghettoes of hopelessness,

And, later,
an all male bacchanal
of real estate agents,
toned agencies for commercial acquisition,
surrounded by witnessing properties
of no sensory interest
to any realtime guy,
straight or gay
or in-between.

Gathered to teach their purchasers’ desire
and demise
while getting naked
in a boorishly unsexy way,
while dispassionately watching
in time’s eternal mirror.

and our witnessing
and witnessed properties
nakedly longing for resilient sensuality
and settling for this brief
spasmodic climax
of Time’s young adult male supremacy
over realtime commodified markets

Iconic of mass mediated
male mattered

and, at best,
marginally sensual

Inviting touch without true feeling,
sight without warm hearing,
natural taste without spiritual fragrance,
being without belonging,
mass without energy
yang without yin
space without sufficient time
to dream,

Breathe in
as out
invites Earth’s new dawn

PostViral 2020

If I were to shamelessly indulge what should remain hidden in 0/0 mystery, and boldly attempt to interpret this dream, which, of course, I would never publicly admit, I would timidly guess these dreams could be about defining patriarchalism as a world view in which sensuality could not remain connected  and valued as an ecologically and theologically relevant form of intelligence, perhaps even ecofeminist wisdom of profound ego/eco-therapeutic merit.
strange dreams last…